
I Only Want to Be Abandoned by the Villain I Saved
我只想被我拯救过的反派抛弃
Synopsis
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The White Moonlight's Death-Faking Plan
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A record of books that left a lasting impression. When I run out of things to read, I can come back and revisit them.
Sickly, Self-Destructive, and PTSD
A collection of the list maker’s trashy personal preferences. Some are fanfiction, some are original, and they cover a huge range. They’re all books I reread; barring surprises, they’re all BL.
BE Plot, HE Ending
Neither extremely sweet nor overly bitter. I suppose you could call it a serious drama, with both angst and sweetness.
The God of BG Romance
Updated regularly. This includes all the romance novels I love most. They all have solid writing, no amateurish prose. Original works and fanfiction included. (I can't give everything five stars because of the system...)
Redemption Stories with a White Moonlight Who Dies as a Shield
I'm a simple reader, and I genuinely love this stuff.
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Mostly stories where the woman saves or heals the man, with plenty of romance. System, transmigrate, and male leads who are insecure, corrupted, or obsessive. The romance is generally led by the man.
Saving Tragic, Powerful Male Leads
Pitiful, beautiful, powerful-but-tragic male leads. Hurt them, then spoil them. I've read them all, so the quality is guaranteed
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A Collection for Female-Lead Fans
Limited space means I can't give detailed reviews or thoroughly flag potential issues. Check the tags and decide for yourself; I can't guarantee these are completely free of triggers. [This list includes sexual romance.]
Protagonist-Focused, Male-Leaning: All Orientations Included
Stories I browsed from 2023 onward, all sorts saved together. I'm protagonist-focused and tend to favor the bottom unconditionally. I dislike forced love, overly timid protagonists, and tops who aren't virgins.
To Be Shelved
My bookshelf is full
Strong Female Lead, Weak Male Lead: He Acts Like Her Dog
Adding to this whenever and wherever I can
Miscellaneous Writing
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Obsessive, Possessive, Dark Series
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Transmigrate 4
Reborn
A Recent Years-in-Review: Worth a Read (1)
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Clingy Male Leads Who Can't Live Without the Female Lead
The male lead is clingy and can't live without the female lead, and she spoils him
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Well-balanced writing, romance, and plot
Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day Events
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Highly Recommended, All Kinds of Genres
Every one is a gem
HE Only
Transmigration, reborn, female supporting characters
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The writing style is much better than that of the first Demon Lord, but at first the copywriter was abusive, so I bought the full text without thinking. I trust the author very much and I like the author very much. I just didn't expect that the subsequent development would be more and more different from the copywriting... Although I don't like this article very much, but... I will continue to support you. Promise me, will you work hard to write the next book about male abuse? [Crying] [crying] [crying]
A Mian was a little sluggish in the later stages, so that there was a short period of time where the plot was completely about A Jian and the supporting characters. This part was quite boring. Although the descriptions of the supporting characters were also good-looking, the female goose felt like she was put aside and waited, and was disconnected until the eldest brother entered the palace. I still love Amian very much at other times, like a bright and warm little god, a well-spoken and obedient woman. As for A Jian, I felt that there was too much abuse on the penis. From the beginning, I frowned and then became a little indifferent. Maybe this part can be considered? To me, mentally abusive men are more powerful and painful. I actually quite liked the ending of Ah Jin and Cheng Fu. It was so sudden that it was surprising. I originally thought that I would have to bear a lifetime of responsibility and hatred, but at the end I realized that all I wanted to say was love and remembrance, and I allowed myself to burst into tears. Overall, it is a novel that I like. I can read it in one sitting. The writing style and characterization have improved greatly, and I have tried more. I hope you don't get discouraged and it will get better and better.
Completion commemoration. Reading this article made me feel very hesitant, helpless, and confused... I actually admire the author's writing style, and I don't feel any discomfort if I just read the superficial wording. I have been reading about this author in the male abuse tweets. Although I have not read it, I have always had a vague liking for it. Netizens have sharp eyes. How can they lie to me? Then at a certain opportunity, I found this article directly in the column and subscribed to it, happily ready to read it. Then there have been stories about Bai Ruojiao and Xiangxiang, a soft and soft heroine. Although the impression is not good, I still decided to turn a blind eye to the story about male abuse and doting on it. Cute girls are also as good as cute girls. However, after reading the entire story, I feel that the heroine's character is not even a bit thinner than that of the male protagonist. The heroine is "good", "obedient", "kind" and "warm" over and over again. Her growth, her past, her psychological changes in the face of setbacks, her reflections on mistakes, the multi-faceted nature of her character, her role in promoting the plot, and her bond with the supporting characters are all vague. The male protagonist's growth line is very complete from beginning to end. From his past to the future, his psychological changes and character are portrayed in great detail. This article can be regarded as a growth history of the male protagonist. I think the inconsistency in the male protagonist's character is a bigger problem. The previous chapters have been constantly foreshadowing his faith, his core of integrity and kindness, and his outer shell that is forced to be cold and hard. Taking medicine to reverse love and hate can directly kill the loyal and humiliate women and children. I know he hates it, but he hates it so much that he loses his humanity and changes from a gentleman to a villain, which makes me feel that the core of his gentlemanly character is mixed with water. It wouldn't be a bug if you set up a poison and added one to annihilate humanity, but after reading the full text, it seems that this poison is just a pure reversal of love and hate? Also, the male protagonist's mother is very devout to her husband's family's beliefs... It seems like brainwashing... As the princess of a certain country, the article also said that her mother country has not treated her harshly, so she should not hate her so much. But it feels like after she got married, she immediately started to believe in her husband's country just like her mother's belief in her mother's country. He actually used the word "enemy country" to describe his mother country to his own children. Although the mother country is not good enough, it still teaches its children to subvert their mother country and revive their husband's country (if I remember correctly, my understanding after reading it is similar to this), it gives people a sense of "obedience to their husbands when they get married", which is as weird as the reality of not recognizing your natal family after getting married. Wow wow wow, I don't believe it's the first time I've blindly entered a story with a female protagonist with such a blank background. Seeing that I was bored, I wanted to read about female protagonists, but I kept looking through them and didn't realize how many there were. They were all about male protagonists. I saw in the comments section that everyone said that "Meeting Demons and Torturous Men" is delicious, so I'll go check it out after I'm done. I really don't want to admit that I paid for it by mistake. If it really doesn't work out, then I wish the author and I have dreams in the world, and we can be wonderful each other [Compare Hearts] (I will not attack the author because of different tastes. Let the author and the readers choose each other. I sincerely wish the author)
[Crying] There are few heroines like her who show respect and restraint to the people in the story from beginning to end. Like other time-travelers, he did not withdraw from the outside world and turn his power upside down. I have never thought about spreading any modern or alternative ideas. But with respect for the rules and customs of that world, And curiosity, with the love of learning and seeking knowledge, integrate and survive step by step. Hiding one's strength and biding one's time is difficult. Her family members in that world are also written with very distinct personalities. Her father values righteousness and her mother values affection. They gather less and stay apart more often, and they often quarrel. But they all love her and are not careless dotes on her. Likewise, there are no careless insults in the family. At the same time, the person she loves, The person who was originally written to be shameless and ugly turned to the wind, and he was a person who only betrayed others. But he is a handsome gentleman, tough and gentle. At the beginning of the time travel, she found that he was completely opposite to the Ji Yan in the text. So she felt that either he was wronged and he didn't do it, or he was too hypocritical and pretended to be a good person. There are only two possibilities. But it is a young and naive idea, because there is a third possibility. Sometimes it is difficult to distinguish between true and false, right from wrong, too many things. The emperor ordered him to go undercover to eradicate good ministers, so he got close to her and the kind people in her family. Her father knew his identity and his purpose, but he understood, respected and forgiven him. Her family was very kind to him. But for him, if he disobeys the order for the sake of morality, it is betrayal. If he obeyed the emperor's order and betrayed their family's kindness and framed them, it would be betrayal. Only then did she understand that it was too naive to think of people in black and white. Some people would make the wrong choice no matter what. In the original storyline that has not been changed He is not a bad person, he is a gentleman. It's true. In the official history, he is destined to betray others. Even if he does not have the poison of love and hate, being betrayed by objective writing and double-dealing does not seem to be false.
The belated ending is full of flowers! I came here from Dada's book White Moonlight Death Escape Plan. At that time, I hadn't opened this book yet. Then I read it halfway through and forgot to read it. Now I have read it in one go. I want to say that Dada's progress in this book is really great! The control of the entire plot is actually much better than that of the previous book. I actually really like the portrayal of the male and female protagonists in the first half. Although the female protagonist is innocent and kind, she can always find the best solution in difficult situations and is tenacious. That's why everyone likes her so much. It is undeniable that Amian is very likable [Spread hands] ] [Green Heart], I think the portrayal of the male protagonist Yan Yunjian is a step up from the author's previous book. His character arc is very beautiful and his growth experience is very complete, especially his persistence in the faith and love of the Uzhaohe tribe [Orange Candy]. His character is indeed as described in the book It is admirable to emerge from the mud without being stained. He did not trap himself in the love and hatred of his family and country. This and Feng Puyun are both worthy of appreciation. The design is very good. I originally thought it was a scheming green tea attack, but I didn't expect it to be Wei Guangzheng. The only flaw I feel is after Love and Hate Epilepsy. The treatment of the male and female protagonists, especially the female protagonist, is too thin. There is still too little portrayal of the male protagonist and the outside world in Fengpuyun Palace. It is a bit uncomfortable to watch. I always feel that Amian suddenly turned into a white flower. Although she has done a good job, she dared to confront the enemy general alone in the enemy's camp. Faced with Yan Yunjian's poison, Amian's loved one was misunderstood by everyone, but he could only do nothing until three years later to automatically resolve the poison. It is probably clear that this is the predicament of the history, but after the early love affair, everyone's misunderstanding of the male protagonist has formed an unnecessary feeling. This kind of harm is really cruel. It is a kind of betrayal of the male protagonist's entire existence. Be it Yihua, Chengfu, or Jiang Chongshan, their children and younger brothers don't understand and insist on his personality as much as the old troops and subordinates of the motherland, who are the most important to Yan Yunjian. The cruel thing I think is that he is dedicated to rehabilitating the Wu Zhaohe clan, but everyone closest to him makes him suffer the same infamy. This kind of inversion is too terrifying, and Amian, she really has too little to do in this regard, although I can't come up with any better method, plus this This is a redemption novel aimed at the male protagonist being brutally tortured, so I feel like everyone just likes to see the male protagonist miserable and that's it. [Crying] [Crying] In fact, I thought it was completely acceptable when the male protagonist ruined a banquet, broke his leg and was whipped, but after Love and Hate, he really didn't handle it well, but the author is already great! The progress in shaping the main and supporting characters is obvious, and it can be seen that I really have the idea to try it as I said. Although I have not followed the series all the time, I give you a big affirmation [Green Heart] [Green Heart] [Green Heart] Keep up the good work, it is already very good, I believe it will be better in the future.
Ah Jin's couple is so sad [crying], the extra episode is so sweet
Woo hoo, I want to see the happy ending in Cheng Fu's fantasy where the Zhao Kingdom is not destroyed and he and Yan Yunjian marry A Jin and Mian Mian respectively.
Finished spreading flowers! ! I have read several large novels and liked them all. This is the first time I have watched a serious drama. In the middle, I felt helpless as I watched historical facts come true, and when I saw Mianmian's anger when she kept silent about the poison, I wanted to give up this article. But when I saw Da Da's remarks about the logic of the book in a book review, I suddenly understood it. I think the drama is like this. There are so many plots in the drama that rely on the system to defy fate and change one's fate. Then it is better to read the cool novel. So I finished the chase. I'm still very satisfied with the ending. It's great. Jian Mian is still together for life after life.
This is my favorite sweet article! ! The setting of the male protagonist is great. Can you tell me if there is an if line? The country is not destroyed by the Zhao Dynasty, and the prince and prince marry A Jin and A Mian. It would have been nice if Cheng Fu had not died. Oh, what a pity.
Ajian and Amian must be happy