A Few Things About My Secret Crush on Mr. Dazai

[Transformed] "Two or three things about my secret crush on Mr. Dazai", this is such a deceptive title. When I saw this name while searching for books, my brain's automatic processing result was something like "Diary of a Young Girl's Huaichun". Even after reading the introduction, this impression was not shaken at all. At most, it added a little doubt and made people willingly - go to my favorites to eat ashes! Hey, just kidding, how could anyone open a bookmark just to pile ashes? It's not like... [A dog's head holding a rose]? Cough, sorry for going too far. In short, in terms of content, this book exceeded my expectations. Qiu's love is very firm, even to the point of "humble" and "obsessive" at the beginning; Qiu's road is very bumpy, and at the beginning it is even hopeless and cliff-like. Fortunately, in the end, he successfully proved to me the weight of "growth" and the depth of "loyal dog". Although in fact, it was not to prove to me at all, but to have an explanation for the person he loved and himself. The road to courtship is hard, and the road to growth is even more cruel. In the context of Wenye and PM, there is no doubt about the reasonableness of this tragedy. Compared with "love" that has been burning vigorously since the so-called "birth", the first two concepts shown in the concept are "self" and "dignity". Instead, it is the concept and confidence that Qiu slowly gives meaning and gradually gains love. Should we say "everything is the best arrangement"? The love that is rejected is necessary, the love that is questioned is necessary, and the love that is tested is also necessary. Fortunately, the love that is continued is an undeniable necessity, and the love that is confirmed is an inevitable necessity that does not need to be questioned. [Three-flowered cat head] Only when I face you am I willing to show my true colors. The fire that continues to burn even if it is not accepted exists only because burning is an undeniable fact. However, this fire learns how to burn brighter after being rejected and abandoned, in order to continue until the moment of reunion, impulse and acceptance. Love is not a firewood that tends to burn out, but a torch that tends to burn brightly, so that warriors can hold it in their hands and dare to explore the unknown blank. A coward is afraid of cotton, but what will he do if he can deal with almost absolute nothingness? If the government is too clever, will it make people care about life and worry about it? Look too far, knowing that you will gain but also knowing that you will lose them naturally, knowing that you can embrace each other, but also knowing that you can be separated easily. Fortunately, Qiu's persistence never failed him, and Qiu's growth finally moved him. Growth is relative and salvation is given to each other. The deformed ghost gradually transformed into a human form, and the timid (?) Gentleman gradually gained the courage to continue living in the world. (The descriptions of the dialogues and thoughts of Akutagawa, Kogin, Chuya, Kunikida and others are also very vivid! However, it is difficult for me to describe it due to my poor diction.) Suffering is inevitable. The suffering that exists because of weakness and wavering is inevitable, the suffering that exists because of weakness is inevitable, the suffering that exists because of stupidity and humbleness is inevitable. But this does not mean accepting suffering. The necessity of suffering is a way of existence, and the determination to resist suffering is the key to a longer existence. There is no need to praise suffering, but to praise the perseverance and magnificent souls of the victims. Everyone's suffering is different, and everyone's reasons for persisting are also different. Fortunately, Takeshita Akira always has his only love, and fortunately Dazai Osamu still has a soft heart (in any case, he is really too stable for the military QwQ). Such unwavering love may be an idealization. After all, I have only found one kind of relationship like "who exists because of whom" in reality, and that is the parent-child relationship XD (cough cough). QwQThose who have not completely followed a book may not understand that this kind of experience of intersecting with a work that they are passionate about without realizing it is more disappointing than ever before. It seems that the work is not finished, but has stopped forever... You are right, I just haven't come out yet. However, this is not a request for a sequel. I know that the story is happening well, and I also know that life should continue well. I just can't help feeling melancholy and confused for the time being. It's not a wise move for me to rewatch a certain work while it's still very impressive, so I had to savor this emotion for a while. Ahem, finish, finish. Qiu was right. It is well known that he has a crush on Mr. Dazai, but the feelings related to his growth and love can only be chewed by him alone. Fortunately, we can still find glimpses of auspicious light in the author's words, and we can faintly detect his feelings at that time, as well as our own inner shock. [Three-flowered cat head][Three-flowered cat head][Three-flowered cat head]

Ah, this existence can make people shed tears no matter how many times you swipe it (sigh)

From junior high school to college, I will continue to watch the two or three stories about my secret crush on Mr. Dazai for the rest of my life.

I don't know which time I read it, but I still like it after five or six years.

I finished the second chapter [Rainbow Fart] after so many years, and I came to read this book again. I remembered this book when I was chatting with my friends last night, so I came to review it again. I have read the novel for so many years, and I think the author wrote it very well. Although it made me want to cry, but fortunately it is the second chapter, and I actually feel confident. I really like the author's big writing [Rainbow Fart]

In fact, I have read quite a few fan works, but this one really fits Dazai's character very well, and the plot design is also very reasonable. There is no way to kill him (I will also give you a warning in advance to prepare yourself mentally, which is great)

I really, really like it. I accidentally discovered it at night. I watched the growth of both sides at three or four in the morning. I felt so happy when I was tortured. [Like] [Like] Please ask the fans who are also cruel but the ending is he [let me be healthy] [let me be okay] [let me be okay]

I came to see it again after almost six years. . Why are you so good at writing?

It's the second time, but I'm still deeply touched. Zai and Qiu are getting happier and happier. They are both loving and being loved.

Chef Zai is very happy and full~