A Male Lead With Symptoms of Self-Harm and Suicidal Tendencies, Shut Off From the World With Nothing to Live For 有自残自杀症状的男主，封闭自己，没有牵挂

1. 151 追 Pursuing My Husband! The Alluring White Moonlight E Flirts with the Crown Prince 追夫中！钓系白月光E暗撩太子爷 A Poem of Farewell赞别诗Two Male Leads307k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads / Younger Man / Two Strong Leads / Both E’s / Mutual Secret Crushes / Rekindled Love / Winning Him Back] Note: If you’re extremely particular about top and bottom dynamics, proceed with caution. Pei Xuan is notorious in their circle as a reckless, top-tier Alpha. Six years ago, he left the country, abandoning a boyfriend he’d been dating for less than two months, without a shred of consideration. Everyone says he’s a heartless bastard, but at least he let the coveted Shen Xiangy 2.1kReads9.2Score23314d adds
2. 152 神 Tycoon: If I Like Him, I’ll Shower Him With Money 神豪：喜欢，就给他撒钱 It's Xiuxiu是秀秀呐Two Male Leads234k WordsCompleted What? My favorite streamer is about to lose their PK match? Throw money at them, quick! Ever since he got the Godly Tycoon System, Wen Nanxuan feels there are some things worth dreaming about. Those things he never dared to imagine or hope for in the past... maybe they could actually come true? 3.3kReads8.9Score21314d adds
3. 153 神 Billionaire, What Am I Supposed to Do With All This Money? 神豪，这钱花不完了怎么办？ Flying Hairtail飞天带鱼Two Male Leads503k WordsCompleted Two male leads, tycoon romance, top, 1v1, powerful older man, younger man Sweet-and-wild, straightforward top × outwardly cold but warm-hearted older screenwriter bottom Lu Hezhou, who had graduated from university just two years earlier, never expected to experience something he’d only ever seen in the news: his boss running off with the company’s money and the business going under. Forced out of work, Lu Hezhou barely had time to worry about how he’d make ends meet when he fell on his way home 3.6kReads8.1Score33314d adds
4. 154 大 The Road to Greatness Begins with Binding to a Tycoon System 大佬之路从绑定神豪系统开始 Real Wooden Fish实木鱼Two Male Leads403k WordsCompleted [System + Two Male Leads + Seme Protagonist + Happy Ending] On his twenty-sixth birthday, Yu Heng is bound to the “Spend Money and Get Cashback, Tycoon System,” setting him on the path to becoming a big shot. Day one as a big shot: rear-ended. Day two: taken to the police station. Day three... Yu Heng: I’d rather not be a big shot. System: Host, please use this System responsibly. 8.5kReads9.0Score74614d adds
5. 155 囚 Imprisoned in Absolute Submission: My Gloomy, Unhinged Lover, Go Easy on Me 囚禁，绝对臣服，阴郁疯批请轻点 Lucky Duckling好运鸭鸭Two Male Leads469k WordsCompleted [A little pet-training fiction + two male leads + old-school tropes + coercive love + locked-room confinement + deranged top + sadistic, yandere top + both devoted to each other] Jin Youcheng was just delivering takeout. After stepping in to help someone, he somehow caught the attention of a prominent student at the elite academy. The first time they met, Fu Chenyuan told Jin Youcheng to take off his pants. Jin Youcheng thought Fu Chenyuan was crazy and ignored him. The second time they met, Fu 14.8kReads8.5Score1.9k14d adds
6. 156 破 After His Heart Shatters and He Gives Up on Living, a Billionaire CEO Arrives to Spoil Him 破碎等死后，百亿总裁天降壕宠 Sleepy Lemon Tart昏睡的柠檬挞Two Male Leads284k WordsCompleted [Marriage First, Love Later / Mutual Secret Crushes / Intense Push and Pull / Sweet Romance in a Wealthy Family] [A Fallen, Sickly Beauty × A Purehearted Secret Admirer, Business Tycoon] At a cocktail party, Xie Sichen met Ji Zhuo, only son of the richest man in the country. The frail young heir seemed as if a breeze could topple him, yet his breathtaking looks and prestigious background made him the center of attention. A line of people eager to curry favor stretched all the way out of the harb 1.2kReads8.8Score16714d adds

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   A fallen beauty, now frail and sickly, versus a pure-hearted businessman secretly in love. I finally got the rose I'd always dreamed of. Eight years of unrequited love, finally fulfilled. [Almost crying][Almost crying]

7. 157 真 The Real Young Master, But Everyone's Favorite 真少爷，但是团宠 Chopin in the Rain雨中拉肖邦阿Two Male Leads279k WordsCompleted Bottom-focused + Everyone’s Favorite + True and Fake Young Master Before he transmigrated into a book, Lin Zhiyuan had never been loved. Not even his parents loved him. So he stopped caring about anything. He took everything as it came, figuring he could live one more day if he could, and if he couldn’t, he wouldn’t fight it. But after he transmigrated as the real young master, everyone wanted to dote on him, even the big cats… Huh? Someone like him is worthy of love, too? But his new mom and da 930Reads7.2Score10014d adds
8. 158 是 A Boyfriend? No, a Wife 是男朋友？不，是老婆 Some Unknown Author on Jiang某江非知名作者Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted Original titles: Is He My Boyfriend? No, My Wife, and He’s My Sugar Daddy! My Creditor! My Husband! Third-Generation Rich Heir and Illegitimate Son, Top: Li Xiao VS Bartender, Bottom: Jiang Yu Two male leads + equally matched leads + 1v1 + each other’s first love + love at first sight + class difference + faux coercion + high IQ + sound logic + no melodrama + no stupidity + no misunderstandings + realistic + everyday life + slow-burn romance + mutual salvation + growing together + super sweet 39.4kReads9.0Score5.7k14d adds
9. 159 万 After the Universally Hated One Faked Their Death, Everyone Regretted It 万人嫌死遁后他们都后悔了 September Eastern Clouds九月东云Two Male Leads300k WordsCompleted Yu Xinghe had never been liked by anyone, even as a child. His own friend called him a disgusting stalker in front of everyone and led the bullying. After he grew up and joined the company, his father threw the proposal he'd stayed up all night working on at his head, calling him an ambitious, delusional ingrate. At a banquet, his eldest brother watched coldly as someone drenched him in wine, then made him walk for hours all alone from the suburbs to get home. His second brother spent his nights 1.4kReads8.6Score10114d adds
10. 160 死 After Faking My Death, the Powerhouses of All Three Realms Want Me Dead 死遁后，三界大佬都要我命 Xiaofei Wu晓非雾Two Male Leads286k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + faking his death from the start + epic rivalry and regret + male-on-male competition + some coercion] Shen Che transmigrated into a brainless, melodramatic novel where all the deranged male leads loved the gentle protagonist bottom. Shen Che only wanted to quietly complete his System's missions. Who knew he'd accidentally provoke three male leads and be hunted by the Three Realms? He chose to fake his death. Reborn, he declared that he would stay far away from those three lunat 7.6kReads9.2Score70914d adds
11. 161 老 Be Good, Darling, or I’ll Kiss You Until You Cry! 老婆乖，再跑就亲哭！ A Little Goofball一只呆儿Two Male Leads405k WordsCompleted [A proud, easily flustered young master who cries when teased, in the submissive role, VS a seemingly gentle but secretly unhinged master manipulator in the dominant role] [Two male leads + wealthy families + reunion after years apart + reconciliation after a breakup + childhood sweethearts + older partner + sweet romance + devoted to each other] Three years ago, He Nian unilaterally announced their breakup and fled overnight, hauling himself onto a train. He didn’t just run. He also left behind 9.7kReads8.3Score1.4k14d adds
12. 162 说 Weren't We Just Pretending? Why Did You Suddenly Kiss Me? 说好的演戏，你突然亲我干嘛 Boozy Little Bread Roll酒心小面包Two Male Leads525k WordsCompleted [Male-Male Romance + Sweet and Devoted Love, Both Pure + Redemption + Fake Dating Turns Real + The Pursuer Has Been Plotting This for Ages, Secret Love Comes True] Three years after returning home, Shen Yinan had been cautious about everything, only to get involved with a notorious young heir from Beijing's elite circle after one drunken night. The whole thing was absurd enough already, but the other man's next words were even more shocking: “You'll take responsibility for me, right?” Shen Yinan 20.5kReads9.3Score2.5k14d adds

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    A story of redemption!!!

13. 163 疯 Crazy Boss, Stop Torturing Him! The Sickly Little One Is Dying 疯批大佬别虐了！小病秧子快死了 Croak Croak, Gourd Gourd咕呱咕瓜Two Male Leads408k WordsCompleted [Newly rated, and the score may still rise] [Two male leads + pure love + the groveling ex seeks his lover’s forgiveness + both are each other’s only one + rekindled romance + HE] [Unhinged top + frail bottom] Pei Wang loved Su Jiu for ten years and hated him for eight. Eight years ago, the Pei family was massacred overnight, and all the evidence pointed to the Su family. Eight years later, Pei Wang clawed his way back from hell and unleashed all his hatred on Su Jiu. The once-gentle, pampered s 4.5kReads8.4Score43314d adds
14. 164 如 How to Win Over Your Target in a Frail Body [Quick Transmigration] 如何用病弱之身攻略目标【快穿】 Resigning Myself to This Floating Life辞以浮生Two Male Leads321k WordsCompleted Lin Xiaoyang was bound to a Sickly System. If he completed missions in ten worlds while carrying a sickly buff, he would get one chance to be reborn. The first few worlds went smoothly, but then a new world appeared out of nowhere, with the target’s favorability at minus thirty-five. To make matters worse, he was still suffering from late-stage stomach cancer. He had never imagined that, as an emotionless mission-clearing machine, he would develop genuine feelings while pursuing his target in th 5.1kReads8.7Score34714d adds

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    Carrying a pocketful of happiness 💖, I returned home with a full load.

15. 165 万 The Family's Most Hated One Became a Nanny, and Now They All Regret It 万人嫌跑去当保姆，全家都后悔了 Rising Early夙兴Two Male Leads600k WordsCompleted The seme’s background is tragic! If that bothers you, consider this a warning. But the story overall is sweet, and it gets even sweeter later on! The seme treats the uke very well. After readers pointed out some potentially upsetting parts, I’ve already revised them. I really have! Lin Qi was brought back from an orphanage, only to be rejected by the Lin family. He also wanted nothing more to do with them, so he moved away and found a nanny job that paid over ten thousand a month. A shortcut tha 1.7kReads8.8Score31614d adds
16. 166 朝 Poems of the Court, Words Hidden in Pages 朝诗藏辞页 Sugar-Soaked Tangxia糖沁棠夏Modern Romance215k WordsCompleted [Depression and Healing | A Small Ensemble of Youth | High School | Intense Emotions (Angst) | Realistic | Slow-Burn and Subtle] [Sunny Girl with a Fiery Temper vs. Gentle, Fragile Top Student] • He was the top student, the school heartthrob, the guy who made the whole school scream at the sports meet, and her sole motivation for getting into this fiercely competitive high school. • Her goal was clear: keep her eyes fixed on her sudden crush, Song Guici. • She braved the 1,500-meter gauntlet for 552Reads—Score10414d adds

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    P4 is highly recommended.

17. 167 盗 Tomb Raiding: Is It Really So Bad to Be Kissed to Tears by a Qilin? 盗墓：话说被只麒麟亲哭不过分吧 Yang Jian Three-Eyes杨戬三只眼Two Male Leads583k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + Zhang Qiling pairing + transmigrate + System + sickly but not weak] Check the pairing carefully! Don’t read this by mistake! Thanks for your cooperation! Ji Shu died, thoroughly dead in a car accident. But luckily, he transmigrated into his favorite novel. A few years after arriving, he was taken away by Chen Pi on his first mission and somehow became one of Chen Pi’s men. That was the start of his tomb-raiding career. When he met Nan Xia Bei Ya, who were still working under Ch 5.3kReads8.6Score79214d adds
18. 168 想 After I Wanted to Die, Everyone Started Loving Me 想死后，所有人都开始爱我 Not a Common Name非俗名Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Yandere + regret and redemption] Shi Chuyi is an orphan. He dreams of having a family more than anything. In his previous life, after going through hell to return home, he found a fake young master already living there. The fake young master was gentle and refined, perfect in every way, and everyone loved him. But it was all an act. He showed his vicious true colors only to Shi Chuyi, framing and slandering him at every turn and turning everyone around him against him. His four biological broth 3.3kReads8.6Score22714d adds

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    I feel so sorry for the first-year middle school student [crying]

19. 169 拾 Picking Up the Pieces of You 拾起破碎的你 Mo Qingyun墨卿韵Two Male Leads223k WordsCompleted [College Campus + Mutual Salvation + Older Love Interest + Happy Ending] Wen Jingyu thought that getting into college would let him leave that awful family and all the gloom clinging to him far behind. He studied desperately, building a wall around himself with his excellent grades, yet countless late nights still saw depression drag him into the abyss. Until Jiang Lu appeared. He was like a beam of light, barging into Wen Jingyu's tightly sealed world without asking permission. “Jiang Lu, m 755Reads8.4Score10214d adds
20. 170 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Little Cannon Fodder Tries to Lure the Qilin? He's Gone Wild! 盗墓：小炮灰钓麒麟？诱疯了！ Yueyue's Little Tangyuan玥玥的小汤圆Two Male Leads222k WordsCompleted (The rating has just come out, and it'll rise later) [Two Male Leads + Both Powerful + Tomb Raiding + Zhang Qiling Pairing + Bottom] [Bloodline of the Other Shore Flower + Rich Young Master + Slow Pace + Transmigrate into a Book + Mysterious Identity] What should you do when you wake up at the pinnacle of life? Asking online. It's pretty urgent. Because if I don't act fast, I might end up dead right from the start! What? I've transmigrated into a tomb-raiding world? And I'm a cannon-fodder chara 2.6kReads8.6Score33414d adds
21. 171 他 He Said the Stars Suffer from Insomnia 他说星星会失眠 Zhi Zinan枝子楠Modern Romance153k WordsCompleted “You are my only light, but I became your shadow.” [Childhood friends · mutual salvation · heartbreaking angst · a broken mirror doesn't always get put back together] “Li Xia, if I disappeared one day, would you come looking for me?” “No.” She doesn't even look up. “I'd wait for you to come back, then beat you up.” Wen Lisheng laughed, but later, he really did disappear. From elementary school through high school, Li Xia and Wen Lisheng were inseparable. He was the heir to a wealthy family, and 474Reads—Score10014d adds
22. 172 恶 The World of Villains: Saving the Tragic Beauty 恶人世界，拯救凄惨美人 Sugar Tassel糖穗Two Male Leads625k WordsCompleted (Quick transmigration + two male leads + unconventional healing + gong's POV + System + HE + the shou is the same person) Warning: the shou is not pure! BDSM warning!!! A melodramatic, tacky story about rescuing someone from a life of degradation. ·Across the three thousand worlds, some shou protagonists are blessed with heavenly beauty, sensitive bodies, and the purest hearts… But in those worlds, they're destined to be coveted, abused, bullied, and oppressed by too many villains, until they 3.7kReads8.9Score37214d adds

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    💬 **Reader Reviews That Moved Me to Tears**: ▷ "I cried until my neighbor knocked on my door at 3 AM to ask what was wrong..." ▷ "I immediately bought a physical copy after finishing the ebook!" ▷ "Author, please release a second book soon, or I'm going to send you razor blades!" It's so good, every world is so beautiful!

23. 173 说 Weren't You Supposed to Be a Cool Beauty? Why Do You Blush Whenever I Tease You? 说好的清冷美人，怎么一逗就脸红 Meizi Went Blind梅子瞎了Two Male Leads577k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance with two male leads, both each other’s only partners; a dirty-talking, devoted top and a cool, beautiful bottom; reborn pursuit of his wife + showbiz + ridiculous comedy + everyone’s favorite + healing + intense push and pull + face-slapping feel-good story + mostly everyday life, and once you get through the first chapter, it’s sweet romance] After his beloved dies, Young Master Zhou is consumed by despair. By a twist of fate, he is reborn and wastes no time setting out to w 62kReads9.6Score9.9k14d adds

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    The best Qingshan Xiaobao 😭😭😭

24. 174 盗 Tomb Raiding! I Reincarnated as the Blind Man's Little Brother and Started Online Dating the Flower Lord 盗墓！穿成瞎子弟弟，网恋花儿爷 Li Ji狸姬Two Male Leads352k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [White Moonlight] [Sweet and Angsty] [Xuanhuan] [Everyone Has One-Sided Feelings / Friendship Focus] [The rating is low because it just launched] After transmigrating into The Grave Robbers' Chronicles, Nan Sui becomes Hei Xiazi’s sickly younger brother, who never existed in the original story. With the doting affection of the Southern Blind Man and the Northern Mute Man, Nan Sui has the time of his life. Today he climbs trees to raid bird nests, tomorrow he kicks someone into a 3.1kReads8.6Score57214d adds
25. 175 你 There Are Stars in Your Eyes 你的眼中有星星 Bald, Bumpy, Spitting Rabbit秃途吐兔Two Male Leads171k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Depression + Campus + Realistic Fiction] When Cheng Yao first met Gu Xingyang, one was a gifted, accomplished young man who seemed perfect, while the other was an unnoticed nobody. Though they seemed to belong to two different worlds, Gu Xingyang said, “We’re the same kind of person.” During military training, Cheng Yao accidentally discovered that the dazzling Gu Xingyang was, in fact, living with depression. They went through a lot together, but the cruel world kept throwing 324Reads8.3Score10314d adds
26. 176 盗 Tomb Raiding: Blackie, Wait for Me 盗墓：黑爷等等我 Huang Niu凰妞Two Male Leads475k WordsCompleted Lin Tianze was raised from childhood to be a killing machine. He had no soul or thoughts of his own and only obeyed his employer's orders. During one mission, Lin Tianze was abandoned, and in the end, he lost his life. He thought he could finally be free, far from a world full of filth and bloodshed. Instead, a noisy System forcibly bound itself to him. The System wanted him to save the protagonist. How ridiculous. He was a machine that only knew how to kill. How could he possibly know how to sa 1.6kReads8.7Score26914d adds
27. 177 替 After Marrying a Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Wife in Someone Else's Place, the Doctor Heals Her Body and Heart 替娶美强惨雌君后，医生治身疗心 Cat Food Liqueur猫粮液Two Male Leads389k WordsCompleted [Arranged Marriage to Love + Redemption + Insectoid BL] [Gentle, exemplary husband with a dark streak, doctor gong x Gloomy, proud, obsessive eldest prince shou] Ji Yuan / Zhanbinu Asa Doctor Ji Yuan wakes up in another world as an inferior male insectoid, forced to marry in someone else’s place. He lives in a cold, silent villa atop a mountain. His husband is some unknown species, slender and nearly two meters tall, but with limited mobility. At their first meeting, his husband is hostile and i 6.6kReads9.3Score1.1k14d adds

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    1️⃣ This is a rebirth story. The protagonist is reborn as a pitiful, arrogant little darling! Super arrogant!! But because of the rebirth, he gets sick [almost crying]. The male lead is hopelessly infatuated! This brother~ that brother~ the darling has many brothers~ 2️⃣ Judging from the title, it's obviously a rebirth story. This one seems to be about self-loathing, and then the male lead, who has a long-standing crush on a movie star with a domineering CEO buff, can't wait any longer. He can't bear to see his darling hurt himself like this, so he goes straight for him! 3️⃣ It's about the voice acting industry. The poor darling has depression due to family reasons and even attempted suicide. Then the male lead finds out, and he's the kind who subtly seduces the innocent little rabbit, impatiently! Because he knows his lover is hurting himself, he can't wait any longer! 4️⃣ This is a story about insectoids. If you don't like that, don't read it. This one can be described as an arranged marriage followed by love, a strong alliance! They pull each other apart! You save me, I save you!! I think the pace is quite fast. If you can't accept arranged marriage followed by love, please read with caution! 5️⃣ If you can't handle angst, don't read this! I'm afraid you'll cry yourself to death! Xiao Yu's name means "abundance year after year," not "extra surplus." His lover loves him very much! However, because of Xiao Yu's father (gritting his teeth), the two are forced to separate due to misunderstandings. Our Xiao Yu is defiant and goes to find his lover, only to be abandoned again [crying]. But after the misunderstanding is cleared up, Xiao Yu gets sick [crying][crying]. The ending is a happy one, and the author has also written an "if" scenario!!

28. 178 听 Listening to Yan, I Find My Way Home 听晏入怀 It's Yanxin, Not Lianxin是颜芯不是莲心Two Male Leads362k WordsCompleted Albino tiger beastman × top-tier snow leopard singer [Rekindled romance | Severe depression, second personality | Equally matched leads | A love pursued from both sides | The top suffers first, then the bottom | Happy ending | Older man | Age gap] His name is Qi Yanshen, a top-tier star in the voice-acting world. No one knows that this silver-haired voice actor is missing part of his left ear, that his tiger tail will never sway again, or that his wrists are covered in scars from cutting himself 308Reads—Score—14d adds
29. 179 快 Come Here, I Want a Hug! 快过来，要抱抱！ PersistModern Romance211k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance + healing + school life] A gloomy, insecure boy and a sweet, soft-spoken girl From the moment Su Ye was born, his life was destined to be a tragedy. He endured endless mockery, his mother was locked away in a dilapidated little house, and the whole school laughed at him. No matter how good his grades were, he could never escape being labeled the idiot’s son. The first time they met, he was covered in blood, and she was wearing a princess dress. The candy she gave him was so sweet. 772Reads8.7Score10314d adds
30. 180 予 I Give, Yet I Speak Not; I Feast, Yet I Am Not Sated 予而不语，宴而不清 My Surname Is Luo我姓罗Two Male Leads213k WordsCompleted A story with two male protagonists At seventeen, Lin Yanqing meets Wang Yumo. He senses that behind the smile of this person, who is always gentle and helps him out of a jam, lies endless silence and loneliness. Thank you all for reading. Wishing you a happy and fulfilling life. Please take a moment to leave a rating. Thank you, thank you. 47Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Unable to win the heart of the one they love, they become depressed and attempt suicide, closing themselves off emotionally.

31. 181 病 After the Frail CEO Moves to the Countryside, a Little Farm Girl Spoils Him Rotten 病弱霸总下乡后，被小农女娇宠了 Zhi Ying枝莺Modern Romance422k WordsCompleted Li Sui'an is a poor farm girl with no parents. All she wants is to find a husband willing to marry into her family and settle down to a cozy life with a man, children, and a warm bed. But every man she meets is a scumbag. Then one day, she sees the new neighbor. He has a slim waist and long legs, and he's delicate and handsome, a rare beauty among men. Li Sui'an falls for him at first sight. Smitten by his looks, she decides to marry him and bring him home. He can be the pretty one, while she ea 14.7kReads9.3Score1.9k14d adds
32. 182 娱 A Nepotism Hire in Showbiz? I'm on the National Team! 娱乐圈关系户？我可是国家队！ Ice and Snow, Mountain Wind冰雪山风Urban282k WordsOngoing [Showbiz + classic songs + classic films and TV dramas (no heroine, all about the career)] How can you make it in showbiz without money? Is it really impossible to get anywhere in the entertainment industry if you’re broke? Well, my teacher is a professor at the Central Conservatory of Music! A single performance of “As Wished” got trainees who had paid to enter the main competition banned outright. Jiang Xu snuffed out the careers of many trainees before they could even debut. Thanks to “As Wis 85Reads8.0Score—14d adds

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    It's best to acknowledge your pride and let it take effect, rather than imposing various rules on yourself to constrain your nature.

33. 183 天 A Disastrous Start: One Song, Wandering, Made the Whole Internet Cry 天崩开局，一首流浪记唱哭全网 Kui Acha葵阿茶Urban2.6M WordsCompleted [Singing + Acting + Charity + No Romance + Everyone’s Darling + Fake Angst + Misunderstandings + Frail Hero] After waking up, Li Ruoxun transmigrates into the body of a disgraced top-tier star. His mother runs off with the family money, then breaks down in tears on a variety show, accusing him of being unfilial. People despise and loathe him, wishing he would leave showbiz for good. A born actor and schemer, Li Ruoxun figures he can still turn things around. “Under the Sea,” “The Wandering Song, 22.1kReads8.8Score3.1k14d adds
34. 184 温 Warm Him, Heal Him 温暖他，治愈他 Mian Yang眠洋Modern Romance311k WordsCompleted A cold, depressed male college student vs. an outgoing, talkative high school girl [Mutual pining + healing from depression + both inexperienced in love + love at first sight] Shi Jing has a crush on Mu Si, but she has no idea. He quietly watches over and protects her. There aren’t that many coincidences. He’s been planning this for a long time. His depression and unstable emotions make him pull back again and again just as he’s about to get closer to her. Later, she learns about his family and 535Reads8.9Score—14d adds
35. 185 裴 President Pei, Your Wife Is Trying to Kill Himself Again 裴总，夫人他又要自杀 Nan Xiaoji南小寂Two Male Leads515k WordsCompleted Beneath the polished facade of an illustrious family, Lu Yu’an is a broken soul on the verge of going dark. Severe depression and emotional disorders imprison him in endless darkness, and every outside stimulus drives him to inflict pain on himself in secret. His family sees him as defective, and a marriage arrangement pushes him toward Pei Yanzhi, the business world’s most sought-after and celebrated CEO. To Lu Yu’an, this marriage is an inescapable cage, but also a long-buried hope he doesn’t 192Reads7.5Score—14d adds
36. 186 止 Allergic to Painkillers 止痛药过敏 sweety Milk Foamsweety奶泡Modern Romance182k WordsCompleted On the day Lin Xi transferred schools, Jiang Lin was pinning a provocateur against the wall. “New deskmate?” He sneered, shaking his bleeding hand. “Stay away from me.” But her sweater carried the scent of sunshine, just like his dead mother’s. He cruelly tore up her workbook, but she pressed a bandage to his wound. “Does it hurt?” Ten years later, top-tier star Jiang Lin pushed open the door to a psychology clinic. His voice was hoarse beneath his mask. “Dr. Lin, I’m seriously ill.” Lin Xi flip 82Reads—Score—14d adds
37. 187 o An Omega Reborn to Farm at Home omega重生之后回家种田 Theseus the Kitty忒修斯猫猫Two Male Leads421k WordsCompleted Lin Bailu was a low-grade omega who had awakened no abilities at all. He once poured everything into his family and love, yearning for affection until he wasted away over those beautiful but unattainable dreams. After being reborn, he finally understood: the person he most needed to love in this world was himself. He would raise himself all over again... Interstellar farming A pairing of a once-insecure and timid bottom who grows strong, carefree, and reclusive with a mature, steady, powerful to 1.7kReads8.4Score21714d adds
38. 188 咬 Bite Marks and Goodnight Kisses 咬痕与晚安吻 Xiaomi Is Me小米就是我呀Modern Romance813k WordsCompleted [Cold, world-weary CEO in a wheelchair x gentle, resilient, sunshine-like wife] “He thought he was her abyss, but she turned him into a harbor.” After Jin Sihan’s accident, the whole world abandoned him. Stomach cancer, disability, depression: he lived like a cold, ruined wasteland, rejecting every ray of light. Until his family “brought” him a wife: Song Weixi. She smiled like candy, but was fiercely determined: When he refused to eat, she fed him porridge mouth to mouth. When he hurt himself, 1.4kReads7.2Score11214d adds
39. 189 老 Wife, Where Can't I Touch You? 老婆，你哪里我不能碰？ Xun Gu荀故Two Male Leads355k WordsCompleted [Gentle older professor pursuer x recipient who avoids physical contact + seven-year age gap] He Zhuqing runs a guesthouse. He's handsome and quiet, keeps to himself most of the time, and occasionally makes an appearance for guests. He never accepts confessions, flirtation, or intimacy, and is especially resistant to physical contact. Then one snowy night, a professor named Yan Qu arrived at the guesthouse. Yan Qu was gentle, refined, straightforward, passionate, and even proactive. After a brie 4.7kReads9.4Score65114d adds
40. 190 救 The Cure 救命良药 Be Good你乖Two Male Leads127k WordsCompleted [Two male leads] Sharp-tongued, tearful bottom × Gentle doctor top After a car accident leaves singer-dancer Jiang Cheng paralyzed from the waist down, he can't bear the blow and attempts suicide several times. His childhood friend Gu Nianchen suddenly appears, taking on the role of his home-care doctor and helping him seek treatment. Feelings quietly bloom between them. But Jiang Cheng worries about their identities and the moral implications, and never dares to make their relationship public. 162Reads—Score—14d adds
41. 191 隔 Kiss Me Through the Bone 隔骨吻我 Niang Shiyi娘十一Two Male Leads185k WordsCompleted Older man/HE/love and hate intertwined/redemption/mutual pining Reserved, devoted top x unhinged, depressed bottom Jiang Chenxing is ill. He has severe depression, borderline personality disorder, and a pathological possessiveness toward Jiang Jinyue. He hurts himself, drinks heavily, and disappears on stormy nights, using every means he can to find out: “Brother, will you still come save me?” Jiang Jinyue always comes. He is known in the business world as the Cold Moon Prince, yet in front of J 180Reads—Score—14d adds
42. 192 他 He'll Have a Cat 他会有猫的 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads224k WordsCompleted Two male leads + heartwarming + everyday life + growing pains + healing + sweet slice-of-life + happy ending + first person Insecure, timid, and depressed (bottom) x capable of anything (top) A little nobody's diary of growing up. "Bro, do you think I'm the kind of kid who has problems?" "No." He looked at me and said softly, "I think you're the kind of kid who insists on bearing everything alone." I used to be afraid of so many things. I wanted to move forward, but I always ended up st 1.4kReads8.5Score20614d adds

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    It's probably the author's autobiography. He's had many illnesses, like bipolar disorder. The male lead would massage his stomach, and he himself also suffers from depression. Their daily life together is adorable. Is it a bittersweet story?

43. 193 穿 I Became a Cold and Aloof Master, but I'm a Pervert 穿成清冷师尊，可我是变态啊 Grape and Blueberry Juice葡萄蓝莓汁Two Male Leads554k WordsCompleted [Two men, no female lead + cultivation + forced love and imprisonment + seemingly aloof but secretly wicked master as the recipient + deranged, sinister rebellious disciple as the pursuer] Xie Yi seems aloof on the surface, but in private, he is an extreme pretty-boy addict. After dying, he transmigrates into a book and must play a cold, selfish master who envies his chosen disciple, the Son of Destiny, for his talent and wants to seize his opportunities. Xie Yi: So clichéd. No thanks. System: ? 1.8kReads9.1Score30814d adds

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    The male lead is initially world-weary and suicidal, caring about no one. Later, he wants to live for the person he loves. However, he's also quite funny; he's always a bit comical when things get tough, so it's not particularly heart-wrenching.

44. 194 无 Embracing in the No-Man's-Land 无人区相拥 RephyrTwo Male Leads478k WordsCompleted [Mutual pining + first love of nine years + severe depression + kidnapping and human trafficking + healing romance + contrasting charms + devoted to each other + uniform kink + equally formidable leads] Top-tier powerhouse, devoted romantic, emotionally fragile seme × Gentle, accomplished “straight” executive assistant uke Yue Zhijie has never had anyone firmly choose him. At six, his mother abandoned him and ran away. Before he turned sixteen, his wrists were shackled, and someone tried to pois 6.5kReads8.1Score1.3k14d adds
45. 195 家 Home Is in the Sea 家在海里 Liu An Huo Ming流洝滑洺Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted Dual Male Leads | Physical and Emotional Torment | Possessive, Obsessive Top | Broken, Depressed Bottom | Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium | The Beauty of a Bad Ending Xue Yaoyao never imagined that one careless moment of closeness would plunge him into an abyss of no return. Peng Zeyuan, the man who held the power of life and death, refused to believe in his innocence. He ignored his trembling and kept him imprisoned at his side, tormenting him day and night. Pain, suffocation, despair: Xue 284Reads—Score—14d adds
46. 196 临 Before He Dies, He Wants to Give Up His Allergen 临死前，他要戒掉过敏源 Crimson Jiangnan江南绯色Two Male Leads429k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + angst + late-blooming devotion + the hero’s long road to winning him back] Shen Pei’an was ill. On his birthday, the doctor told him he didn’t have much longer to live. He hadn’t planned to hide it. He meant to wait until Ren Xu had celebrated his birthday with him, then tell him the truth. But the big star Ren Xu never came. All Shen Pei’an got was a birthday cake that would trigger his allergies. He was twenty-eight. It was his ninth year in love with Ren Xu. There would 1.1kReads6.6Score10114d adds

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    It was so heartbreaking, I kept crying.

47. 197 失 After Retiring in Hiding with Amnesia, the Frail White Moonlight Beauty Takes the Internet by Storm 失忆隐退后，病弱白月光美翻全网 troveTwo Male Leads332k WordsCompleted CEO who dotes on his husband x amnesiac dream lover Shi Junwen x Bai Zang [Male leads x2] [Contains lots of sickly, frail characters] At the disbandment concert of the boy band Moira, an accident with the lift platform sent Bai Zang tumbling off the stage. When he woke from a three-year coma, he had lost his memory. Only on the day he awoke did he learn that four steel pins had been implanted in his lower back while he was unconscious. A return to nearly normal function was the best possible out 3.4kReads7.2Score44014d adds

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    🌈🌈🌸The male lead had a mental illness before the accident and relied on antidepressants to maintain his health. He also had to shoulder the responsibility of leading the team. An accident caused him to fall from a lift platform and fall into a coma for three years.

48. 198 和 I Lost My Cover After Online Dating the School Bully 和校霸网恋后我掉马了 It's Aurora!是Aurora啦Two Male Leads294k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + chasing his husband + two equally powerful players in an online game + college (all adults!) + online romance and a secret identity exposed / things going wrong + rekindled love + a touch of bittersweetness + 1v1 happy ending] Scheming, tsundere, pure-hearted campus tough guy gong × sweet, sickly, flirtatious beauty shou who pretends to be well-behaved Jiang Shao and Cen Mian's encounter was like a carefully woven trap of sweetness, and also the most romantic joke fate could pl 968Reads—Score10714d adds

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    "…Rubbing…stomach, it hurts…" Cen Mian's voice was muffled, as if it were still inside the oxygen mask, tinged with the nasal tone of someone who had been crying. Her nose and eyes were red, twitching with each sob, like a small animal caught in the rain and unable to find its way home, so pitiful it could break your heart. "Jiang…Jiang Shao…" Jiang Shao wouldn't dare to lay a hand on her, let alone actually rub her. The thought of her fragile post-operative body, the layers of gauze covering the wounds, made his heart tremble. "Just bear with it," he said softly, gently coaxing her, "The pump is already on, the medicine will take effect soon, just bear with it a little longer…"

49. 199 重 Reborn, the Villain's Older Brother Is Doted on Like a King 重生后反派哥哥被宠上天 Wood and Grass, No Human木草非人Two Male Leads518k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + CEO + everyone reborn + atypical everyone’s least favorite becomes everyone’s darling + redemption arc + sweet, loving daily life + happy ending] (Main story complete, bonus chapters updating slowly) [The gong seems like a scumbag but isn’t really one. 1v1 redemption arc, no replacing the gong. Please mind the tags and don’t read if this isn’t for you. Don’t leave bad reviews to threaten me.] Jiang Mingsheng believed he was a failure at everything. Because of the way his parent 28.4kReads9.3Score3.3k14d adds

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    This book is really good TT

50. 200 我 I'm Dying, Yet the Paranoid Young Marshal Begs Every God and Buddha with Red Eyes 我快死了，偏执少帅红眼求遍神佛 A Sword Drawn, Wind Rises引剑风生Two Male Leads293k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Warlord + Devoted Love + Angsty and Satisfying + Regret and Redemption + Both Pure] [Obsessive, Violent, Devoted Warlord Top x Resilient, Gentle, Kind Beggar Bottom] Jiang Yushu was a fraud who had carefully plotted his way into the governor’s mansion in disguise. Shen Changye had always known that the fraud pretending to be his younger brother was a lowly beggar. At first, he treated the beggar like a puppet on strings, tormenting him at will. But when Jiang Yushu truly gave u 4.8kReads9.4Score53014d adds

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    With no will to live, I cried from beginning to end. [Almost crying] In this story, no one survives to a happy ending. A happy ending will take at least another decade or so; no one is lucky enough to live that long. ✨More than just a simple tragic story✨ Shen Changye always knew that the conman pretending to be his younger brother was a beggar. He treated him like a puppet, tormenting him at will… But when Jiang Yushu truly gave up and became a lifeless puppet, he frantically sought out all the doctors in the city, kneeling and begging every god and Buddha… ✨The patriotism is off the charts, the romance is heartbreaking. Two people who didn't understand love learn to love each other—it's okay, help me up, I can still watch. 💖Romance in the Republican era is always full of ups and downs, accompanied by national righteousness, national hatred, and family feuds. The scope is truly vast.

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