
I'm Dying, Yet the Paranoid Young Marshal Begs Every God and Buddha with Red Eyes
我快死了,偏执少帅红眼求遍神佛
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- Two Male Leads
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- The Sickly Beauty Coughs, and the Young Marshal's Eyes Turn Red with Heartache病美人咳一声,少帅心疼红了眼Former title · until Oct 2026
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Notice! The pictures attached to this review contain minor spoilers, so be careful!!!! However, there are no spoilers in this review itself, so you can rest assured to read 😜[Send hearts][Send hearts] This book, really, the author is good at writing and won't name it 🤦 and don't be fooled by the rating 🥺 The whole article is a little short and overall sad (the last three chapters of the extra chapter are sweet). It may not be too harsh when you read it, but when you think about it after reading it, it's really all sharp (note! I am very sad because of the abuse) I feel numb after reading too many articles + I cried too much, so I think so. Many people cried when they read it, so this is just my personal opinion [Blowing a kiss]) Superb literary talent (see the bottom of this comment for details) 😜 Two male protagonists, no cars in the whole process, even the kiss is not erotic, they just confirm each other's life and death, and survive after the disaster The comfort is salvation (the original sentence of the article is about it), which is a very new way of writing. If Lei Shuangnan feels disgusted, I suggest you read [Flowing Kiss], a novel written by the Republic of China. The author has very upright views, and the book is full of feelings about family and country. The non-resistance of the Lin'an Kuomintang is in sharp contrast with the protagonist's rebellious behavior. The country is saved through industry, and the Soviet area even appeared. The writing is very real, and I really recommend it! The literary talent is really superb. The description, how can I put it, is full of poignancy and beauty. I feel like I'm about to cry. I'm almost crying. You can go and read the article. Really, it's a feast for people like me who like books with literary talent. 🤦 I usually don't write long reviews, but a book that I am willing to write so much is definitely worth reading (personal opinion) [Sending my heart] It's really recommended to the wall, go read it, don't be fooled by the book title, introduction, and score!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ The picture below is an analysis of the three main characters. There will be some spoilers. Please be careful 😜 Thank you for taking the time to read it. Bye [sending my heart] [sending my heart]
This book really shouldn't appear on Tomato, why is it so well written! This was the first book about the Republic of China that I read, and I immediately realized its charm. That rotten world, the cowardly government, the devil who mutilates his own limbs, the green-faced and fanged foreign devils Those people struggling to survive in the quagmire, the evil beggars raising their butcher knives, and the selfish dandies How to live? Don't know Can only struggle to live Because there is always a group of people who rush forward desperately, rush forward, and tear open the opening of hope with their flesh and blood. In order to prevent this land from being filled with the flames of war, the fertile fields are thousands of miles away, everyone is smiling, and there are no more beggars left in the winter. Every character in the book is created in a three-dimensional and full way Light, dark, evil, and good are all intertwined together. They can't be cut open without etiquette, and they are woven into a living person. Being forced, suppressed, and tortured to the point of going crazy Is it right or wrong? No one can judge It seems like everyone is wrong, and everyone seems to be right It's only this rotten world that's to blame The two protagonists are both beautiful, strong and miserable. Jiang Yushu, who was in pieces, could always stabilize the situation and calmly issue detailed and meticulous orders when the Governor's Mansion was leaderless and people were in panic. It is the tall and straight green bamboo in the south of the Yangtze River, and it is the wind-fixing pill of the 300,000-strong army of the Governor's Mansion. He's so tough and kind that it's shocking How can there be such a person in the world? He has to cross the river to cross the river. Cross Shen Long Night, cross Shen Lanqing, cross thousands of people in the world who cannot be named His kindness allowed him to bear so much pain and made him indestructible Tranquil, gentle, tough, powerful He is just trapped in a sick body, and his wisdom shines brighter than the newborn sun. And Shen Changye, who grew up filled with hatred and calculations, accepted that he was a Rakshasa full of sins, until he met Jiang Yushu. Meet this Clay Bodhisattva who is willing to sacrifice everything to save him He learned love, learned responsibility, and learned many things that he had never had before in life. The decisive and decisive Shaoshuai Shen, at this moment, changed from a sharp sword of revenge to a human being of flesh and blood. He lives because of Jiang Yushu, he has responsibility and conscience because of him, and what he sees in his eyes is no longer a little self-interest, but a corner of everything. The supporting characters that impressed me the most are definitely the adjutant and Meng Quanheng The adjutant really has no name, but he has been persecuted hahaha. He has been stared at by Shen Changye countless times and shut his mouth. He has been frightened along with the protagonists. He has escaped from death and is still loyal. As for our dear Mr. Meng, I can only say that without Meng Quanheng, this family will be broken up sooner or later! (Bushi) Let us quickly say thank you Mr. Meng I have been depressed for a whole book, but the last few chapters are finally sweet. This is a new path for the two of them, and it is also a way of survival for us readers. The author is great😭If you continue to abuse me, I will really cry to death in this book. Fortunately, the author gave them a happy ending Those are three stories, three lives After going round and round, stumbling and stumbling, they finally welcomed the dawn. Finally, I want to be happy forever! What a lifetime! No, no, no, not just for a lifetime, forever and ever, until there is no sun in the world, until the dawn of the next day cannot come. (I know some of my interpretations may be wrong, but it doesn't matter. Everyone's perception is different. I don't want to get any recognition. I just want to write it down, that's all) 🎉
Oh my god, I was heartbroken from beginning to end, 😭😭😭 I finished watching it, the ending of the extra chapter is very beautiful, but I still can't get over it. Looking at the title, I thought it was a novel by Mr. Xiafanba, but my eyes were swollen from crying. The author is so good at writing. He wrote the sadness, powerlessness and darkness of that difficult and chaotic period into my heart. In my mind, I couldn't help but think about the long night and the hard life at dawn. I thought about how great and difficult their love was in the troubled times. I also couldn't help but think about the prosperous home we have today in exchange for the blood of our ancestors. This book is so well written. If I change the platform and the title of the book, it will surely become a big hit. Tomato is really not worthy of it.
It's beautiful and the story is heartwarming, but it's also really heart-wrenching to watch. I thought Shen Changye was going to be a tough talker, bumping and bumping along the way, hurting Jiang Yushu and himself. But the Little Clay Bodhisattva has great supernatural powers and can give stones a shell that will not hurt him. The Little Clay Bodhisattva does not require any money as an offering, but only needs a steamed bun, and he will give everything he has. Nine times out of ten, the story of the Republic of China is tragic. The world is too chaotic. People walk on the Naihe Bridge over and over again. The unfinished words and unfinished feelings are all blown to pieces in the yellow sand in the sky. There is no time to regret or be sad. Maybe the Little Ni Bodhisattva really worked diligently in the Yama Hall in exchange for a reunion, or maybe it was something else that allowed the two people to reincarnate with their memories and continue the unfinished relationship. In the vast sea of people, you can always find each other. The story has ended. I don't know your future, but I think it will definitely be happiness. Chang Ming, you are so smart. I hope you are safe and healthy and have a worry-free life. Long night... I remember, you and he will eat the peaches this year.
It's really beautiful! The author depicts the feelings of family and country and love during the Republic of China very well. The environment, metaphor, and visual sense are so strong. I rarely tweet, but this book is really good. If you don't believe it, try reading one chapter, and they will keep you.
It's beautiful, it's super beautiful. I started reading it last night. Until now, I thought it was a bloody short story at first. Later, I really felt the charm of the author's characters. Master Xiao Jiang is not a puppet, not a dodder flower. He is a person who can hold up a sky behind Shen Changye. They are all working hard for this land, so that there will be smiling faces, lively markets, and a peaceful and stable environment here in the future. They spend their efforts and blood here. Then ashes return to dust, dust returns to earth, and in a world of war and turmoil, there must be separation in life and farewell in death. Changming and his brother will be together now, in the stable society they worked hard to create, peaceful and reunited.
I'm not good at writing. I just want to say that this is too neat. It's the first time I've read a novel about the Republic of China. I feel like this is the ceiling. There's nothing more awesome than this. The name given by the author does not match the book. The content is tens of thousands of miles beyond the name. It is cruel and violent. I couldn't sleep until it was three o'clock in the morning. The emotional journey of the two protagonists is very smooth, and there is nothing illogical. Tomato is very lucky to have such a book. I feel that books with good literary talent and content have one thing in common, that is, they use a plain context to create a particularly complete story. The character image is completely consistent with this book, and the unique and sentimental feeling from the Republic of China is also reflected. In the environment at that time, the people were suffering involuntarily, and one or two onlookers, as well as those with certain powers in the environment at that time, completely had a sense of immersion in the actions and thoughts of the national crisis. It is a particularly powerful book and a great author. I hope the author will make a fortune. (From a high school student who has 7 days left to take the college entrance exam. Os: I'm so stressed. I came to Tomato to read a novel. After reading this book, I felt super relieved. Give me 100% energy to study for another 7 days to face the college entrance exam [sending heart] [sending heart])
This book is seriously underestimated. Don't be fooled by its ridiculous title. It is a rare and in-depth book. In terms of writing: It's awesome! The overall style of writing is elegiac, lamenting the hardships of people's lives. There are grand metaphors of the era through drama, which are like judgments of fate, and there are also authentic dialects that make people immerse themselves in the scene. They can feel the oppressive atmosphere of the times and the happiness brought by a piece of freshly baked sugar cake. Use the simplest language and the most exquisite position to express the deepest feelings. Plot: The narrative rhythm is perfect, with twists and turns, the climax is stacked up little by little, the foreshadowing is well laid, and the rewinds will make people's souls tremble. In terms of character description: the protagonist's character is deepened layer by layer, delicate and in place. The description of group portraits is even more outstanding. There is no flat character, and the appearance of all living beings under war is described. Seeing the big from the small, using the family to represent the country, there is a grandmother who represents the old forces. She is cruel to the inside but flatters to the outside. She thinks she can control people's hearts and trains Shen Changye to be a killing machine. However, in the end, the tricks are exhausted. When people's hearts are no longer controlled by him for love, the window paper of his external strength and indifference is finally pierced; Shen Changye represents the new force that is still lost, secretly accumulating the power to break the ground. He resents his grandmother's control and the authorities' flattery towards the East, but he also has a certain weakness. In the early stage, he was not sure whether he would lead these 300,000 people on the road of no return; Jiang Yushu represents the most kind-hearted people at the bottom. He has not received a good education, and everything he does follows his innocent heart like a child. When he crosses the river, he cannot save himself, but he still sympathizes with all living beings. If you have a little kindness, you will do your best to repay it. Even if you are being plotted, you will not be angry or angry. You will voluntarily join the game and help others to survive in troubled times. There are the most ordinary people. Sometimes they are blinded by public opinion and follow the trend of accusations, but they also sincerely apologize after recognizing the truth; Emotional line: The emotional line is smooth and natural, without any inexplicable love brain. The psychological description is real and touching. In the entanglement of fate, there were struggles and thoughts of giving up. There is only one kind of heroism in the world, which is to still love after seeing the truth of life clearly. Their love is not without impurities, but as they grow together, their souls gradually merge and become like each other. Shen Changye learned Jiang Yushu's compassion, and Jiang Yushu learned how to shoulder the responsibility and become a military leader. During the war, the two of them learned what "family and country" are together.
The long night is about to dawn, the sky is dawning over the river, you see, the names of the destined people are so suitable. I am in the darkness of the long night, looking forward to the dawn. Even though the road ahead is as long as an endless river, I always know that the sky will eventually dawn. It's a very heavy article. The background of the warlords' melee in the Republic of China is very well written and very touching. I kept crying 😢😢😢😢😢 He is his little clay Bodhisattva who makes the destined executioner learn to love. He is his lover and cannot let go of him. He holds his breath and endures day after day for him... He is his life, he is his life Please bring happiness to the palms of these two little bitter gourds. After the ups and downs in the first life, and after completing the mission together in the second life, please be sure to be happy in the third life, forever [OK]
Really cry to death, okay? 😢😢 Jiang Yushu is Tianming, a little white sugar cake, and a little clay Bodhisattva. He was raised by the "crazy mother" as a knife that can be thrown away at any time. He has not had any love since he was a child. He only pays for others to give him a little love. 😢 Shen Changye was indoctrinated by his own mother (the nanny is also a crazy mother) into thinking that he is a naughty child since he was young. "The frightened bird cast into the morning glow" "Encirclement and suppression can't extinguish the prairie fire" ###