Before I Jumped Into the Sea Because of My Terminal Illness, Everyone Begged for My Forgiveness

Name: Before I Jumped Into the Sea Because of My Terminal Illness, Everyone Begged for My Forgiveness
Author: Cha Xixi

绝症跳海前，全员为我火葬场

by Cha Xixi (茶西西)

Status: Completed
Length: 508k Words
Genre: Modern Romance
Subgenre: Modern Romance High-Concept
Updated: 2y ago
Source: Fanqie

Request a translation

Refreshed 17h ago

GPT-6 Luna

Report

Stats

235Chapters

337Reads

8.0Score

11Listens

74.5kReads · all time

Synopsis

[Everyone faces consequences + no forgiveness + going off the rails] Yun Li was brilliant, graceful, and well-mannered. From the day she was born, she was the child other people’s parents held up as an example. But in her family’s eyes, she was worth less than one fake tear from her adopted sister. They ignored and misunderstood her, calling her a hypocritical, selfish snake. At first, she thought that if she were obedient and well-behaved enough, even an unloved child might get a little sweetness. Only after her family joined forces to have her committed to a psychiatric hospital did she realize she was merely a stepping stone for the heroine of a book she had transmigrated into, a disposable pawn in someone else’s schemes. Later, she truly became the person her family thought she was. Anyone who saw her trembled and called her a “lunatic.” - The Yun family somehow became bound to a System designed to make them win Yun Li over. At first, they scoffed. That wicked little sister (daughter) would come running like a puppy with just a crook of their fingers. But after leaving the hospital, Yun Li was a tiger bristling with spikes. She rejected their concern and ignored their efforts, treating every one of them equally as she wrecked their lives. Everyone began losing years off their lives, losing money, and falling ill with ailments both big and small… Forced to investigate what she had gone through and show her understanding and care, they finally realized how badly they had been wrong. But before they could make it up to her, she died. They all repented and begged her to come back, reduced to utter humility. - The first time Shen Siyan met Yun Li, he knew she was an uninteresting girl who was starved for love and had been bullied far too much. But he couldn’t bring himself to meddle in another family’s affairs. When they met again, Yun Li had changed completely. She tempted him and flirted with him, then distanced herself and abandoned him just as he willingly sank into her spell. During the years Shen Siyan searched for her with no claim to her, he went mad with a single thought: to become part of her family. (No male lead in the main story)

More by this author

Tempt Him to Act Coquettishly Cha Xixi

Being the Queen Mother in the Epileptic Novel, Chuang Feiba Always Laughs Haha Cha Xixi

Shocking! After Our Whirlwind Wedding, My Billionaire Husband Turned on the Charm Cha Xixi

After Reading the Mind of a Crazy Obsessive, the Entire Showbiz World Lined Up to Lose Their Personas Cha Xixi

Reborn as the Foil: The Wealthy Stepmom's Relentless Face-Slapping Cha Xixi

The Fake Heiress Can Hear Thoughts, and Her Five Brothers Go Crazy for Me Cha Xixi

What?! My Simp’s Strategy Is Raising My Gu Poison, and Now He’s Gone Mad and Buried Them All Cha Xixi

In booklists 51

Explore more →

The Kind of Story That Twists Your Heart in Agony, Yet You Can't Stop Reading

Please recommend something! Any genre is fine.

869Books25.2MViews17hUpdated

Your Number One Modern Romance

954Books21.2MViews18hUpdated

Any Stories Where the Female Lead Is Driven to Her Death by Her Brothers in a Past Life, Then Reborn and Her Brothers Regret It

In her past life, the female lead was the real daughter, but her brothers drove her to her death. After being reborn, she regretted what she'd done, and the female lead forgave them.

144Books22.2MViews19hUpdated

A Protagonist Who Keeps Fainting, Coughing Up Blood, Nearly Dying, and Suffering Serious Injuries

First of all, I'm not mentally ill (though I've never been tested), but I get really excited and smile when I read novels like this.

485Books28.7MViews21hUpdated

The Prince Finds Out His Princess Was Pregnant from Her Remains, and His Hair Turns White Overnight

233Books127.3MViews23hUpdated

Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain

I have an extremely high tear threshold. In the novels I've read before, I only felt regret or thought things were unfair, but I have never actually cried for the characters.

377Books8.9MViews1dUpdated

Extremely Angsty, the Kind That Breaks Your Heart and Brings You to Tears

Heartbreakingly angsty, like *A Love That Eats Away at Your Bones*.

1.1kBooks1.2BViews1dUpdated

Make Him Suffer! The Wife-Chasing Crematorium!!

Main focus: put the male lead through the wringer, then make him grovel to win his wife back. Either a bad or happy ending is fine. Quick transmigration, modern, or historical settings are all okay. Just looking for good writing 🌷

645Books12.2MViews1dUpdated

Any Heroines Who Are Utterly Cold and Rational From Start to Finish?

Waiting for book recommendations!!!

391Books11.3MViews1dUpdated

I Have a High Crying Threshold, Any Novels That Will Reduce Me to Tears?

Sweet, moving, and heartbreaking all at once.

575Books9.8MViews1dUpdated

Angsty Stories! The Kind with Family Drama! Anything? Parents Who Play Favorites!

Are there any stories about parents playing favorites, emotionally blackmailing their children under the guise of doing what's best for them, or escaping one's original family?

377Books12.9MViews1dUpdated

The Heroine Is a Madwoman Who Hides Behind an Innocent, Harmless Facade, and People Can Read Her Mind

199Books5.5MViews2dUpdated

Stories About a Powerful Female Lead Who's Sickly and Heartbreaking to Read About

Novels with an independent heroine who doesn't rely on the male lead, often gets sick or has poor health, and keeps pushing herself and fighting on alone.

252Books16.5MViews2dUpdated

The Heroine Is World-Weary, Gloomy, Lazy Yet Powerful, and Doesn't Care Even If the World Is Destroyed

There’s a male lead, and the story focuses on romance. He’s a roguish charmer who knows how to flirt, and he becomes the female lead’s salvation.

283Books9.1MViews2dUpdated

She Died Miserably in Her Past Life. After Being Reborn, She No Longer Longs for His Love...

378Books5.3MViews2dUpdated

Tearjerkers: Protecting Others by Sacrificing Oneself

Transmigrate to

633Books45.2MViews2dUpdated

Please, Any Stories With a Frail, Heart-Sick Female Lead Who Often Faints, Falls Seriously Ill, and Coughs Up Blood?

Looking for books like *The Frail Young Lady from the Richest Family Turns the Elite World Upside Down*.

264Books9.1MViews2dUpdated

A Prodigal Turns Over a New Leaf and Chases His Wife, with the Hero Put Through Emotional Hell

Are there any stories where the male lead misunderstands the heroine and deliberately carouses with other women, then has to go through hell to win her back? The heroine shouldn't be lovesick or submissive. I want the male lead to suffer satisfyingly. I've read so many where he turns over a new leaf and wins her over with just one sentence. Ideally, neither of them has been with anyone else 😢

348Books5.8MViews2dUpdated

Angst Novels! Torture the Male Lead! Make It Hurt!!! Female Lead Tormenting the Male Lead?!

Angst stories???????

731Books6.8MViews3dUpdated

Heartbreakingly Angsty Stories That Make Your Heart Hurt

I've read quite a lot of angsty stories before, and I'm usually a bit sentimental. I love listening to sad songs and hearing sad stories, too. I've already read *Bone-Deep Crisis*, *He Said Our Love Came Too Late*, and *May You Shine as Bright as the Stars*... I'd prefer something with lots of chapters, since I'm a night owl.

886Books101.1MViews4dUpdated

Give Me the Most Heartbreaking Books on Tomato Novel

I’ve read all the highly rated tearjerkers on Tomato, but at most they’ve made me feel wistful. Not one has made me cry. Please, I want to know what it feels like to cry while reading.

312Books526.1kViews4dUpdated

Husband-Chasing Crematorium, Where the Female Lead Wounds the Male Lead Beyond Recognition and Leaves Him Heartbroken

748Books22.1MViews4dUpdated

Any Novels Where the Female Lead Has a Serious Illness and Hides It from Everyone, but Somewhere Along the Way Everyone...

202Books20.2MViews7dUpdated

Are There Any Books Where the Female Lead Is Alive but Has No Desire to Live?

Looking for books like The Duke's Daughter Has No Will to Survive. The heroine has been through a lot and is so sensible it breaks your heart.

214Books14.9MViews7dUpdated

Reader comments 19

Google Translate

I hope the heroine can be beautiful alone and don't arrange CP for her. After all, the heroine asked Shen for help when she was in trouble, but Shen refused. I have no good impressions of Shen. Instead, it's her ex-system, wow, I love her so much (⑉°з°)-♡
35 likes2y ago
It's very well written. I hope no one will forgive the heroine, including the hero.
34 likes2y ago
Super good-looking, I like the heroine very much, and I feel sorry for the heroine. My precious heroine is so good. Those people are so tmj. I hope my heroine has a good life and lives a happy life. It doesn't matter if there is a male protagonist. It's better if the heroine is beautiful alone. If there is a male protagonist, I hope it is Wen Xu. I think Wen Xu has a good personality, but I still hope that my heroine can be happy and be herself.
30 likes2y ago
It's a very good book. The heroine has no love brain. It's a cool article, but I feel a little sorry for the heroine. Netizens on the Internet follow the wind, good or bad, and just look at the direction of the wind, and the heroine is thrown rotten eggs. It's true. The evil nature of human nature is vividly reflected. Some netizens don't recognize themselves on the Internet.
12 likes2y ago
Depend on! Why is it like this when you see Renren's family? Forget it, I feel sorry for my baby Li Li [almost crying]
6 likes2y ago
This is a book that makes people want to cry but cannot, and want to laugh but cannot. At the end of the article, there are three extra endings, which can be said to be two, one is fantasy, one is real, and the other is rebirth for love. The story of this theme is very novel. The new heroine who travels through the book seizes the opportunity of the original heroine, frames the original heroine, and the original heroine is selected by the system to do a quick time travel mission. After completing the book, she comes back to subvert the new heroine, make everyone fly, and become a heartless and ruthless heroine! ! !
4 likes1y ago
It seems pretty good so far. I just hope the heroine doesn't fall in love with Shen, otherwise she will feel like she can't let go when she's being abused from behind.
4 likes2y ago
Very beautiful, so cool
4 likes2y ago
It's pretty (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡ but I don't like the male protagonist.
3 likes2y ago
It's really a crematorium for everyone.
3 likes2y ago

Save search