
The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died
死前,我唯一想记录的
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- 2y ago
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It's good-looking. Although there are already a lot of routines in Jie Tongshu, I still think this book is very good-looking. When my mother tried to make the protagonist happy in the extra chapter, I really shed tears... Don't use the family knife to kill me... [Crying] [crying] [crying]
Come on, author, it's really difficult to write about depression from a first-person perspective. It's not your problem. I hope you can write better. I can see the improvement in your writing at the beginning and end. It's very small. You have to be careful to see it. It's like a treasure.
Irises and lisianthus Desperate love and everlasting love [crying] I don't want to use cp anymore. I want He Yu to be happy in his next life, okay?
This book made me feel deeply. The emotional description is delicate and the writing is very good. I am also a homosexual.
It feels very real, and the powerlessness of ""I"" wanting to die is well described. It feels like there is a hint of despair in the depression.
It's so beautiful, my eyes are popping up when I look at it [crying] [crying] Homosexuality is not a disease. He Yu will meet someone who loves you very much in his next life.
It's not a particularly long book, but it's a sadistic novel. Love is innocent in nature, but it's just that you were born in the wrong world; love is the same in nature, but you have to spend the rest of your life in the world. Thank you so much for the author~(づ ̄3 ̄)づ╭❤~Mi^
He Yu... You shouldn't be like this... You shouldn't be like this... Obviously love has no gender distinction... Obviously you deserve the best... Why... Why does God treat you like this? You should be happy... If it wasn't like this at the beginning... Would you... Be happy? It's a pity... There is no if... He Yu... The moment you were sent to the training center... Were you already heartbroken? Why did you tell your experience in such calm words... The sadness and numbness buried in it makes me feel bad... He Yu... I will not forget you... And I don't want to forget... This is not interesting... What was your mentality at the time when you said it to make people forget you? The guys at the Jie Tong Institute have smoothed your edges out... He Yu... You've had a hard time... Go to sleep again... When you wake up... Everything will be fine... [Crying] [crying] [crying]
The writing is really good. It expresses the feeling of despair and helplessness. I hope everyone in the world is safe. Yuyu, He with He Miao in his name, does not face the sun like He Miao, but grows forever under the mud. Even though he hates all things, all things are like evil ghosts that are crazy about them. Like dignity in jeopardy, worthless tears will always be buried in the heart.
This book is very good, very real, and it is from the first point of view. It is easy to get into it, but there are some sequelae. If you have strong empathy, try not to read it. It is easy to cry. I like this book very much. I like the protagonist very much. I like the mother very much. The way the protagonist dies is also very good. The doctor and his boyfriend are also very good. The psychological description of the protagonist is also very good. When you enter it, you can really hear the same words as the protagonist's head. I feel like I am the protagonist. I seem to have experienced the same thing as him. I really like this book.