[Cthulhu Mythos] I Dream of Evil Gods Every Night

After reading it for a long time, I finally read it in one go. This book gave me an uncomfortable feeling. It was not as enjoyable as An Mei's book. The heroine's mood also affected the readers. I felt very sad. The seemingly perfect ending always felt like it was actually BE, without the happiness of HE.

It still feels a little bit be, just on the surface. The ending is a bit rushed. For Weiwei, the incarnation of Amon is still a hurdle that cannot be overcome. Compared with Naiya, this ending and writing style are pale and depressing. But it's normal to be a be (I also feel like the Naija book is a be). After all, the understanding of love among the alien gods is different from that of normal people. After reading a few books, I was convinced that it was a be.

Still quite satisfied with the ending. Weiwei is different from An Mei in the previous book. Her entire life experience has been full of misfortune and pain. Therefore, when she encounters foreign gods, she does not resist like An Mei, but prefers to passively escape with the flow. But I think it's very difficult for Weiwei to go through so many things and not go completely crazy or die from depression. At the end, it feels like Weiwei's mental state has stabilized a lot, and she has finally been cured to a certain extent. And Weiwei is actually great. Even though she is passive and world-weary, she can still have some kindness towards others. In the end, she was brave enough to retrieve her own memory. Very good Weiwei. Personally, I feel that Weiwei only likes Tavel, but still hates Yavermongo. The real ending I imagine is that many years later, time makes Weiwei no longer hate Yavermongo, but she also no longer loves Tavel, and Weiwei goes to death peacefully. However, I won't give up easily after watching the bubble at the end. I feel like I will still stir up trouble. Maybe I can turn back time and space and change the tragedy of Weiwei?

After reading it, overall it's not as good as Naiya's. One reason is that the heroine's personality is too cold and she has little motivation to change the status quo. I can better substitute some protagonists with a spirit of resistance. One is that Goldfinger is too big, as long as Paopao can do anything he wants, the plot is relatively thin. The relationship line setting is quite good. Love and hate are all about you, but it feels like it is not written out. There is indeed a lot of hate. The heroine is tortured a bit harshly, but the love is very little and bland, and there is not much lust. The overall look is very depressing. At first, I thought the heroine's setting was that of a race that can travel through time, but it turned out not to be the case. When it comes to the male protagonist and the female protagonist, at first he entered the game because he felt that the female protagonist was difficult to conquer. Then he found that he had become the only reliance on the female protagonist to generate affection. Finally, he wanted to possess the female protagonist and started a series of sexual manipulations. Overall, I felt that something was missing. In the end, it seemed that he respected the female protagonist, but in fact, after all, the female protagonist could not escape his grasp, like a little pet. From a human perspective, all the heroines in the timeline of forced love commit suicide, unless Paopao goes back to the time before forced love to correct the bug that the heroine often travels through, and pretends to be an ordinary person to deceive the heroine for a lifetime until the heroine dies. I would be happy with this, after all, the heroine's original wish is to live a life as an ordinary person. The heroine's aesthetics are also not very accepting of tentacled eyeball monsters. Bubble He feels a bit like a CPU heroine controlling the heroine. Moreover, how many people have fused with Pao Bao? All races that seek knowledge have fused with each other. I am a native dog. I want to see love but cannot get it. If I don't get it, I will always be in turmoil~

I think Yog-Sothoth will go back in time after the death of the heroine and meet again to spend their lives. How can this not be considered eternal life?

I can't imagine that the author of these two books is the same person. It can be seen that the author is actually not good at writing this kind of love that lasts for a long time... After reading it, the overall impression is very poor. It doesn't have the unfinished feeling of the previous book. The time-travel background of this book is obviously very interesting and there are many things that can be written in detail. However, because the male protagonist is completely broken, he uses a good-tempered wishing machine to make his wishes come true.

Finished with flowers~ Compared to Naia, Bubbles is more anthropomorphic, haha. I'm looking forward to a big new article. Although I won't follow the serialization, I will come as soon as it is finished??'?'??

Ah... This is good. At least Wei Mei is in a much calmer mood now. As for what happens next, if you can't fight, just lie down. No matter how painful it is, you can survive it. Wei Mei is so strong now (bushi)

After chasing for a long time, although the pursuit was a bit painful, I was also a little confused when it ended, but this ending should be settled for Wei Mei.

I'm going to read it again and briefly talk about my thoughts. I have very low requirements for patients with depression like the heroine, just stay alive. Because I have friends who are also depressed and seeking death, I really feel that the heroine is very strong inside. She has experienced so many painful things but did not choose to die. Isn't this a shining point in human beings?