I Never Lose Playing Black [Go]

The master is the salvation, the leader, and a monument that guides Shuang Chan's life, but now I feel like he has become a demon in his heart, and to put it worse, he has become a hindrance. It seems that once he comes to the master, all the experiences and experiences in life and everything around him are worthless and non-existent. It has become a kind of illness. I originally thought that writing about the master can improve the mood of looking back on the past, and can be a monumental guide who sees the future, but why has it become lifeless? Shen is stubborn to the point of being incomprehensible. These chapters are no longer a question of whether they are enjoyable to read or not. I feel all kinds of awkward, as if the master's matter has become a bomb, a bomb that blows up all my current life, instead of a sublimation / review / growth / commemoration. Everything in the past seems to be only pain. I understand that the master's identity and gender caused too much pain in that era, but is there only pain left? It hurts so much that every time you think of the master, you break down first? Too uncomfortable

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival🎑I originally thought that Ping Chenwei was the male lead, but it turned out to be Suiyu [dog head]. I hope the male lead role will still be small.

The plot of this chapter is simply a horror story to me [covering my face and crying] [split] Before, I thought the man named Mu was trying to get money, like a scam, but although the plot of this chapter is reasonable, it is really scary [split] Madam, you may not know how much this kind of man with a lot of imagination and greed for material things will do when the truth comes out. He is humble and arrogant, and even blackmailed the newspaper [split][split][split]I began to worry about Shuangchan's personal safety[split][split][split][split] (Given the urine of this man, there is a high probability that there will be some public opinion problems, but if it is written according to logic, this kind of man's revenge is particularly heavy, so it is super scary...)

So far, regarding Mu Yaoxing's influence on Shuang Chan, the plot that makes me most uncomfortable is this [Split]. Previously, I was upset because the chess records were stolen in Korea and I lost chess. Although I was a little sad for Shuang Chan, it was still within the acceptable range. This chapter, I got angry halfway through. I can understand that people in the world are diverse, but subjectively I can't help being angry. I don't know what the wife wants to express in the following plot. Maybe it's because this is a novel, maybe because Shuangchan is now 18, and it's been almost ten years since she came to modern times? I thought that just like the children of poor people who have become parents early, Shuangchan actually has a more "mature" mentality and is able to grasp some of the laws of modern society. After all, in her last life, as a child, she had already paid the price of her life for humanity. She should be more careful about her master's affairs in this life. But she stumbled every time, probably because she wanted to express the importance of Mu Yaoxing in her heart. (I was a little incoherent, because the anger made my thinking a little confused at this moment [covering my face, laughing and crying]) ps: I am personally quite sensitive, so sometimes even if I know just a story, I will have a strong sense of empathy and empathize. At the same time, I am also too sensitive, so I cannot understand why others are not defensive at all. Things that should not be taken more seriously, the less outsiders notice that this is very important to me, should I handle it carefully? So I feel distressed and angry at the same time. Why are there so many bad people [angry][angry][angry][angry][angry]

Every time I read the part about Master, the emotional output is greater than the text conveying the message. It's very annoying. I've been chasing it all this time. The author doesn't seem to realize it yet.

In fact, I can understand the mentality of this person surnamed Mu... If Cicada keeps giving me these things and invites me to come out to teach physics (my major) and I am just an ordinary student in this major, I will also feel that Cicada is flirting with me🥰 [Love Eyes] So when will Cicada pick me up?

There is a feeling that Shuangchan is still trapped there and has not come out. Every time he encounters something about Master, he will be upset. But there are many people around you who care about you and you have things you care about. I hope to dream about Master again. It would be great if this knot can be untied, so that Shuangchan can move forward bravely and stop wandering.

I thought it would be Pingchenwei or Rong Tianlai [changed]. I stood at the wrong place.

Emmm~Does this count as the line held by the master?

Ok background board got it