A Male Lead With Symptoms of Self-Harm and Suicidal Tendencies, Shut Off From the World With Nothing to Live For 有自残自杀症状的男主，封闭自己，没有牵挂

1. 101 老 My Husband’s So Stubborn: Two Kisses and He Melts 老公的嘴太硬？亲两次就软了 Shun Jiu舜九Two Male Leads338k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance + both leads are each other's first and only + happy ending + mutual salvation] Pei Yunqiao somehow ended up saving someone. Before dawn, the man had already fled far away. At the recording of the first round of the audition show, he clutched his sore waist and stared from afar at the aloof, ascetic man seated among the judges. His vision went black, then black again. After the performance, Producer Shen pulled him into a corner and gave him three warnings in a row. - Put awa 9.3kReads8.7Score1.1k14d adds

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   The patient suffers from anorexia, severe depression, and claustrophobia.

2. 102 全 Esports: I Owe It All to My Ironclad Luck 【电竞】全靠我命硬 Gu Moning顾莫宁Two Male Leads547k WordsCompleted [The rating is still low because it just came out. Dual male leads + esports + healing romance + beautiful but tragic bottom x beacon of righteousness top] You Ye was born with a life as worthless as grass. Two years ago, he stood out at the SFS Rookie Tournament and was chosen for GR, a team hailed as the industry's dream team. He thought he'd finally hit rock bottom and that things could only get better. Then a car accident wiped out the dream team. In one night, his dream was shattered, and h 11.8kReads9.4Score1.8k14d adds

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   This was good, but the protagonist's entire team died when his car was hit by a truck driven by a fatigued driver, leaving only the protagonist alive. He then became withdrawn and isolated. However, there is redemption within the story. It's a good read, recommended.

3. 103 被 After Being Abandoned, I Got My Happy Ending with the Perfect Man 被抛弃后我跟天花板HE了 Nan Qilu南亓鹿Two Male Leads334k WordsCompleted A scheming, doting seme who spoils his beloved (Qin Zhao) vs. a gentle, insecure, sensible, kind uke (Shen Heqing) A sweet romance. The seme is only sharp-tongued in the opening scene; he's a devoted wife-slave, and this story is so sweet. Come on! Open wide and enjoy some sugar! Synopsis: 1. Shen Heqing has had a rough life since childhood, always being the one left behind. His friend said, “You're so capable. Missing one opportunity won't hurt you. Just let him have it.” His biological parents 37.8kReads9.3Score5.2k14d adds

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   ① A doting, cunning, and doting husband (Qin Zhao) VS a gentle, insecure, sensible, and kind husband (Shen Heqing). 💖💖A sweet and doting story. The male lead is stubborn, especially in the opening scene; he's a complete henpecked husband. 🌼🌼Shen Heqing has had a difficult childhood, always being the one abandoned. 🔪His friends say: "You're so capable, missing one opportunity won't matter. Let him have it." 🔪His biological parents say: "We're sorry, but An'an has been with us for eighteen years, we just can't bear to part with her." Even facing the person he loves most, everything forces him to give up. 💖💖Qin Zhao confesses his feelings to Shen Heqing but is rejected. He nods expressionlessly, turns around, and leaves the country, not noticing the young man's pale face. Who knew that years later, when they meet again, Shen Heqing has tormented him beyond recognition. Qin Zhao tells himself he can't be soft-hearted. 🌺Qin Zhao: I remember you were so arrogant back then. Shen Heqing: I feel a little sad…. Qin Zhao: Come here! I want a hug! At first, Qin Zhao was strict, aloof, and incomparably arrogant. But after clinging to Shen Heqing for three days: Wife…wife? Wife!!!

4. 104 漂 The Gorgeous Darling Is Clueless, and President Huo Is Desperate to Woo Him 漂亮宝贝不开窍，霍总急红眼诱哄 Hui Yuxian Zhi卉雨贤之Two Male Leads329k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + both chaste + powerful man’s secret crush comes true + sweet romance + carefully planned pursuit + mutual healing] Pretty, oblivious, sweet little darling × powerful man who falls first, then gently coaxes him into love Wen Xun has Asperger's syndrome. He's beautiful, intelligent, withdrawn, and slow to understand emotions. For three whole years, Huo Ziqian was the only person in his lonely world. Everyone said he was deluding himself, but Wen Xun didn't understand! That was un 4kReads8.9Score60314d adds

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   [Crying][Crying] Wen Xun suffers from Asperger's syndrome and has been waiting for Huo Ziqian for three years, only to be mocked and ignored by him. Heartbroken, he decisively lets go. Huo Yunyan, who has been secretly in love with Wen Xun for three years, saves him and takes the opportunity to express his feelings. He then coaxes and entices Wen Xun step by step, making him open his heart to only him.

5. 105 绝 The Desolate Seafloor 绝望海底 Little Bird Stewed in an Iron Pot铁锅炖小鸟Urban332k WordsCompleted [Entertainment + Singing + Sickly Hero + Healing + Tearjerker + Positive Energy + Redemption] Bai Chen transmigrates to a parallel world, only to discover that he has cancer and needs a huge sum of money for treatment. A singing contest hosted by pdd is underway, drawing a massive audience and offering a huge cash prize! So Bai Chen joins to earn money for his medical bills. In the preliminaries, Bai Chen sings “Under the Sea,” and the entire livestream falls silent, lost in thought. In the knoc 28.9kReads9.3Score2.3k14d adds

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   I don't think I can live my life like this.

6. 106 我 The System Punished Me by Making Me Bleed. Why Are You Crying? 我被系统惩罚流血，你们哭什么 Jie Ni Bai杰尼白Modern Romance600k WordsCompleted The Villainess System had never encountered such a difficult tasker. Every time, she chose to reject the task and accept the punishment of bleeding. But can someone explain why this woman has maxed out the male lead’s affection by bleeding from all sorts of places? System: Host, please choose whether to accept the Level Two task: [Steal the original heroine’s scenes]. Failure will result in coughing up blood. Lin Zhumian: I choose to refuse. Then, while acting, she spat out a mouthful of blood. 10.8kReads9.4Score1.6k14d adds
7. 107 扯 Pull the Moon Down 扯月亮坠落 Beautiful Lady美人娘Modern Romance175k WordsCompleted - Fortunately, this was already the following spring. Somewhere in the world, they would bloom and flourish, nourishing their souls with freedom. - (Brash crybaby × repressed, broken artist) (Reunion after a long separation, healing, both are pure, happy ending) 4.5kReads9.3Score36414d adds
8. 108 直 Does the Straight Male Dragon-Pride Hero Have to Be Dominated by a Sweet Little Flower, Too?! 直男龙傲天也要被小白花压么？！ Chicken Stewed with Fries小鸡炖薯条Two Male Leads559k WordsCompleted [World-weary, emotionally detached, give-up-and-do-nothing dragon-pride bottom x cold-faced, hard-hearted, sharp-tongued-but-honest fake innocent-flower top] [Two male leads + transmigrate into a book + lover who breaks in and robs you + healing + a little onscreen commentary] After blowing himself up, he transmigrated into an old-school angst novel as the cannon-fodder fake young master. A controlling mom, a live-in son-in-law dad, a hypermasculine older brother, a scheming younger brother… and 26.1kReads9.1Score5k14d adds

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   Xiao Long was a spirited seventeen-year-old genius. After a huge change, he arrived in a new world. As a sword cultivator, he had only two wishes: to find his wife, who was also his natal sword Xiao Qing, and to die and return to his original world. He didn't ask for anything in this world to hold him back. It broke my heart to watch. [Crying][crying]

9. 109 薄 Thin Snow Over Farewell 薄雪覆辞 TeerpTwo Male Leads283k WordsCompleted Also known as: Snow Over the Farewell [A CEO with alexithymia × a beautiful, depressed man with a disability]| [Devoted couple · Marriage first, love later · A little groveling · Bitter before sweet · Angsty romance] [*There will be angst in the early and middle parts. The characters’ personalities make it unavoidable.] A business marriage binds them together. With a lame leg and a heart as lifeless as a grave, Fu Ci marries the lofty Bo Jinyan. On their wedding night, Bo Jinyan warns him coldly 6.6kReads9.0Score84214d adds

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   This is so good, the beginning made me cry so much! [Crying][crying][crying]

10. 110 自 Reborn After Being Hated by Everyone: The Billionaire Husband Brings Me Home 自卑万人嫌重生：首富老公叼回家 White Sugar with Savory Rice Porridge白糖拌咸稀饭Two Male Leads622k WordsCompleted Complete [Dual male leads: a pitiful, people-pleasing bottom who everyone hates × a guiding top who despises him at first, then falls hopelessly in love] In his previous life, Xu Fan made many mistakes. Longing for love, he secretly went out of his way to please others, hoping to earn a little kindness and affection from them. But when his dark fantasies and people-pleasing were exposed, he was met with endless hatred. He made this kind of mistake more than once. Eventually, he came to his se 10.7kReads8.4Score1.4k14d adds
11. 111 被 Delusion of Being Loved 被爱妄想 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] Sister-in-law, open the door. It’s your brother-in-law Powerful coercion + unconventional happy ending + ultimate love triangle drama + unhinged characters + groveling redemption + melodrama galore + substitute romance A cruel, unhinged, sickly scumbag top VS a cool, ruthless bottom who delusionally believes he’s loved I catered to his every whim and granted his every request. He mocked and tormented me at every turn. But I stayed by his side, never leaving no 5.3kReads9.4Score69914d adds

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    It's really, really beautiful! Chinese people don't lie to other Chinese people. 😍

12. 112 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 89Reads8.4Score—14d adds

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    That's really good! Everyone should check out the first one. Although its rating is a bit low, I believe it will go up later, it definitely will! It's really, really good! (๑>؂<๑) If you like angst, you should read these two books, they're really, really good! \(//∇//)\

13. 113 心 After His Heart Turned to Ash, the Fake Young Master Stopped Competing 心如死灰后假少爷不争了 Xi Xiao Ya曦小鸦Two Male Leads507k WordsCompleted [After Her Heart Turns to Ash, the Fake Young Master Stops Fighting] [Two Male Leads] [Sickly, World-Weary Beauty as the Bottom] [Family Bonds and a Fiery Reckoning] [11-Year Age Gap] [Older Top, 1v1] Jiang Ningxi is a fake young master hated by everyone. The only way he can survive is by gaining the protagonist's affection. After the real young master returns, Jiang Ningxi, who was never well-liked to begin with, becomes everyone's target. Heartbroken and disillusioned, he decisively switches 28.8kReads8.2Score4.8k14d adds
14. 114 重 Reborn as a Shy Little Introvert with a Lovable Romantic Streak 重生小自闭，呆萌恋爱脑 Eating Beans Makes You Chubby吃豆豆长肉肉Two Male Leads559k WordsCompleted [Romance between two men] [Sweet romance] [Devoted to each other] [Reborn] [A reclusive genius, emotionally clueless bottom] VS [A gentle, doting, fiercely protective top] Yu Duo is a beautiful boy who has put every skill point he has into intelligence ever since birth. His mathematical talent is astonishing, but when it comes to emotional intelligence, he is a complete idiot. Yes, our Yu Duo is a little autistic. But even our little autistic boy has someone he likes. Though he cannot express it 14.7kReads9.5Score2k14d adds

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    These should count too, anyway, I quite like them, you can check them out.

15. 115 名 Detective Conan: A Broken Little One Needs the Police Five to Put Him Back Together 名柯：破碎崽崽，需要警五拼好哦 Foxxy Learns to Cook狐狐肖肖学做饭Anime Fanfiction415k WordsCompleted Click here to see the Police Academy Five break down after learning what the experiments did to their kid. The main story is complete. (HE!!! + beautiful, tragic test subject + hurt/comfort with everyone doting on the protagonist + the Police Academy group saves the protagonist instead + Hiromitsu Morofushi + the protagonist is a little kid, so there's no romance, only platonic relationships.) Blurb: Hiromitsu Morofushi and Rei Furuya had a childhood friend named Takanashi Itsuki. Takanashi Itsu 1.4kReads9.2Score19414d adds

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    A tragically beautiful experimental subject with a severely compromised mental state + the Detective Conan Police Academy group + Happy Ending. The male protagonist is Jing Ling's childhood friend, a perpetually cute boy. He was captured by the organization and used as an experimental subject, the kind that suffers terribly. Because he was dissected alive every day, he developed smiling depression. The protagonist's cheat ability is astral projection, which allows him to travel to the police academy to find the five-person group and attend the academy together. To prevent the five-person group from investigating the Black Organization, he lies and claims to be dead. However, in the first chapter, Hagiwara is actually dead and becomes a ghost, drifting to the organization and discovering that the protagonist is being experimented on alive, causing him to have a complete mental breakdown. The truth is revealed immediately in the first chapter, with Hagiwara heartbroken and unable to breathe. The police academy group, except for Hagiwara, are all alive, and Hagiwara, though dead, is a ghost, still intimately involved with Jin.

16. 116 桀 Heh Heh Heh! Isn't Your Childhood Friend the Perfect Wife? 桀桀桀！竹马不就是天选的老婆！ Admiring the Falling Blossoms繁花落慕Two Male Leads863k WordsOngoing Complete. Includes bonus chapters. [Two male leads] [Both each other's first and only love] [Healing] [Power couple] [Bittersweet] [Childhood friends turned rivals] A handsome, tragic, cold-faced top versus a brash, sunny, warm-hearted bottom As the youngest son of the Zhu family, Zhu Ye has been doted on by his older siblings. He's been wild and unruly since childhood, the little tyrant of the military compound and the school's notorious troublemaker. Jin Ze is the most outstanding young man in 21.1kReads8.9Score3k14d adds
17. 117 自 The Autistic Young Master Was Carried Home to Be Someone's Wife 自闭症小少爷被扛回家当人老婆啦 Si Ba Jiu肆捌玖Two Male Leads359k WordsCompleted (The rating was just posted, so it’ll go up.) Autistic young master bottom VS rugged retired mercenary top [One-on-one, both pure + love at first sight + healing + sweet romance] The luckiest thing that ever happened to Qin Ye was saving his young master that day and bringing him home. The young master was beautiful and spoiled, and only ever wanted to cling to him. He liked his young master that way. But beneath that fondness lay even deeper heartache. When Lu Zhixing was nine, he witnessed his 26.3kReads9.1Score4.1k14d adds
18. 118 什 What Do You Mean She's a Self-Conscious, Aloof Beauty? She's Obviously My Wife 什么自卑清冷美人明明我老婆 Yu Ningqing雨柠青Two Male Leads492k WordsCompleted Completed [Sharp-Tongued, Devoted Top Alpha X Cold, Beautiful, Insecure Bottom] Happy Ending / Two Male Leads / Omega Pretending to Be a Beta A cold, beautiful newcomer arrived at the military academy, ranked third among the new students at the Interstellar Military Academy. Everyone suspected he was a Beta who had gotten ahead through his family connections. That was until a crisis struck. Lin Yu'an took down five gland hunters all by himself, and when his pheromones erupted, he turned out to b 9.5kReads8.9Score1.9k14d adds
19. 119 临 I Cleared My Name One Second Before I Died 临死前一秒我洗白了 Little Li Fish小黎鱼Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Initially uncaring, later devoted attack × socially savvy, checked-out receiver; one-on-one, equally matched, both chaste] [The first dozen or so chapters focus on the plot, but at heart this is a groveling romance; Jian Huai is the attack] As the last descendant of the Vermilion Bird divine clan, Gu Yi'an's duty is to protect the Fallen Spirit. But in this life, the Fallen Spirit has not only gained sentience, it has also taken human form and become Jian Huai. Gu Yi'an: “...” How am I supposed 4.5kReads9.4Score59014d adds

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    Come on, and you'll see they're all silent.

20. 120 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.6kReads8.6Score39314d adds
21. 121 暗 Joy Blossoms in a Dark Alley 暗巷生欢 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed: @Youyu Ru Zhou] [Healing + Devoted Couple + Intense Push and Pull + Bittersweet, Over-the-Top Drama + Major Twists] [Cold-Blooded Big Shot × Frail Beauty, A Clawed Cat Toying with a Tiger] Xia Xunqian was sickly and had depended on others since childhood. Even as an adult, he still had nowhere of his own. When his father sent him to live with Feng Lin, Xia Xunqian chose to obey. He was docile and compliant, and knew every trick in the book when it came to staying aliv 15kReads9.6Score2k14d adds
22. 122 凤 The Phoenix God Tomb 凤凰神墓 The Babbling Stream溪水潺潺Two Male Leads202k WordsCompleted [Devoted affection + obsessive + yandere + love-triangle drama + utterly cruel] [Naive + obedient + stunningly beautiful + deeply devoted + unwavering to the death] On Qin Yu’s birthday, two wishes were made. The first was for him to be supremely noble and untouched by the world. The second was for her to stay by his side for a long, long time. He also promised that she would be happy all her life, never knowing sorrow. But later, that blessing became a curse she could never escape. And the rest 139Reads9.2Score—14d adds
23. 123 从 Transmigrating to Punish Scoundrels 从穿越开始虐渣 March Fireworks烟花三月Two Male Leads336k WordsCompleted [Satisfying scumbag takedowns + physical and emotional torment + broken relationships that can’t be mended + he dies every time] Wei Li, a model citizen, was hit by a truck while saving a brat who had run into the road. He’d imagined that the wonderful medical staff would bring him back to life, but instead, his soul floated out of his body as he watched the ambulance carry away his crushed, bloody corpse. For the first time in his life, he was speechless. With his body in that state, what were 298Reads9.3Score10114d adds
24. 124 晴 Confession on a Sunny Day 晴日告白 Nuo Ai榒艾Modern Romance360k WordsCompleted [Radiant Little Sun × Handsome Shopkeeper Who's Hard to Read] Complete A new pet shop opened on the corner of Chunlan Street. The handsome owner was tall and slender, with striking features and a clear voice like a mountain stream on a scorching summer day. Yu Jinxi took a liking to him at first sight, so she brought her dog to the shop every other day. Before long, she had left her heart with the taciturn, inscrutable shopkeeper. * After Shopkeeper Xu refused to bathe her spotless white dog and 4.2kReads9.4Score62714d adds

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    The male lead is gentle and kind but suffers from severe depression and once attempted suicide by cutting his wrists. The female lead is a cheerful and straightforward person.

25. 125 小 After the Little Fool Ran Away, the Big Shot Went Mad 小傻子逃跑后，大佬他疯了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, ultra-pampering] A silly bottom who thought he was pretending to be dumb, only to discover he really was dumb, and a fatherly CEO top who thought he was aloof but turned out to be hopelessly in love. Chi Tang died, and then Chi Tang came back to life! There was a pileup on the highway. Chi Tang’s last memory was being crushed between two cars and dying a gruesome death. He closed his eyes, opened them again, and discovered that he had been reborn in the body of a fool with the s 3.1kReads8.6Score34014d adds

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    They're the only ones who can do it! [Laughs]

26. 126 清 The Aloof, Autistic Boy Kisses the Gloomy, Socially Anxious One Silly at Midnight 清冷自闭症少年半夜亲懵阴郁社恐 Hero A Fu大侠阿福Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Complete on July 1] [Spoiler-filled comments + aloof, reclusive top + socially anxious shut-in bottom] Qing Jiu is a wicked brother-obsessed villain who has done countless evil deeds. According to the plot, he will go mad with love and become a stepping stone on the leads’ path to romance. But before the story begins, Qing Jiu sees the comments. [Ahhh! Baby, don’t fall for that scumbag! He’s involved with the green tea!] [Look at the antagonist! He misses you so much he’s practically falling ap 13.2kReads9.3Score2k14d adds

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    Yeah, overall I feel it's alright.

27. 127 追 Chasing His Wife! The Capital's Crown Prince Is Way Too Wild! 追老婆！京圈太子爷过分野！ White Flower Snake Water白花蛇草水Two Male Leads260k WordsCompleted [If you can’t accept the top being a jerk early on, please, don’t click in and ruin the experience for both of us] [Two male leads + both virgins + younger top + forced love + groveling redemption + multiple couples + personal growth] Wang Xinghe found a handsome man outside his shop. The man was 189 centimeters tall, with broad shoulders and a narrow waist, and was ruggedly handsome. Unfortunately, he had amnesia. The amnesia was one thing, but his behavior was strange too. He always turned his 8.1kReads9.3Score67814d adds
28. 128 分 After the Breakup, the Boss Turns Dark and Obsessed: Wild Seduction and Spoiling 分手后大佬黑化变疯批，野撩诱宠 Lu Yin鹿吟Two Male Leads282k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Reuniting After a Breakup + Powerful CEO + Both Untouched + Possessive Takeover + Tension and Flirting + Reunion After Years Apart + Seductive Pursuit] [After He Wronged His Ex, the Big Shot Went Dark] Everyone knew the big shot was cool and dispassionate, but no one knew about the obsession hidden deep in his heart. After a carefully engineered reunion, he took the other man by force and made him move in. The darkened big shot's image crumbled: he turned wild and seductive, in 389Reads9.5Score83914d adds
29. 129 后 The Coldhearted CEO Chased Me After All 后来无情霸总倒追我 So It Is Said笑之曰Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted Gu Tong spent eight aimless years in show business. With no parents and no love from his sugar daddy, he finally found a job as a teacher after Shen Hua kicked him to the curb. Teaching isn’t easy, either. He has to deal with troublesome kids while fending off his former sugar daddy, who keeps pestering him. Gu Tong thinks life is really hard. Shen Hua deeply regrets his behavior. By the time he realized how he felt, Gu Tong had already walked away, so now he has to win him back. What’s pride? H 46Reads8.9Score—14d adds
30. 130 老 Don’t Leave, Darling 老公别走 Quetzal Bird格查尔鸟Two Male Leads98k WordsCompleted Possessive, doting older-man type gong vs. gloomy shou who is unloved by both parents Jiang Sui vs. Meng Fusheng When Meng Fusheng was little, he disobeyed his mother's orders and got beaten. He quietly went to the lakeside to cry, where Jiang Sui's mother found him, took him home, and tended to his injuries. That's how he met Jiang Sui. After that, whenever Meng Fusheng was upset, he went to the lake and always ran into Jiang Sui. Jiang Sui would keep him company and take him home for a meal. 174Reads8.9Score—14d adds
31. 131 被 They Overheard the System’s Mission, Then Robbed Tombs to Fund Me 被偷听系统任务后他们盗墓氪我 Liu Lili流栗栗Two Male Leads630k WordsCompleted [System + mind reading + male-male romance + not quite a reverse harem, but everyone has a one-sided crush] This is the seventh time, and the last. Host, please choose one of the five main characters and confirm your target for the romance mission. Romance Mission System Fixing one regret only creates more regrets. Sang Mo The Five Tender Beef Cuts, who overheard the mission: ? That man had a stunningly beautiful face. He lay on the ground, convulsing and curled up in utter despair, blood contin 6.3kReads8.9Score81514d adds

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    I'm not sure if this counts?

32. 132 可 The Pitiful Little Streamer Goes Viral After Falling in Love Online with a Big Shot 可怜小主播和大佬网恋后爆红了 Mountains and Rivers Never Stop山水不停Two Male Leads608k WordsCompleted [Full-cast audio drama, complete] [Sweet romance, mutual healing] The Poor Little Streamer Ran Away and Became a Big Shot's Sweetheart Who Lulls Him to Sleep [Two male leads + both pure + livestreaming + PK battles + online romance + face-slapping + size difference] [Gentle, pitiful, disabled beauty x ultra-possessive, doting, fatherly big shot] - Wen Yixing had a gambling-addicted adoptive father who beat him whenever he got drunk. On the day Wen came of age, his father's creditors showed up, a 22kReads9.4Score3.5k14d adds

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    Two male leads, the male lead is ill

33. 133 九 The Merciless, Mad Eunuch Is Truly Beautiful 九千岁狠毒疯批，却实在美丽 Rice-Loving Dumpling爱干饭的团子Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [A print edition has been signed for publication] [Self-directed conquest x emotionally detached recipient + equally matched, devoted couple + reunited after a breakup, happy ending] Xie Yu, the most beautiful man under heaven, is frail and sickly, with weaknesses all over. Every prince and noble sees him as the ultimate plaything. The newly appointed top scholar can harass him, but will be dead by the next day. The imperial concubine can frame him, but her entire clan will be executed for it. A 12.6kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds
34. 134 陛 Your Majesty, the Frail Beauty Deserves to Be Cherished 陛下，病弱美人得娇养 Little Highness小殿下Two Male Leads763k WordsCompleted [Yandere + Mutual Devotion + Redemption] The young official of the Court of Judicial Review, a sickly beauty who pants with every step, is actually a treacherous minister despised by everyone. Mo Yanyu: “Everyone in this world wants to be a gentleman. Since that’s the case, I’ll be the villain.” He is ruthless and merciless, and everyone steers clear of him. One day, Mo Yanyu says, “I think we could work together.” A haughty prince raises an eyebrow. “That depends on how sincere you are.” Mo Yan 2.6kReads9.5Score45414d adds
35. 135 魂 Soul Transmigration into the Regent’s White Moonlight 魂穿摄政王的白月光 Spring Night Shan Nainai春夜山奈奈Two Male Leads699k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + equally powerful leads + tragic romance + older top + heart-wrenching + chasing his wife to the crematorium + white moonlight romance + toxic love + depressing + happy ending] Emergency room doctor Shen Shi'an died suddenly before the operating table. When he opened his eyes again, he was lying on an unfamiliar jade bed. The man before him held power over the entire court. He gently stroked Shen Shi'an's cheek, but in his eyes was the reflection of someone else. “Jinghe,” Xie 794Reads8.2Score16214d adds

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    That iconic scene was so heartbreaking, it completely shattered the bonds between the viewers and the main character.

36. 136 眼 A Sea of Tears 眼泪微海 Tutu Who Loves Little Scoundrels爱吃小淘气的图图Two Male Leads237k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance + pursuing and pampering his husband + mutual devotion + equally matched leads + happy ending] Ji Weichen is a workaholic. A fussy workaholic, prone to bad moods and afflicted with one ailment after another. He’s an acclaimed actor, a wealthy young master, and a sickly invalid. Then one day, he meets Chi Beihai. Chi Beihai is a celebrated director who rose from nothing to become a legendary, fearsome tyrant no one dares cross. Everyone thinks he’s cold and heartless, never gives a 3.7kReads9.2Score42214d adds
37. 137 病 The Frail Beauty Pants After Three Steps, and Her Childhood Friend Carries Her Home 病美人三步一喘！竹马摇尾抱回家 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads539k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + childhood friends growing up together + brotherly affection turns into something more + wooing a big puppy] [Cool, aloof, long-haired beauty with a sickly constitution who knows how to reel them in × silver-haired, handsome, wolfish athlete who turns into a loyal puppy; genius painter × archer; sweet romance, one-on-one!] Yun Wulian had been sickly since childhood. He was out of breath after three steps and coughing after five, and would suddenly faint or come down with a fever 33.7kReads9.5Score5.1k14d adds
38. 138 穿 I Became the Dark Moonlight, Then the White Moonlight 穿成黑月光，又成白月光 Black Cat Bait黑猫饵Two Male Leads772k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + a touch of being adored by everyone] [Lin Nian x Sheng Yunhuai: a beautiful man who is frail but inwardly strong x a crazy big shot who knows how to spoil his beloved] Lin Nian transmigrates into a body in a body-double novel: a hypocritical, selfish dark moonlight who clings to the powerful. By then, the protagonist shou has already won everyone’s approval, while the dark moonlight’s true colors have been exposed, making him universally loathed. The protagonist gong and the su 34.9kReads9.3Score6.9k14d adds

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    Just read it, it will definitely shock you. It's really tragic. I'm about to cry. The ending is pretty good, but reading halfway through will kill your genre. I was completely captivated by the second book, chapters 16-20. It's basically as if the author suffers from severe depression. It's really tragic. The ending is good, but the author wrote a tragic epilogue. If you want to read angst, you can read that tragic one. But I didn't see it, I couldn't bear it.

39. 139 坏 Uh-Oh, Brother Ning Has Really Fallen for Her 坏了，宁哥他真陷进去了 Anna's Carrot安娜的萝卜Two Male Leads302k WordsCompleted [Sunshiney, gentle athlete top x melancholy art student bottom with a tragic past] [Male-male, college campus, both each other's first, happy ending, mostly sweet with a little angst in the middle] [Double standards, shamelessly doting on one person.] [The top spoils the bottom at first, the bottom chases after his husband in the middle, and the top spoils him rotten later on. Mainly told from the top's perspective.] [“Ning, I saw with my own eyes that someone beat up Song Xingran.” Du Ning gra 2.1kReads9.3Score24214d adds
40. 140 快 Quick Transmigration: The Sickly Beauty Becomes the Mad Villain's White Moonlight Again 快穿：病美人又成疯批反派白月光 Squeezed Peach Juice榨桃汁Two Male Leads501k WordsCompleted [Completed + Quick Transmigration + Two Male Leads + Fragmented Souls, One-on-One + Bottom Protagonist + Devoted Couple, Sweet Romance] [Sly, Delicate Beauty × Dark, Crawling Madman] After Yan Ting died, he bonded with a System. His mission was to travel to three thousand worlds and collect scattered soul fragments. He’d heard his target was a world-destroying demon lord: violent, cruel, and utterly heartless, the sort to reach for a blade at the slightest provocation. To complete his mission, h 25.4kReads9.4Score3.2k14d adds
41. 141 如 If We Were to Marry Again 如若再婚 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads217k WordsCompleted [ABO + Reunion After Years Apart + Older Partner Raises Younger Partner + Childhood Sweethearts + Remarriage + HE + 1v1] Chen Wangshu, an omega librarian who still thinks about his ex-husband three years after their divorce, × Xie Zhiniang, an Alpha doctor who’s so used to taking care of people that he only wants to care for one person. “Why didn’t you tell me you weren’t getting enough to eat?” “Don’t be mad, okay?” Chen Wangshu has loved Xie Zhiniang for a long time. 4.8kReads9.1Score46014d adds
42. 142 他 He Is My Husband 他是我先生 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads257k WordsCompleted Two male leads + reunion after years apart + divorce reality show + happy ending + one-on-one Refined, scholarly top with a wicked streak, Jiang Yuchen × gentle, easygoing art student bottom, Qi Xin “Is that medicine… something you brought especially for Xiao Qi?” Jiang Yuchen: “I didn’t know he had a cold when I left.” 5.6kReads9.3Score52614d adds
43. 143 远 The Green Hills Are Nowhere in Sight 远不见青山 Yue Hua悦花Two Male Leads111k WordsCompleted Love grows with time + reunion after a long separation + rekindled romance Their meeting as students was like a beautiful dream. When truth and bones burn together, who is lying in the flames? After nine years apart, when they meet again, whose heartbeat will be the first to shatter the shackles of time and space? Top: Shen Jiqing X Bottom: Song Weiqing. A story with two male leads. The top is a possessive little ray of sunshine who turns dark later on; the bottom is warm and resilient. 4Reads—Score—14d adds
44. 144 娱 Showbiz: After Being Diagnosed with Depression, I Used Music to Heal the World 娱乐：确诊抑郁后，用歌治愈世界 July Sword Edge七月剑锋Urban1.3M WordsCompleted [Entertainment + healing + livestreaming + redemption + no System + no heroine + no harem] Su Chen, who suffers from severe depression, decides to jump into the sea and end his life. But by chance, his soul transmigrates into a parallel world with a barren entertainment industry. The original Su Chen in this parallel world also suffered from severe depression. Having never known love, he decides to heal the world with his songs. One song, “Murmurs,” resonates with the entire internet. One song, 6.6kReads8.4Score63714d adds

    Reader note

    This book is super, super good. I'm reading it myself. It's a quick transmigration novel where the male protagonist suffers from dual depression, but he still uses singing to transform all his vulnerability into a gentle breeze—healing others and finding his own glimmer of light in every act of kindness.

45. 145 雨 The Boy with an Umbrella in the Rain 雨中的撑伞的少年 A Yang, Ya阿玚呀Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads] [Gentle, steadfast bottom (Wen Yixuan) × scheming, devoted top (Qi Jin), healing, second-chance romance, mutual devotion, bittersweet romance, devoted husband, happy ending] Wen Yixuan’s life took on a gloomy cast when he was five. Abandoned at an orphanage, he grew up lonely and under constant scrutiny, becoming introverted and insecure, yet resilient. Through his own efforts, he earned a place at the prestigious Changqing University. He thought life would remain as still as s 68Reads—Score—14d adds
46. 146 小 Little Cripple, Open the Door. Your Husband Has Arrived 小瘸子开门，你的老公已送达 Thoughts Deepen at First Arrival思深初至Two Male Leads375k WordsCompleted The rating just came out, so it’s rather low, but it’ll go up later, I promise! [Reborn seme + two male leads + mutual healing + heartwarming sweet romance + doting love] [Sunny, mischievous crybaby uke × dutiful, dependable fatherly seme] In his previous life, Ji Lingtai leapt to his death. In a world without Ji Lingtai, Zhuo Zhichuan saw no point in living. After being reborn, Ji Lingtai is still a little cripple. The little cripple is great in every way, just a bit of a nuisance. A timid litt 6.2kReads9.4Score94114d adds
47. 147 我 I Use My Tycoon System to Reform the Voice Chat Rooms 我带着神豪系统整顿语音厅 ShaneyTwo Male Leads301k WordsCompleted The ratings just came in today, so give me a boost, boost, boost. A two-male-lead story about tycoons and wild urban fantasy. (Mutual, mutual, mutual) Le Lin tried a voice-chat room for the first time, only to have a young host swindle away all the money he’d saved for five years to buy a house... He was so furious he nearly keeled over... Luckily, a System claiming to offer refunds on tips bound itself to him... From then on... he had money... a house... a car... and, unbelievably, a boyfriend 4.8kReads8.7Score50114d adds

    Reader note

    The fourth book, by Lemon and Cola, is also worth checking out.

48. 148 我 I Was Dragged Off by the Godly Tycoon System to Spend Money 我被身神豪系统抓去花钱 The Humpback Whale of Beiming北冥的座头鲸Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted 1v1, two male leads, woman transmigrates into a man!!! Woman transmigrates into a man!!! In short, it ends with two men together!!! Wrote this for fun. The rating is low, so just make do. Don’t overthink it or take it too seriously. Lu Zeyi, a beautiful young veterinarian who had just graduated and started her own business, lost money running a pig farm in a small sixth-tier city and wound up 1.8 million yuan in debt. On her way to change careers, she got into a car accident. She didn’t die, but 1.1kReads7.1Score10614d adds
49. 149 糊 A Washed-Up Star Is Reborn, and My Nemesis Is Acting Strange 糊咖重生，死对头他有点不对劲 Dongfang Xiao Shisan东方萧十三Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Male-Male Romance + Both Reborn + Showbiz + Mutual Unrequited Love + Finding Their Way to Each Other + Happy Ending] [Main story complete] A bottom who can’t stop acting up and would die if he didn’t VS a top who comes back to life with his wife-protecting instincts maxed out Shi Qing suffers from a severe mood disorder. He lost control and died at Sheng Yanhuan’s awards ceremony. The whole internet exploded. Because Shi Qing and Sheng Yanhuan were widely known as sworn enemies in showbiz. [Shi 930Reads9.3Score15714d adds
50. 150 神 The Tycoon System Gave Me a Stunning Boyfriend 神豪系统让我拥有绝美男友 Liu Liu Liu Hu Lu Lu溜溜溜呼噜噜Two Male Leads1.1M WordsOngoing Synopsis: I was under too much pressure at work, so I wrote this self-indulgent power fantasy. It’s a romance between two men, the relationship develops very quickly, and everything they do is just to show off their love! The setting is fictional, and all the luxury goods mentioned are made up by the author! Feel free to comment. I won’t read them anyway! World setting: This fictional world is divided into the Eastern Continent, Western Continent, Northern Continent, and Southern Continent. Its 3.5kReads9.1Score30314d adds

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