Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain

101 越 After Escaping Prison, the Mercenary Heiress Turns the Wealthy World Upside Down Beichuan XinglanModern Romance590k WordsCompleted 22.3kReads9.4Score2.9kShelves

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The girl who didn't even dare to step on an ant when she was a child was kidnapped and became the leader of the Blood Blade mercenaries, and she was still ranked first in the mercenary rankings. There is a chapter where she was taking swimming lessons at school. After taking off her clothes, her body was covered with old gunshot wounds and knife wounds, which made her family feel distressed. In the end, Xunxun made me cry when she talked about her own experience. I really recommend it [note]

102 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich546k WordsCompleted 45.1kReads9.5Score7.3kShelves

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No more talk. My hands and feet are numb [laughs]

103 人 A Brief History of Human Torture Mark P. DonnellyHistorical151k WordsCompleted 13.6kReads9.6Score1.8kShelves

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Just looking at that picture makes me feel very painful [smile]

104 被 After Being Forced to Become the Protagonist of a Hot-Blooded Comic, He Immediately Escaped to Death A Moon RabbitUrban1.0M WordsCompleted 24.2kReads9.1Score3.2kShelves

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The first book is very sad just looking at the pictures, and the second book is the author's... Self-report... [Almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying]

105 被 Thousands of People Who Had Their Bodies Taken Away Said: I'll Destroy It, You Can Do Whatever You Want Listening to the Evening's Song in the Breeze287k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads9.4Score170Shelves

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It's really sad [almost crying]

106 黑 The Beautiful, Powerful and Miserable Vest of Hei Ye's Family Is No Longer Guaranteed! Heated Lemon Water341k WordsCompleted 22.6kReads9.5Score3.5kShelves

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Then what you want is that the first and third books are both excellent. They are both written by the same author. Both have foreshadowing to have despair. Only when the sweetness is over can you know how bitter it is. The first volume is connected together as a whole, but it is not complete yet, so I suggest you pick it up. Forget it, I still don't mind. The author updates too slowly. It only takes two or three pictures a month to keep them. The third book is divided into two volumes. This is the second volume. The first volume is sweet, and the second volume is pure torture. The second volume is pure torture until death. If you don't want to die, you will torture to death.

107 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Ruthless, Feral, and Fierce Ke Xiaoyao1.5M WordsCompleted 5.3kReads9.3Score612Shelves

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It's really sad. I think I shed a lot of tears, but I burst into tears when I first watched the beginning. Although I knew Qiuqiu was acting, I felt really uncomfortable. I wanted to kill him more than once. If you can't accept it later, you don't have to watch it. I highly recommend the first world.

108 我 I Have Never Truly Lived Xiaohu Who Likes Cats and DogsModern Romance118k WordsCompleted 8kReads6.8Score1.7kShelves

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Just looking at this, I cried, I don't even know why [laughing]

109 藏 A Secret Marriage, Burned to Ashes Broad-Minded and StrongModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 12kReads8.8Score714Shelves

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Read this book at night, and I guarantee that your eyes will be swollen when you wake up the next day. The heroine was tortured into schizophrenia and hallucinations (of course, she was forced to do so by her own guilt). In the end, she jumped directly from the rooftop. Don't cry too much [cry] [cry]

110 神 The Gods Descend, and I Go on a Rampage When I See Their Health Bars! Don't Eat Fish PorridgeUrban3.2M WordsCompleted 142.6kReads9.3Score16.2kShelves

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The children were all stunned by the knife

111 假 If Only I Were Allowed to Be Young Again Mori No YuModern Romance268k WordsCompleted 5.9kReads9.1Score375Shelves

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Every word reveals desperate abuse! The heroine is so miserable [crying][crying][crying]

112 当 When He Stopped Running Away, He Panicked Nan Ningna313k WordsCompleted 8kReads8.8Score594Shelves

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They're both cruel and beautiful.

115 全 After All Members Be, the World Merges Still Water Garden463k WordsCompleted 8.1kReads5.8Score1.1kShelves

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💥💥This book is super awesome, I hope those who like pornographic stories can read it! The abuse index is 10. The protagonist is abandoned six times. He remembers each time hard, and takes it seriously every time, but fails every time. He never knows how to love, learns to love, changes from clumsy to mature, and grows up slowly, but every task of his is not easy. It is really sad!

116 长 Eldest Son: My Siblings Simulated My Life, and I Broke Down in Tears Flight CaptainUrban1.1M WordsCompleted 24.9kReads9.5Score4.1kShelves

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He twisted his body to avoid the place where his father looked at his needle holes and scars. He knew that such a dirty self could not really be considered the hope that his parents had placed on him in the past. But he still wanted to ask his father, even in a dream. "Dad, I've always wanted to ask you something." "Do you feel proud or embarrassed that your child is living like this?"

117 读 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite Hui LiModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 11.4kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves

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The description of the original family in the middle is particularly suffocating. The heroine herself suffers from depression. She doesn't want to live after traveling through time, but is she slowly redeemed later?

118 重 After I Was Reborn, the Movie Emperor's White Moonlight Turned Dark Baili Cha Cha1.6M WordsCompleted 20.5kReads9.5Score2.9kShelves

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These two books are the kind of books where every word reveals despair. It made me feel so uncomfortable when I read them, and I felt very immersed in them.

121 我 I Just Got Dumped, and Now I've Transmigrated into The Grave Robbers' Chronicles Pu Pu Yu Yu959k WordsCompleted 1.7kReads7.7Score213Shelves

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Tomb robbers belong to the sunshine-depressive type. They are the kind who usually look very sunny, but are very fragile and a bit yandere.

122 鬼 Demon Slayer: The Heartthrob Begs You to Let Them Go Early Summer Tang318k WordsCompleted 2.1kReads8.9Score249Shelves

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Although it is HE, I feel very sorry after reading it.

123 模 After a Thousand Simulations, I've Mastered the Escape Game Eat a Billion LessUrban1.1M WordsCompleted 111.1kReads9.6Score14.4kShelves

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The same author, the first book is full of swords, the second book is sugar-coated swords, and the third book is an extra chapter of the second book... Okay, now it has become Qing Zhou, and I have the illusion that I am about to be stabbed again... But! The books are really beautiful!

125 夫 The Third Year After His Wife Left White DogAncient Romance195k WordsCompleted 15kReads9.1Score1.6kShelves

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Three years after the death of the heroine, she returned to the hero in the state of her soul. In the end, the heroine's wish came true and she left [crying] [crying] [crying] It really felt like all this was imagined by the male protagonist [crying] [crying] [crying] 🍅 She looked up and saw Pei Jizhi standing there, still looking at the sky. His eyes were moist, but there was a smile on his lips. "Silly." She hit Pei Jizhi on the shoulder, "What are you thinking about." Pei Jizhi lowered his eyes and blinked his long eyelashes slowly, "I was thinking." "My wild geese are really going to fly away."

126 白 The Speaker Is Cold During the Day, and Coaxes Crazy Critics at Night The Ninth Day of the Cold Lunar Month467k WordsCompleted 6.3kReads9.3Score1kShelves

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Highly recommend the first book! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Woohoo, bunny

130 疯 Crazy and Exciting, the Boss's Cold Beauty Is Too Untamable Star Falls on Nanshan1.0M WordsOngoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Shuangnan Lord, a big joke, endures in hiding, has no courage to live, has been threatened, cannot die, is in pain,

133 重 Reborn a Hundred Times, Feng Aotian Was Tortured Stupidly by Me Half a Palace ChiefUrban690k WordsCompleted 2.1kReads7.0Score215Shelves

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Both are ok. The third book is very real and has a strong sense of despair (the more you read, the more you can feel it). The second book is more brutal in the early stages, and the author has not updated it yet. The first book is similar to the second one, but the first one is basically full of abuse. In summary, the third book has a stronger sense of despair, and the first one is more sadistic. The second book is not so cruel

135 大 The Boy Picked up by Heavy Snow Killed My Whole Family Purple DesireAncient Romance11k WordsCompleted 1.3kReads9.4Score—Shelves

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I was already very desperate when I read the question, but after the twist, I became even more desperate. I cried to death [crying]

136 全 I’m the Only One in the World Without Superpowers Do Not Speak of ImmortalitySci-Fi & Apocalypse1.4M WordsCompleted 18.7kReads5.8Score1.7kShelves

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The first one is a little bit, but not bad. The second one has two male protagonists and my wife is suffering so much. The third one is a bit slow in the early stages and I have to wait and see if the author makes changes later. The fourth one is really despairing.

137 我 I Became the Global Hell Game Manager Ancient FerryMystery1.2M WordsOngoing 1.3kReads5.8Score177Shelves

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Even the first one is quite dark, and the second one is particularly depressing and very exciting.

139 合 Shared Apartment: Two Months Left to Live, Don't Fall in Love with Me A Song of the Starry HanUrban174k WordsCompleted 528Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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Violent, lost 20 pounds

140 我 After CCTV Exposed Me, the Entire Internet Was Left Devastated My Dream Is to Be a LandlordUrban251k WordsCompleted 28.1kReads8.8Score1.7kShelves

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"The only way to see you, but you say it's delusion"

141 我 I Am Not the God of Drama Three Nine Sound DomainUrban4.0M WordsCompleted 1.7MReads9.9Score172.5kShelves

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The first book was mainly enjoyable, but some parts made me cry. For example, the world is real, the emotions are real, the memories are real, and the protagonist is fake... The master who was good to him treated him as a chess piece that could be discarded at any time. He lost a heart, and the younger brother who trusted him unconditionally was also dead long ago. His younger brother could have become a god, but he refused to play the Shinto again and again, and the protagonist was abandoned by the Shinto. His brother forged a twisted play of the Shinto for him, and then completely perished... The second book is mainly about suspense and imagination. The biographies of some characters are particularly easy to cry, and the protagonist himself is also very easy to cry. For example, the world is half true and half false, partners are real, memories are real, emotions are real, the desire to escape is also real, love is fake... The lover is also fake... He has no support. , He couldn't really trust a person, but he exchanged his life for everyone's liberation... In the Land of Ending, everyone looked the same as when they came in, and after 70 years of planning, he finally gave happiness to all the people in the Land of Ending and allowed them to escape, but the person who brought happiness stayed there forever...

142 我 Slay the Gods Three Nine Sound DomainUrban4.3M WordsCompleted 1.3MReads9.9Score170.6kShelves

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Friends of Chao Jue Dao Ziwen [Sending Hearts]

143 被 Years After Being Forced to Love Green Mountain Smiles413k WordsCompleted 49.8kReads9.4Score5.6kShelves

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Really powerless

145 谁 Whose Serious Male Protagonist Died in Love with the Villain? Owl Sacrifice839k WordsCompleted 6.1kReads8.9Score1kShelves

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Well, the first book, uh, most of them have knives in the front. The second book is full of knives. If you can read the third book, I can only say that you should change it to a sweet one. The third book was a little cruel when the prince's sweetheart died and his brother was poisoned for him. The fourth book is a story about selling walnuts and Li Qiye. The fifth book is a little sad but it is used by mistake. The sixth moonlight is so bright, it will eventually dim. In the 7th book, the protagonist has no emotions and everything is just for a few vague orders. In the 8th book, the part where the protagonist is captured by the enemy is quite cruel. Of course, everyone has different feelings. That's it. You can pick which book you want to read. If you don't like all the books, go to another store and look at it. Dear guests, I'm a little ahead of the curve. Oh, by the way, remember to lose your mind when watching these