Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain 有没有那种每个字都透露着绝望与痛苦的小说

1. 151 女 Little Bedtime Physics Stories to Hypnotize My Insomniac Girlfriend 女朋友失眠催眠学物理小故事 City Lord城主12k WordsCompleted A little story about a girlfriend with insomnia and hypnosis and physics 17Reads—Score—14d adds
2. 152 我 Singing for a Living in a World of Immortals 我在修仙世界卖唱讨生活 The Past Is Smoke往事如烟Eastern Fantasy308k WordsCompleted I sang “Tears Behind Bars” in the prison cell and “Ten Kneels for Father and Mother” for the demon lord. Don't think I'm all that impressive. I'm just trying to stay alive. I've been kind my whole life and never done a single bad thing, yet none of life's hardships have spared me. The world is a fine place, but I won't be coming back in my next life. A kind young man had hoped to spend an ordinary life singing for a living. But after being deceived and betrayed time and again, he was led down a 1.1kReads8.9Score12214d adds

   Reader note

   This book, written with profound skill, seems lighthearted at first glance, and might even be a little funny at times, but it's the one that made me cry the most! It also features the most heartbreaking protagonist I've ever felt in any book I've ever read! I didn't feel anything while reading, but by the time I came to my senses, I was already in tears! Highly recommended!

3. 153 消 The Missing Sister 消失的姐姐 Clever Cat King聪明的猫King9k WordsCompleted The Missing Sister 53Reads—Score—14d adds
4. 154 我 I Want a Divorce, but My Wife Says, “Think of the Kids” 我要和她离婚，老婆说你想想孩子 City Lord城主10k WordsCompleted I want to divorce her. My wife said, “Think about the children.” —Reads—Score—14d adds
5. 155 飞 When Birds Meet Fish 飞鸟与鱼遇见 Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance16k WordsCompleted When Birds and Fish Meet 54Reads—Score—14d adds
6. 156 宇 Stories of Space: A Popular Science Guide 宇宙科普故事 City Lord城主17k WordsCompleted Popular Science Stories About the Universe 5Reads—Score—14d adds
7. 157 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 89Reads8.4Score—14d adds
8. 158 爱 Love, Beyond Control 爱，无法克制 Clever Cat King聪明的猫King13k WordsCompleted Love, Beyond Control 66Reads—Score—14d adds
9. 159 熄 Snuffing Out the Stars 熄灭星空 Wait, Ali等等阿璃Two Male Leads149k WordsCompleted A single father raising his child alone reunites with his former love. 2.3kReads9.1Score19214d adds
10. 160 我 I Wish You Would Mend My Whole World 我多想你为我的全世界缝缝补补 Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance112k WordsCompleted He grew up in a completely free and open-minded family. Though his family was fabulously wealthy, he instinctively kept his distance from the glittering world. He wanted to find someone and build a life unlike his parents': simple and passionate. She was adorable and mysterious. He thought she was like a heroine from a martial arts tale. She told him, “The moment we met, my soul hugged you and said, ‘Please don't date anyone else.’” He told her, “Let's get married first, then fall in love.” What 35Reads8.1Score—14d adds
11. 161 出 After Prison, I Was Forced into Love by a Mad Big Shot 出狱后，我被疯批大佬强制爱了 Liang Bei x良北xTwo Male Leads369k WordsCompleted Male-male romance + forced love + melodrama + groveling redemption + unhinged characters + physical and emotional torment + angst with a sweet payoff + confinement + happy ending The pursuer knows he’s a scumbag. He’s inhuman at first, then goes mad chasing his love, even stabbing himself. * To get revenge on Chen Jing, Duan Jinyan personally sent him to prison, leaving him disfigured, deaf, and covered in ugly scars. After his release, Chen Jing ran into Duan Jinyan again. He begged Duan to lea 3.3kReads6.3Score18014d adds

    Reader note

    It's so angsty, it's heartbreaking. At the beginning, the protagonist is framed by the love interest of the other protagonist and spends five years in prison for nothing. In prison, he suffers all kinds of mental and physical torture, resulting in disfigurement, deafness, injuries all over his body, and a broken will. After being released from prison, he is captured by the other protagonist and can't escape no matter what he tries.

12. 162 他 His Love Is Fierce Yet Tender 他的爱，是铁血柔情 Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingMarriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted His love is tender as steel. 33Reads—Score—14d adds
13. 163 新 New Utopia 新，乌托邦 Broken Strings in the Rain雨中断弦Urban397k WordsOngoing [Political Thriller] [Montage Style] [Psychological Oppression] [Dystopian] (The story moves slowly at first, but more kinds of ghosts will appear later.) The calamity ended, and a city-state rose from the ground. People called it the New Utopia. Beneath its gleaming order, those in power were no longer human. Monsters wore human skin and occupied positions of authority. Their visions were linked, and everything was under surveillance. A colossal beast hung in the sky, while monsters roamed th 2.3kReads—Score19514d adds

    Reader note

    Despair permeated from beginning to end

14. 164 穿 Back to My Parents' Teenage Years 穿回爸妈的少年时代 Ying Mufeng应沐风Modern Romance360k WordsCompleted Xiao Ran woke from a deep sleep to discover she'd gone back twenty-five years, to a time when her parents were still in high school... “To Dad: I want to teach you how to be a good father. You have to study hard.” “To Mom: You're a person in your own right first, and my mother second.” A seemingly two-faced but truly obsessive heroine: Everything you see is what I want you to see. (No romance + family bonds + a little angst) 1.2kReads9.2Score11114d adds

    Reader note

    In the first book, I felt that after the female protagonist's true colors were revealed, every word was filled with despair. She doubted herself, doubted her past life, and questioned whether her parents' deception of her to keep her alive was right or wrong. "But, Mom, I can't change anything. I still have to go back to that photography studio..." "No! Not the photography studio!" Ding Nanxi cried almost uncontrollably, "Don't say that, please, baby, don't..." Xiao Ran nestled in her arms, tears streaming down his face, softly murmuring, "In case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening and good night." 2. The whole family were shining protagonists, but she was just an insignificant supporting character, even her name seemed perfunctory: Lu Zaozao. She didn't even deserve to show her true grades. Perhaps happiness has a certain share and quantity, so it's prioritized for the excellent, intelligent, and beautiful. People like her are destined to be given later; once it's all gone, there's nothing left. What remains is pain, indifference, and illness.

15. 165 总 The CEO’s Cinderella Doesn’t Play by the Rules 《总裁的灰姑娘不按套路出牌》 Clever Cat King聪明的猫King11k WordsCompleted The CEO’s Cinderella Doesn’t Play by the Rules 28Reads—Score—14d adds
16. 166 不 Uncrossable Inkweed 不渡之墨草 Jia Huan嘉奂7k WordsCompleted Ink of the Undelivered 6Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    The female lead is truly beyond saving.

17. 167 全 Everyone in My Family Is the Main Character, and I'm the Only Real Cannon Fodder! 全家都是主角，唯有我是真炮灰！ Heartbroken Puppy心碎puppyModern Romance1.9M WordsOngoing Only after dying did Lu Zaozao discover that this world was one enormous, melodramatic crossover novel! Her father, Lu Aotian, is the male lead of some web-fiction site. His golden finger is maxed out in every possible way. To put it simply, after a few little setbacks and bumps in the road, he breezes to the top of the world, becomes Asia’s richest man, and takes control of countless economic lifelines. Her mother, Shen Xingyao, is the melodramatic romance heroine of Tomato. Countless people 1.5kReads7.3Score15114d adds
18. 168 失 I Regret Losing You 失去你，我追悔莫及 Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance13k WordsCompleted Without you, I regret everything. 106Reads—Score—14d adds
19. 169 妹 My Precious Little Sister Wants a Divorce and to Run Away While Pregnant, but She Won't Escape Her Captivity 妹宝想离婚带球跑，休想逃被囚禁 Tangerine Sand桔沙Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted The pampered girl wants to get a divorce and run away while pregnant. Dream on: she's going to be imprisoned. 334Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    A tragic love story, two people who clearly love each other are separated by a superficial family feud, forced to hate each other to the bone without realizing it. She repeatedly asks him if he truly loves her. Perhaps she would be willing to abandon worldly views and let go of hatred. They become fuel for the feud between their families. The more sensible she is, the less people care about her. He forces her into a business marriage, and she agrees to divorce him immediately. A sea of ​​hatred and love, a sea of ​​blood and deep-seated hatred, a family feud and love, yet forced into a business marriage, love after marriage. They have a child, but no feelings remain. She is imprisoned by him, unable to go anywhere. He thinks her words in the middle of the night are just dreams. She pretends to measure his neck with a rope, but when he discovers it, she says she's measuring a necklace and asks if he believes her. He then goes berserk and ties her hands with a rope, forcing her to realize that they are enemies. She and the child cry with tears in their eyes, and his heart aches for them, but he shows no pity. She packs her bags to escape, but he discovers her. He doesn't understand how painful it is for her to leave. He clearly doesn't like her, so why is he acting this way? His father pressured him to divorce his wife, but he refused. Her mother urged her to divorce him, and she seemed to have fallen in love with him. However, the deep-seated hatred stemming from their family feud persisted. Her relatives came to her rescue with weapons, but he was monitoring his enemies and family outside. She watched helplessly as her loved ones were injured. Unable to accept this reality, she attempted suicide by running into a wall while he wasn't looking, wanting to die with them. Without her family, she had lost all will to live. He was moved and asked the doctor to save her. The housekeeper, seeing his heartbreaking tears, wondered if he had fallen in love with her. He didn't know he had fallen in love but refused to admit it. However, she had amnesia and even forgave him for wanting to kill her. He began to understand his own heart and felt a sense of kinship with her. He treated her like a beloved person, making her happy. He never fed her before, but started feeding her even his son. He knew she was already in his heart. He realized what loving someone was like. He never knew that loving someone could make him give everything. But when she asked him if he loved her, he still stubbornly refused to admit it. He remembered his grandfather's words: "A man without love is carefree." She asked him again if he loved her, and he unconsciously and gently admitted it in his sleep. Until she regained her memory, their marriage was blocked by his father. He didn't understand why it was his parents who wanted him to marry her, and it was also his parents who wanted them to divorce. What exactly did he and she do wrong? Why ignore their love when they became victims of generations of feuds? He once thought their marriage was secure. His father offered him 50 million to leave her, but he resolutely refused. However, when he heard her demand 500 million for a breakup, his heart sank. It turned out she didn't love him; their love was nothing but a pipe dream. He thought their love could overcome everything, including generations of hatred, but she only cared about money. He was deeply hurt. For the first time, she returned to her parents' home openly. He chased after her for love, not even considering the danger to his life. He begged her to come home, but she refused. Her family thanked him, leaving her confused. Why were they thanking him when they were clearly enemies? Then his father arrived. Were the two feuding families about to fight again? Or were they setting aside their prejudices to prevent the next generation from facing all the family feuds? Could they still be lovers?

20. 170 听 Songs of the Listening Wind Tower 听风楼歌 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水Urban186k WordsOngoing Why does Xiangju run a business that only loses money and never makes a profit? She treats relationships just as carelessly, elbowing her way to the top of the airport’s Twelve Most Beautiful Women. She has Hong Zhi and Brother Gen fighting over her in a jealous brawl, and instead of being ashamed, she’s proud of it. After her eldest daughter gets into a prestigious university, she works hard and becomes independent. She tutors and models cars in her spare time, and accompanies her professor to 790Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    In Tingfeng Tower, everyone stood behind others, while behind themselves, there was no one. A lonely figure, a solitary soul, laughed through tears of sorrow, everything was regrettable, yet everything was worthwhile.

21. 171 怎 How Could I Bear to Miss You? 怎么忍心错过你？ Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance14k WordsCompleted How Could I Bear to Miss You? 49Reads—Score—14d adds
22. 172 非 It's You or No One, Even If I Have to Fight the Whole World! 非你不可，就算与全世界为敌！ Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance11k WordsCompleted You’re the Only One for Me, Even If It Means Defying the Whole World! 7Reads—Score—14d adds
23. 173 云 Love at the Edge of the Clouds 云边的爱情 Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance13k WordsCompleted Love Beyond the Clouds 43Reads—Score—14d adds
24. 174 拯 Rescuing Your Desert: I'm Your Guardian of the Galaxy 拯救你的荒漠：我是你的银河卫士 Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance9k WordsCompleted Saving Your Desert: I Am Your Galactic Guardian 14Reads—Score—14d adds
25. 175 内 This CP in Chinese Entertainment Nearly Went BE! 内娱这CP差点儿要be了！ Clever Cat King聪明的猫KingModern Romance6k WordsCompleted This CP in the Chinese entertainment industry almost broke up! 47Reads—Score—14d adds
26. 176 被 After They Read His Mind, the Madman Wants to Kill Someone Every Day 被读心后，疯批变态天天都想杀人 Leisure Time时暇Modern Romance760k WordsCompleted [Looks like a little lamb on the outside, a true maniac on the inside; everyone is highly intelligent; angsty romance] Yu Ke transmigrates into a book, becoming the cannon-fodder biological heiress in a story about a real and fake heiress. Not only is her whole family doomed to die, but she’s surrounded by cannon fodder who meet increasingly gruesome ends. She rolls up her sleeves and decides to save these poor souls, but... The first time, someone pushes her off a building and she dies. The sec 12.4kReads8.5Score1.2k14d adds
27. 177 制 Making the Defense of Jinling, Players Charge Forward in Tears 制作金陵保卫战，玩家边哭边冲锋 Steamed Bun with Red Bean Paste馒头豆沙包Urban1.1M WordsCompleted My name is Lin Yan. In my previous life, I was a game-design workhorse. In this life, after transmigrating to a parallel world, I still work in game development. The difference is that I've awakened a System called “World War.” By combining this world's technology with the System, I can create breathtaking, fully immersive virtual reality games. And so, art that would shake the world was born... “The Battle of Shanghai and the Defense of Nanjing”; “One Against Seventeen: The Surprise Attack on t 6.8kReads8.7Score59214d adds

    Reader note

    "You bastard!" Summer Lightning's roar shook the camera! "You lied to me!" "You've been lying to me from the very beginning." "That wasn't a game at all! Doukou's hair felt warm to the touch! Zijuan's nail polish would get stuck in her nails when it blew off! Old William's cigars smelled like rotting whales!"

28. 178 快 Quick Transmigration: My Scumbag Ex Cries as He Eats My Ashes 快穿修罗场：渣男哭着吃我骨灰 Meat Sauce Eater吃肉酱Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted The comic adaptation is out! [Conquest + Shura Fields + No CP + Abusing Scum + Everyone's Favorite] Yu Ai is the best task-taker across all of time and space, a beauty blessed with both talent and looks. Hearing that men are always looking for trouble, she teams up with System 001 to teach them a lesson. She's the original green tea, a master of acting, and she's ready to fight back online. * The scheming CEO pins a woman beneath him. "Woman, behave. You're only allowed to be my caged bird." The 10.1kReads9.4Score1k14d adds

    Reader note

    Every story was heartbreaking, every word dripping with despair, it was like knives flying everywhere. "Xiaoyu, I feel like I'm living a terrible life." Yu Ai looked at Han Haoyu with empty, desperate eyes. "No, no, you'll live better than anyone else in the future!" Han Haoyu said in a trembling voice, "Can you get off first?" "You're lying to me." Yu Ai laughed, "I've always been a failure." Mo Yihan looked at the tracking location he had secretly added to Yu Ai's phone and urgently said to Chen Ming, "Drive faster!" He kept calling Yu Ai with his phone, but she still didn't answer. "Mr. Mo, it's just a text message, maybe Miss Yu is alright? Don't overthink it." He said this, but Chen Ming was also a little scared. He had been by Mo Yihan's side for years, and this was the first time he had seen him like this. Mo Yihan shouted anxiously, "Drive! Speed ​​up, faster!"

29. 179 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Walnut Seller 盗墓：那个卖核桃的 Xue Yin薛喑Two Male Leads174k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads] + [Angst] + [Severe Protagonist Suffering, Not for the Faint of Heart] 2026 editor’s note: Please read the author’s statement in the book’s discussion section. Thank you, everyone. The protagonist is completely love-struck, extremely so, and there will be no switching love interests. If you can’t accept that, feel free to leave using the top-right corner. Li Cu × Qian Heng After spending seven or eight years out in the dirt, Qian Heng had thoroughly wrecked his health. With now 2.9kReads9.3Score55814d adds

    Reader note

    The first book is the author's own account, and it was truly incredibly painful. I didn't finish it because it was just too agonizing. I felt so sorry for the author and realized how difficult it must have been for them to persevere. I wish them peace, happiness, and success for the rest of their life. As for the second book, at first I thought Li Chu didn't deserve it. Heng Ge was such a good person, always protecting him, yet he abandoned him time and time again. By the middle, I didn't want Heng Ge and Li Chu to have any more entanglements; I just hoped Heng Ge would be alright. Towards the end, I thought that as the protagonist, he wouldn't die, but sadly, his health wouldn't allow it, and he passed away without even eating a bite of his birthday cake! 😢😢😢😢

30. 180 搞 Who Can Cultivate Immortality Without Going Crazy? 搞修仙的谁不疯呢 Zhou Guifeng周圭寸Two Male Leads612k WordsCompleted [Just started getting ratings, and they’ll go up, so enjoy without worry] [Two male leads + both powerful + transmigration into a book + comedy + one-on-one, both pure] [Sharp-tongued king who’s also genuinely strong, the bottom x a refined gentleman on the surface, but actually possessive and obsessive, the top] Yan Yangsheng transmigrates into a book and discovers he has become the male protagonist. Terrified, he quickly finds an upright, powerful man to cling to. When Yan Yangsheng’s identity 28.1kReads9.4Score4.1k14d adds

    Reader note

    The beginning was okay, but the ending was really angsty 🔪 I cried so much, thankfully it had a happy ending.

31. 181 明 Moonlight Stirs the Swan’s Grace 明月别枝惊鸿 Bet on Books and Splash Wine, Not Tea赌书泼酒不泼茶Ancient Romance325k WordsCompleted [Historical romance + angsty love + winning back his wife after driving her away] Princess Anping Murong Huaiyue of Prince Yuan's residence was spoiled and willful from childhood. In her seventeen years, no one had ever dared defy her, until General of the Cavalry Yin Huai'an appeared. Murong Huaiyue fell in love with Yin Huai'an at first sight and took the initiative to confess her feelings. But Yin Huai'an didn't return them. To humiliate her, he even married her friend Qiu Yueming. Having 2kReads5.8Score10114d adds
32. 182 拔 After I Slashed Him, My Yandere Disciple Wept Until His Eyes Were Red 拔刀杀我后，病娇孽徒他哭红了眼 A Cat on a Pear Blossom Branch一枝梨花猫Ancient Romance432k WordsCompleted [Yandere male disciple + soft, adorable female master + both reborn + transmigrate into a book + a little angst + a long road to winning her back + heroine adored by all] Twists upon twists + no omniscient perspective + calculating male lead early on, humble and desperate later [Original title: Hard to Placate! My Yandere Disciple Turns Darker Every Day] Wen Nuan transmigrates into the story at its very beginning. Looking at the dying young man onstage, she knows that one day he will bring the N 2.6kReads8.2Score13814d adds
33. 183 不 Isn't This a Death Note? Why Is Everything Being Given Away?! 不是死亡笔记吗？怎么全变给了！ Shabi Niaoshou Shou莎比鸟兽兽Urban522k WordsOngoing [Not Fanfiction] + [Meme References] + [Wild Imagination] + [Absurd, Unhinged Comedy] + [Godlike Characters] When anything is born, it produces a notebook. Anyone who owns one can form a contract with the angel bound to that notebook and become a godlike being. Yue Shenye looks at the notebook in his hands, and all the humiliations of the past come flooding back. He grips his pen tightly. “I want every last one of you dead!” The ballpoint pen sweeps across the page, filling it with names. Then t 19.5kReads8.7Score2.4k14d adds
34. 184 虐 After Torturing Me, the Lovesick Marquis Chases Me to the Ends of the Earth 虐完我，病娇侯爷追妻火葬场了 Ji Nian季念Ancient Romance614k WordsCompleted (Historical romance with heartbreak, a groveling hero chasing his wife, physical and emotional angst, a hero who comes to his senses, and a heroine who has moved on) In the end, he had to tear out his heart and bones to win back her love. Four years of marriage, and in the end he demoted her to concubine. She became a laughingstock! “A whore doesn't deserve to be the principal wife.” “Make room in the courtyard for Madam Ji. If she gets pregnant, we can make her the principal wife.” “Yan'er, I b 774Reads7.3Score10414d adds
35. 185 新 New Three Kingdoms Horror: From the Start, I Play Liu Bei With a Stone Face 新三国怪谈：开局扮演面瘫刘备 Saving Up for Bread攒钱买面包Male-Channel Fanfiction621k WordsOngoing (The rating has just come out and will gradually rise.) [New Three Kingdoms + Rules-Based Horror + Hilarious Comedy + Mild Horror + Fanfiction + No Female Lead] Liu Bei is a college student who enjoys watching people roast New Three Kingdoms. By accident, he transmigrates into its world and becomes the stiff-faced Liu Bei from New Three Kingdoms. Unexpectedly, this world has been corrupted by rules-based horror, turning it into a bizarre and terrifying place. To survive, Liu Bei must follow thes 3kReads8.8Score23514d adds
36. 186 模EN After a Thousand Simulations, I Have a Speedrun Strategy for Escape Games 模拟一千次，我有逃生游戏速通法 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Urban1.1M WordsCompleted [Print edition on sale February 21 at 7 p.m. Please show it lots of support!] [Infinite-flow + fast-paced + funny + invincible protagonist + no female lead + no angst for the protagonist] [Across the four streets, east, south, west, and north, ask around and find out who’s the boss] [Don’t compare yourself to others. Just look at you: who do you think you are?] The White Tower descends, and the entire world enters death-instance mode. Zheng Xun, bound to an infinite simulation System and forced 214.3kReads9.6Score36k14d adds

    Reader note

    Same author, the first book was all angst, the second was angst wrapped in a sugar coating, the third was a side story of the second... Okay, now it's Qingzhou, I have a feeling I'm about to get angst again... But! The books are really all great!

37. 187 重 Reborn, I Was Forced into a Romance by My Yandere Master 重生归来，被病娇师尊强制爱了 Mu Yao Qian暮遥千Two Male Leads248k WordsCompleted Complete [Angsty master-disciple romance] [The bottom is the disciple] [Regret and redemption] [Mutual firsts] Wangshu Immortal Venerable Wen Pinglan is pure and aloof, with a far-reaching reputation. One snowy night, he rescued the boy Ling Rong and patiently taught him, treating him as his most cherished disciple. But when Ling Rong secretly learned forbidden arts and became tainted by demonic energy, Wen Pinglan flew into a rage. He personally sent Ling Rong to the execution platform, ran him 1.9kReads6.9Score16514d adds

    Reader note

    Ling Rong, exceptionally talented and elegant, was once the Immortal Venerable's most prized disciple. However, in order to save the Immortal Venerable, he sacrificed his immortal bones and fell into the demonic path. The Immortal Venerable was completely unaware of this and instead hated him for his demonic descent. He imprisoned Ling Rong in the Demon-Locking Tower, humiliating him and crushing his pride.

38. 188 公 The Princess Becomes a Prisoner, and Her Violent, Mad Lover Loses Control 公主沦为阶下囚，暴戾疯批失控了 Guo Little Cat蝈小猫Ancient Romance509k WordsCompleted After the Great Zhou dynasty fell, Princess Yuning Yu Qingyi, the former emperor's most beloved daughter, was captured and made the regent prince Li Heng's concubine-servant. Li Heng hated her and wanted nothing more than to have her torn apart by horses. He imprisoned her, whipped her, and crushed her dignity, but she never gave in. All he ever got in return was her contempt and hatred. “You must know that death isn't the most painful thing in this world. Living in misery is.” But she was like 1.9kReads6.5Score11714d adds

    Reader note

    The female lead is a princess of a fallen kingdom, imprisoned, tortured, and whipped by the male lead, the regent. She suffers both physical and emotional abuse, yet remains incredibly strong. It's truly heartbreaking; it's painful to watch, but you still want to keep going—it's so cruel!

39. 189 我 I'm an Assassin, So How Did I Debut in a Boy Band? 我一杀手，怎么男团出道了 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Urban896k WordsOngoing [Showbiz + Comedy + No Female Lead] Zheng Xun: A hitman who trained hard for ten years, ready to save the world, but the System sent him to the wrong channel. Unable to find work, he was discovered by a talent scout and lured into a company with the promise of room and board. Now he's been forced to become an idol. “Can’t a Boy Band Save the World?”, Zheng Xun’s quote Cheng Jie: The male lead of a domineering CEO novel. After ten years of practicing his CEO catchphrases, his career got off to a 19.3kReads9.5Score3.3k14d adds
40. 190 改 Remarried to the Rough-Hewn Neighbor, the Young Bride Is Spoiled Rotten 改嫁隔壁糙汉，小媳妇被宠上天 The Eldest Miss of the Muzi Family木子家大小姐Modern Romance1.8M WordsOngoing Original title: "Left Alone at Home, the Neighboring Roughneck Has His Eye on Her" [1980s | Countryside | Realistic | Devoted Couple | Possessive Favoritism | Age Gap | Love Rival Showdown] In 1980, Li Chuntao is married off in exchange for her older brother’s marriage. But on their wedding night, her groom elopes with his old flame. Overnight, she becomes the village’s target of scorn, branded a woman who brings bad luck. Her mother-in-law calls her a jinx, while a pack of old bachelors eye 38.1kReads8.6Score1.5k14d adds

    Reader note

    In the stagnant, miserable days, a rough-looking guy like me barged in, and once I started craving something, I wouldn't let go.

41. 191 盗 Tomb Raiding: Wu Xiaofoye Has Decided to Die 盗墓：吴小佛爷决定去死 Sun, Moon, and You日月与卿灬Two Male Leads1.2M WordsOngoing [South Blind, North Mute, East Rogue, West Flower, and the Fat Master in the Middle + Li Cu + no female lead] After being reborn, Wu Xiaofoye isn’t the only one who’s gone crazy. His crooked ways have gone crazy too. “When the innocent one stops being innocent, all that’s left is quiet malice.” What can soothe regret isn’t Thunder City, but his obsession. The day they went down into the Seven-Star Lu Palace, Zhang Qiling had made a deal with Wu Sansheng to protect his eldest nephew. Watching 9.8kReads9.5Score1k14d adds

    Reader note

    He wanted to die, desperately so, and kept contemplating suicide.

42. 192 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.6kReads8.6Score39314d adds

    Reader note

    ① Just finished reading it. It's only 20,000 words, and I finished it in just over ten minutes. I cried the whole time. The author is so good at writing. "In this vast world, there is no one who loves me." A final letter left for my lover. ② The male lead dies of cancer. The female lead learns the truth four years later and commits suicide for love. I really couldn't hold back my tears when I read the male lead's diary. I cried so hard. My head was buzzing after I finished crying. And it's super short, you can finish it in twenty minutes. ③ Little fish, little fish, swim quickly, free in all directions. Super heartbreaking ④ It's not that he didn't love her anymore, it's not that there was anyone else, it wasn't like this before, it's that... Wen Ci... Was the most unrestrained... But the little Ci who was so afraid of pain actually committed suicide in the end, and even lost the only tile that belonged to him. That proud genius violinist will never come back... Zhou Ying, if you can do it all over again, let Wen Ci go... ⑤ I cried all day, I kept crying. I don't think it's heartbreaking, it's super heartbreaking. My mouth was full of bitterness from crying. How can a person's life be so difficult... He lived with his life, and I watched with my life. ⑥ Dual male leads, bad ending, "Boss, please accept me earlier in your next life, okay?", Only 52 chapters, made me cry like a dog. ⑦ Unsatisfied, a book that was ruined by the title. There are only 5 chapters, which can be read in 10 minutes. I didn't cry while reading, but when I saw the extra chapters on the author's homepage, I couldn't help it. ⑧ Super heartbreaking! Especially the first world. I cried my eyes out while reading it in my dormitory at night, and I didn't dare to make a sound. Every dimension ends with the female lead's death! It's so incredibly moving!!

43. 193 渣 The Scumbag Can't Have Me, Quick Transmigration 渣男对我求而不得【快穿】 Shui Mu Qing水木青Ancient Romance315k WordsCompleted After a car accident leaves her in a vegetative state, Lin Ruo is forced to bind herself to the Scumbag System and begins a masochistic quest to cling to the scumbag’s coattails. First World The scumbag emperor destroys her family and leaves her to die in a sea of flames in order to seize military power. After she dies, the emperor undergoes a dramatic change in personality and spends more than a decade consumed by regret. Lin Ruo rolls her eyes in disdain. [Scumbag Experience: 10%] Second World 5.2kReads9.1Score50414d adds
44. 194 指 A Feast at Your Fingertips 指尖盛宴 Forest Bath森之汤Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted Four years after they last saw each other, Gu Senning took Zeng Zhanzhan to court, accusing her of drugging him and taking the project files from his computer. He had no idea that four years earlier, she had been severely injured in a car accident while saving him, leaving her permanently blind... Later, Gu Senning was consumed by remorse. When she lay in the hospital, with no will to live, he was enjoying life! When she writhed in pain, her whole body convulsing and drenched in cold sweat, he s 4.7kReads8.2Score14114d adds

    Reader note

    The female lead's life after losing her sight is suffocating to watch [I almost cried].

45. 195 鬼 Demon Slayer: Who Fell in Love at First Sight with the Cloud Pillar Today? 鬼灭：今天谁又对云柱一见钟情了 Early Summer Tang初夏樘Two Male Leads318k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads ➕ Original Male Lead ➕ A True Harem Magnet] Not long ago, Tian Cangling was just an ordinary boy. He helped his family, looked after his younger brother, cooked with his mother, and gathered firewood with his father. He was perfectly content, though he never showed it. It wasn't that he didn't want to; he simply couldn't. Ling had never cried or laughed. It wasn't that he didn't want to smile; he just couldn't. Until one day, a demon entered his home, and Ling thought it was hum 1.7kReads8.9Score19814d adds

    Reader note

    Although it's a happy ending, I felt very disappointed after reading it.

46. 196 醒 Wake Up, Bro, You're Not the Heroine 醒醒，哥不是女主 Xiao Si枭祀Two Male Leads839k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration + two male leads + uke protagonist + both virgins + love and hate + angst + bad endings in some worlds] System: Hello, Host. Your task is to play the great villain, help the male and female leads grow, then fake your death and leave. Mo Li: Is making the male lead fall in love with me part of the mission? System: ...? Mo Li: The male lead... Wait, do I lose points for dying with him, too? World 1: The little enemy I raised myself x Underworld kingpin World 2: Gentle, devo 4.5kReads8.9Score56514d adds

    Reader note

    Uh, the first book... Well, most of the beginning is a bit angsty. The second book is all angst. If you can get through the third book, I can only suggest switching to something sweeter. The third book is a bit heartbreaking when the prince's beloved dies, and when his brother is poisoned because of him. The fourth book is a story about a walnut seller and Master Li. The fifth book is a bit angsty, but it's just filler; don't bother reading it. The sixth book, "The Moonlight Was So Bright, Yet It Will Eventually Die," is about a protagonist without emotions, whose actions are all for a few vague orders. The eighth book is quite heartbreaking when the protagonist is captured by the enemy. Of course, everyone's feelings are different. That's all for now. Choose whichever book you like. If you don't like any of them, try another store. I'll take my leave now. Oh, and by the way, remember to forget your brain when reading these.

47. 197 本 This King's Sleeve Is Thoroughly Severed 本王这袖，断的彻底 Born Under a Lucky Star八字过硬Two Male Leads562k WordsCompleted [Preorders for The World Cannot Keep What It Loves Most open at 7:00 p.m. on Saturday, August 15. For the first 15 minutes, signed copies are available with no quantity limit; from 16 to 30 minutes, copies personally signed by the author are available with no quantity limit!] [Two male leads + The prince has a bit of a sense of humor] Everyone knew Prince Pu was gay. Even the man on the imperial throne turned a blind eye. Prince Pu had loved many people in his life. A horseman from the frontier 34.7kReads9.6Score5k14d adds
48. 198 无 No Official Relationship 无实名关系 Three Three Days三三日Modern Romance349k WordsCompleted New rating just in: [Brooding, insecure sweetheart vs. aloof on the outside, warm-hearted young master] [Rekindled romance | School life first, then city life | Each other's first love | Happy ending] * Cheng Zhike witnessed a farcical debt-collection scene in a dead-end alley. He was just an onlooker enjoying the spectacle, but somehow ended up taking home the filthy schoolmate who was being hounded for money. The schoolmate was beautiful, with sparkling, limpid almond eyes that seemed able t 17.8kReads8.1Score1.7k14d adds

    Reader note

    The female lead was pushed off a building by her biological father, and the male lead witnessed it and was heartbroken. Even after they reconciled, the female lead still suffered from depression and began hallucinating. [Crying][crying] The male lead kept guiding her. [Crying][crying][almost crying]

49. 199 咒 Jujutsu Kaisen: Suguru Geto, My Foolish Little Sister 咒回：夏油杰，我愚蠢的妹啊 Hello Everyone, I'm Little French Dragon大家好我是法国小龙龙Anime Fanfiction463k WordsCompleted [Everyone’s darling + yandere + suffocating love] My name is Natsu Yuyame, and I’m Natsu Yujie’s younger sister. My brother is kind and handsome, and he treats me very well. His friends are all dependable too. That day, I came home as usual, only to find my parents lying in pools of blood. Terrified, I rushed toward my brother, only to see him reach out to me through his tears 2.3kReads7.1Score25814d adds

    Reader note

    The first two are fan fiction, the last one is an autobiography.

50. 200 火 The Ruins on Mars Are Revealed: The Thirteen Loyal Sons 火星遗迹曝光，忠烈十三子 Suanni Roars狻猊咆哮Sci-Fi & Apocalypse478k WordsCompleted In 2066, a scientific research base is completed on Mars, and researchers head to Mount Olympus to collect data. On the far side of the mountain, a dust-covered battlefield comes into view. The wreckage of shattered warships. Giant steel mechs. A massive head buried in the dust. And a familiar red flag, standing tall on a platform at the very center of the far side of the mountain. What kind of battle took place here? Blood had congealed into fortresses, shattered, then congealed once more! It w 14.9kReads9.5Score1.2k14d adds

Other lists with Little Bedtime Physics Stories to Hypnotize My Insomniac Girlfriend