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Wen Ran: Love is when I build an ideal place for you in my world, then die there.
Pei Nanqiu, Tong Zhiyou, Jian Xize.
One he doesn't love, one he can't get rid of, and one he can't have.
*Notes:
1. [Content warning]: Absurd, melodramatic fiction with an oppressive style, emotionally devastating themes, and a tragic ending. Not an innocent romance.
2. Though it has a tragic ending, it won't feel heartbreaking, because none of the characters deserve sympathy.
3. Everyone in the story wants to hold on to their ideal love. They're crazy and cruel because of "love."
I'm grateful you came.
Theme: I love you, so I can't let you go.
I admit that I was pleasantly surprised when I first read the copy, because all I had read before were Shanshan's recent short stories about mountains, water, and sunshine. I never expected that Shanshan could control this style, which is suitable for a person to quietly release some emotions on a rainy night.
Looking at the beginning and ending first, the dark low pressure is like the sky before a rainstorm. Even if you struggle to stretch your arms, you can only be deprived of feeling and breathing. Nan Qiu's last words of "goodbye" were almost as hopeless as a prayer. He was waiting for the wind, but no longer waiting for the sunshine. When wandering around the world, even the purest soul will inevitably be stained with dark and paranoid thoughts. He can just control these emotions carefully and respond to kindness with kindness and gentleness.
Maybe everyone doesn't deserve sympathy, but I'm still sad after reading it. All roads are taken step by step by oneself. The unforgivable and the helpless will eventually reach similar endings.
The truth. The weight of truth is different for everyone. Wen Ran left all his youthful passion to Jian Xize. He never believed in the ending of "people leave and the tea is cold", and he could not avoid the second deeper hurt. His love for Jian Xize was the only pillar of his life. Once his faith collapsed, his expectations turned into devastating revenge, destroying the rest of his life. The last kind of relief was the good medicine he gave himself. All his reluctance, memories, and the little bit of sweetness on the tip of the knife in his last days were reserved for Nan Qiu. It's funny and sad that they finally have love. But there is no future for them.
"We won't meet again."
It won't come in the next life.
Finished with flowers. I feel really sad for Nan Qiu. In the next life, Wen Yao will meet Nan Qiu first
Good morning, sister! The following plots are really suitable to be read in one go. The emotions are piled up one after another, and the tears are uncontrollable. Today I finally have time to write a long review.
Wenran's life is painful, but there were many good things in the past. He builds an ideal place for himself. The more depressive life becomes, the more he indulges in it. Feeling guilty, Wen Ran said in the letter to Nan Qiu how great it would be if the first person we met was him. I felt extremely uncomfortable. I even thought about not expecting so much luck, just a little bit, not having that car accident, so that they didn't have to carry such heavy things, and just let them carry on like lying on the lawn after the graduation ceremony, would they be able to have a happy ending. There is no answer to such a question, but I felt regretful after seeing the ending and couldn't resolve it.
Tong Zhiyou has not experienced much warmth since he was a child, and has a strong desire to possess and dominate. His ideal place is built on this basis. In his ideal place, he was chosen by Wen Ran and longed for by Wen Ran. He was Wen Ran's savior, pulling him away from Pei Nanqiu's emotional and moral kidnapping. He could have Wen Ran's whole body and soul, giving him freedom and liberation. He longed to establish such an intimate relationship with Wen Ran. But Wen Ran's mentality is exactly the opposite. He only wants to maintain a py relationship and does not want to expose his past at all, which makes Tong Zhiyou sink deeper and deeper into his illusory ideal land. From this point of view, his and Wen Ran's situations are actually very similar, but he is so different from Wen Ran. In the end, he is like a basketball in his hand, but loses energy and can only be alone on the court of life, rising and falling in an endless cycle, with no peace.
Pei Nanqiu, I was a little afraid of him at first. He is delicate and sensitive, a little gloomy, and he doesn't get the love of Wen Ran. In such a situation, he seems to be easily "blackened", which makes me uneasy. But the more I get to know him, the more I can discover his kind nature, and I even feel more and more safe, Wen Ran After the collapse, he immediately thought of Nan Qiu. He was like a kite swept by the strong wind. Only Nan Qiu pulled him as steadily and tenaciously as a thread, preventing him from immediately going to destruction. But the thread also showed its strength because of the existence of the kite. When Wen Ran's kite disappeared, Nan Qiu's thread also fell. Wen Ran felt that he had fallen in love with Nan Qiu when he was most "unworthy" of love. I painfully remembered a comic line that I like very much - "There are sins that cannot be redeemed in this world, but there is no one who cannot love." When Nan Qiu finally said goodbye, he was probably answering the letter Wen Ran left for him. When he said these words, I really felt that he died in that ideal place where Wen Ran depended on each other for life, and his heart died there.
Jian Xize lost the sincerity and innocence of his youth amidst the heavy burdens of his family and the struggle in the shopping mall, and became selfish and unrecognizable later on, which is disappointing. In his ending, I felt relieved and at the same time regretful that a good person like Shang Zheyu had his hands stained with sin. Perfect angels and heinous demons are ideal existences, and everyone is just a human being in reality.
I am really satisfied after reading this story. Although it is a tiring journey with a heavy and depressing story atmosphere and a tiring and tiring life experience, it is very precious and it gave me a lot of courage to be with my sister. Thank you sister for your story and thank you sister for your company^
I really cried when I saw this. There are many kinds of love, but what he wants is love with freedom, equality and respect. In the end, he only has Nan Qiu left, and he doesn't want to deceive himself anymore. It was so depressing. I finished reading it quickly. It was really challenging to read a novel that was beyond my ability within 24 hours. I have always been a controlled person. Later, I read more various kinds of literature, and I could withstand the abuse, big and small. But I basically made no mistakes when I read it. But when I suddenly read a novel in which no one deserves sympathy, I made excuses for Shou to say that he was not at fault, but I still used three views to evaluate Wen: Wen really did not deserve sympathy, and he was at fault. He did something wrong, he had nothing to say, and there was no reason to defend him. The love of youth only lasted until the age of twenty-one, and he relied on memories to survive like a rotten person for six years. In the end, he lost everything, and only Nan Qiu, who he always thought was a burden to him, was still waiting for him.
After reading it, I want to say something to the author. Their story is known to another person.
Nan Qiu, be well in your next life, Wen Ran, meet Nan Qiu as soon as possible in your next life, and love him well. In the next life, Nan Qiu and Wen Ran will meet sooner and fall in love with each other until the end of their lives in "Ideal Land". Nan Qiu, let's have a good life in another world.
I felt so bad after watching it, the ending was really sad.
"As long as she gives the order, her knights can do anything." This sentence is perfect. Jane's ending turned out to be like this, and she can't blame anyone.
It feels like Jane is just using Wen as a tool to vent/vent/desire/desire. Ahhhh, the feeling of torturing my heart is coming. It's so exciting. What's going on?
I admit that I was pleasantly surprised when I first read the copy, because all I had read before were Shanshan's recent short stories about mountains, water, and sunshine. I never expected that Shanshan could control this style, which is suitable for a person to quietly release some emotions on a rainy night. Looking at the beginning and ending first, the dark low pressure is like the sky before a rainstorm. Even if you struggle to stretch your arms, you can only be deprived of feeling and breathing. Nan Qiu's last words of "goodbye" were almost as hopeless as a prayer. He was waiting for the wind, but no longer waiting for the sunshine. When wandering around the world, even the purest soul will inevitably be stained with dark and paranoid thoughts. He can just control these emotions carefully and respond to kindness with kindness and gentleness. Maybe everyone doesn't deserve sympathy, but I'm still sad after reading it. All roads are taken step by step by oneself. The unforgivable and the helpless will eventually reach similar endings. The truth. The weight of truth is different for everyone. Wen Ran left all his youthful passion to Jian Xize. He never believed in the ending of "people leave and the tea is cold", and he could not avoid the second deeper hurt. His love for Jian Xize was the only pillar of his life. Once his faith collapsed, his expectations turned into devastating revenge, destroying the rest of his life. The last kind of relief was the good medicine he gave himself. All his reluctance, memories, and the little bit of sweetness on the tip of the knife in his last days were reserved for Nan Qiu. It's funny and sad that they finally have love. But there is no future for them. "We won't meet again." It won't come in the next life.
Finished with flowers. I feel really sad for Nan Qiu. In the next life, Wen Yao will meet Nan Qiu first
Good morning, sister! The following plots are really suitable to be read in one go. The emotions are piled up one after another, and the tears are uncontrollable. Today I finally have time to write a long review. Wenran's life is painful, but there were many good things in the past. He builds an ideal place for himself. The more depressive life becomes, the more he indulges in it. Feeling guilty, Wen Ran said in the letter to Nan Qiu how great it would be if the first person we met was him. I felt extremely uncomfortable. I even thought about not expecting so much luck, just a little bit, not having that car accident, so that they didn't have to carry such heavy things, and just let them carry on like lying on the lawn after the graduation ceremony, would they be able to have a happy ending. There is no answer to such a question, but I felt regretful after seeing the ending and couldn't resolve it. Tong Zhiyou has not experienced much warmth since he was a child, and has a strong desire to possess and dominate. His ideal place is built on this basis. In his ideal place, he was chosen by Wen Ran and longed for by Wen Ran. He was Wen Ran's savior, pulling him away from Pei Nanqiu's emotional and moral kidnapping. He could have Wen Ran's whole body and soul, giving him freedom and liberation. He longed to establish such an intimate relationship with Wen Ran. But Wen Ran's mentality is exactly the opposite. He only wants to maintain a py relationship and does not want to expose his past at all, which makes Tong Zhiyou sink deeper and deeper into his illusory ideal land. From this point of view, his and Wen Ran's situations are actually very similar, but he is so different from Wen Ran. In the end, he is like a basketball in his hand, but loses energy and can only be alone on the court of life, rising and falling in an endless cycle, with no peace. Pei Nanqiu, I was a little afraid of him at first. He is delicate and sensitive, a little gloomy, and he doesn't get the love of Wen Ran. In such a situation, he seems to be easily "blackened", which makes me uneasy. But the more I get to know him, the more I can discover his kind nature, and I even feel more and more safe, Wen Ran After the collapse, he immediately thought of Nan Qiu. He was like a kite swept by the strong wind. Only Nan Qiu pulled him as steadily and tenaciously as a thread, preventing him from immediately going to destruction. But the thread also showed its strength because of the existence of the kite. When Wen Ran's kite disappeared, Nan Qiu's thread also fell. Wen Ran felt that he had fallen in love with Nan Qiu when he was most "unworthy" of love. I painfully remembered a comic line that I like very much - "There are sins that cannot be redeemed in this world, but there is no one who cannot love." When Nan Qiu finally said goodbye, he was probably answering the letter Wen Ran left for him. When he said these words, I really felt that he died in that ideal place where Wen Ran depended on each other for life, and his heart died there. Jian Xize lost the sincerity and innocence of his youth amidst the heavy burdens of his family and the struggle in the shopping mall, and became selfish and unrecognizable later on, which is disappointing. In his ending, I felt relieved and at the same time regretful that a good person like Shang Zheyu had his hands stained with sin. Perfect angels and heinous demons are ideal existences, and everyone is just a human being in reality. I am really satisfied after reading this story. Although it is a tiring journey with a heavy and depressing story atmosphere and a tiring and tiring life experience, it is very precious and it gave me a lot of courage to be with my sister. Thank you sister for your story and thank you sister for your company^
I really cried when I saw this. There are many kinds of love, but what he wants is love with freedom, equality and respect. In the end, he only has Nan Qiu left, and he doesn't want to deceive himself anymore. It was so depressing. I finished reading it quickly. It was really challenging to read a novel that was beyond my ability within 24 hours. I have always been a controlled person. Later, I read more various kinds of literature, and I could withstand the abuse, big and small. But I basically made no mistakes when I read it. But when I suddenly read a novel in which no one deserves sympathy, I made excuses for Shou to say that he was not at fault, but I still used three views to evaluate Wen: Wen really did not deserve sympathy, and he was at fault. He did something wrong, he had nothing to say, and there was no reason to defend him. The love of youth only lasted until the age of twenty-one, and he relied on memories to survive like a rotten person for six years. In the end, he lost everything, and only Nan Qiu, who he always thought was a burden to him, was still waiting for him.
After reading it, I want to say something to the author. Their story is known to another person.
Nan Qiu, be well in your next life, Wen Ran, meet Nan Qiu as soon as possible in your next life, and love him well. In the next life, Nan Qiu and Wen Ran will meet sooner and fall in love with each other until the end of their lives in "Ideal Land". Nan Qiu, let's have a good life in another world.
I felt so bad after watching it, the ending was really sad.
"As long as she gives the order, her knights can do anything." This sentence is perfect. Jane's ending turned out to be like this, and she can't blame anyone.
It feels like Jane is just using Wen as a tool to vent/vent/desire/desire. Ahhhh, the feeling of torturing my heart is coming. It's so exciting. What's going on?
Ah ah ah, are my tears worthless?