On Hold [Multiple Personalities]

[Self-love, self-indulgence: an affection-starved main personality x a madly loving secondary personality, a little angst is good for the soul, short story]

The first-person narration is for a sense of realism. Please don't identify with the narrator.

Also, I'm not sure if this can be called a narcissism story?

He knows everything about me. Who is he? A stalker?

The meals he cooks, the warm notes, the poems full of affection. It's as if he loves and cares about me so much.

I want to know him as well as he knows me.

Even when I don't respond at all, he still circles around me like a puppy, wagging his tail and barking happily, making my heart thump.

I love him. Whoever he is, I'll accept him.

But I never imagined that he was...

No---

I still love him, just as crazily as he loves me.

P.S.:

I think Si Lianyue is the quietly gentle kind of mad. He's like a snake coiling around its prey and injecting it with venom, so that even as the prey dies, it feels happy. That's why Xing willingly lets him grab the back of his neck and toy with him... Of course, Yue really does love Xing very much.

This kind of thing really gets me, ahhh QAQ.

I hope I can write it well...

Theme: Love yourself