Sickly, Self-Destructive, and PTSD

1 假 The Fake Young Master Doesn’t Want to Live Anymore Song ZhaolinDanmei (BL)584k WordsCompleted 61.2kFavorites49kClicks/ch59.9kGifts

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What a great piece of writing. The name sounds very vulgar, but the writing is so good. Basically, all the pitfalls are filled in, and they are filled in very cleverly. I cried so hard that my towel was soaked with tears. It was a great pleasure to read, and I was very hopeful. I didn't feel that the world was hopeless. Although I was sad, I felt relieved knowing that it would be he. The protagonist's illness, self-destruction and self-objectification are very fragrant. There is a natural dom feeling but no daddy flavor at all. It is very rare. There is also a trace amount of SP, which is extremely delicious!

2 退 Retired Savior Is Being Rehired Or WarmNo CP591k WordsCompleted 11.6kFavorites9.3kClicks/ch10.6kGifts

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It is very great. The protagonist has extremely objectified himself because of his long-term time travel and doing tasks. He cannot accept the kindness of others and will only pay for himself. Here you will see the ultimate self-destruction and weakness, as well as the ultimate beauty, strength and misery, which is very comfortable. In addition, please pay attention to the forced plot in the copy. I don't know why the copy is written in such detail, but there are still people in the comments who are stressed about forced literature. What's more, this force is forced because the protagonist wants to be gay but his adopted brothers and sisters won't let him. So if you care about it, please avoid it. If you like the forced nature, remember not to click on the comment to affect your mood.

3 殿 Your Highness, Please Don't Let Me Die ZedaDanmei (BL)399k WordsCompleted 150.3kFavorites139.5kClicks/ch110.2kGifts

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The delicious sickly and weak self-esteem suffers, and it has a long mouth! It looks and feels very comfortable!

4 病 After Being Sick and World-Weary, Thousands of People Disliked His Return Pear FluffDanmei (BL)371k WordsCompleted 58.6kFavorites59.2kClicks/ch30.6kGifts

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I really like the early self-loathing!

5 职 Professional Bad Ending Master Wei HuoDanmei (BL)1.2M WordsOngoing 44.7kFavorites28.9kClicks/ch218.9kGifts

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The Great Dangerous Fire Samayo... Dog-blooded, NTR, master and apprentice, group pet, sickly, self-destructive... There is something to be said for the character creation of the wife. It is so satisfying to write a chapter in the last day...

6 被 The Valet Coveted by Noble Academy F4 Xia WeiweiDanmei (BL)440k WordsCompleted 19.2kFavorites26.2kClicks/ch6.2kGifts

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Especially the ancient flavor, Shou's life was extremely miserable throughout the whole process, but because Shou himself was not affected by it, it became a bit more enjoyable. Although it is dog training literature, it feels more like a mom than a dom, and it is very gentle and delicious. I find it a bit difficult to compare the various underworlds with different attacks. The most interesting one is actually having a relationship with another cannon fodder named Ye from the original work... The final extra story has a little bit of history. But the underworld is so delicious, I will praise it! (Don't look at it with your brains if there is no logic)

7 我 I Just Want to Be Abandoned by the Villain I Saved Perched in the Wind, Lost in ThoughtRomance733k WordsCompleted 39kFavorites45.7kClicks/ch18.8kGifts

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Bg, the heroine is a relatively old white sweet little sun. I don't like this style very much, but the beauty of the hero is so delicious. A strong and loyal puppy, sick and weak, it has not stopped since the first chapter, Haochi!

8 如 How to Play Four Beautiful, Strong and Miserable Women GlazingRomance489k WordsCompleted 6.5kFavorites12kClicks/ch3.7kGifts

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Although it is a romance, it is surprisingly satisfying. The heroine plays three male vests, all of them are beautiful, strong and miserable, and all of them are wonderful. Halfway through, I felt a little regretful why the heroine is not a narcissus in the vest, but after looking at it, I found that the emotional line is not strong and equally delicious. There are a lot of sick and weak, and there are new surprises in every chapter.

9 反 The Villain Doesn't Want to Be Redeemed I Give You a MoonDanmei (BL)305k WordsCompleted 22.9kFavorites23.5kClicks/ch10kGifts

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This one is even more heavyweight, and his writing style is very delicate. He broke down the four words of "abuse of body and mind" into pieces. Although it is about attacking perspective, I actually think it has nothing to do with attacking perspective. However, if you don't like this kind of writing, it may feel a bit verbose, but I like it very much.

10 古 Classical Constraints Steam PeachDanmei (BL)303k WordsCompleted 65.6kFavorites67.3kClicks/ch31.8kGifts

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The front was a little long, but fortunately I landed directly. I was so sick and sore from the middle that I wrapped myself in a quilt and cried in the middle of the night. It was beautiful.

11 今 Have You Cleaned up Today [Quickly Wear] A Gentleman Is MediocreDanmei (BL)361k WordsCompleted 10.2kFavorites15kClicks/ch2kGifts

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Every time I change the world, I start with the gold content of pain shielding first! A real knife that looks like a fake knife!

12 富 I Have a Rich Physique and I Have Sex with My Vest. Pineapple Pineapple PieDanmei (BL)534k WordsCompleted 41.8kFavorites73.4kClicks/ch32.2kGifts

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I haven't finished reading it yet. I've only read more than 20 chapters and I'm already so happy. Compared with other Fu Jiang stories, Fu Jiang's physique is actually not particularly obvious, but from the beginning of more than 20 chapters, I was tortured to death. The emotional line has not yet started to develop, so I quickly added it to the book list. If you are a sick lover, you will feel that you are lucky after reading this article...

13 弹 Everyone in the Barrage Thought I Was a Kind Person A Little Bamboo ShootNo CP818k WordsCompleted 56.9kFavorites62.8kClicks/ch62.9kGifts

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One of the few fics about Spells Come Back to the World that I can watch. The protagonist is weak but extremely strong. He vomits blood and has a self-destructive tendency. Even though it has no CP, all is written between the lines. The protagonist is loved to death.

14 反 The Villain Su Bu Doesn't Know It Who KnowsNo CP661k WordsCompleted 26.3kFavorites61.9kClicks/ch24.9kGifts

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The extremely delicious fake knife, the career-minded protagonist who tolerates poor health, the charming character who cuts off the emotional line, and the wife/mama of Wadaxi who silently guards the world line. Among the many articles about fast-moving fake swords, this article's real knife and the king style are so fascinating...

15 直 I Stream Myself Writing Boys' Love, and Become a God Among the Insectoids MRADanmei (BL)2.1M WordsCompleted 490.7kFavorites852.6kClicks/ch5.7MGifts

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The best Zerg text in the world! The door to the main attack has been opened! The protagonist is my dream wife! When will it be updated?

16 魔 Demon Lord Just Wants to Follow the Plot Jimo YaoDanmei (BL)427k WordsCompleted 268.1kFavorites411.5kClicks/ch154.9kGifts

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I don't have much impression, the death escape in the middle period is very interesting.

17 心 After Being Devastated, They Regretted It. AlohomoraDanmei (BL)651k WordsCompleted 217.8kFavorites318.7kClicks/ch129.3kGifts

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It's a very simple bloody story, but how could it be written in such a cruel way? I was lying on the bed in the middle of the night and my heart was broken watching... The relationship between attacking and receiving is so sweet! But I experienced something very bad, and it was very satisfying to torture my body from beginning to end!

18 这 I Take the Blame! [Quick Wear] Three Thousand Dreams Tell a LifetimeDanmei (BL)875k WordsCompleted 163.7kFavorites405kClicks/ch122.6kGifts

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I feel that the first world is the most beautiful, and the plot of the subsequent worlds can be guessed, but the body abuse and fake knives are also very good.

19 触 What Subject Should I Pass If I Attack the Egg with My Tentacles? Forest LightsDanmei (BL)447k WordsCompleted 130.7kFavorites186.6kClicks/ch153.3kGifts

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Nice! Tentacle attack and seemingly indifferent but actually crazy criticism! Gong is a monster, so he has a paranoid and creepy feeling of inhumanity. Shou may look normal, but he is actually a ruthless person who can stab himself in order to feed Gong. Those chapters about Shou's self-destruction were so boring that I almost curled up the pages. They were so delicious! It's just that the childbirth plot felt a bit hard...

20 美 The Tragic Beauty of a Beautiful, Strong, and Doomed Character Wei HuoNo CP641k WordsCompleted 116.9kFavorites136.7kClicks/ch104.8kGifts

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If you are sick, I will recommend the author. Personally, I prefer the last world.

21 魔 The Seventh Year When the Devil Captured the Holy King Yue QianyueDanmei (BL)326k WordsCompleted 113.4kFavorites122.7kClicks/ch110.4kGifts

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God! No need to say more! Gong and Shou were in a feud. Shou attacked Gong, and then Gong in turn caught Shou. They abused their bodies from beginning to end, but at the same time, the two of them were actually sweet!

22 今 I'm Still Getting Dragged on the Forums for Being a Beautiful, Strong Tragic Hero Zi Mu TaoNo CP960k WordsCompleted 99.7kFavorites225.9kClicks/ch133.2kGifts

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Full of faintness! Although the knife is fake, the fake torture of Gin in the following part is so boring!

23 柯 The Forensics Handbook for Split Personalities Zi Mu TaoMulti-Orientation737k WordsCompleted 89.7kFavorites151.1kClicks/ch312.2kGifts

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Full of faintness! My personal suggestion is not to treat him as a fake knife, it will be more enjoyable and torture, but if you are afraid of torture, don't worry, after all, it is a fake knife story, so the description of the atmosphere is very light.

24 穿 Before Reading the Book, He Had Been Killing Fish in RT-Mart for Thirteen Years [Quickly Read] Black Cat White SocksDanmei (BL)596k WordsCompleted 87.3kFavorites280.7kClicks/ch70.9kGifts

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Some of the vaguely revealed SM, the SM feeling could not be better, but the plot is not bearable.

25 [ [Comprehensive British and American] Is the Bat Family Misunderstood Today? Weeping Willow in Front of the HallDanmei (BL)670k WordsCompleted 68.1kFavorites173.7kClicks/ch113.5kGifts

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I loved the PTSD I suffered from. There was a section in the middle where I got sick due to inhaling poisonous gas, which made me sad and dumbfounded. The writing was very funny, and the overall atmosphere was very relaxing.

26 欲 Want to Fish [Esports] Vanishing Green MossDanmei (BL)393k WordsCompleted 53.2kFavorites49.6kClicks/ch50.1kGifts

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It opened a new door to my dom experience. It is really well written, but because I am too perverted, I always feel that it is more enjoyable to write and have more fun. Hahahaha, the plot is quite smooth, but I thought that the s game will be expanded on, but I didn't expect to explain it in one sentence. Overall, it's not bad. I fell in love with dom.

27 我 I Really Didn't Think About the Crematorium [Quickly Wear] AlohomoraDanmei (BL)622k WordsCompleted 49.8kFavorites100kClicks/ch30.9kGifts

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The articles written by this wife all have a sense of sadism, with the whole process of being sick or self-destructive, and then all being in the crematorium, but it is in a small world format, and there are not many plot lines, so you may feel fatigued when reading it.

28 [ [Red Mansion] Young Master, I Am a Rough Man DuoduoDanmei (BL)504k WordsCompleted 27.7kFavorites126.5kClicks/ch50.9kGifts

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The battle that follows is so fragrant that my mouth is watering after eating it.

29 这 This Brother Is a Bit Wild Bird FoodRomance256k WordsCompleted 10.7kFavorites34.6kClicks/ch12.2kGifts

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The writing style is particularly subtle, jumping repeatedly between "good tm Long Aotian" and "wait a little bit Su". Not only is he sick and weak, but the male protagonist is always calm and calm. I admit that I was fooled by him.

30 [ [Fate Gun Brother] Diarmuid Fan-The 2.5Th Holy Grail War angel TeRomance594k WordsCompleted 2.5kFavorites11.6kClicks/ch602Gifts

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Some masters and servants train dogs hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, Lancer, who seems to be obedient, actually has other ideas hahahahahaha

31 十 18Th Floor New Fermented Grains and SnowNo CP619k WordsCompleted 1.3kFavorites7.1kClicks/ch158Gifts

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In ancient torture novels, the protagonist has an extremely giving personality, and is tortured by masters, villains, brothers and fathers in various ways. Simple physical abuse is the ultimate enjoyment. This author Mo Shanghua is more beautiful, but it is locked. You can find it on the network disk.

32 某 Accelerator from a Certain Distance Thousands and One PeopleNo CP168k WordsCompleted 1.1kFavorites1.7kClicks/ch308Gifts

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A great free article. It doesn't matter if you haven't read Accelerator. It's weak and self-destructive throughout.