I Woke Up, and the World of Magic Was Gone.

This ending is quite gentle? Anyway, I felt it was quite mild. When I watched it, I really wanted Cecilia to go to psychological counseling. I feel that the hundreds of years she has lived have not changed her substantially. Maybe it is because I am still young or something. At least in my opinion, her low emotional fluctuations are more of a habitual avoidance mechanism after too much emotional suppression than the indifference of maturity. And she and Alves really made me worried, not in the "sadomasochistic" kind, but in the sense of oppression of the power relationship that made me uncomfortable. To be honest, although Cecilia and even the author said that she has love for Alves, I still feel that the most affection is for family. Cecilia Her childhood experience destined her to long for a pure, warm family affection that could be trusted and relied on, but she never got this from her parents. She briefly had it with Pastor Augustine (and was destroyed by her mother), and with Alves, she thought she had it but was shattered. What is missing in the end is a profound shortcoming that is irreparable, and in this case, there is no chance to contact more other people to establish relationships with other people besides his parents Alves (I also lamented that I have no friends except Alves for hundreds of years), which magnifies the traces of Alves in my life. (All emotional needs can only be invested in him), and he is in a lower position in the power relationship. Under the influence of dependence and power, it is easy for Pua to feel that she also has love for him (of course there should be some, but I really feel very little [covering face and laughing]). As for Alves, this man just makes me feel weird. Although the setting is that he has lived for a long time, it seems to have nothing to do with maturity (maybe you don't need to be familiar with human nature to be the master of the blood clan). He is not qualified whether he is a friend, a teacher, a father or a lover (but maybe this is the tradition of the blood clan, the highest level). Every time I see him appear, I feel like he is oozing [covering my face and crying]. If it weren't for Alves's youthful figure and appearance due to identity issues, then Cecilia and him would essentially be Lolitas in a sense. The final ending was still too sadistic, and it was not clear how much Alves realized his mistake. He just followed the usual routine of using the death of the woman to dilute the pain that had happened, and it did not hit the man at all. If I go by my idea, the best ending is for Alves to be alive and well somewhere (you must not die but must live well, otherwise Cecilia will feel guilty and blame herself). Cecilia knows that he is alive and well and can go out to travel and study with her friends with peace of mind (hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

This he is very illusory.

After staying up late to watch it, I actually thought it was quite enjoyable. Ahhhhhhhh. The emotions between the two are too complicated... Until the end, I felt that if Cecilia hadn't had the condition "he might die", the conflict between the two would still be inextricable... It felt like it ended in a hurry after being entangled from beginning to end.

This is the best ending for Cecilia and the hero. Cecilia loved him, respected him, and was grateful to him, but she could not forget the time when she was controlled and imprisoned. The male protagonist also did not treat Cecilia on an equal footing with him. He loved her, but lacked respect and listening. Only after death could Cecilia let go of the pain in her heart. Otherwise, whenever Cecilia wants to look back, she will inevitably think of the pain the male protagonist has brought to her. Such complex emotions make her just want to escape and protect herself. I personally like Allen very much, hahahaha, he is upright, kind, sunny and respectful of others. In fact, it doesn't have to be love. A peaceful life is what Cecilia pursues. If Allen and her are the same people, then it would be quite good to be together. Love is the hardest to calm down.

It is a very authentic Western fantasy novel. I personally feel that it is right for the female protagonist to stay away from the male protagonist. The male protagonist is the redemption for the female protagonist and everything she once had. However, because of this, the female protagonist has lost the value of her personal existence in the world. I hope that the heroine can continue to travel around the world and find her own independence after waking up.

Anyway, rather than waking up, dying together would be a relief for Cecilia, right?

Woohoo, although it's not he in the ordinary sense, Alves will wait for his Seyal. After all, he has eternity to wait for his child to come home.

Although it's not really he, it's still pretty good! Hey-hey

Forgetting that Mr. Li never writes more extras... I really want to see more extras to this article! It's really a pity to stop here at the last sentence, I'm crying

Alas, I finished reading it in one day and didn't do any homework. . Even though I knew it was be, I still watched it. It was so uncomfortable to watch, and it felt so ethereal at the same time. . . Overall, it looks good