Do You Really Love Me?

Read another short story. I can feel what my wife wants to express, "Everything is because of love." Ye Bei asked Lu Yan to surrender because of love. Lu Yan has hated Ye Bei for eighteen years because of love. Everything is because of love. The complexity of emotions has been explained in the comment area, so I won't go into details. I would like to discuss a few small details. One is the issue of "communication" and "trust" in love. Ye Bei is obviously a person with a double helix structure of love and rationality. In his ultimate rationality, "expressing one's thoughts" accounts for less. He knew that he was the only one who could convince Lu Yan to surrender, but he did not mean it. He used his own silent way, the way the two of them interacted intimately, like a way of giving an order, to tell Lu Yan: "Go and surrender." Lu Yan overcame his fear and left because he loved him, but he also began to question whether Ye Bei really loved him. This may be a beginning, so when Ye Bei told him to "fall in love with someone else", Lu Yan's defenses suddenly collapsed (... Break his defenses?). Here Lu Yan is contradictory and unified. I love you, so I believe every word you say, even if you say "I don't love you", I believe it. The only thing he didn't believe was that their relationship could last. This leads to the second question, do the two people's three views perfectly match? My point of view is that there may be undying love in this world, but there should not be completely consistent three views. Lu Yan is an ordinary person. After hitting someone, he will be scared and flee in fear of crime. But I am very curious. After he found out that he hit someone and killed him, which of the two thoughts "I don't want to die or go to jail" or "I want to be with Ye Bei forever" was more dominant? Does Lu Yan have a sense of responsibility for "wanting to give Ye Bei a good future" and a sense of guilt for "having made mistakes and being unable to explain to Ye Bei"? He is really too ordinary and an ordinary person who falls in love - or naive, so naive that I didn't even find the shining point in him for a while, so naive that he has been struggling with the questions of "I love you" and "you love me" for decades, and so naive that he ideally imagines that he can escape and be with the person he loves forever without planning for the future. Ye Bei is obviously a more positive and lovable image. What makes me feel sorry for him is that he, a rational, brave and responsible person, would really torture himself for many years with the question "Did I really do something wrong" because of his lover's questioning. Lu Yan placed too heavy a burden on Ye Bei. (What can I do? I can only sigh helplessly, alas:-( In love, people will constantly shake their own three views. The third point is also my favorite description. Ye Bei had hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. He was in pain every day, but the only moment he jumped down from the building was that he was happy when he saw his lover back then. When I was watching this paragraph, I felt as urgent, anxious, relaxed and happy as Xiaobei. Finally - I think - this moment has finally arrived, Xiaobei seems to have completed some important task - He completed two lives. However, there may still be some blank parts in the article. At least Aunt Song must not know what Xiaobei saw in the hallucination at that time. No matter how she recounts it, she will not perfectly reproduce the scene from our God's perspective. So does Lu Yan know? How far can Xiaobei's death help him grow? This is a love between an extremely naive and extremely mature person, and a future that seems to be visible to the end but is still unknown. Summary: Don't drive while fatigued and don't hit and run. Driving irregularly makes loved ones burst into tears.

As expected, I still hate people who are too childish... I like to be mature and childish, but not childish. That kind of naivety that has no way of living independently, that kind of idealism that completely ignores reality. Lu Yan is too childish. Everything he does gives the impression that it is not what an adult would do, but that he is a child who is too well protected. It's understandable that he was involved in a hit-and-run accident, but when Xiaobei asked him to turn himself in, it was so useless that he couldn't analyze the matter after seeing his parents kneeling down to plead for mercy. I really feel that he is not worthy of Xiaobei TT Xiaobei is the sensible and gentle person I yearn for TT

A whole nine years. Ye Bei loves Lu Yan. You said you don't love him? I don't believe it. Nine years later, Lu Yan's original promise to Ye Bei has turned into an empty shell. Tell me how could Ye Bei be willing to spend nine years with a truck driver if he didn't love Lu Yan. Lu Yan has been working as a driver for nine years and has been doing nothing for half his life, so that the promise he made back then seems to be a mere lie now. Ye Bei thought that Lu Yan would live a good life after entering prison and would not let this matter become a knot in his mind when he came out. He won't let this matter become a nightmare that he can't erase every day. However, the sentence "life sentence" made Ye Bei fall into deep self-blame. He knelt down on the ground and knelt down to apologize to the parents without hesitation of self-respect and face. Isn't this love? You tell me. To what extent did his love for Lu Yan reach? Ye Bei started hearing hallucinations every day, which made him feel that he had ruined Lu Yan. But, is it? Ye Bei goes to Jing'an Temple every day to chant sutras and pray for the young man. He is repaying Lu Yan for the mistakes he made. When Ye Bei committed suicide due to depression, he only left a note to keep Lu Yan alive and healthy. Doesn't he love it? He loves it very much. Ye Bei's love is higher than love. He is very rational. Lu Yan's love is all based on Ye Bei. The love he understands is love above all else. He wanted to get an answer from Ye Bei, he wanted to get Ye Bei's affirmation, what he thought was the real answer - love him more than the law. But he was wrong, Ye Bei's love was the real love. Those are the values ​​that an adult should have. Lu Yan was so alive. But do you want to say that Lu Yan has any deep sins? It seems not. The moment he bumped into someone, he was panicked, scared, and scared. He avoids responsibility and escapes from reality, which are common thoughts of ordinary people at the bottom of society. He looked like a child who never grew up. He has been relying on Ye Bei. When that promise has not come true even after nine years, Lu Yan has completely grown up. In the end, Ye Bei gave Lu Yan a note. In my opinion, he wanted to use this method to make Lu Yan walk out of JY with full of hatred and revengeful thoughts. Ye Bei knew Lu Yan too well. Finally, he also uses a note to learn about himself. Finally, that promise was fulfilled. Two people changed from "tenants" to "owners". But the two happy people back then were long gone. Two "owners" also become one "owner". We can't decide the absolute right or wrong. We can only say that the starting point of Ye Bei's and Lu Yan's love is different. I felt depressed. I tried Shan Bao's BE short story, and I was really sad, wow wow. (T^T). When I read this article, I felt that it was both reasonable and unexpected. Cried and cried. I saw the word "messy." That was written by Ye Bei when he was severely depressed. He must have been suffering a lot and was shaking all over. In other words, it was written when he committed suicide. Hope that Lu Yan's health became his only hope. Ye Bei really loves Lu Yan. Call. Finally finished. I was a little depressed while writing, and I kept thinking about the plot and reading through it. But overall, I like it very much! Shan Bao, don't worry, haha, I have adjusted my mood in time. I just feel sad for Xiaobei, it's so painful. =(. Another short story that I like very much. Aishanbaoer. (^з^)-☆.

Thank you Teacher Xiao Lin for writing these words. After reading them, I feel sour and bitter, as if there is a stone in my heart. I want to start writing, but I don't know what to say. It may be a bit confusing, I'm sorry. I really like the little note at the end of Teacher Xiaolin. Live to be healthy to a hundred years old. The text is plain but not pale. Only after reading the whole article do you realize the weight of this note. My Xiaobei, he left his best wishes to the people he loves. When he jumped down, he should be more relieved and happy than disappointed, sad, regretful and distressed. As mentioned before, he knew Lu Yan best and loved Lu Yan most. Phew~ I feel so good after saying what I want to say~ Confession to Teacher Xiaolin~

Xiaobei... I think Lu Yan is unworthy... I hope he will live in debt to Xiaobei for the rest of his life.

I cried. How could Xiaobei not love you? TAT

Woohoo, I just felt depressed when I read the first two chapters, and I burst into tears in the third chapter. After reading it, I only had one thought: They both love each other, and I wish this had not happened to them, and then they could realize their dream of buying a house, and be able to see each other's reflection and say good morning in their eyes when they open their eyes in the morning. My tears are flowing biubiubiu, it's so beautifully written in big letters, it summarizes their story in three chapters

I don't want to see you confused anymore, so I say I don't love you anymore and hope I can come out soon. But I also want to see you getting better and better, to see you change your ways and turn a tenant into an owner. All because of loving you

Ye Bei asked him to surrender because he didn't want him to spend the rest of his life hiding and panicking. Just because I love you, I hope you can continue to face life and face all the ups and downs and punishments. But Lu Yan seemed to have forgotten Ye Bei's love for him at that moment, and the significance of their nine years together. He even began to doubt whether Ye Bei really loved him, or whether he had gone away with another person. He chose not to see Ye Bei, cutting off their contact and suspending their love. And Ye Bei also lost himself in the constant self-examination. He did nothing wrong even if he did something wrong. "I fell in love with someone else, I hope you will cherish it", which made Lu Yan even more convinced that he didn't love him, but he didn't know that Ye Bei died in the past, on the day they fell in love. He also ate that bowl of dumplings, and 18 years later, their dream came true. However, Lu Yan will have to face life alone from now on. After going around in circles, the man actually didn't change, he just panicked and made mistakes.

Xiaobei knows how to give Lu Yan more hope of living, just like making Lu Yan hate Xiaobei after seeing the note that said "I fell in love with someone else". Therefore, Lu Yan "performed" well in prison, from no term to 18 years, but after 18 years, Xiaobei is no longer there. No matter what, Lu Yan must live well for himself and for Xiaobei.