Comfort With a Side of Angst 救济但发刀

1. 1 暗 A Few Things About My Secret Crush on Mr. Dazai 暗恋太宰先生二三事 Delivery Guy外卖君Danmei (BL)334k WordsCompleted [No shop has been authorized to print or sell physical copies of this story.] [The if bonus story, “Mr. Autumn and Black Dazai,” is available on my author page.] Everyone in the Port Mafia and the Armed Detective Agency knows that I like him. But Mr. Dazai always turns me down. * “My desires are many, and my weeping is pitiful, yet you always save me with your resolute refusal. This steadfast compassion has become tightly woven into my life.” “You keep refusing me, saving me from the dangers of 29.9kFavorites56.2kClicks/ch30.6kGifts

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   It's terrible. This isn't a warning because the author clearly stated it in the synopsis. It's bittersweet and also very touching. As expected, those who write Touken Ranbu derivative works are either idiots or masters.

2. 2 当EN After I Bound the Beautiful and Strong Tragic System 当我绑定美强惨系统后 Curtain and Lamplight帷幕灯火No CP720k WordsCompleted Shenmu Youbai was an ordinary office worker. His greatest wish was to earn enough money to retire early. That changed when he died in a car accident and woke up bound to a half-finished Tragic Beauty System. At the sight of all the incomplete character profiles on the wheel, full of missing limbs and blurry keywords, Shenmu Youbai’s vision went dark. The process was dangerous, the requirements harsh, and there was no backstory or compatibility with the System. All he had was a set of templates 96kFavorites173kClicks/ch50.1kGifts

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   It's a quick transmigration/role-playing novel. It feels like a very heartwarming portrayal of tragic characters who are both strong and pitiful; the interpretation of each OC (overlord) character is so touching. I like the first two stories the most (Bungaku and Cursed Return), I'm not very familiar with the later worlds.

3. 3 降 Furuya Starts Over by Reloading 降谷从零开始的读档 Rolling Cat猫打滚No CP1.5M WordsCompleted [Main story complete. Thirty-three free bonus chapters are being updated gradually] #How my doomed friends, who died young, and I kept getting each other killed and saving each other# #How I failed, reloaded countless times, and finally succeeded, only for everyone else to see me as a hot-blooded hero who cleared the game perfectly in one life# #The King of Part-Time Jobs never gives up. Police, the Organization, detective, waiter, information broker, hacker... I can take on one more job# #I rea 49.8kFavorites62.7kClicks/ch268.6kGifts

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   T0, this book left a very deep impression on me.

4. 4 在 Stealing the Spotlight in a Detective Manga 在柯学漫画抢高光 Spring Breeze Crosses the Pass春风渡关No CP1.1M WordsOngoing Lin Yuesheng transmigrated into the Detective Conan world and was forced to compete with nine other transmigrators. Their actions would be drawn into a manga, and anyone whose popularity fell too low would be killed off. The System gave Lin Yuesheng two pieces of news. The bad news: aside from Lin Yuesheng, all the other transmigrators were chaotic troublemakers. They joined the Black Organization or wavered between the Black and Red sides. Lin Yuesheng was the only die-hard Red-side loyalist t 80.1kFavorites139.1kClicks/ch228.5kGifts

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   Police academy group 5+1, no drinking. A chaotic battle among players, customizing their accounts, vying for comic book popularity, one benevolent protagonist versus multiple wicked players.

5. 5 今 I'm Still Getting Dragged on the Forums for Being a Beautiful, Strong Tragic Hero 今天也在论坛被动美强惨 Zi Mu Tao子木桃No CP960k WordsCompleted The Case Study of a Split-Personality Detective is now available ★ Complete, with occasional edits and typo fixes. ★ A similar fake-tragedy story, I Put Too Much Into Making My Comic Shine, is complete ★ Coming soon: How to Worship a Cute Deity [Mainly Detective Conan, chapters 18–24, 32–35, and 70 of Jujutsu Kaisen; chapters 45–54 of Bungo Stray Dogs. Not much content, 99.8kFavorites226.3kClicks/ch133.5kGifts
6. 6 马 Vests Thousand Layers of Routines 马甲的千层套路 Bunny Shopkeeper兔子店长No CP1.3M WordsCompleted [“Always the Black-Side Bait in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department,” a Detective Conan no-romance story. The next volume comes out in the second half of 2025 www] [Bonus chapters drop now and then] The main story and all bonus chapters are complete~ Tsukiyama Asato carries a mission to “achieve the perfect ending” and lands in a world rated SSS-level dangerous. To finish the mission and retire as soon as possib 89.6kFavorites156.8kClicks/ch226.2kGifts

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   The situation is dire; whether it's truly powerful is debatable, but the forums have certainly gone crazy. It's a fake knife, but it can still chop someone into a chopping board. None of the four accounts survived.

7. 7 斯 [Western Crossover] Miss Stark Doesn’t Want to Save the World [综英美]斯塔克小姐不想拯救世界 White Flood Dragon Embraces the Moon白蛟抱月Romance382k WordsOngoing Advance notice: This novel will be published on Sunday, October 17. A 10,000-word update will be released then! When she had amnesia, Xiliya always felt that people around her were looking at her strangely. It was as though the surname “Stark” had been trademarked by some red-and-gold superhero. Sure, she was a tech genius and a top hacker, and her way of flirting was exactly like Stark's. Those little details were suspicious, but not important… Still, she was already eighteen! How could she p 12.2kFavorites26.2kClicks/ch5.1kGifts

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   It's a trap, sigh.

8. 8 异 The Wandering Ghost 异行的幽灵 Cheng Yuan成渊Danmei (BL)525k WordsCompleted Experimental subject H012 has no name. Ever since he became conscious, he had never left the Black Organization's laboratory. Inside the enormous cylindrical tank, his eyes remained tightly shut as he curled up and slept, like a specimen preserved in formalin. . According to the records, experimental subject H012 spent most of his time asleep. Only H012 knew that he was awake just as often as anyone else. His scarred body was confined against his will in a tank full of nutrient solution. H 29.2kFavorites45.3kClicks/ch47.3kGifts

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   It's beautiful; the little ghost is both pitiful and adorable.

9. 9 柯 The Forensics Handbook for Split Personalities 柯学精分手册 Zi Mu Tao子木桃Multi-Orientation737k WordsCompleted Complete. There’s a free collection of bonus chapters next door. Check out my friend’s story, Forum Outbursts Come True, by Tuzi Dianzhang [Third playthrough from the start, with the death-faking playthrough told in interwoven flashbacks] Songjiang Shiyu is trapped in a game and must max out his experience points to return to reality. He focuses on provoking people, stirring up trouble, and boosting their favorability, dancing with danger while covered in DEBUFFs. In the first two game stages, 90kFavorites152.4kClicks/ch312.4kGifts

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   A bloody and tangy knife

10. 10 弹 The On-Screen Comments All Think I'm a Saint 弹幕都以为我是大善人 A Little Bamboo Shoot一支小竹子No CP818k WordsCompleted The Honmaru AU for Jian Liu: The Swords All Think I'm a Good Person. See the author's profile! Next up: The Bystander Decides to Play the Evil God Blurb: As the Super High School Level Hope, Shendu Jianliu was the second test subject in the “Hope Cultivation Project.” His original personality hadn't been stripped away, but he had to endure the effects of the modifications at all times, suffering immense pain. System: “Didn't you want to spread hope to the world again? Join our Redemption Live 57kFavorites63kClicks/ch63kGifts

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    The main character is a great philanthropist, no joke.

11. 11 首 First, We Can Be Sure You're Not a Sorcerer 首先可以肯定你不是咒术师 lemon dropRomance456k WordsCompleted In his bright eyes, you see the vortex of the universe. That universe holds the surging tide of fate, which once swallowed you without mercy. It also sees through the moonlight high above, lighting your way home. Gojo Satoru x You; 1v1; timeline starts with Volume 0 A story about learning to fight monsters from a handsome teacher. *Mary Sue, saintly heroine; a roller-coaster plot, with angst before the happy ending. I write to share a little happiness. I hope everyone who reads this has a won 53.5kFavorites61.9kClicks/ch37.5kGifts

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    A surprisingly high-quality free novel. The writing is delicate, and both the female protagonist's growth and romance are well-developed. I was quite moved after finishing it. The female protagonist suffers from amnesia and is brought to a vocational high school by Teacher Gojo. Through her interactions with others, she builds relationships and gradually becomes a complete person. She experiences pain and confusion when facing brutal battles, but ultimately confirms her inner choices; the entire growth storyline is very touching. The romance is a rollercoaster ride, a mix of sweet romance and dramatic heartbreak—I'm hesitant to give a definitive assessment. The female lead is quite weak in the beginning, fighting cursed spirits while falling in love, forced to choose between protecting her lover and protecting the world. The two suffer greatly, which I don't entirely agree with. Their relationship isn't equal, and the whole process was very painful to watch. However, the strong sense of destiny between them really resonated with me, leaving me completely conflicted. The female lead gets beaten up when they meet, cries often but is very easy to coax, there are sweet words, there are arguments, they love and hate each other, there are deadly misunderstandings in the middle, they hurt each other, but in the end they still have a happy ending, so let's wish them well.

12. 12 苏 Scotland’s Legacy 苏格兰的遗产 Xing Ye醒野Danmei (BL)16k WordsCompleted The only thing Chablis and Bourbon probably have in common is their stubborn belief that the other is something Scotland left behind. Theme: The people who matter 4kFavorites14.5kClicks/ch1kGifts

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    The writing is excellent, with delicate emotional descriptions. The film "Burning Winter" is so good it's amazing! Chablis absolutely adores Scotland.

13. 13 掺 A Manual for Self-Rescue by a Diluted True Liquor 掺水真酒自救手册 Fujino藤野Danmei (BL)841k WordsCompleted A note before we begin: The reason I suddenly applied to put this completed story behind a paywall after it had been free for a long time is simple. Anyone can rate a free story or add it to a reading list, and I accept low ratings, but some comments are beyond what I can accept. Call me oversensitive if you like. [Blurb] What do you do when you end up in a manga whose protagonist has been an elementary school student for a thousand years, only to discover that your character profile says you b 44.9kFavorites86.9kClicks/ch73.9kGifts

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    CP: Hagiwara. Highly recommended! The writing is smooth and meticulous, there's no system, the protagonist is very strong, rising from the Black Party's ranks to the organization's core through his own abilities, becoming a support for the undercover agents. Everyone dies. His experiences before meeting Hagiwara are somewhat tragic, but the couple is incredibly sweet. When it first finished, it had a 9.5 Rating, and everyone was very positive about it. It's been a long time since it finished, and suddenly it became a paid service, saying they wouldn't accept low-star reviews. What does that mean? They even flagged me for not having subscribed to all the books I rated. I don't mean to say this book wasn't worth 9.5 Stars when it finished; it was truly high quality. Marking this as a long review of chapter 72.

14. 14 2 [Detective Conan] 24-Hour Rewind Record [柯南]24小时回档纪录 Ka Sa咖撒Danmei (BL)1.2M WordsCompleted You are Jinchuan Zhihe. In your previous life, you were an ordinary technician. In this life, you spent four years hooked up to an IV drip. Your name is fake, your identity is fake, and maybe you’re fake too. You have a game-breaking skill, and have used it to turn the tables countless times. You currently work at a software company ranked among the world’s top fifty, and secretly draw a generous salary from a certain liquor company. You occasionally go on business trips, and the work is easy an 20.9kFavorites12.7kClicks/ch30.3kGifts

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    Death rollback, a well-known mechanic for dealing damage, but it's not just about death rollback.

15. 15 只 [Detective Conan] The Police Academy Without ZERO [柯南]只有ZERO不在的警校 CriiiiiiiiiNo CP8k WordsCompleted My name is Konno Masaaki, and I'm a transmigrator. But I forgot about it. (Ponders.) I do remember there are five members of the Police Academy group, though. Let's count: one, two, three, four... With me, that's five exactly. Nobody's missing. Great. * Sometimes I go off the rails and write on a whim. The writing style varies, and there may be angst, so don't be scared. * It's a happy ending, but not particularly kind to Rei Furuya. * Five people visit one person's grave. You'd never guess who 249Favorites1.8kClicks/ch—Gifts

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    This "what if" scenario is so bizarre, it's really hard to resist, and it has a strong aftereffect.

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