Back to the Year of the College Entrance Exam

Good works can really empower people. Thanks to Ji Shi, I also failed the college entrance examination. I was always in the top five in the class and ranked second in the third grade. I fell into the first grade when I encountered unsuitable compositions and difficult mathematics in the college entrance examination. At that time, I was worried that the repeat reading might be worse, so I did not consider repeating it. I studied accounting in the second book. Accounting and finance are the subjects I am least good at, so I barely finished it in college. After returning to my hometown, four years after graduation, I still feel like I'm stuck. I can't find my goals, and I feel like I can't do anything. Life may be like this. Because I saw the hardships Ji Shi endured, I decided to seriously review the public examination this year. After all, I am the second person in grade. I have to make something. No matter the result is good or not, there is always no way to make changes worse. Try your best.

Today is 2026.6.2 So many years have passed since I read this book in junior high school. Finally, finally, I am going to the exam room. Four days before the exam, I came home with a high fever. Before I went home from evening self-study, I took a look at my classmates. Everyone was reviewing quietly. I would be lying if I said I was not anxious. I cried bitterly on the way home. After I calmed down, I opened this book again. I have opened this book at least five times in the past three years. The mountains are difficult to overcome, so who feels sad for those who have lost their way? During the three years of high school, I have been alone in facing all the heavy blows of fate. In my youth, I did not have like-minded friends like Yao Meng and Zeng Tairan. I only had high school classmates who respected each other as guests and had clear boundaries. Before I entered my senior year of high school, I always felt that I could follow the old path of Ji Shi. When I filled out my application form for the high school entrance examination, I went to the municipal high school more than 20 kilometers away with the mentality that I would go to higher places. I thought, I am still young and I can face everything. However, the discomfort of living in the dormitory and the huge gap in grades between middle and high school made me often cry, suffer from mental breakdown, and suffer from depression and insomnia. Ji Shi and I are exactly the same. I still remember the last mock test before the high school entrance examination. I got the best score in junior high school and was in the top three in the district. And the seniors who could get this score before could get into Tsinghua University as long as they didn't make big mistakes in high school. However, however, my performance in the high school entrance examination was only normal, and it did not continue to be as brilliant as I expected. When I entered high school, even though I had already achieved very high scores in the high school entrance examination, I was still assigned to a second-level class because I did not do well in the placement test. When I entered the class and arranged my seats, I took a look at my ranking. I was in the top ten in the class. I thought to myself, what does it matter which class I am in? I can certainly compete with most of you. Then again, because I couldn't adapt to the first accommodation and often suffered from insomnia, I started sleeping in class and studying by myself after entering high school. However, I still believed in my intelligence. The huge hit is reflected in test scores. In such a class that I didn't even consider initially, I passed more than twenty places. Throughout my freshman year of high school, I was ranked among the top three and four hundred in my grade. According to the school's previous results, this ranking could only be as high as 211. However, when I applied for the exam, I came with the mentality that I would get 985 in the college entrance examination. Throughout the first year of high school, I fell numbly and soberly. I never gave up studying, but my mental toughness made me completely ignore the problem with my learning method, and my ranking remained unchanged. In this way, I passed the first year of high school in pain and struggle. In the second year of high school, I thanked my family for letting me go to school. It is hard to deny that day school had a great impact on my mental state. In addition, my deskmate in the first year of high school was a YYZ patient. He was tired of studying and emotionally unstable, which had a great impact on me. In the second year of high school, I changed positions, and everything seemed to be getting better. I seemed to finally understand how to study. In line with my interest in mathematics, I ran for the mathematics class representative despite only scoring 110 in the first year of high school. Ji Shi, I am following your example. Everything seems to be getting better, my mathematics and physics have improved, I can stably test 130, and my physics can enter the top ten. My ranking is getting higher every time, and I have improved five times in a row, and I can enter the top 150 of my grade, which is the 985 line. At that time, I really felt that my inner energy had returned, and I felt what success is and the mother of success. I have almost forgotten the pain. I think this kind of progress will continue, just like Ji Shi. However, fate would not be so kind to me. From the second year of high school to the third year of high school, my grades were up and down, and I even passed the 211 level several times. I had no idea how to face my life. During my senior year of high school, my family suddenly started to get divorced. I was subjected to domestic violence, hit on the head with a wine bottle, relatives passed away, and my grades dropped. I could hardly see the future. In the last month of my senior year in high school, I took three mock exams in a row, and I did very poorly on all three occasions. At this stage, I have completely said "Hello, please do as you wish" to fate. I want to let my fate go to its destined place like water, but I will never tolerate myself becoming a coward. I studied hard again, even though my grades still fluctuated up and down, but fortunately, I can say that I am confident about going to 211 for the exam a few days later. In fact, out of my love for mathematics and the impact that timekeeping has had on me, I also signed up for the Mathematics Foundation Program. If I am lucky enough to be admitted, I will learn more in this field that I like. Things seem to be changing for the better, right? However, on June 2nd, I was about to go to the examination room. I started to have a fever, and it didn't heal after a day of injections. I had mixed feelings and wanted to write a long review for this article. I didn't know who to write it to, maybe it was me, maybe it was me who checked the scores on June 25th. I couldn't control my anxiety. I couldn't imagine whether I would still be in such a bad state when I got to the exam room. I couldn't imagine whether I would have to repeat the exam if I passed the double non-feit exam. The little girl three years ago, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not as powerful as you imagined. Fortunately, I'm as tough as you imagined. I have no way to let go of the college entrance examination. I can only accept that everything I ask for is not achieved. I dare not think about it anymore. Maybe the results will be very good after more than 20 days, then I will shake hands with fate. If I do not do well in the examination, I hope that at the age of 17, I will know that I am still young and have the courage to prepare myself and start the journey again.

Suddenly I remembered it, and I came back to leave a message. I read this novel from the third year of junior high school to my freshman year. I read this novel many times [poor] Now I have also finished the college entrance examination this year. I was admitted to a double first-class school for my ideal major, but it is far away from home [split] I feel that I still worked hard in the three years of high school. I don't want to say that it would be better if I worked hard to pass the 985 exam. I look forward to the postgraduate entrance exam [sunglasses]

Today I saw the news that Wang Hong won the Fields Medal. I thought of this book again and couldn't help but check in.

I don't dare to read this book after the college entrance examination, especially since the results were unsatisfactory

Every time I can't hold on, I'll try it again.

This time it's an English teacher

After watching Ji Shishi's hardworking and legendary life, I kept thinking about my high school life while watching it. Because I didn't work hard at the beginning, of course I left a lot of regrets. There are too many things I want to go back and change, but in reality there is no chance to do it again, and I may not have the chance to do it again. Such resilience and patience, but I have another courage. I am now willing to study the things that I have always been interested in, and I am also willing to read more books to enrich myself. Thanks to the author for this story, which makes me full of expectations and confidence in my future.

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