Third Movement

The most attractive part of this novel for me is Wenlin's attitude towards Al and Yuan Xiao's attitude towards these two personalities. In my opinion, Wenlin has always had a mentality of envying Al for the freedom brought by his innocence to express his love for Yuanxiao. This mentality is reflected in the author's half-joking remarks about Wenlin's "idol baggage"-style awkwardness and shyness in his words, as well as about being an older guide in his youth. Under the catalytic influence of the leader's love, which Yuan Xiao could only and dared not express in reality, it quickly escalated into a kind of jealousy, jealousy of Al's direct and unhesitating expression of love, jealousy of Yuan Xiao's complete treatment of Al as a child and unrestrained reciprocation of love. I am more inclined to believe that the love between Al and Yuan Xiao was indeed very pure in the early stage. Of course, it was not just the mutual love between an adult and a child, but a physical and mental attachment between Al and Royce as a personality. It was a completely platonic and subconscious love. In the world of the novel, Yuan Xiao is completely Al's psychological and social consciousness. He is very, very pure, very, very moving. The purity is so high that it would be unrealistic not to appear as a second personality. Of course, if a pure Al appears as an independent individual, he is completely outside the society, has no social identity and no clear and complete three views. The tension between Al and Yuan Xiao cannot be so exciting. However, there must be a replacement between Yuan Xiao and Al. In Yuan Xiao's mind, Al is a part of Robert. He first likes Robert as a whole, and then Al as a part of Robert. And Al is a "product" of a fragile mentality, so he has a more sympathetic mentality and behavior towards him. At this time, in the relationship between Yuan Xiao and Al, Wenlin is an indispensable part, and Bai Luo and Hei Luo are very good images. They are two sides of one body and inseparable. The relationship between Yuan Xiao and Al is so pure, and both parties express their feelings as naturally as flowing water, from the heart but without thinking. At this time, Wenlin's attitude towards Al and the relationship between Al and Yuan Xiao plays a decisive role in guiding the emotional direction of the three. The author gave a very definite answer. Wen Lin was very clear in his rejection of Al. I think part of it was out of pure emotional jealousy for being separated from social relations, and thus out of this "cultivation system", and the other part was because he was a "stingy guy" and a complete As an American, Wenlin demanded that his relationship with Yuan Xiao be completely two-way and not be mixed with any impurities. Even if Al is his second personality, even if Al is outside the society and cannot be said to be a worldly love with Yuan Xiao, his attitude is that he will not accept it and is very determined. As a person who has no memory of Wen Lin, Al does not have a clear understanding of conventional social relationships. His interaction with Yuan Xiao is completely instinctive and inner, and their relationship should also be undefined and brand new. Wenlin felt an instinctive sense of crisis in this complicated relationship, and was also very repelled by Al, a personality with no shared memories. This also constituted and emphasized Wenlin's very firm love and desire for exclusivity towards Yuan Xiao, making his somewhat impulsive and harmful behavior towards Al understood and forgiven, and even made his "stingy" pure personality shine brightly, allowing him to return from a Mary Sue pianist to a normal flesh-and-blood person. As for Yuan Xiao, I don't think he can't understand the deep love behind this misconception of love. On the contrary, his love for Robert is also very deep. But he is a very cautious person, which can be clearly seen from his passive avoidance of Wenlin's step-by-step pursuit. At the same time, it is very important that he loves Royte. Regardless of whether he is Shiro or Heiro, in the early stage, he loves both personalities equally, but they have different expressions based on the external characteristics of the two personalities. As for Wenlin, as the main personality, cruelly speaking, of course he is relatively more dominant. He chose not to accept Al, while Yuan Xiao chose to respect Wenlin's choice. Whether it is personality fusion, coexistence or strangulation, it is very cruel to Hei Luo Bailuo. Yuan Xiao's love will inevitably be divided in a more complicated manner. Yuan Xiao made efforts to coexist or integrate, but he couldn't bear to force Wen Lin as the main personality, because it was really too cruel to two stingy people who couldn't rub the sand out of their eyes. In the end, they both died together, but the author's missed shot gave Royte and Yuan Xiao a chance to compose the third movement of their reunion. I really like some many-to-one or personality-slicing settings, but this novel is precisely because of its final "putting the cover aside" ending that achieves the very hard-won purity between Bai Luo and Yuan Xiao that is higher than the instinctive nature of Al and Yuan Xiao. This is a kind of purity after they put aside Al's pain after a lot of psychological struggle. This kind of purity ultimately still has that drop of dried traces, and still has the fragrance of the withered wild rose. With such a melancholic temperament, Bai Luo's third movement has the weight of classical music. The flaw of the novel may be that Al was born due to psychological trauma, but he disappeared in order to realize Bai Luo's beautiful love. He is really a "perfect victim". He is very obedient, can wash clothes carefully, can perform at concerts, can always act coquettishly, and can stay awake for two days at a time. He is really a character that makes me uncomfortable. But as I said in my analysis, the moving part of the novel is also the extreme psychological pull and wrestling between Yuan Xiao, Hei Luo and Bai Luo. Some readers strongly suggested that some of Al's shortcomings should be shown to smooth out his emotions, but I hope that he will always be a little angel who is ignorant of the world. But perhaps, in a parallel universe, Al might no longer wait his whole life, ignorantly waiting for Yunxiao's love to come, and waiting for Wenlin's judgment and sanctions, but instead have the power and ability to confront Wenlin, or to choose and intervene in the relationship between the three. By not being so ignorant, and not so late, Al can realize his love for Yuanxiao, and the sadness of this belated love. Alas, this is doomed to be impossible. It was that dv that stimulated Al's real growth and real connection with social relationships, which made Al's feelings for Yuan Xiao sublime into clear love. But it's too late, it's too late. Even if Yuan Xiao is aware of the blooming of wild roses at this time, he has already understood Wen Lin's attitude and has made his own choice about the relationship between the three. In the end, all his feelings for Bai Luo will only be restrained. It can only be restrained, and it is just a "topic that the two of them don't like to talk about." The love between Al and Yuan Xiao is a kind of non-secular Romeo and Juliet, Butterfly Lovers style, as romantic as a butterfly, but because they are two sides of the same body, it ends softly and silently. Wenlin's dominance was so strong that he alone drove the relationship between the three of them. Yuanxiao completely followed his behavior and fell in love with Heiluo, thus slowly, tenderly and cruelly pushing away Heiluo, which resulted in the sadness of To Kill a Mockingbird.

I read this article a long time ago. Now when I reread it, I saw the updated last chapter. It's hard to tell whether Al's feelings are love But whatever it was, he disappeared There will no longer be long periods of sitting in the corner of the room waiting for Yuan Xiao's back. His next life will only appear for a few seconds But in these few seconds, he will also remember Yuan Xiao deeply with his eyes Al's wait is measured in years But it only exists for a moment

Yuanxiao's mental state was really weird in the initial stage. He traveled to the past and stayed with Wenlin for 10 years. He was the child he raised alone, and as a person whose time had been folded, he would not be able to adjust back to the fanboy mentality before time travel so quickly when he opened his eyes and returned to the future. Before closing their eyes, they were clinging to each other and promising to live forever, asking Lin how to do in the future, but the next second they opened their eyes, they switched to a nervous and awed fanboy mentality? Compared to Al, the adult Wenlin is more like a rabid dog. Seeing that Wenlin wanted to kill Al in the middle, he was actually slightly worried. The author has always portrayed Al as a pure younger brother. He is as pure as an ignorant child. He only has attachment and protection for Yuanxiao. He spends most of his short life waiting. If he does not add flaws to this character and insists on hurting him, it will be really difficult for readers to accept it. It's understandable that the protagonist doesn't like to lose control and wants to fully control his body and love. However, the author has given Al a completely different personality from the protagonist, an isolated memory, and a perfect character that is almost entirely for Yuanxiao. It is no longer possible to see him and Wenlin as the same person. He is more like a younger brother who depends on Yuanxiao for life, just a simple little boy. As a child, in the end Al was suppressed in a dark corner his whole life, enduring endless waiting forever, and Yuanxiao, which was his entire spiritual support, seemed to only occasionally produce a few seconds of melancholy for him. The psychological description of Shou really lacked focus, making people unable to feel Shou's care for Al. To highlight Al's persistent waiting would only make people feel that it was a mistake. The appearance of Al in the setting is an ignorant and happy child created by the young Wenlin's brain in order to fight against the huge pain in reality. He has no painful memories. All he knows is the brother who loves him, the music he likes, and interesting animations. However, the plot of this character is arranged to have a greater proportion of pain. In the end, the author even let the main character end him with even greater pain. I can only feel that he is hurting the child.

I love Al so much, how could Al be a pity. Looking at Al is like looking at an avatar I made up for myself. I love her, I love her, but I also hate her. Regarding the proposition of self-reconciliation, the biggest test for me is to reconcile with this OC who projects all ideal images too perfectly. How did he look at Al? Was he really completely resistant to it? Did he never try to accept it? I have begun to imagine whether he, mixed with Al, will be more cheerful, bright and pure, and what kind of music he will play. But Al didn't seem to be embraced. Is love Al's proposition? I don't think so. Love may be Bai's proposition, but it is probably not Al's proposition. I thought of fishing boats in June. I really like this novel. There is a sense of pursuit and exploration.

After reading the last chapter, I felt so confused that I couldn't help but read the last chapter again, which made me burst into tears. Because there has always been talk about fusion in the previous article, I thought there would be a happy ending in the end. Even though Al had very extreme behavior, I still hoped that everyone would be happy in the end. I didn't expect that Al would be killed in the end. It was so heartbreaking. Finally, I knew that there was probably no solution to this situation, but I still felt so sad about Al, and I was heartbroken about losing Al.

In these brief seconds, Al's only remaining consciousness was not the musical notes, but love for him.

I cried after reading the two chapters of the extra chapter. It is really difficult for Luo to choose between dual personalities, because they are all Bai. No matter who Bai becomes, he will love him. Hei Luo's love is tolerant but public. He is tolerant because he is afraid that Luo will escape and not accept it. Zhang Yang is out of jealousy, while Bai Luo's love is more pure. He may not know what love is and why the main personality hates him, but Luo is the first ray of light after he was born in grief. He does not want to lose it again. After seeing that dv, I think there is more. A large part of the reason is that he feels that Hei Luo is hurting Luo, and he does not allow such a thing to happen. He is really just a child who doesn't understand anything. Al just loves Luo and doesn't want him to be hurt. Looking back, he seems to have grown up, as can be seen from the fact that he can speak slowly. He no longer fights with Hei Luo. That hurts not only himself, but also Luo. Al is really a little angel, neither crying nor making trouble, silently giving in, because "they" all love Luo deeply.

I should have known better than to watch the extras... It makes me so uncomfortable... Such a good Al, the Al who can only appear for a short time at a time, the Al who spends his whole life to realize "wait"... I hate the setting of the male protagonist so much for the first time, why must I "kill" Al, and why do I let him watch that kind of video. And why Yuanxiao didn't notice in time when Al finally appeared, and the two of them missed it like this... It was so uncomfortable and so unbearable... Al was like a well-behaved and obedient dog, only looking at its owner with wet eyes, but in the end the owner didn't respond... Sigh... Of course, we still respect the author, the characters, and the setting.

Ouch, ouch, ouch, why did Al disappear instead of merging 😭

The whole life of waiting is only for those few seconds that I don't know when it will come.