The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died

It's good. Although the tropes of the same old "addictive parents" genre are quite common, I still think this book is very enjoyable. I even cried when the mother tried to cheer the protagonist up in the extra chapter… Please don't kill me with the knife of family ties…😢😢😢

Keep it up, author! It's definitely difficult to write about the thoughts of someone with depression from a first-person perspective. It's not your fault, though. I look forward to seeing even better writing from you. I can see a slight improvement in your opening and ending, though it's subtle and requires careful observation. It's like a hidden gem.

Iris and Lisianthus Desperate love and unwavering love 😢 I'm not shipping anymore. I just want He Yu to be happy in his next life, okay?

This book deeply moved me; the emotional descriptions are delicate, the writing is excellent, and I'm also a gay person myself.

It felt very real; the description of the narrator's helplessness and desire to die was very effective, conveying a sense of oppression tinged with despair.

It's so beautiful, it made my eyes well up with tears 😢😢 Homosexuality isn't a disease, He Yu, may you meet someone who loves you very much in your next life.

A not-too-long, angst-filled novel. Love is innocent, but it's just that we were born into the wrong world; love is no different in essence, yet we have to endure the rest of our lives in this world. Keep up the good work, author! ~(づ￣3￣)づ╭❤~Chu mi^

He Yu…you shouldn't be like this…you shouldn't be like this…love knows no gender…you deserve the best…why…why did God treat you like this? You should have been happy…if it hadn't been like this from the beginning…would you…be happy? Unfortunately…there are no ifs…He Yu…the moment you were sent to the rehabilitation center…was your heart already dead? Why did you speak of your experience so calmly…

The writing is truly excellent, capturing a sense of despair and helplessness. I hope everyone in the world is safe and sound. Yu Yu's name contains the character for "rice seedling" (禾), but unlike a rice seedling, she doesn't face the sun; instead, she grows forever in the mud. Even though she despises everything, everything clings to her like demons, just as her precarious dignity and worthless tears are forever buried in her heart.

This book is great, very realistic, and written from a first-person perspective, making it easy to immerse yourself in the story. However, it can have a slight lingering effect; those with a strong capacity for empathy might want to avoid it as it can be quite emotionally draining. I really enjoyed it; I loved the protagonist and the mother.