My Everyday Travels with Beautiful Girls, Despite My Hatred of Women

We are not going to discuss what subjectivity is defined in serious philosophy here. We will only talk about the behaviors and states shown in real life that can be described by this word The three male protagonists of the alienation of the solar system should have subjectivity. They all essentially despise the universe of the solar system. What everyone pursues does not care about the evaluation of others and the system Yuan Luo seems to be a money addict, but he is not pursuing wealth itself. His purpose is very pure, just to play with dolphins freely, so that person seems to be called Owen, right? He was stupid when they wanted to spend money to poach him. He wants to move, it's for the dolphins, but when Yinga disturbed him, he didn't care about wealth at all, and directly killed the god Kelin's lifelong pursuit is the love with me as the main one. Even a faceless person like him doesn't need to lose his dignity to please others - that is, she is the main one - - To obtain it in a way, Beckley Beauty should actually be the ultimate substitute for second-tier games that do not engage in trouble and are purely charming. Even if it is only obtained in exchange for credit coins, it is a counterfeit that uses technical means to infinitely approximate the real thing. But who can say that it cannot be better than the illusion-like real thing obtained by losing subjectivity? Yin Jia, in order to prove his credit currency divine way, fights against the entire market on his own As for Song Wenbin, I don't know who he is, what he is doing, and what he wants Who is he? In fact, he is just a street kid. He is nothing if not in front of the stage set up by the camera. This is existence without subjectivity What does he want? I am afraid he has not figured it out himself At the end of the Arctic Volume, we guess that he started to build a factory in order to increase his debt, extend the loan repayment time, and stay away from women In fact, at first glance, he is not at all Thinking this way, he inexplicably took over this mess that was cheating his father, and then asked Huo Yu to borrow money as if he had thrown himself into a trap, and then started to bring goods in a daze If he really wanted to make money, get rid of the constraints of his identity, and be able to be with the heroine on the premise of being financially independent, or to enjoy his own freedom without being with the heroine, then he should actually hurry up. Repay the loan, and hold on to Seal and the program to attract traffic and monetize it first Moreover, there is absolutely no need to take over this factory that has no hope If he really wants to improve his work and provide some benefits to his fans, he should take the initiative to conceive the program and discuss with the producer, planner, and director how to insert work into the show. , So different from his previous enthusiasm for racking his brains to make up stories During the New Year's Eve dinner, he said that he loved fans, but in the igloo, he changed his mind and said it was all business. It should be said that he thanked his fans for raising him and giving him a sense of existence, but he had no feelings for the whole life Moreover, he has not had any real life for more than a year and a half. Can he still be called a fan now? This was written in the morning, and sure enough, he was going to start looking for a transformation at noon But what he was thinking about here was still what he could do to survive. Just like making up stories at that time, if someone wanted to read it, he would do it if he could survive But he still had not thought about what he wanted to do, what he wanted to be - was it his life that he loved? To survive, you have to cater to the market. This means will without subjectivity On the other hand, the subjectivity of the two heroines and many other characters is much stronger than that of the protagonist. On the boat, Song Wenbin said to Su Tina, as long as you exist, you are awesome. In Oslo, he envied Huo Yu's unparalleled Violence, just beat whoever is unhappy Huo Yu's ability to do whatever he says and Sutina's willfulness not to do it reflect the subjectivity of the will In this way, we can describe it a little. Subjectivity should at least include, if there are no other restrictions, then what do I want to do? If there are other restrictions, can I not do this? You're right, but I don't care. Song Wenbin can't do it. He spoke very nicely in the auditorium, but he doesn't even have what he wants to do or what he loves. He is now being coerced by his fans and manipulated by Shen Tujia's evil hands. He can't help himself and has to care about others' evaluation What about subjectivity? How can people without subjectivity get true freedom and happiness? Of course, the vast majority of people have no subjectivity. If there is anything good, they will live without it. Jpg However, he is not without it at all. For example, when others scolded him for watching the bad guys, he didn't care. Lao Ma advised him that he must get a good car for his identity, so he just rode Lao Ma's second-hand horse away This is a manifestation of subjectivity, enjoying what you like and suit yourself, and not caring about what others will say Can he go further? Whether he can reconcile with his family, whether his career is successful, whether he can foil Shen Tujia's conspiracy, whether he can win the beauty back, is not unimportant, but it is all secondary In real life, can Song Wenbin construct his own subjectivity in his material life and deep inside his heart? Wait and see

Wearing the cloak of magical realism, we are engaged in magical and weird adventures, but there is always only one real main line: Song's inner contradiction. I like this way of writing from the big to the small and then from the small to the big.           ，            ，，： He is not a failure, he is already the envy of many people. Even if he is no longer disgusted, can the light of the past dissipate? The sun can set, but everyone knows that he has risen before, and he has won too much.                                                                                                                                                                                         Life is not a multiple-choice question, why not if you can obviously want them all? Why not do it if you can obviously do it? Why can't I cross that line? Lower the bottom line and usher in success; stick to your dignity and have nothing.             ，；，；，，，，，，， There are as many such people in the vast sea of ​​people as there are sands in the Sahara Desert.             ，，             ，，，，，，，， He did not reconcile, but found the dragon in the end. The dragon has disappeared during the search process. After all, the dragon "only hears its sound but never sees its trace", just like an adolescent boy. Song finally passed his adolescence at the age of three.

At the end of the Extreme Volume, the scene where Song Wenbin shouted in the ice and snow, "My mortgage will take 30 years to repay!" Deeply shocked me. Not only the pain and struggle, but something deeper and stronger, that is the contradiction. Ever since I read I Am a Legend in junior high school, I have been particularly fond of tangled books. I was tortured to death every time, but I wanted to read them every time. Why is this? Now I may have found the answer. That's the contradiction. The so-called contradiction refers to the contradiction between people's own opinions. I want to study hard and make money, and I also want to be lazy and enjoy life. The diligent me denies the lazy me, but it is precisely because I want to pursue a better life and enjoy it that the diligent me can exist. Diligence and laziness, there is me in you, you in me, they deny each other but are inseparable. This is a kind of contradiction. And there are a lot of contradictions in each of us: we enjoy loneliness but also long for companionship, we both cherish the past but refuse to turn back time, we both pursue freedom but are afraid of losing safety... It can be said that human nature is a complex of contradictions. Song Wenbin in the book, because of his boring job, he, a marginalized person in society, was able to use his unique talents and rise rapidly, and he also met beauties like Huo Yu and Xiao Su. When he fell in love with the two of them and realized their love for him, and wanted to respond to this feeling, he realized with great pain: that love was for the teacher he hated. He is not sure whether he can still be loved after losing his love, and whether he deserves to be loved. Both disgusted and dependent on his identity as an anchor, longing for and afraid of love, accepting and escaping from reality, Song Wenbin has so many contradictions that they are almost exploding, like a super pressure cooker. As a reader, I am not misogynistic, nor do I long for love. I am not a loser under financial pressure, nor am I a successful anchor. However, the contradictory feeling that Song Wenbin experienced, and the huge pressure and pain it derived that can tear people apart, are extremely familiar. Conflicts with your family, conflicts with your elders, conflicts with old friends, conflicts with your girlfriend, conflicts with your incompetence... This is like a knife that has stabbed you countless times and reappears bloody in front of you. Just looking at it makes your heart start to feel phantom pain. That feeling was so real, so real that it was scary, so real that it was shit, so real that it was scary. I am reminded of what Bai Shou said: "The same story frame, changing the era, background, protagonist and supporting role, but constantly playing out at different times, is a meta-story." Perhaps, the "contradictory story" is a meta-story entangled in a series of works. Whenever I want to get rid of the contradictory and painful parts and only appreciate the beauty of love and the splendor of adventure, I painfully discover that those beauties and splendors are all born out of contradictions. I can't imagine a Song Wenbin who isn't conflicted, and I can't imagine a Huo Yu who isn't awkward. I can't imagine that these two people will intersect again in various forms in normal life. The contradictory plot, contradictory characters, and contradictory author not only make people feel frustrated and heartbroken, but also bloom with a unique, taboo and beautiful brilliance. Finally, let me end this article with the words of Teacher Wei. "I have occasionally heard people say that Andromeda and the Milky Way will merge into one in 200 million years. At that time, the stars in the sky will be a hundred times or a thousand times more spectacular than they are now. But when I hear these words, I am always afraid. Because after flying over each other, it gradually fades away. That glorious moment, but I don't know how many years of loneliness and darkness will be used to repay it..."

The roar in the storm is the cry of humanity against divinity, and the confrontation between reason and sensibility. ——Reflections on the completion of the first part of "Fear of Women" Imagine that when you are in front of a nest of ants, the next thing you want to do to find fun is to attack the group of ants: interfere with their lives, dispose of their lives, and manipulate their experiences. The fate of the ants is at your disposal. The ants don't know that life is different from the past and suddenly ushered in endless changes. It comes from an existence whose power, knowledge, and spirit (emotion) far exceed that of the ants, and he takes action for the purpose of fun. Of course, with the wisdom of an ant, one would probably not make such an association. But people will, this is "God", the broadest and most primitive image of God. The existence of this high position is also imagined by people themselves. It peels off the vulgar part of people's hearts and infinitely deepens and embellishes the transcendent part. In other words, a complete person has both divinity and humanity. Novel is actually a mirage, an illusion created by the colors of the world refracted by the creator's mind. The author's divine humanity, rationality and sensibility are also separated from each other. Divinity and rationality rise to construct the world view, generate cause and effect, and manipulate destiny. The human nature is reduced, transformed into the character, fleshed out, leading the plot, and the gears of the story begin to turn. When the author compiled his own play, he basically had the highest goal, which is an interesting story with ups and downs, bizarre and magnificent. At the end of the first part of "Fear of Women", Song Wenbin roared in the storm, and finally everyone gave up almost all their treasures to escape safely. It may seem like fantasy, but it is actually the author's concrete conception of the plot. When divinity and reason are preparing to build a more exciting context for the world (novel), the humanity and sensibility deep in the character "Song Wenbin" subconsciously know the actions of "God". This is also what Song Wenbin felt in the ocean. For the real him in the book, this was an irrelevant ordeal given to him by God. So Song Wenbin became angry and roared at "God". This was not only the cry of humanity against divinity, but also a confrontation between reason and sensibility. In the end, the confrontation ends, the storm dissipates, and readers see a more satisfactory ending. However, we still don't know which side the author chose in the end, and whether rationality and divinity temporarily retreated to brewing a deeper disaster. Ps: It doesn't matter if it's slower, the quality must be high. Ps: I am Huo Yudang, I am very happy. Ps: I want to see the leader of the female industry suffer.

After reading obsessively for almost a day and night, I finally got the update. After enjoying such a delicious spiritual meal, what followed was a flood of emptiness. I kept recalling bits and pieces of the story in my mind, and wanted to write down some of my thoughts before I forgot the plot. I haven't read many novels. The last "road novel" was "Embers of Fire" by Squid. In fact, "Lord of the Mysteries" is also a bit "road", but it is mainly fantasy. Yes, that's right, I also define this novel as a "road novel". Of course, this is just the most appropriate word I can find based on my shallow knowledge. Africa, Somalia, Seoul, Siberia... Travel after trip, adventure after adventure, and struggle again and again. I don't want to retell the exquisite plot in my pale language, because these words allow me to fly beyond the constraints of space, appreciate the beauty of nature with the protagonists, and also let me experience the pain, madness and helplessness of human society. The more realistic background brings a deeper sense of immersion. Being about the same age as the protagonist, I was inevitably in a similar situation. Work, parents, love, friends... A few simple words like a mantra gradually strangled my head and choked my throat, slowly tightening as the years passed. I wonder if you and I in the warm water have ever woken up in the middle of the night. Freedom, this word that I once took lightly was dug out of the old paper pile again. Su is right, no matter how powerful the external force is, it is the mind that matters in the end. The monkey head in Africa, the pig head in Somalia, the living Buddha in Seoul, the red color in Siberia... This reminds me of a famous experiment, Harvard University's "Hope" experiment, which talks about putting mice in water. Normally, they can only persist for 15 minutes, but when the mice are about to drown, they are taken out of the water, let them rest for a while and then put them back into the water. They can actually persist for 60 hours. That's right, it's hours. I am no different from the mouse, the protagonist, the author, and the people in Africa, Somalia, Seoul, and Siberia. Hope is like Sutina's little finger, as gentle as water and as soft as spring breeze. She looked at the strongest man in the team, at the male lions in the pride, engaging in flesh-and-blood intellectual battles in modern society. That's right, I don't like Sutina. After this dream trip is over, when I return to the daily necessities of life, and when I take off the coat of the luxury car, maybe only the booth in the container at Longchang can hold my broken body. Recalling what the protagonist said at the end of the first chapter, perhaps the most terrifying thought in the world is hope.

The book is a good book and worth reading, but don't get too involved. The following contains spoilers. Let's talk about the book "Misogyny", and it has nothing to do with misogyny. Su, the family is superior, Kochi, Yu, force t0, directly create an industry, just the conditions of Suyu, what kind of boxer should not get involved. As for Song Dynasty, Song Dynasty's ability was deliberately underestimated, u1s1, look at Song Dynasty's material conditions at the beginning of the story: "Misogyny" This character is somewhat famous (and capable), has two friends, a rich brother and a second-hand car dealer (with connections), and a small factory at home (with assets). If he finds a problem, it is at most a problem in his native family. Laughing to death, not being able to empathize at all. As for critical capital, in fact, it has nothing to do with it. In my opinion, this book mainly discusses an issue of postmodernity, speaking in human terms, and problems with Song's thinking, and then uses a whole book to write about his growth. Song's head was empty at the beginning, but a vacuum does not exist . You have to fill it with something, and misogyny happened to be filled in here. Of course, you can fill it with anything else, but the essence is still empty. It is inevitable for Song to meet Crispy Fish. Without this strange journey, there will be other long-term love affairs that will come naturally. When the sky is filled with Crispy Fish, when Crispy Fish's love overflows directly, there are two kisses, and the misogynistic plot is completely defeated. At this time, Song has already clicked, but the pig brain is overloaded and the CPU is dry. I don't know how to respond. The final result is "pay off the 30-year mortgage.", Laugh to death, Misogyny is a rebellion against the old order, but when you don't know how to respond to love, no one understands misogyny better than me. Look, I will embrace the old order and prove myself. I will directly pay off the mortgage and run a company to make money to support my family. (It's gratifying, at least it's better than having to think of a name for the child when you first saw her?) Actually, the story is actually over here, Le. A lot of the above can be summarized into one sentence: "Repay the 30-year mortgage". It is too obscure, too romantic, and too awesome. This is definitely the best expression I have ever seen. Looking at the entire Internet article, such awesome writing is definitely at t0. It's just Song Suyu's three lunatics, twisting and turning, and lovers' little flirtations. The formula for victory has already been written. The answer to the universe is love. Sweat soybeans.

Susu

After much thought, I decided to write something, although for a book that has already been completed, probably no one will see it. But I feel that writing it down can release some of the accumulated emotions inside. It took me about four or five days to read this book. If I want to summarize this book, it is that it is a bowl of extremely spicy snail noodles. For people who don't like the smell, they will feel nauseous even if they smell it, but for people who like it, it is very addictive. Naturally, I am the one who likes it. I have been reading for seven or eight years now. I am picky about reading novels. I can only read books that I am really interested in. I will not read a mediocre book just to pass the time. I even give up halfway through many novels because I am tired of them rather than being addicted. But even if I am so picky, there are very few movies that make me scratch my head and want to see the plot behind it. After reading it, I feel empty and reluctant and even want to write something down. This book is one of them. It is true that from the public's perspective, this book is full of poisonous points: the development of the plot is too bizarre and illogical; the characters, including several protagonists, are too twisted and have various uncomfortable shortcomings; the writing is very literary, and many plots are very depressing... But as I said, this is a bowl of extremely spicy snail noodles. Underneath all kinds of "stinks", there is a refreshingness that penetrates the soul. The absurd plot and the slightly "crazy" characters give the novel a color of realistic magic. It can be seen that the absurdity of many plots is to express a kind of irony, some metaphors, and in some places, the writing method of stream of consciousness is even used directly. And this way of writing also brings out what fascinates me the most and makes me obsessed with this novel - emotions.       ，，，，， Song Wenbin's fear of house collapse, his mask of teacher-hate created by his past experiences, his hatred of women acting like monsters, and his inner love for his two colleagues collide fiercely; Huo Yu obviously likes the protagonist but insists on his independent and reckless style; Sutina obviously likes the protagonist a lot but always tries to control the protagonist and constantly acts like a monster. These three entangled people used their twisted emotions to bring my emotions into it on a ridiculous and fantastic journey, which made me unable to stop. Back to the plot itself, many people called the protagonist a turtle man and a licker, and called Huo Yu and Sutina xxn. In fact, I think it is not accurate. The reason why xxn is disgusting is because they use various rules and preferences to benefit themselves by harming the interests of men. They don't like men, and they don't really fall in love with someone. She just uses it to discipline and blackmail in the name of love. But Huo Yu and Su Tina like the protagonist, even deeply, and do not want to gain any material benefits from the protagonist. Su Tina is even willing to help the protagonist pay off the mortgage just to become the protagonist's girlfriend. You can scold Huo Yu for not being smart, insisting on his own way, and often causing trouble; you can scold Sutina for being a green tea bitch, being a monster, and being too controlling, but I don't think it's accurate to say that they are xxn in a traditional context. Because the most important point is that they really love the protagonist, and they are indeed not seeking money from the protagonist. Similarly, the protagonist is also a naughty thing. He likes Huo Yu because Huo Yu is an independent woman who never makes demands on him. This makes him feel more free than ever before. However, he is afraid that he will collapse and does not dare to face this feeling. At the same time, he cannot refuse to compare. Huo Yu didn't like Su Tina that much. Although Su Ai acted like a monster and had a bad temper, she always tried to make the protagonist act according to his own wishes, which made the protagonist feel disgusted that she was the same as the bastards he met in his misogynistic life in the past, those parents and relatives who tried to control and imprison him. But the protagonist is strangely unable to get rid of Su's control, unable to get rid of his obsession with Su's body. Once Sutina shows a sad look and starts to cry, the protagonist feels that his heart is broken again, and he can't bear to let her cry. He compromises again and is controlled by Sutina again. In addition, the small head will dominate the big head and indulge in Sutina's 36D. Finally, let me talk about the areas that I think were not handled well. The first is the handling of conflicts. Normally, in order to show the arc of the characters and add ups and downs to the plot, various conflicts will be created between the male and female protagonists. Then the conflicts will continue to accumulate until they explode. Finally, under a certain incident, reconciliation will begin, mutual redemption will occur, and the natural relationship will take a further step. However, in this book, we often see conflicts accumulating to the peak. They no longer explode, or even if they explode, there is no follow-up. It is as if after a few days, no one remembers that there was such a conflict. Nothing happens, and the relationship returns to the original relationship. The conflict is not resolved but seems to be forgotten. And this forgotten way of handling the contradiction leads to another problem: the change of characters lacks opportunities and is too abrupt. The most obvious one is that the Mexican taco is the most acute moment of conflict between the protagonists. It can even be said that the protagonist has gone dark and crazy. This is caused by the protagonist's recklessness and stubbornness towards Huo Yu and Sutina's willful tolerance reaching the limit. But as Huo Yu knocked the protagonist unconscious and forcibly dragged him back to China, these conflicts seemed to no longer exist. It was clear that Huo and Su had not changed at all. The conflicts that had accumulated to the point of breaking up before seemed to have been forgotten. The protagonist and Su Huo could talk and laugh again, and even changed their previous misogyny and became active in pursuing each other. This transformation of the protagonist is sudden and unprepared. Then there is a matter of my personal preferences. Finally, we finally reached a happy end, but the last chapter gave an unclear open ending. It didn't tell what happened to the protagonists after that, and it didn't give everyone some candy. It was obvious that the protagonists had suffered so much before, but in the end it didn't show how they managed to enjoy a happy life despite all the hardships. This made me very unhappy. The writing is very messy, but I feel much better after finishing it. After reading it before, I always felt out of place and empty in my heart.

This book is really fascinating, and it is one of the strangest books I have read online in so many years. A misogynist is a slut. If he still misogies women, he hates the teacher; but if he stops hating women, he is just a slut. The persona is definitely fake, but the persona is real. If persona becomes the backbone of a person, the false part of the persona becomes true and the true part of the person becomes false. The real part of the character is fake, and the real part is boring. Who doesn't have a bit of drama addiction? Who is willing to admit that he is an illiterate person who watches TikTok every day? We originally identify ourselves in the eyes of others. The kind of self-identification without the help of external eyes is itself an absurd core that resists cognition. When the false is true, the true is also false, and when the true is false, the false is also true.

I started pursuing the author's books after reading "Solar System, Alienation". I really like those absurd and crazy stories. The other book didn't suit my taste so I didn't read it. When I saw a new book, I read the latest chapter in one go. I saw some book friends said that they thought this book was not very reasonable, but it's actually quite interesting, isn't it? This absurd expression seems to be justified but not justified. Three people, three modes of thinking, but why do we have to rely on the protagonist to solve problems that cannot be solved most of the time? Because he is the one who has received the least discipline. Huo Yu has a bad temper, but her behavior in a civilized society is actually abiding by the rules. If she doesn't give in, she can't occupy such a large territory, let alone a college student, but what about the protagonist? He is not as familiar with rules as Huo Yu (this is my subjective assumption, I think Huo Yu should be very clear about some policies and unspoken rules and regulations in the company), nor is he a know-it-all like a college student, so he is used to taking the wrong approach and using all means to achieve his goals. But he is also a young man, a young man whose blood is not cold yet and who is still confused. He is not a cold-blooded old man (his uncle and the director) whose thinking has been solidified after decades of hard work. You can even find some resonance with him, although you may not necessarily have his experience, and you may not be able to use various "abstract and nonsense" methods to solve those crises. Readers can be brought in but quickly pulled out. A young man who has a charade - a cult leader (crossed out), a great orator, and a MAX talent - but only has this charade. Even the misogyny is only due to the needs of the fans. For such a young man, it is so interesting to watch him do all kinds of fucked-up tasks on absurd trips. Oh, my friend, this is so interesting.