When a loved one is newly bereaved, if he loves the sun, you feel like he is everywhere. Under the sun, he will rush toward you like a bright mist, standing next to you, smiling, or angry, with a more vivid expression. Not to mention when night comes: you think you'll fall asleep soon when you lie down. When you close your eyes, even the sound of his calling your name goes into your head. His face is no more clear than at this moment.
How many decades can a person's life last? Zhang Chao is really finished. A weak-tempered person cannot resist a ball of flames rushing towards you. He will dance happily around you, or he may explode at a certain moment. Xue Fan is so scared, so soft and unscrupulous in front of his lover, but he is unwilling to reach out and accept the hug that coaxes him - he wants love to be the cleanest and without impurities. If there is more guilt than love, if there are more habits than true thoughts, what does it matter?
Zhang Chao couldn't leave here, he was lost a long time ago. Paths covered with thorns are not his signature, but if he wants to walk onto the spacious road, he must step upright and step by step. Wishful self-deception is nothing but a fantasy. Is he brave? If bravery comes from escaping, it is just an excuse to whitewash peace. Follow the guidance of others to change direction, follow the alcohol to numb the brain, and if you say something against your will too often, it will become true.
What role does Jiang Dong play in it? In just one hour, his confrontation never left any room for Xue Fan. Even if it is unintentional, how much truth is there? He probably guessed that Xue Fan might commit suicide, and he was also part of the self-deception. When you wake up from a nightmare, how much is it because of an uneasy conscience, and how much is it because you are afraid of the uncertain future? He should probably return to Wangyang Town many times. Someone who acts so meticulously cannot be the direct murderer. He will always play a role in refusing to save others and adding fuel to the flames.
Ordinary people like Zhang Chao always show their helplessness and pity under the tricks of fate, but he clearly once had such a warm heart. Memories wrap around your feet, illusions catch your eyes, there is no way to go, there are no hands around you to hold, and all that is left is the regret and yearning that are deep in your bones and can never be let go. He could only live as before, he was exhausted.
It's not that Zhang Chao doesn't love her anymore, maybe he's been dragged down by the ten years of life. The life of a chicken makes the love he had for Xue Fan less important, and the love he had for Xue Fan was no longer so passionate. The "ordinary" life chewed Zhang Chao to pieces, turning love into Xue Fan's invisible shackles to Zhang Chao. Otherwise, Zhang Chao wouldn't want to ask Xue Fan if he can't leave. Since he asked if Xue Fan is with Hongmao, I am sure that Zhang Chao still loves Xue Fan, but his love is dull. When love is integrated into life, this love will become impure, not not love but not the love that Xue Fan wants. What Xue Fan wants is passionate love, he wants the hottest heart, and Zhang Chao's rolling love, like the turbulent sea.
Zhang Chao, you love Jiang Fan, but you are a coward.
The unspoken love, the unexpressed retention, I dare not move forward when I encounter love, I dare not pursue it when the wind blows.
Your hands cannot lift the weight of home, and your eyes cannot hold the breadth of love. Your steps are always shrinking, and your life is dodging, as if you can avoid the sharp sword of life.
Zhang Chao, you are as cowardly as a coward.
You are so kind and kind, but you ended up taking 30,000 of the 100,000 you asked for.
Jiang Dong, you are so smart, like a businessman. After learning that Zhang Chao had broken up, he immediately took action and pursued the victory. You knew what Zhang Chao wanted, and you knew that Zhang Chao's pain was a fragmented life, so when you had a one-night stand with him, you promised him a better life and gave Zhang Chao hope, but you still stayed in the temptation. You are so shrewd that you tested Zhang Chao twice to see if he was still the Zhang Chao you knew, the Zhang Chao he once was. The result is also obvious. Zhang Dynasty is still the same Zhang Dynasty, the "rising sun" you once watched. Even when you were bumped into by Xue Fan, you were so controlled and calm, and you were even thinking about taking Zhang Chao away from Wangyang Town as soon as possible. You understand Zhang Chao's weaknesses all too well. You know that the more Zhang Chao misses the past and feels guilty about Xue Fan, the less he can leave and escape.
You know from beginning to end that Zhang Chao is someone who is nostalgic and gets trapped in memories.
It's a pity that you still miscalculated. I even felt a little sorry when I saw the end. Jiang Dong, you have done so much but you still can't make Zhang Chao follow you. You have also ignored the significance of Xue Fan to Zhang Chao. I think you have always felt that Xue Fan has only been with Zhang Chao for ten years. As long as he has a new life, new worries, and new bonds, Zhang Chao can completely let go, right? But you are wrong. Xue Fan and Zhang Chao seem to have become a connected community. Xue Fan's death was a fatal blow to Zhang Chao. It is something you cannot shake and cannot calculate.
Xue Fan, I just want to tell you not to regard love as the answer to life. Maybe you are right in thinking that love can be implemented in life. There may be such people in reality, but you should not express such thoughts to others. I read many readers' comments and may feel sorry for Zhang Chao or Jiang Dong, and think you are very paranoid, but in fact I also feel sorry for you. Love can ignite a person and even each other, but haven't you ever thought that love might also be the spice in life? The love between you and Zhang Chao has no foundation, only a glimpse of love at the beginning. You longed for it but could not turn it into eternity.
I wonder if you can live like a big tree, let yourself grow, and let the flowers of love grow, bloom, wither, and live on top of you.
After reading the whole article, I felt a slight sense of sadness. I don't know where that sadness came from. Maybe the people in Wangyang Town can only watch the rising sun and cannot touch it. Whether it is Zhang Chao, Xue Fan, or Jiang Dong, they are all trapped in Wangyang Town. Even the name of the town is Wangyang Town. Is it destined? You are only allowed to look at the sun, not chase. The sunshine that remains with you is so short-lived and fleeting.
The ending of OE is obviously tragic.
The rest are my thoughts
Shanbao'er, we haven't seen each other for a long time. I'm very excited to see your update. I feel very, very much like I've found something again. Hahaha (?) This long review can be regarded as a gift from me to you when we meet again. I'm happy for you, seeing that you can pick up a pen again, but I don't know if you still have late-night emo and internal anxiety. Is your life still very busy after three years? Has your body recovered? But I want to tell you that I always hope you are safe and happy. I can see that you have been working on this short article for a long time. Your writing has really improved a lot three years ago. Regardless of your urine, I know that you will still feel anxious because of your lack of writing, but please don't worry. Have you forgotten? I told you that emo is actually a kind of motivation. It is a time for you to accumulate energy, but we can't get stuck in it. Ah, I feel like I have written a lot of nonsense, but I am sincerely happy for you. But don't write such a cruel article next time!!! I want a super cookie!!! I don't know if this long review will be the last one I give you, but the wind will never end and the shower will never end. We have won beautifully in three times. Shan Baoer is so lucky to meet such a good author like you.
——Mengmeng
2024.7.19
It's over... It's... Quite uncomfortable, it hurts
Xue Fan, he was so well taken care of by Zhang Chao that he was still the eighteen-year-old boy, but he was still very willful... Angry, he thought Zhang Chao would wait for him. Indeed, if Jiang Dong hadn't suddenly appeared, Zhang Chao might have been able to wait for Xue Fan, see his changes, and live the rest of his life in a natural way.
Our classmate Xiao Zhang is too simple. He is afraid that he will not be able to fulfill his original promise. He has been tense for half a year and has no energy to think about love again. The first thing he considers is food, rice, oil and salt, and life first. Suddenly Jiang Dong's appearance allows him to put these things down for a short time and relax. He can sit on the sofa with someone and watch a movie. When he comes home tired, someone will cook for him, which is very relaxing. , Not only Zhang Chao, but anyone else will be moved by Jiang Dong. When you first face a boyfriend who is so "nonsense" that makes you irritated, and then you meet Jiang Dong, a person who has been secretly in love with you for ten years and is such an excellent and considerate person, everyone will be moved. Of course, in those years, it really existed. As long as you study carefully, you will find that every touch in daily life can become a manifestation of love.
Jiang Dong, who can control himself from caring about the person he has secretly loved for ten years? Zhang Chao is his Chaoyang, and there is nothing wrong with him. Everyone has the right to pursue the person they like. He does it, and he is going to succeed, but the sudden appearance of Xue Fan makes him fail. He will definitely be flustered. He can guarantee that Zhang Chao will be attracted, but he cannot guarantee the emotions of those ten years. Ten years is too long. Even two people who have no feelings in the first place will have the illusion of love in ten years, let alone two people who are originally in love?
All three of them were betting, but all three of them lost.
What happened next? Has Jiang Dong been convicted? What choice did Zhang Chao make? It doesn't seem to matter anymore. The three of them seem to be still in front of me, but they all seem to have disappeared.
Cried😭
Ah... I really feel like I was caught off guard by fate. He glanced over at the back, and his whole body felt like his heart was being pulled. Maybe it's because of my personal reasons. I don't like people who get entangled repeatedly after a breakup, and I don't like people who are particularly noisy. At first I really thought Xue Fan was that kind of seductress, but later I found out that he was more trying to attract Zhang Chao's attention, and it also came from his inner uneasiness. He is also trying to change and save this relationship. But the two of us are so familiar and accustomed to each other that there may be some things that we didn't expect (I feel like I can't explain this). As for whether it was really suicide, we actually can't say for sure. Jiang Dong was already very uneasy when he saw the unsent reply, and he probably gave up after hearing those words. I feel that he is not the kind of person who would make irrational choices because of Xue Fan's words. He also knows very well that once Xue Fan dies, Zhang Chao will never leave. In fact, I am more worried about Zhang Chao. If loving Xue Fan is a habit and love nourishes him, then how will he live his life in the future? Do you always live in memories, miss me, and then feel that your memories are slowly blurring as you grow older? It feels really painful.
Three people, three endings. At first, you may sympathize with Zhang Chao. One person works to support two people, and the company is bankrupt and is owed half a year's salary. There must be a lot of pressure to survive. But at this time, Xue Fan was still working day by day, which was difficult to understand. Jiang Dong is a long-term person who may have means and scheming, but everything is done above the moral bottom line and the legal bottom line. After reading the last chapter, I felt sorry for Xue Fan and Zhang Chao for a moment, wondering if it was really Jiang Dong who did it. But after a few minutes, I personally felt that it might be Xue Fan who committed suicide. In terms of personality, Xue Fan is a person who puts love first and even loves everything in his life. When you are 18-28 years old, your behavior has not changed at all. At the age of 16/7, knowing that Jiang Dong liked Zhang Chao and was ready to confess, he was able to confess his love in advance. (Of course, this does not mean that he cannot confess to Zhang Chao, but he knew that Jiang Dong liked and was ready to confess, and had other ways to do it.) It can be seen that his style of doing things, regardless of the consequences, is just to achieve the goal. I have also commented in a previous chapter that people like Xue Fan, who regard love as the whole meaning of life, would be really scary and depressing if they lived together for a long time. In order to confirm whether he still loves him, he can drag Hongmao into his relationship with Zhang Chao. As far as his world is concerned, except for Zhang Chao, other lives and feelings are irrelevant. So when Xue Fan's whole world (Zhang Chao) suddenly wanted to leave him, to leave his small world completely, coupled with the stimulation of some words (Jiang Dong's words) + Zhang Chao did not keep the appointment, with all kinds of blessings, he would feel that the end of the world was over, and he would do things that broke common sense in order to keep Zhang Chao. In the last chapter, you feel a little sorry for him, maybe because you are tolerant of the deceased, but when a person really regards love as his first priority in real life, and love is his whole life, it may be really scary and frightening. The character is too extreme.
Jiang Dong, I think he is the most pity, he has loved someone for ten years, and he was going to live with the person he likes, but in the end his meeting with Xue Fan put him in trouble. Perhaps it was the joyful longing for love and the fear of losing it that made him try his best before meeting Xue Fan. But I have never bothered him for ten years, and all my actions are based on moral and legal norms. Even when the night of the one-night stand confirmed that Zhang Chao was single again, I personally think that what he said to the police should be true.
Zhang Chao, a man I sympathized with for most of the article. In the early stage, he faced the pressure of living without income for half a year and his unreasonable lover. I felt that he was quite pitiful. His life was really too depressing. He only took away 30,000 yuan from the 100,000 yuan he received. Faced with Jiang Dong's appearance, he could enjoy the atmosphere of a normal love life and felt that he was finally lucky. Finally, when he was about to leave the town, he suddenly couldn't let go of his ex-boyfriend. The feeling of reluctance suddenly made me uncomfortable. Personally, I think he is kind and affectionate, but his character is a bit too weak. When he and Xue Fan had problems, he didn't solve them and kept silent; when Xue Fan hugged Hongmao, or even when Xue Fan stayed at Hongmao's house, he just let Xue Fan think about it. (Of course, this involves Xue Fan's usual behavior. Zhang Chao thought he would come back on his own after a while.) However, he failed to solve all these problems. When he received a text message about the last meeting, he diverted to eat hot pot on the way there.) He was particularly reluctant to let go of the previous one and did not decisively end or redeem it. It felt like he was being pushed forward by fate or life, living passively and helplessly. My sympathy for him has also diminished a lot. He will always live in pain, and there is a high probability that he will give up on himself and go with the flow.
Finally, let me talk about why Xiao Li said: It is impossible for Xue Fan to commit suicide, such a lively and cheerful person. Because there is only one person in Xue Fan's world, he puts all the pressure in life only on Zhang Chao. Generally speaking, people who love first are warm and lively in their external performance. As a distant friend, you will not feel the pressure and depression brought by them.
As always, the delicate emotions are integrated into the text. The people in Shanshan's writings may not necessarily have surging love, but every story is like the tip of a feather pen passing over the heart, with a touch of sadness in it. When I read the story this time, I was also choosing whether to look back or forward, but I didn't expect to miss both. It was still emo as always 😭
Don't you dare to watch it? Come watch it when you are saving emo hahahaha
They are people walking on the edge of a cliff. Their relationship is a delicate balance between redemption and hurt that changes with every ordinary breath. An ordinary breath on an ordinary day accidentally made it break through the critical point, and then everything collapsed and was irreversible. I love this article so much and can't bear to part with it, but the three times of life are the most important. I hope Shanshan will be healthy and happy in the three times of life^ ^
Finally, it suddenly turned into a supernatural novel! (X)
It's so heartbreaking... There are so many mistakes, and the old leader is no longer the leader. At best, Zhang Chao is too soft to get along with others, but Xiao Xue is the one you have made an appointment to meet. He is too hesitant. He wants to see you, but dare not see you, wants to run away, and is reluctant to let go. Jiang Dong is more obsessed with love than love - because he does not rely on him, he is smart and calculating, he has changed a lot, but Zhang Chao is still the same.
He is as important as sunshine, will he be blocked like sunshine?
When a loved one is newly bereaved, if he loves the sun, you feel like he is everywhere. Under the sun, he will rush toward you like a bright mist, standing next to you, smiling, or angry, with a more vivid expression. Not to mention when night comes: you think you'll fall asleep soon when you lie down. When you close your eyes, even the sound of his calling your name goes into your head. His face is no more clear than at this moment. How many decades can a person's life last? Zhang Chao is really finished. A weak-tempered person cannot resist a ball of flames rushing towards you. He will dance happily around you, or he may explode at a certain moment. Xue Fan is so scared, so soft and unscrupulous in front of his lover, but he is unwilling to reach out and accept the hug that coaxes him - he wants love to be the cleanest and without impurities. If there is more guilt than love, if there are more habits than true thoughts, what does it matter? Zhang Chao couldn't leave here, he was lost a long time ago. Paths covered with thorns are not his signature, but if he wants to walk onto the spacious road, he must step upright and step by step. Wishful self-deception is nothing but a fantasy. Is he brave? If bravery comes from escaping, it is just an excuse to whitewash peace. Follow the guidance of others to change direction, follow the alcohol to numb the brain, and if you say something against your will too often, it will become true. What role does Jiang Dong play in it? In just one hour, his confrontation never left any room for Xue Fan. Even if it is unintentional, how much truth is there? He probably guessed that Xue Fan might commit suicide, and he was also part of the self-deception. When you wake up from a nightmare, how much is it because of an uneasy conscience, and how much is it because you are afraid of the uncertain future? He should probably return to Wangyang Town many times. Someone who acts so meticulously cannot be the direct murderer. He will always play a role in refusing to save others and adding fuel to the flames. Ordinary people like Zhang Chao always show their helplessness and pity under the tricks of fate, but he clearly once had such a warm heart. Memories wrap around your feet, illusions catch your eyes, there is no way to go, there are no hands around you to hold, and all that is left is the regret and yearning that are deep in your bones and can never be let go. He could only live as before, he was exhausted.
It's not that Zhang Chao doesn't love her anymore, maybe he's been dragged down by the ten years of life. The life of a chicken makes the love he had for Xue Fan less important, and the love he had for Xue Fan was no longer so passionate. The "ordinary" life chewed Zhang Chao to pieces, turning love into Xue Fan's invisible shackles to Zhang Chao. Otherwise, Zhang Chao wouldn't want to ask Xue Fan if he can't leave. Since he asked if Xue Fan is with Hongmao, I am sure that Zhang Chao still loves Xue Fan, but his love is dull. When love is integrated into life, this love will become impure, not not love but not the love that Xue Fan wants. What Xue Fan wants is passionate love, he wants the hottest heart, and Zhang Chao's rolling love, like the turbulent sea. Zhang Chao, you love Jiang Fan, but you are a coward. The unspoken love, the unexpressed retention, I dare not move forward when I encounter love, I dare not pursue it when the wind blows. Your hands cannot lift the weight of home, and your eyes cannot hold the breadth of love. Your steps are always shrinking, and your life is dodging, as if you can avoid the sharp sword of life. Zhang Chao, you are as cowardly as a coward. You are so kind and kind, but you ended up taking 30,000 of the 100,000 you asked for. Jiang Dong, you are so smart, like a businessman. After learning that Zhang Chao had broken up, he immediately took action and pursued the victory. You knew what Zhang Chao wanted, and you knew that Zhang Chao's pain was a fragmented life, so when you had a one-night stand with him, you promised him a better life and gave Zhang Chao hope, but you still stayed in the temptation. You are so shrewd that you tested Zhang Chao twice to see if he was still the Zhang Chao you knew, the Zhang Chao he once was. The result is also obvious. Zhang Dynasty is still the same Zhang Dynasty, the "rising sun" you once watched. Even when you were bumped into by Xue Fan, you were so controlled and calm, and you were even thinking about taking Zhang Chao away from Wangyang Town as soon as possible. You understand Zhang Chao's weaknesses all too well. You know that the more Zhang Chao misses the past and feels guilty about Xue Fan, the less he can leave and escape. You know from beginning to end that Zhang Chao is someone who is nostalgic and gets trapped in memories. It's a pity that you still miscalculated. I even felt a little sorry when I saw the end. Jiang Dong, you have done so much but you still can't make Zhang Chao follow you. You have also ignored the significance of Xue Fan to Zhang Chao. I think you have always felt that Xue Fan has only been with Zhang Chao for ten years. As long as he has a new life, new worries, and new bonds, Zhang Chao can completely let go, right? But you are wrong. Xue Fan and Zhang Chao seem to have become a connected community. Xue Fan's death was a fatal blow to Zhang Chao. It is something you cannot shake and cannot calculate. Xue Fan, I just want to tell you not to regard love as the answer to life. Maybe you are right in thinking that love can be implemented in life. There may be such people in reality, but you should not express such thoughts to others. I read many readers' comments and may feel sorry for Zhang Chao or Jiang Dong, and think you are very paranoid, but in fact I also feel sorry for you. Love can ignite a person and even each other, but haven't you ever thought that love might also be the spice in life? The love between you and Zhang Chao has no foundation, only a glimpse of love at the beginning. You longed for it but could not turn it into eternity. I wonder if you can live like a big tree, let yourself grow, and let the flowers of love grow, bloom, wither, and live on top of you. After reading the whole article, I felt a slight sense of sadness. I don't know where that sadness came from. Maybe the people in Wangyang Town can only watch the rising sun and cannot touch it. Whether it is Zhang Chao, Xue Fan, or Jiang Dong, they are all trapped in Wangyang Town. Even the name of the town is Wangyang Town. Is it destined? You are only allowed to look at the sun, not chase. The sunshine that remains with you is so short-lived and fleeting. The ending of OE is obviously tragic. The rest are my thoughts Shanbao'er, we haven't seen each other for a long time. I'm very excited to see your update. I feel very, very much like I've found something again. Hahaha (?) This long review can be regarded as a gift from me to you when we meet again. I'm happy for you, seeing that you can pick up a pen again, but I don't know if you still have late-night emo and internal anxiety. Is your life still very busy after three years? Has your body recovered? But I want to tell you that I always hope you are safe and happy. I can see that you have been working on this short article for a long time. Your writing has really improved a lot three years ago. Regardless of your urine, I know that you will still feel anxious because of your lack of writing, but please don't worry. Have you forgotten? I told you that emo is actually a kind of motivation. It is a time for you to accumulate energy, but we can't get stuck in it. Ah, I feel like I have written a lot of nonsense, but I am sincerely happy for you. But don't write such a cruel article next time!!! I want a super cookie!!! I don't know if this long review will be the last one I give you, but the wind will never end and the shower will never end. We have won beautifully in three times. Shan Baoer is so lucky to meet such a good author like you. ——Mengmeng 2024.7.19
It's over... It's... Quite uncomfortable, it hurts Xue Fan, he was so well taken care of by Zhang Chao that he was still the eighteen-year-old boy, but he was still very willful... Angry, he thought Zhang Chao would wait for him. Indeed, if Jiang Dong hadn't suddenly appeared, Zhang Chao might have been able to wait for Xue Fan, see his changes, and live the rest of his life in a natural way. Our classmate Xiao Zhang is too simple. He is afraid that he will not be able to fulfill his original promise. He has been tense for half a year and has no energy to think about love again. The first thing he considers is food, rice, oil and salt, and life first. Suddenly Jiang Dong's appearance allows him to put these things down for a short time and relax. He can sit on the sofa with someone and watch a movie. When he comes home tired, someone will cook for him, which is very relaxing. , Not only Zhang Chao, but anyone else will be moved by Jiang Dong. When you first face a boyfriend who is so "nonsense" that makes you irritated, and then you meet Jiang Dong, a person who has been secretly in love with you for ten years and is such an excellent and considerate person, everyone will be moved. Of course, in those years, it really existed. As long as you study carefully, you will find that every touch in daily life can become a manifestation of love. Jiang Dong, who can control himself from caring about the person he has secretly loved for ten years? Zhang Chao is his Chaoyang, and there is nothing wrong with him. Everyone has the right to pursue the person they like. He does it, and he is going to succeed, but the sudden appearance of Xue Fan makes him fail. He will definitely be flustered. He can guarantee that Zhang Chao will be attracted, but he cannot guarantee the emotions of those ten years. Ten years is too long. Even two people who have no feelings in the first place will have the illusion of love in ten years, let alone two people who are originally in love? All three of them were betting, but all three of them lost. What happened next? Has Jiang Dong been convicted? What choice did Zhang Chao make? It doesn't seem to matter anymore. The three of them seem to be still in front of me, but they all seem to have disappeared. Cried😭
Ah... I really feel like I was caught off guard by fate. He glanced over at the back, and his whole body felt like his heart was being pulled. Maybe it's because of my personal reasons. I don't like people who get entangled repeatedly after a breakup, and I don't like people who are particularly noisy. At first I really thought Xue Fan was that kind of seductress, but later I found out that he was more trying to attract Zhang Chao's attention, and it also came from his inner uneasiness. He is also trying to change and save this relationship. But the two of us are so familiar and accustomed to each other that there may be some things that we didn't expect (I feel like I can't explain this). As for whether it was really suicide, we actually can't say for sure. Jiang Dong was already very uneasy when he saw the unsent reply, and he probably gave up after hearing those words. I feel that he is not the kind of person who would make irrational choices because of Xue Fan's words. He also knows very well that once Xue Fan dies, Zhang Chao will never leave. In fact, I am more worried about Zhang Chao. If loving Xue Fan is a habit and love nourishes him, then how will he live his life in the future? Do you always live in memories, miss me, and then feel that your memories are slowly blurring as you grow older? It feels really painful.
Three people, three endings. At first, you may sympathize with Zhang Chao. One person works to support two people, and the company is bankrupt and is owed half a year's salary. There must be a lot of pressure to survive. But at this time, Xue Fan was still working day by day, which was difficult to understand. Jiang Dong is a long-term person who may have means and scheming, but everything is done above the moral bottom line and the legal bottom line. After reading the last chapter, I felt sorry for Xue Fan and Zhang Chao for a moment, wondering if it was really Jiang Dong who did it. But after a few minutes, I personally felt that it might be Xue Fan who committed suicide. In terms of personality, Xue Fan is a person who puts love first and even loves everything in his life. When you are 18-28 years old, your behavior has not changed at all. At the age of 16/7, knowing that Jiang Dong liked Zhang Chao and was ready to confess, he was able to confess his love in advance. (Of course, this does not mean that he cannot confess to Zhang Chao, but he knew that Jiang Dong liked and was ready to confess, and had other ways to do it.) It can be seen that his style of doing things, regardless of the consequences, is just to achieve the goal. I have also commented in a previous chapter that people like Xue Fan, who regard love as the whole meaning of life, would be really scary and depressing if they lived together for a long time. In order to confirm whether he still loves him, he can drag Hongmao into his relationship with Zhang Chao. As far as his world is concerned, except for Zhang Chao, other lives and feelings are irrelevant. So when Xue Fan's whole world (Zhang Chao) suddenly wanted to leave him, to leave his small world completely, coupled with the stimulation of some words (Jiang Dong's words) + Zhang Chao did not keep the appointment, with all kinds of blessings, he would feel that the end of the world was over, and he would do things that broke common sense in order to keep Zhang Chao. In the last chapter, you feel a little sorry for him, maybe because you are tolerant of the deceased, but when a person really regards love as his first priority in real life, and love is his whole life, it may be really scary and frightening. The character is too extreme. Jiang Dong, I think he is the most pity, he has loved someone for ten years, and he was going to live with the person he likes, but in the end his meeting with Xue Fan put him in trouble. Perhaps it was the joyful longing for love and the fear of losing it that made him try his best before meeting Xue Fan. But I have never bothered him for ten years, and all my actions are based on moral and legal norms. Even when the night of the one-night stand confirmed that Zhang Chao was single again, I personally think that what he said to the police should be true. Zhang Chao, a man I sympathized with for most of the article. In the early stage, he faced the pressure of living without income for half a year and his unreasonable lover. I felt that he was quite pitiful. His life was really too depressing. He only took away 30,000 yuan from the 100,000 yuan he received. Faced with Jiang Dong's appearance, he could enjoy the atmosphere of a normal love life and felt that he was finally lucky. Finally, when he was about to leave the town, he suddenly couldn't let go of his ex-boyfriend. The feeling of reluctance suddenly made me uncomfortable. Personally, I think he is kind and affectionate, but his character is a bit too weak. When he and Xue Fan had problems, he didn't solve them and kept silent; when Xue Fan hugged Hongmao, or even when Xue Fan stayed at Hongmao's house, he just let Xue Fan think about it. (Of course, this involves Xue Fan's usual behavior. Zhang Chao thought he would come back on his own after a while.) However, he failed to solve all these problems. When he received a text message about the last meeting, he diverted to eat hot pot on the way there.) He was particularly reluctant to let go of the previous one and did not decisively end or redeem it. It felt like he was being pushed forward by fate or life, living passively and helplessly. My sympathy for him has also diminished a lot. He will always live in pain, and there is a high probability that he will give up on himself and go with the flow. Finally, let me talk about why Xiao Li said: It is impossible for Xue Fan to commit suicide, such a lively and cheerful person. Because there is only one person in Xue Fan's world, he puts all the pressure in life only on Zhang Chao. Generally speaking, people who love first are warm and lively in their external performance. As a distant friend, you will not feel the pressure and depression brought by them.
As always, the delicate emotions are integrated into the text. The people in Shanshan's writings may not necessarily have surging love, but every story is like the tip of a feather pen passing over the heart, with a touch of sadness in it. When I read the story this time, I was also choosing whether to look back or forward, but I didn't expect to miss both. It was still emo as always 😭
Don't you dare to watch it? Come watch it when you are saving emo hahahaha
They are people walking on the edge of a cliff. Their relationship is a delicate balance between redemption and hurt that changes with every ordinary breath. An ordinary breath on an ordinary day accidentally made it break through the critical point, and then everything collapsed and was irreversible. I love this article so much and can't bear to part with it, but the three times of life are the most important. I hope Shanshan will be healthy and happy in the three times of life^ ^
Finally, it suddenly turned into a supernatural novel! (X)
It's so heartbreaking... There are so many mistakes, and the old leader is no longer the leader. At best, Zhang Chao is too soft to get along with others, but Xiao Xue is the one you have made an appointment to meet. He is too hesitant. He wants to see you, but dare not see you, wants to run away, and is reluctant to let go. Jiang Dong is more obsessed with love than love - because he does not rely on him, he is smart and calculating, he has changed a lot, but Zhang Chao is still the same. He is as important as sunshine, will he be blocked like sunshine?