A Straight Male Insect Mother’s Breakdown Diary in Late Pregnancy

I'm Eugene, a straight man. After my attempt to enter the planet illegally failed and I ended up on an abandoned world, my life became like a flower bud plucked and dropped into the mud, sinking into a dim hell. Insects covered in cold scales were obsessed with my abdomen, their sharp, tough exoskeletons pressing against my head. I was dazed and confused. I couldn't move. I... was pregnant. Several emotionless, mechanical voices leaned close to my ear, endlessly and patiently repeating my mission: Reproduce. Reproduce without end. My abdomen was being squeezed, and something was sniffing at my neck. I sat on the supreme throne in a magnificent palace, yet felt like a prisoner with nothing at all. I was in the late stages of pregnancy. I touched my belly and decided to escape from the love nest They had built for me. - - Reader's guide: 1. Third-person narration. Dark, suffocating themes and nonhuman, eldritch horror ahead. 2. The protagonist will frequently lose Sanity and become mentally unstable. 3. Mpreg with a single sex. All love interests are virgins. No pretty-boy love interests. 4. The setting is fictional and unrelated to reality. Please don't draw real-world parallels. 5. No logic here. You can leave your brain here before reading; the author has already left theirs. (Brain storage) 6. Written to suit my kinks, long live the insect mother. (Advance warning: if you don't like the suffocating themes, you may not find it satisfying at first. The protagonist's big moments come in the middle and later parts. The author loves the protagonist; dark, submissive dynamics don't mean the protagonist is being abused.) 7. The story centers on the protagonist, who is always in the receiving role. No switching. No dream-related comments, please, and don't bring up other works in the comments. Please report comments that get in my face. Thank you 🙏 8. This is a silly little story. If you use the content warnings I've already provided as an excuse to insult the author or other readers in the comments, your comment will be deleted. Please be friendly and keep discussions civil. - Note: The story contains many personal worldbuilding details. If anything differs from reality, don't question it or compare it to reality. It's all the author's own invention, so please don't overthink it 🥹 - The character design card was commissioned by a reader who loves Youmi. I'm so charmed by it 🥹 - Theme: No matter how dire things get, never give up on saving yourself.