Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain 有没有那种每个字都透露着绝望与痛苦的小说

1. 201 盗 Tomb Raiding: They Went Mad After I Died Right in Front of Them! 盗墓：死在他们面前后，都疯了！ Ode to Lingzhi灵芝赋Mystery470k WordsCompleted The rating has just come out; it’ll go up later. [Some angst + darkening + out-of-character elements] Kidnapped by an emotion-collecting System and dragged into the world of tomb raiding, Chao Ruyuan’s first life ended at the hands of Wu Sansheng. Her second life ended after she was tortured to death in Xie Yuchen’s secret chamber. All she ever wanted was to go home, yet she was forced to endure the most unbearable suffering in the world! When her final life began anew, she decided to direct thi 6.5kReads8.7Score75914d adds
2. 202 我 I Was Raised by Monsters 我被怪物养大 Uncle Nan Yao南妖叔Urban769k WordsCompleted The story is set in a modern city in a parallel world. Legend has it that City A is home to an urban myth called the White Cat Agency. The agency is run by a group of monsters and demons. As long as you pay the appropriate price, they'll fulfill any request you make. Money, organs, emotions, memories, years of life... Anything could become a bargaining chip. Seventeen years ago, an infant boy of unknown origins was found by the agency's owner and raised by a group of monsters. Seventeen years l 2kReads9.6Score37914d adds
3. 203 还 I Have Three Months Left to Live, So Let Me Die in Peace 还剩三个月命，请让我从容赴死 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 168.8kReads9.8Score19.3k14d adds
4. 204 执 The Scribe 执笔者 Xiao Xiaoxiao肖小肖Two Male Leads478k WordsCompleted There's not a normal person at Liuhe University. Everyone is a practitioner. Gu Bai, who works in the logistics department, is lazy to the bone, useless at everything, and particularly unpopular. One day, somehow, he manages to provoke Yan Liang, the university's biggest boss, and his life soon becomes a living hell. In truth, Gu Bai only wants to spend his days relaxing on the street where he lives. But he never expected to be dragged into a chaotic struggle. Now that he's in the thick of it, w 1.2kReads9.0Score15914d adds
5. 205 十 Red Roses in December 十二月的红玫瑰 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads85k WordsCompleted (Dual male leads, angsty 1v1 romance, both devoted only to each other, bad ending, power couple, mutual salvation, pure love with plenty of heartbreak.) My dear Mr. Mo: I’m sorry. In the end, I failed to keep my promise to you and became a coward who fled this world. If you can forgive my selfishness and weakness, then when spring returns next year, please leave a bouquet of red roses at my grave. Choose the most beautiful one in the flower shop. I think I’ll be able to smell its fragrance. [Nei 70Reads8.6Score1214d adds

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   These books have killed me! [Crying][crying] I hope Zhou Ying and Wen Ci will have a happy, fulfilling, long, healthy, and peaceful life in their next life, my little Ci! [Crying][crying]

6. 206 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Ruthless, Feral, and Fierce 快穿：疯批宿主他又凶又野 Ke Xiaoyao可小妖Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + sweet with a little angst (not much angst, the comments will make you laugh) + stunning beauty adored by everyone + no fixed couple] A robot without emotions finds a battered System. Lowering his eyes, he gently repairs it... The System wakes from hibernation, delighted to have found a Host. It diligently travels through small worlds to complete missions, only to discover that its Host is a powerful figure in disguise! World One: The pale, sickly young man says, “I don’t love 2.5kReads9.4Score31814d adds

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   It's so heartbreaking. I consider myself pretty easily moved to tears, but I cried buckets during the very beginning. Even though I know Qiuqiu was acting, it was still really painful. I wanted to kill the male lead more than once. If you can't handle the later parts, you can stop watching. I highly recommend the first world.

7. 207 指 Finger Bone 指骨 Flying Bull Straight Hero飞牛直侠Two Male Leads84k WordsCompleted [Warning: questionable values] I have no name. As far back as I can remember, I've been a dog. Because my sense of smell and hearing are naturally sharp, a human trafficker kept me by his side. No one cared how old I was. I was probably a little older than Song Junlan when I met him. He had been sold to a wealthy family to live as their young master. We met again because I was given a job and offered a huge sum of money: Song Junlan's sister had hired someone to kill him. 35Reads8.5Score714d adds
8. 208 赝 The Counterfeit 赝品 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Synopsis: Song Cheng had been with Qin Minghua for five years. He always thought that even if he couldn’t win Qin Minghua’s love, at least he was someone special to him. But when that person appeared, he finally understood that both his feelings and his life were nothing more than tools Qin Minghua used to protect them. Out of love, Song Cheng resigned himself to giving up everything he had, but everything slowly began to move in a different direction. A fierce love and hatred, like an endless b 51Reads6.3Score—14d adds
9. 209 重 The Real Young Master Goes Slack After Being Reborn 重生后真少爷摆烂了 Yuan Tiantian妧甜甜Two Male Leads120k WordsCompleted In her previous life, Ran Yu went to great lengths to win her family’s attention. She also hated the fake young master, Ran Chen, who acted like a scheming green tea in public. Her best friend, Shen Ci, was with Ran Chen too. Her parents favored Ran Chen, and even her usually distant older brother doted on him. After being reborn, Ran Yu no longer wanted her family’s affection. She just wanted to stay far away from them. Who would have thought her parents would cry and beg her to come home? Her 3Reads8.2Score—14d adds

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   I didn't finish the first book, but it was really good; I genuinely wanted to cry at the beginning of the second book; and I could feel the oppression, pain, and despair in the third book even through the screen.

10. 210 顾 Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安 Autumn Soul of a Thousand Years千岁秋魄Two Male Leads63k WordsCompleted Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the 1.5kReads8.4Score14014d adds
11. 211 宋 Mr. Song, It's Hard to Hate You 宋先生，与你难生恨 Ning Chun宁淳Two Male Leads20k WordsCompleted When we kissed, our sticky saliva clung between us like a dying fish struggling for life. It had long since foretold the worst. Mr. Song, only you and I can know this hatred. | Words for Mr. Song, a whisper in the same hue as my beloved. Our memories flashed by like scenes from a film, and I remember every detail with perfect clarity. I hate that my feelings can’t be taken back, making it hard for you to choose and driving me to torment myself. 453Reads—Score10714d adds
12. 212 重 After Being Reborn, I Became the Beloved Female Side Character 重生后，女配的我被团宠了 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted Warning: This is not a female-lead power fantasy about revealing a secret identity. If that’s what you’re looking for, you can leave. [Some angst + reborn + adored by everyone + sweet romance + variety show] In her previous life, after the youngest daughter of Beijing’s wealthy Lu family went missing, they blamed their eldest daughter, Lu Yinghan, for failing to look after her little sister and drove her out. Lu Yinghan made her own way in life, but on her twentieth birthday, she was diagnosed w 132.2kReads9.2Score11k14d adds

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    Every word is heartbreaking. It feels like the author has no heart; how could they write something so painful? 😭😭😭 The things the female lead has experienced and her apparent acceptance and familiarity with them are truly heartbreaking! ❗️❗️ Her planned departure was the right thing to do; she needed to get far away from this family. [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry]

13. 213 莫 Mo Yan Returns 莫言归 Yuzu2柚2Two Male Leads82k WordsCompleted [Bad ending + melodrama + devoted to each other] He forces her first, then chases after her. Mostly angst. Jiang Chu takes on his responsibilities and infiltrates a criminal organization. Betrayal, understanding, confusion, forgiveness, revenge... A jumble of complicated emotions fills his heart. He spends nearly his entire life walking the road ahead. "I could protect anyone else but you. You're the one person I can't protect." Another late autumn. The ginkgo leaves have turned yellow in great 166Reads8.1Score—14d adds
14. 214 我 I Won’t Fall for You 我不会喜欢你 Falling Blossoms and Flying Rain落花飞雨Two Male Leads110k WordsCompleted Mo Qian spent six years trying to warm a cold, unyielding heart. But life is full of disappointments, and love is one of them. Even on the day he died, he never received the love he had yearned for. But he could never have imagined that after his death, the one he had loved in this world would finally awaken, overcome with grief. Day after day, they knelt before the tiny pile of ashes he had become, sobbing and weeping, until they died beneath those ashes. ***Content warnings: * A groveling ex a 953Reads8.8Score10314d adds
15. 215 疯 The Ruthless Madman Kicks Down the Door and Forces His Love, Stomping Right Across the Line 疯批踹门强制爱，踩着红线哐哐迈 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads311k WordsCompleted [Complete / devoted to each other + equally formidable leads + obsessive, coercive love + redemption + 11-year age gap] He Qian was forced into a relationship. The other person was a lunatic! The first time He Qian tried to escape, he was intercepted along the way and dragged into the woods outside the city… Zhou Xuying stared at him with cold, crazed eyes. “He Qian, is running away really so much fun?” He Qian was dragged back and kept as a canary for five years. Over those five years, He Qian 16.2kReads9.4Score1.5k14d adds

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    Highly recommend! It's truly despairing, it makes you feel like you can't breathe, it's so heart-wrenching [almost crying][almost crying]

16. 216 快 Quick Transmigration: Becoming the White Moonlight Who Makes Powerful Men Weep 快穿：穿成虐哭大佬的白月光 Miss Cat一只猫小姐Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she 11.8kReads9.1Score82014d adds

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    Seriously, don't cry! This is a angst-filled story, especially for the male lead. It's so angsty you won't dare read it, and you'll cry your heart out! 1️⃣ World One: He had someone else do it, only to discover she was the one he was looking for. When he tried to win her back, she had already been… So she wanted Bo Yang to see her die in front of him, to make him pay for his actions! Ah, I'm crying so hard, please be gentle with the angst!!!

17. 217 当 When They Wanted to Turn Back, I Was Already Gone 当她们想回头时，我却早已不在 Xina Qixi Nai西奈栖息耐Urban460k WordsCompleted In his previous life, he was the youngest son of the prestigious Jiang family, lost as a child. After they found him, they never accepted him. No matter how hard Jiang He tried to please them, nothing worked. During a fire, his three older sisters abandoned him without hesitation, anxiously taking the fake young master away and leaving him to burn alive... In this life, Jiang He stops debasing himself by begging for the ridiculous, biased love of that family. He simply waits quietly until he com 10.8kReads8.6Score93414d adds

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    I really... Want to die from this [crying]

18. 218 欲 Wild Desires 欲野肆望 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads222k WordsCompleted Already signed for print publication: The Handsome Neighbor and the Dark Pervert Are the Same Person An extremely twisted story! Extremely twisted! Coercive love + confinement + one-on-one romance + intense push and pull + yandere + time-space displacement Original title: Tonight, the Deity Kneels to Kiss Him A beautiful, dark, unhinged schemer with a sweet, innocent facade VS a gorgeous, depressed radio host who only pretends to be proper Chen Sizhuo had been stalked by a pervert for three m 27.5kReads9.5Score3.9k14d adds
19. 219 快 Quick Transmigration: The Universally Disliked Fight to Become the No. 1 Fan Favorite 快穿：万人嫌争做人气角色No1 Han yuu寒yuuAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted After Shi Wuqing died, someone claiming to be a System found her. If she collected enough “popularity points,” she could come back to life. Shi Wuqing agreed. Then she was sent into various novels, where she became the cannon-fodder character readers hated most. Her mission was to become the character readers loved most, with the highest popularity, by the end of each novel! World One: Shi Wuqing became the scheming younger sister who took the heroine's place and married the prince. At the begi 42.4kReads9.5Score5.1k14d adds
20. 220 厉 The Young Lady of the Li Family Is Reborn! 厉爷家的小祖宗重生了！ Seven O'Clock七点钟Two Male Leads421k WordsCompleted [Dominant, overbearing, possessive top x spoiled, willful, dramatic bottom] Reborn + flirting and pampering + devoted to each other + sweet and angsty + happy ending Duan Zhining wanted nothing more than to escape from the man with obsessive tendencies, but the man refused to let him go. He even confined him to a villa, forbidding him from stepping outside. Later, Duan Zhining pressed a knife to his own throat and threatened to take his life. Only then did the man let him go. Duan Zhining though 26.3kReads9.4Score3.3k14d adds
21. 221 快 Quick Transmigration: The Crown Prince Torments You Again 快穿之太子再虐你一遍 The Mysterious Me谜一样的我Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Xianxia romance + play the pig to eat the tiger + quick transmigration + one-on-one devotion] The Crown Prince of the Heavenly Realm was born a flirt, always chasing after women. In a fit of rage, the Heavenly Emperor banished him to the mortal realm, where he would undergo many lifetimes of reincarnation and suffer the pain of losing love and desire. The Left Star Diviner had this to say: “Writing the Crown Prince’s fate book... is hard!” The poor little Spirit Clerk was pushed forward as a sc 3kReads9.3Score27614d adds
22. 222 1 The Sissy of the 188 Club 188男团娘娘腔 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads365k WordsCompleted Li Chengxiu was timid and taciturn, and ostracized throughout his school years. Shao Qun’s passing whim gave him the only warmth he had ever known, but it also pushed him, while still young, into even deeper darkness. More than a decade later, they meet again. To Shao Qun, Li Chengxiu is a sweet treat he never dared taste back then, so he deliberately draws close. Will this be a chance to redeem the past, or the beginning of another disaster? 28.6kReads9.3Score5.5k14d adds

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    I feel so powerless

23. 223 和 My Online Romance with My Rival Crashed and Burned, and His Kiss Left Me Dazed 和情敌网恋翻车后，被他亲懵了 A Gentle Kiss from the Warm Breeze轻吻热风Two Male Leads406k WordsCompleted Original title: After My Online Romance with My Rival Went Down in Flames, He Kissed Me Until I Was Dazed [Two male leads + both each other’s first + unresolved tension + coercive love] [Straight bottom who makes the first move, then turns helpless × younger top who starts out innocent and turns obsessive] Lin Du is straight, twenty-four-karat straight. After finally developing a crush on the department belle, he watches her confession get cruelly rejected. The first time he meets the guy who re 8.6kReads9.2Score99214d adds
24. 224 万 The Most Hated One Leapt to Their Death, and All the Powerful Figures Wept Until Their Eyes Were Red 万人嫌纵身一跃，大佬全员哭红眼 Zhouone周oneModern Romance511k WordsCompleted [No Second Chances After a Broken Relationship + Everyone Faces Their Comeuppance + Face-Slapping + Pure Satisfaction] To win over the male lead, Li Xiang pretended not to know what was happening and drank the spiked water, watching helplessly as one of her kidneys was transplanted into the sweet, innocent female lead. Afterward, the male lead promised to marry her to make it up to her. But on the wedding day, the female lead deliberately disappeared to ruin the ceremony, sending one powerful fi 10.1kReads5.8Score1k14d adds

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    The first book was very heart-wrenching, and the second book gave me a feeling of despair after just one glance.

25. 225 深 The Black Moonlight in the Abyss 深渊中的黑月光 Tao Tao Tao Peach Ya陶陶陶桃子吖Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted [Gentle, steadfast little white flower × obsessive, lovesick madman] Su Mianmian liked a boy for five years, and was bullied for those same five years. What helped her endure those difficult days was a ray of light shining into her dark life. Only when they finally met in person did she learn that the boy she had loved for five years was the very person who had dragged her into the abyss. Seeing his demonic face, she ran. She deleted every way to contact her bully, thinking that once she made it 9.3kReads8.8Score65814d adds

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    I think this is a top-tier novel about school bullying; the scenes of the female protagonist being bullied are described particularly realistically.

26. 226 女 Women, Don't Go to Northern Myanmar. There's No One There. 女人不要去缅北那里没有人 Mo Mi莫羋Urban323k WordsCompleted The world is beautiful. I won't be coming back in my next life. Bailu (a pseudonym) said something after returning from northern Myanmar that I still can't forget. She said: "When Heaven was taking me apart, it got the balance just right. Any harder, and I'd have died. Any gentler, and I might have had a decent life." My so-called best friend tricked me into going to northern Myanmar. That's when I learned that women here aren't even treated as human beings. Beatings, imprisonment, being drained 21.1kReads7.4Score1.2k14d adds

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    I've been following this book recently. The protagonist is tricked into going to northern Myanmar and forced into telecom fraud, during which time he experiences all sorts of torment. It's written in great detail.

27. 227 绝 After My Terminal Diagnosis, My Contract Boyfriend Chased Me to the Crematorium in Tears 绝症后，契约男友哭着追进火葬场 Eighteen Bronze Walnuts十八铜核桃仁Two Male Leads291k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, Old-School Angsty Drama, A Real Pursuit After the Breakup, Scum Top Transformed into a Crying, Devoted Dog, Angst Before Affection, Both Reborn, Happy Ending] [Stoic Bottom with a Terminal Illness & Hard-Mouthed-at-First, Tender and Affectionate Top] Lin Shi'an was diagnosed with lung cancer, with only three months left to live. Seven years ago, when Li Feng's mother was gravely ill, Lin Shi'an paid two million to buy ten years of his time and personally made him a popular movie 5.4kReads8.9Score54914d adds
28. 228 临 Before He Dies, He Wants to Give Up His Allergen 临死前，他要戒掉过敏源 Crimson Jiangnan江南绯色Two Male Leads429k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + angst + late-blooming devotion + the hero’s long road to winning him back] Shen Pei’an was ill. On his birthday, the doctor told him he didn’t have much longer to live. He hadn’t planned to hide it. He meant to wait until Ren Xu had celebrated his birthday with him, then tell him the truth. But the big star Ren Xu never came. All Shen Pei’an got was a birthday cake that would trigger his allergies. He was twenty-eight. It was his ninth year in love with Ren Xu. There would 1.1kReads6.6Score10114d adds

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    The first book is both a sad ending and a happy ending: "Unforgettable, yet unanswered." The second book I reread repeatedly; it was very good, not too angsty, but I finished it with a heart-wrenching feeling. The third book, Ren Xu is Shen Pei'an's allergen: "But the illness will get better, the dark clouds will dissipate, and he will definitely feel happy again." The fourth book has a high tear threshold, but I still cried after reading it: "A gentleman who has never believed in ghosts and gods, at this moment, wishes to kneel before the gods forever." "Love yourself well, and someone will come to love you." [Don't rush, even if no one does, I will love you.] To: May all sick babies be happy every day. Be happy every day.

29. 229 重 Reborn a Hundred Times, I Tortured the Proud Phoenix Girl Until She Lost Her Mind 重生一百次，凤傲天被我虐傻了 Half a Palace Chief半只宫长Urban690k WordsCompleted Also known as "The Villainess Wants Me" [Two heroines, yuri, angsty story, nothing but heartbreak, the whole novel is heartbreaking. Love is only here to make the heartbreak worse. Please don't complain if it's not your thing.] Some parts early on may seem frustrating, so please bear with them. The loose ends will be tied up later. [Xia Qingchun's birth] Su Xiaojiu, a college student sent to another world by a car accident, unexpectedly meets a System. The System tells her that if she does her u 2kReads7.0Score19914d adds

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    Both are fine. The third book is very realistic, with a strong sense of despair (the more you read, the more you feel it). The second book is quite angsty in the beginning, and the author hasn't updated it yet. The first book is similar to the second, but the first book is basically all angst. In summary, the third book has a stronger sense of despair, and the first book is more angsty. The second book isn't as angsty.

30. 230 盗 Tomb Raiding: I, Young Master Tang, Specialize in Fixing Unfinished Business! 盗墓：小唐爷我，专治意难平！ White Peach Bucket白桃桶桶Mystery300k WordsCompleted [Female-oriented!!! System + a no-regrets tomb-raiding story + immersive acting] [The protagonist is acting from beginning to end, so their personality is definitely not always the same] [OOC + mountains of original headcanon] Tang Zhou wakes up as the young master of a martial arts school run by a family in The Grave Robbers' Chronicles. Looking at the very real, carefree Wu Xie before him, he thinks of Pan Zi's tragic death. Tang Zhou: I'm not accepting this lousy plot! So the Iron Triangle an 11.9kReads9.2Score2.2k14d adds
31. 231 顶 The Top-Tier Star Has Long Had His Eye on His White Moonlight 顶流他觊觎白月光已久 Pale Blue Mochi浅蓝麻薯Two Male Leads566k WordsCompleted [Double male leads + dating reality show + frail health + reunion after years apart] [Warm on the outside, cold on the inside, love-struck celebrity seme VS long-haired beauty with a frail constitution, uke] The uke has aphasia at first. The country's top dating show has invited Jun Ziqing, the top-tier star and renowned actor? Fans: Not sure. Let's wait and see. Huh? Wasn't he supposed to be polite and refined, and have a cleanliness obsession 2.1kReads8.9Score25814d adds
32. 232 胃 With Early-Stage Stomach Cancer, I’m Clinging to Life Through a Girl Group Audition 胃癌早期的我靠女团选秀苟命 Iced Want Want Milk冰旺仔牛奶Two Female Leads555k WordsOngoing (Sorry, I wrote this book a year ago, when I was still a beginner and writing my first novel, so it isn’t very good. I’m planning to start a new book now. The major plot points are similar, so if you’re interested in this one but gave up after the first half, you can wait for the new book. Thank you.) I’m Surviving Stomach Cancer Through a Girl Group Audition (I’m very sorry, but the book has already been contracted, so I can’t change the title.) Warning: This is an angsty story. If you can’t ha 287Reads7.0Score10114d adds
33. 233 我EN I'm Not a God of Theater 我不是戏神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.0M WordsCompleted The brand-new masterpiece by San Jiu Yin Yu, author of Slay the Gods | Winner of the Best Science-Fiction Web Novel Award at the Macau International Science Fiction Awards | A Chinese grotesque epic that turns the tide of an era After a scarlet meteor streaked across the sky, human civilization ground to a halt. From that day onward, humanity could no longer build a rocket, a nuclear bomb, an airplane, a car... The pyramid of civilization built upon modern science collapsed with a thunderous roa 1.7MReads9.9Score178.8k14d adds

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    Absolutely ruthless; as for how ruthless, I won't elaborate.

34. 234 深 Deeply Captivated: The Mad Big Shot's Torturous Love Turns into Captivity 深度诱捕：疯批大佬虐爱为囚 Stars Fall on the Southern Mountain星落南山Two Male Leads1.0M WordsOngoing [Physical and emotional torment + wall-writing + two crazies + revenge and tormenting scumbags + the crematorium burns especially hot] A grudge-holding, patient, icy beauty of an actor who’s a master at hiding his fangs × a domineering, cruel, vicious, cold, and controlling top Three years ago, actor Shi Yichen was framed and imprisoned for intentional assault. Behind bars, he suffered endless hardships and humiliation. But his hellish experiences didn’t make Shi Yichen sink into despair or gi —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The protagonist, Shuangnan, is a satirical writer. He endures immense suffering, having lost the will to live, constantly threatened, unable to die, and tormented by pain.

35. 235 仙 The Immortal Venerable Is Still Working Toward Retirement 仙尊今天也在为退休而奋斗 Lazy and Radiant懒灿灿Two Male Leads847k WordsCompleted Yun Qingshan’s mission is to play the part of Qingwu Immortal Venerable, the heavenly beauty of Lingxiao Sect who acts like a madman. He has planned for everything, including his own ending: leaping from the Immortal-Slaying Platform to forge the protagonist’s legend. But he never accounted for his senior brother Jiang Zhiyu, a benevolent soul of noble character, looking at him with a gaze that had long since changed. Nor did he expect that, as he leapt from the platform without hesitation, The 798Reads8.9Score13214d adds

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    Although it doesn't explicitly state the tragedy, it's implied throughout. I cried every few pages. [Crying][crying][crying][crying]

36. 236 予 You Gave Me Deep Love and Turned My Life Upside Down 予你情深，乱我一生 Su Ziyao苏子遥Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Eighteen years ago, Wen Ziyu was the person He Jingyang promised to stay with forever. Eighteen years later, Wen Ziyu was locked in an attic by He Jingyang and cruelly abused. He Jingyang always said Wen Ziyu owed him and that he'd make him pay little by little. But in the end, it was He Jingyang who owed Wen Ziyu a pair of eyes, a life, and a lifetime of love and devotion. 287Reads6.8Score10014d adds
37. 237 眼 The Blind Fake Young Master Is Weary of Life, but the Tycoon Insists on Spoiling Him 眼盲假少爷厌世，大佬求着宠 Riding Past打马而过Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted The first line's written now. Can you see it? There are extras! Check my profile! [Two male leads + both sexually inexperienced + love at first sight based on looks + instant attraction + mild coercion + bittersweet romance + HE] [World-weary, aloof bottom Lin Qing + top Fu Yuming, who looks down on him at first but later can't stop seeking him out and asking for punishment] At ten, the young genius Lin Qing is kidnapped and left blind in both eyes. From then on, his standing in the family plum 7.3kReads9.3Score95814d adds
38. 238 鸩 A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉 Flowing Wind流风Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete 1kReads8.0Score12514d adds
39. 239 喜 Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf: Light and Darkness 喜灰之：光明与黑暗 Living on the Northwest Wind Every Day每天喝西北风Anime Fanfiction338k WordsCompleted Volume One: Light and Darkness After the Four Seasons City, the sheep and wolves went on another adventure together, but this time their enemy was unexpectedly powerful. Just as Pleasant Goat was about to die, he realized he had gone back in time and was trapped in an endless loop. At last, one day, with help from his friends fifteen years in the future, he escaped the loop. But outside the loop, what was the all-consuming darkness sweeping across the world, and why was Pleasant Goat standing ag 385Reads8.7Score10014d adds

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    It really breaks my heart, but I can't even cry. It's the most despairing book I've ever read.

40. 240 凹 Aotu World: I Am the God 凹凸世界：我即是神明 Su He涑河Anime Fanfiction416k WordsCompleted [No romance + System + gods + Aotu Tournament + scheming + redemption] (Warning: this is really cringey!!) Shen Mo accidentally transmigrates to Aotu World and becomes Jin’s older brother. To help Jin find his sister, Shen Mo also enters the Aotu Tournament. But during the competition, he discovers that his arrival was no accident: the Creator deliberately brought him here... · The gods say that the young fear nothing! “My beloved ones, if you need salvation, tell me. I’m willing to become the g 3.1kReads9.5Score38714d adds

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    They're all from the world of Aotu, but they're all pretty heart-wrenching. I'm going to cry my eyes out!

41. 241 凹 Aotu World: The World Is So Cruel 凹凸世界：世界如此残酷 Little Star Dumpling小星团子Anime Fanfiction546k WordsCompleted [Redemption + Realism + Growth + Slow Burn + Happy Ending for Everyone] Plagiarism is strictly prohibited! An original Tomato novel! This story is an original work of imagination! A derivative fanfiction! If you find anything similar elsewhere, please report it. (The timeline is a little confusing early on!! Please keep that in mind! If that bothers you, don't read, but the main plot will not change! I watched the show two years ago and don't remember everything clearly, so please bear with me!) 1.9kReads9.4Score24414d adds
42. 242 极 Tortured to the Extreme 极虐 Young Master Jiang江家大少Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted An Nuan was a gifted pianist, but after being framed and sent to prison, she emerged three years later to find her life turned upside down! Then she met Si Lingfeng, the most powerful man in City C. He loved and cherished her with all his heart. If she said she wanted the stars, he would pluck them from the sky without a second thought. From their very first meeting, he pursued An Nuan passionately! When it came to winning her over, Si Lingfeng embodied every word: cunning, calculating, settin 714Reads6.4Score—14d adds

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    These three books are for you. They start off slowly agonizing, and the later bursts of pain will make you cry your eyes out.

43. 243 凹 Aotu World: Becoming an Existence Beyond the Plan 凹凸世界：成为计划之外的存在 Yi Jiayi亿嘉一Anime Fanfiction474k WordsCompleted The protagonist is a woman! A woman! A woman! Because of voice input, there may be some errors. [No romance + apologies for OOC + the AOTU Contest starts in Chapter 59. A basic introduction to the female lead will appear after the chapter. The early chapters may be a little awkward, so please forgive me. (This is “shrimp writing”: cut off the head and tail, and it's still edible.)] Yin Zhou had always tried to be a fine young person of the 21st century, committed to the rule of law and modern id 1kReads9.2Score15414d adds
44. 244 夫 Madam, President Yan Deserves to Die a Thousand Deaths! 夫人，颜总罪该万死啊！ Die Die Qing Cai蝶蝶青菜Modern Romance419k WordsCompleted Bai Wanxi killed someone. Yan Qingyun personally sent her to a psychiatric hospital. When she got out, all she had left was a disabled body. Yan Qingyun still wouldn’t leave her alone. “I want you to live as a prisoner and spend the rest of your life atoning to me.” “I’m a murderer. I’m guilty, and I’m willing to accept my punishment,” she said indifferently. He flew into a rage. “Bai Wanxi, I’ll make your filthy soul burn in hell.” She thought the psychiatric hospital was the eighteenth level o 658Reads8.4Score—14d adds
45. 245 凹 Aotu World: Frail Support, Determined to Survive to the End 凹凸：柔弱辅助，励志苟到最后 Half Sunshine半阳Anime Fanfiction292k WordsOngoing (No female lead, no romance. The protagonist isn't very strong at first, and there are plenty of original ideas. Please mind the tags. Leave your brain at the door before reading. You don't have to remember settings outside the Aotu World canon. Male-novel readers, please browse the book discussion circle with caution.) As someone who transmigrates into anime worlds for a living, Li An rolls the Aotu World setting in this round of the lottery. And his mission is to win the championship... So Li 69Reads8.9Score2314d adds
46. 246 我 I'm Jiajia's Goofy Little Brother 我是嘉嘉的沙雕弟弟 Jiajia, How Can You Be So Cute嘉嘉你怎么会这么可爱Anime Fanfiction162k WordsCompleted Angst ahead, enter at your own risk. I really did get the title wrong. I originally wanted to write a silly comedy, but then I suddenly changed my mind. The book got signed, and now I can’t change the title! There will be angst, but not in the early chapters. The character relationships are a bit complicated. If anything’s unclear, just ask and I’ll explain everything. I can’t satisfy everyone’s requests, so I’ll do my best to change the things you’d like me to. But if you’re still not happy, th 834Reads8.7Score13314d adds
47. 247 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 183.4kReads9.5Score25.3k14d adds

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    I'm not sure about some of them, so find them yourself.

48. 248 现 Aotu World: Is It Too Late to Apologize to Lei Shi? 【凹凸】现在给雷狮道歉来得及 Meizi Baby Ya梅子宝贝丫Anime Fanfiction207k WordsCompleted Volt transmigrated on the spot. What could be more extraordinary than transmigrating on the spot? Transmigrating in person. What could be more extraordinary than transmigrating in person? Transmigrating into his own body. Anyone who hears this weeps; anyone who sees it grieves. But what could be the most extraordinary thing of all? Being transported to the Planet Leiwang, forced to work for the royal family, then dragged into the Thunder-Sea Pirates by Lei Shi. That’s right, the whole essence of 4.5kReads9.5Score69514d adds
49. 249 凹 Aotu World: Going Wild and Giving Up 凹凸世界又浪又摆烂 So That's How It Keeps Coming源源源来如此Anime Fanfiction348k WordsCompleted Manual warning: The protagonist is male. If you want a female protagonist, leave now. “Hey, young man~ Did you lose this golden treasure or this silver one?” There are some original elements. You don’t need to think too hard while reading my story, right? I’m not good at writing blurbs, so please head straight to the story~ (P.S. There’s nothing wrong with the Watchpoint timeline! It’s an original element: a hundred years have passed, and it’s still around. The story will explain why Watchpoint 2kReads9.2Score26014d adds
50. 250 怨 Bound by a Madman's Grudge 怨骨疯缠 Peerless Scallion a绝世一根葱aTwo Male Leads470k WordsCompleted Publication rights have been signed. Originally titled Grudgebound Bones [Double madness + a truly ghostly male lead + twisted love + forced confinement romance + lovers bound by pure hatred + happy ending] “We're better off hating each other. Never tell me you love me, or I'll kill you.” The two had been inseparable friends at the orphanage, once linking pinkies and promising never to part for the rest of their lives. Then one year, a wealthy couple came to adopt a child. They took a liking to 174.6kReads9.6Score38.9k14d adds

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