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Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain

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GPT-6 Luna

I have an extremely high tear threshold. In the novels I've read before, I only felt regret or thought things were unfair, but I have never actually cried for the characters.

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1 Dr. Zhou's Bai Yueguang Is About to Die Shixingque219k WordsCompleted 22.2kReads9.3Score3.3kShelves
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The first one won't be able to relax after reading it at night. The second one will make your tears wet the pillow [crying]. The third one reveals despair in every word [crying] [crying] [crying]
2 Whale Falls into Abyss The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles39k WordsCompleted 29.5kReads8.1Score4.7kShelves
3 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither29k WordsCompleted 15.3kReads8.2Score2.9kShelves
4 A Human Cage Yan YizhiUrban539k WordsCompleted 121.6kReads9.5Score17kShelves
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I was watching it recently, and I became myself, and I really cried. My mother said a few things, and I cried as soon as I became myself.
5 A Flower, a Jug of Wine, an Immortal; Sleeping or Drunk, I Live Forever Eat a Billion LessEastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted 220.4kReads9.5Score26.7kShelves
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The first 50 chapters are so painful that I want to send the author a razor blade, and then I will read other novels and then come back to read them later.
6 Living with Cancer, I Kiss the World with Song Little Bird Stewed in an Iron PotUrban332k WordsCompleted 45.1kReads9.3Score3.5kShelves
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Baishen... They have forgotten you. "He saved everyone, but he could not save himself."
7 After the Young Master Was Reborn, He Just Wanted to Die Frightened Bird into Dream485k WordsCompleted 24.3kReads9.0Score2kShelves
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The male protagonist in the first book wants to die, but in the second one he is completely desperate.
8 After the World-Weary Daughter's Mind Was Read, Her Brothers Went Crazy Mo Han JinglanModern Romance2.8M WordsOngoing 2.6kReads5.8Score276Shelves
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Really from the beginning to the end, every word is the despair of the heroine. You can feel her suffocation, despair, helplessness, and the feeling that only death can relieve you. You must read these books.
9 After My Depression Died, Everyone Started Loving Me XiaobaihuUrban224k WordsCompleted 11.6kReads9.2Score1kShelves
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Ha ha! ! ! I feel a little desperate! In the end it's all fake, it's all fantasy! [Cry]
10 Before I Jumped into the Sea Due to a Terminal Illness, Everyone Came to the Crematorium for Me Tea XixiModern Romance508k WordsCompleted 343Reads8.0Score—Shelves
11 No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! Chen WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads9.1Score418Shelves
12 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Daughter, She Won't Be Able to Live Any Longer! Sitting up in Shock While Dying of IllnessModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 10.7kReads8.9Score865Shelves
13 Difficult to Sink In Chirp59k WordsOngoing 47Reads—Score—Shelves
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I want to write something like this...
14 Blood Stained, Proud Wild Rose Jun Luo QingModern Romance282k WordsCompleted 10.4kReads8.9Score939Shelves
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Then take a look at these two books, one is more desperate than the other
15 They Can Hear My Thoughts and All Think I’m a Pervert, Right? Leisure TimeModern Romance760k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads8.5Score1.2kShelves
16 Chuan Shu: After Giving Up, He Went to the Crematorium to Criticize the Evildoers. Waiting for the Wind to Come 511199k WordsOngoing 1.3kReads8.8Score146Shelves
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The first book tortured my heart to the point of throbbing with pain. It told me that I fell in love with him and then abandoned him ruthlessly, and then ended up in the crematorium. The second book was very silly at the beginning, but I cried so much that I couldn't breathe at the end. I originally thought that the Demon Lord was bad and the Master was good, but it turned out that the Master killed Xianyun's wife on their wedding night to preach, and Xianyun couldn't go home after that. In the third book, the protagonist was always disliked by others. Anyway, I cried in bed most of the night, and my heart was broken. [Cry][cry][cry]
17 After Being Transformed into Cannon Fodder, I Became the White Moonlight of the Three Realms Princess Flavored Tomato Scrambled EggsAncient Romance538k WordsCompleted 215Reads5.8Score—Shelves
18 Reborn: The Hated Real Heir Wants Only to Die Spring Dawn at Mingtang1.4M WordsCompleted 13.8kReads8.9Score1.2kShelves
19 The Young Couple with Special Powers Want to Save the World! Slanderous Words214k WordsOngoing 49Reads—Score—Shelves
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It's still being serialized, but now every time I think things are going to get better, things turn out to be bad [almost crying] [almost crying]
20 In the World of Conan, Beauty, Strength and Misery Are Crazy and Redeemed A Orange63k WordsCompleted 2.1kReads8.4Score263Shelves
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1, 5, 9, 11, 12 I feel very sorry, especially the fifth book: He died when he loved him most [crying] and later he avenged him [crying]
21 HP: so What If Thousands of People Hate You? Lamotrigine973k WordsOngoing 5.7kReads8.6Score907Shelves
22 Conan: I Am 100% Alcoholic Fish Stewed with Tomatoes227k WordsCompleted 1.6kReads8.9Score229Shelves
23 What's the Matter with You Carrying a Rock on Your Back to Participate in the Competition [Bump] Calm Blue Apple214k WordsOngoing 1kReads9.1Score155Shelves
24 Tomb Raiding: The Little Tyrant from the Zhang Family Chu Zhe430k WordsCompleted 12.5kReads9.1Score1.4kShelves
25 The Concave and Convex Soul Wears the Balance Pollutants569k WordsOngoing 807Reads8.4Score129Shelves
26 Ke Xue Goes Undercover to Catch the Fish The Master of Chenshang Pavilion--Gantang136k WordsOngoing 498Reads6.6Score102Shelves
27 Concave and Concave World: Eternal Flower Sea Someone Whose Name I Don't Know341k WordsCompleted 2.3kReads9.1Score383Shelves
28 Concave-Convex World: Falling Small Wings189k WordsCompleted 756Reads8.7Score108Shelves
29 Concave and Concave World: Hey, Be Careful About That Contestant Lele Cha795k WordsCompleted 3.1kReads9.3Score408Shelves
30 Bump: the Untouchable Back Baiye Online Coding381k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads8.8Score170Shelves
31 Conan: I Am the Second Model Worker in a Winery Pull the Fish78k WordsCompleted 2.3kReads8.3Score251Shelves
32 Bump: Not the Princess, but the Thunder Emperor Xingyi Doesn't Want to Move336k WordsCompleted 1.8kReads9.2Score285Shelves
33 The End of Ten Days Pest Control Team MemberMystery3.2M WordsCompleted 1.8MReads9.9Score209.3kShelves
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"Qi Xia... I don't want to become a charred corpse. I have been dirty all my life. I want to be beautiful when I die."
34 The Little Rascal Will Soon Die. Lemon and Cola273k WordsCompleted 19.5kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves
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The first book is a work by Lemon (the other six books are also super invincible and bursting with tears), and the reunion between the top student and the school bully; the second book, the lost Shou returns home and finds that someone has taken his place and taken away all the love that belongs to him. Even though he was diagnosed with leukemia, his parents and elder brother thought he was faking it. Everyone was preparing for the birthday party of the person who replaced him that day. Only he, on the day before the New Year, returned to the place where he had lived a lot. In the long-awaited Xiaohai Town, the New Year's bell rang, and he also fell into the sea in the middle of the night; the third book, a broken body, a traumatic psychology, the scar that almost cut off his waist, he was sent to other worlds to do tasks after awakening his consciousness, and was erased. His originally happy family was tortured in countless reincarnations, and experienced countless pain and death, no one knew. After returning, he was exhausted physically and mentally, and had no courage or strength to continue loving. I also feel that I don't deserve love anymore (little fish swim quickly, there is freedom in all directions, little fish swim quickly, there are cages in all directions), but fortunately two people with missing souls meet, and they have a complete soul; the fourth book is about the crazy sick beauty Shou and the gentle father Gong. Shou hated Gong at first because he could have died, but because of Gong, he came back to life. A system appeared that allowed him to defeat Gong, and Shou tried to commit suicide many times. But they all came back to life, but their health would get worse and worse, and in the end they were powerless. Shou took the initiative to approach Gong, using a way he hated. Gong said that Shou was violating him, but so what, he just wanted to attack Gong, and then left. Later, with Gong's gentleness and unobvious concern, Shou gradually became dependent, and he knew that he should get away; in the fifth book, everyone said that Shou was a bad person, and he deserved to die. He had no heart, but who knew that he had never experienced love at all.
35 Since When Does the Male Lead Hold and Kiss the Male Lead’s Doormat? Dreaming of Night Plays377k WordsCompleted 59.8kReads9.5Score7.3kShelves
36 Wild Enough! When Little Crazy Batch Meets Big Crazy Batch, There Is No Way to Escape. It's Erliang238k WordsCompleted 4.4kReads9.0Score600Shelves
37 Swallows Crawling Out of the Dark Abyss Xiuer's LifeModern Romance509k WordsCompleted 8Reads—Score—Shelves
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This book is so hopeless that it makes you suffocate while reading it.
38 After Risking His Life to Wear Out the Book, the Entire Internet Posted Barrages Begging Me Not to Die. Bi Lian448k WordsCompleted 16.2kReads9.0Score1.6kShelves
39 Snow Code, Mist Code, Twins Era Bo TangAncient Romance603k WordsOngoing 77Reads—Score—Shelves
40 Yudian Bo TangAncient Romance387k WordsCompleted 60Reads—Score—Shelves
41 Old Friends in Mountains and Rivers Trilogy Bo TangModern Romance96k WordsCompleted 12Reads—Score—Shelves
42 The Collection of Two Forgettings - the Unknown Taoist Companion Yunshui Lu Bo Tang44k WordsCompleted 20Reads8.5Score—Shelves
43 Active! as Long as She's Still Alive in This Town Bo TangRural Life114k WordsCompleted 17Reads—Score—Shelves
44 Forget the Sichuan Tea House - a Series of Ghost Stories About the Tea House in the Zhongyuan Dynasty Bo Tang38k WordsCompleted 8Reads8.4Score—Shelves
45 Double-Faced Jianghu Is Dedicated to No. 18 in All Stories Bo TangEastern Fantasy187k WordsCompleted 4Reads—Score—Shelves
46 A Group of Ancient Bosses Has Arrived Bo TangEastern Fantasy108k WordsCompleted 18Reads—Score—Shelves
47 Meal on the Plate: Execution Ground - They Watch You, They Remember Bo Tang58k WordsCompleted 5Reads8.6Score—Shelves
48 Jianghu Cebotang Chaos Bo TangHistorical119k WordsCompleted 4Reads—Score—Shelves
49 Tanghulu Inn Bo TangFantastical Romance133k WordsCompleted 4Reads—Score—Shelves
50 Textbook Spring and Autumn Bo TangModern Romance212k WordsCompleted 8Reads—Score—Shelves