Any Stories About Depression, Where One Person Wants to Die and the Other Is Trying to Save Them? 有没有抑郁症文，一个想自杀，另一个忙着救赎他

1. 51 厌 My World-Weary Wife Is So Well-Fed and Soft!! 厌世老婆养得白白嫩嫩！！ Xiao Sui小绥Two Male Leads111k WordsCompleted [Two male leads / Marriage Before Love / both pure / guiding partner / healing / mutual devotion] (Complete) Mu Xu (top) x Lin Jin (bottom) [Marriage Before Love] [Gentle, insecure top VS world-weary, long-haired beauty bottom] Lin Jin couldn’t find interest in anything. On the night he decided to end his life, he ran into Mu Xu, a classmate from high school. They entered a fake marriage. The timid Mu Xu had been in love with someone for years. When they met again, that person was about to jump 25.3kReads9.4Score4.8k14d adds

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   It's really good. If you're interested, you can finish it in 2-3 hours. I've watched it more than twice, and the more I watch it, the more I can't get over it, especially the second one [crying][crying][crying] My eyes are watering, does anyone understand? I can't find many alternatives now, sob sob sob sob... I really can't get over it, I feel so empty after watching it.

2. 52 日 We Kept Watch Day and Night, But the Delicate Girl Next Door Still Went Astray 日防夜防，隔壁娇气包还是长歪了 Fifteenth Day of the Sun and Moon日月十五Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted In short, it's about two people with their own issues falling for each other, and their issues coming along for the ride. Reunited after years apart, childhood sweethearts, both devoted only to each other, happy ending. Outwardly upright and kind, a caring, fatherly top (Lin Zhiye) Secretly gloomy and hypocritical, a spoiled bottom (Gu Xiangzhi) As children, they depended on each other. Lin Zhiye drew Gu Xiangzhi, who had lost his mother, into his own poor and dim world. From then on, his world 834Reads8.6Score12814d adds

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   It's very beautiful and heartwarming; it can save someone's life. This is a truly great thing.

3. 53 重 The Reborn CEO's Plan for Unconditional Devotion 重生总裁，极致偏爱计划 Lemon Leaf青柠叶Two Male Leads278k WordsCompleted (The top is reborn and dotes on the bottom; devoted top x aloof bottom) (The bottom has had a pretty miserable life, so bottom fans, beware) “Three hundred and sixty-five nights, and not even six thousand a night? Are you damn well worth that much?” In his previous life, Shang Yan kicked Xia Rongxu out of the villa over a misunderstanding. He didn’t regret it until he watched that frail figure breathe their last. For more than seven hundred days and nights, alone with the rest of his life before 29.3kReads9.3Score3.3k14d adds
4. 54 小 Little Cripple, Open the Door. Your Husband Has Arrived 小瘸子开门，你的老公已送达 Thoughts Deepen at First Arrival思深初至Two Male Leads375k WordsCompleted The rating just came out, so it’s rather low, but it’ll go up later, I promise! [Reborn seme + two male leads + mutual healing + heartwarming sweet romance + doting love] [Sunny, mischievous crybaby uke × dutiful, dependable fatherly seme] In his previous life, Ji Lingtai leapt to his death. In a world without Ji Lingtai, Zhuo Zhichuan saw no point in living. After being reborn, Ji Lingtai is still a little cripple. The little cripple is great in every way, just a bit of a nuisance. A timid litt 6.2kReads9.4Score94114d adds
5. 55 救 The Down-and-Out Second Male Lead in a Redemption Romance 救赎言情文里的落魄反派男二 A Loves Grilled SkewersA爱吃炸串串Two Male Leads405k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + healing + two strong leads + devoted to each other] [Easygoing, straight-laced bottom x gentle, dark, and calculating top] [The top is frail early on and mentally unstable] Xu Wen transmigrates into an early-era domineering CEO novel, as the assistant to the doomed second male lead. An unreliable System tells him he can only survive by redeeming the villainous second male lead. Unfortunately, the story is already near its end. The sweet, innocent heroine and the scandal-ridden 19.1kReads9.3Score2.3k14d adds
6. 56 说 You Said You'd Be My Sugar Daddy, So Why Have You Had a Crush on Me for Seven Years? 说好的金主爸爸，你暗恋我七年啊 Wu Zhi邬枝Two Male Leads347k WordsCompleted (Original title: You Said You'd Be My Sugar Daddy, So Why Have You Had a Crush on Me for Seven Years?) [Double Male Leads + Both Pure + 1v1 + Rekindled Romance + Dramatic Angst + Bittersweet + Mild Coercion] With a single check, Duan Jinnian bought Qi Suqing's freedom, and bought back the man who had abandoned him three years ago. He tossed Qi Suqing a contract, then gently lifted his pale, jade-like chin with a fingertip. "From now on, don't hide from me or hold back when we're together." "If 6.8kReads9.1Score95814d adds

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   The story of "Reunited After a Broken Mirror" is initially angsty, but later, after Duan Jinnian learns of Qi Suqing's illness (psychologically), she stays by his side and is very gentle.

7. 57 竹 My Childhood Friend Is Always Afraid I’ll Break 竹马他总怕我碎了 Moon Dwells, Yue Sinks月栖玥沉Two Male Leads887k WordsOngoing Ruan Yumian: A severely depressed boy who is always thinking about ending his life. Pei Sijin: A devoted lover who is always ready to lay down his life for him. To protect his childhood friend, Pei Sijin spends every day on the verge of going berserk: Awful relatives causing trouble? Kick them out! Someone spreading rumors behind his back? Call the police! He gets seriously injured? No matter, as long as his beloved is safe! After finally recovering enough to leave the hospital, Pei Sijin dec 1.7kReads8.6Score16714d adds

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   These two books were so heartbreaking, I can't get over them [crying]

8. 58 万 The Scorned Cannon-Fodder Wants to Save Herself, but Her Entire Sect Is in the Crematorium 万人嫌炮灰想自救，全师门火葬场 Snow on Zhou Mountain周山有雪Two Male Leads506k WordsCompleted (Two male leads + cultivation + power progression + regret and redemption + bottom protagonist) One day, after an unexpected awakening, Lin Zhiyu discovers that he is the universally hated cannon fodder in a book, while his junior fellow disciple… is the universally adored protagonist?! His junior fellow disciple, Ji Chen, ascends to immortality, while Lin Zhiyu is driven to his death by the protagonist and his admirers, his body and soul destroyed. After seeing this ending, Lin Zhiyu says, “To 19.6kReads9.2Score3k14d adds

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   Xiao Qingye was a powerful and influential young master, infamous even in life. Almost no one liked him; his parents saw him as a thorn in their side. Everyone taught him to be kind, but he was heartless; he didn't know what a good person was. After committing a crime, he was imprisoned and tortured to the point of near death when he transmigrated into a book. He became the real young master, orphaned and suffering from congenital heart disease. The entire internet mocked him, saying, "This kind of villain deserves to be treated like this, torture him mercilessly." Xiao Qingye didn't care. On his first day at the bar, he fell for the aloof and indifferent prince of the Beijing elite, sitting in a high position. He buried his face in the prince's arms and whispered, "Brother, can you take me away?" The prince, who hated this kind of person the most, kicked Xiao Qingye. Later, to take revenge on this person, Xiao Qingye died when the prince was most in love with him. Blood trickled from his lips as he looked up at the prince: "Nanzhou, I want to tell you, actually, the person I love most is you." After his death, the prince went mad. The live chat exploded. "We already said he's a madman, why did you all provoke him? Now look what's happened, it's making my heart ache." ["Come back, we won't hate you anymore."] The system couldn't bear it, so it changed Xiao Qingye's identity again. Upon meeting again, his heart beat faster than Xie Nanzhou's to recognize him.

9. 59 痛 The Law of Pain Inhibition Failure 痛觉抑制失效法则 Sunshine Pomelo阳光柚Two Male Leads407k WordsCompleted A lovesick, high-achieving pursuer x a depressed recipient with a psychological disorder Wen Yu tested Qi Zhiheng’s limits with his life. By the third time, he finally found out just how far they went: far enough to break him. Qi Zhiheng had always known there was something wrong with Wen Yu. Wrong enough to choose the sea on a winter night. He saved him in the coldest way possible: he called an ambulance, pressed down on the wound, and even jumped into the icy sea after him. He thought it was s 1kReads8.0Score16714d adds

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   Both books are very good. The first one is quieter, while the second one is very good and quite heart-wrenching.

10. 60 和 What's It Like to Become Friends with Someone You Hate? 和讨厌的人做朋友是什么体验 A Cat in July七月里有只猫9k WordsCompleted What’s it like to become friends with someone you hate? —Reads—Score—14d adds
11. 61 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4k14d adds

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    Little fish, little fish, swim quickly, free in all directions.

12. 62 重 After I Was Reborn, the Movie Emperor's White Moonlight Turned Dark 重生后影帝的白月光黑化了 Baili Cha Cha百里茶茶Two Male Leads1.6M WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Entertainment Industry] In her previous life, Gu Wangyan was manipulated by a scumbag and lost his life! Before he died, he discovered that he was movie emperor Shen Xiangting’s white moonlight! Reborn in a new life, the white moonlight turned dark! Scumbag ex: “Wangyan, I fell out with my family for you.” Gu Wangyan: “Oh, the weather’s turning cold. The Lu family should go bankrupt.” Possessive older brother: “My little brother wouldn’t hurt a fly. Don’t you bully him.” Th 19.2kReads9.5Score2.6k14d adds

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    I strongly urge you to read these three books! [I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying] It really breaks my heart! [Crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]

13. 63 想 After I Wanted to Die, Everyone Started Loving Me 想死后，所有人都开始爱我 Not a Common Name非俗名Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Yandere + regret and redemption] Shi Chuyi is an orphan. He dreams of having a family more than anything. In his previous life, after going through hell to return home, he found a fake young master already living there. The fake young master was gentle and refined, perfect in every way, and everyone loved him. But it was all an act. He showed his vicious true colors only to Shi Chuyi, framing and slandering him at every turn and turning everyone around him against him. His four biological broth 3.3kReads8.6Score22714d adds

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    The first book is absolutely amazing! The protagonist, a shou (bottom) who has attempted suicide for years, is pulled back from the brink of death by the gong (top) [crying][crying][crying]. The second book is also great.

14. 64 纯 If Pure Love Won’t Work, Then I’ll Force You to Love Me 纯爱行不通那就强制爱 Suck It Up不服憋着Two Male Leads192k WordsCompleted Main story complete (Fake) Gentle psychologist, gorgeous Omega: patient, guiding, and knows how to love an Alpha (Real) Sensitive, insecure, self-destructive gorgeous Omega: gives up on pure love and turns to an Alpha CEO's coercive obsession The youngest psychology professor in the ivory tower, a gentle and patient guide whose consulting room is always welcoming. His cool, refined face is the moonlight in countless Alphas' midnight dreams. Bo Xi had many wishes. With each one he fulfilled, he c 3.1kReads8.9Score54214d adds

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    I flipped through it for ages but couldn't find "Old Book, New Book" (sad). Both books are really good, which is making me feel so disappointed 😭. The first one has a somewhat... Unpleasant title, but it's really good and has some rebirth elements. The second one is a rebirth novel.

15. 65 拾 Picking Up the Pieces of You 拾起破碎的你 Mo Qingyun墨卿韵Two Male Leads223k WordsCompleted [College Campus + Mutual Salvation + Older Love Interest + Happy Ending] Wen Jingyu thought that getting into college would let him leave that awful family and all the gloom clinging to him far behind. He studied desperately, building a wall around himself with his excellent grades, yet countless late nights still saw depression drag him into the abyss. Until Jiang Lu appeared. He was like a beam of light, barging into Wen Jingyu's tightly sealed world without asking permission. “Jiang Lu, m 755Reads8.4Score10214d adds

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    Both are acceptable.

16. 66 A AKM: Captain Xiao Is Fighting Everyone for Me Again! AKM，萧队他又争又抢！ The Frog Who Loves Potatoes爱吃土豆的呱Two Male Leads299k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, esports, two strong leads, unrequited love that grows into love, competing for each other, an inescapable lover, healing romance] Jiang Shiyu once fell into the abyss. In a life shrouded in darkness, only one person reached out to help him. For the rest of his life, he could never forget. . Xiao Zui: What's dark about it? Honey, look at me, look at me, look at me! My handsome face shines like the equatorial sun, lighting up your heart! . Two lunatics have joined the esports scen 11.1kReads8.9Score2.1k14d adds
17. 67 被 After Being Abandoned, I Got My Happy Ending with the Perfect Man 被抛弃后我跟天花板HE了 Nan Qilu南亓鹿Two Male Leads334k WordsCompleted A scheming, doting seme who spoils his beloved (Qin Zhao) vs. a gentle, insecure, sensible, kind uke (Shen Heqing) A sweet romance. The seme is only sharp-tongued in the opening scene; he's a devoted wife-slave, and this story is so sweet. Come on! Open wide and enjoy some sugar! Synopsis: 1. Shen Heqing has had a rough life since childhood, always being the one left behind. His friend said, “You're so capable. Missing one opportunity won't hurt you. Just let him have it.” His biological parents 37.8kReads9.3Score5.2k14d adds

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    Most of them are stories about the redemption of the sick and weak, they're super good, absolutely amazing and delicious Ψ(￣∀￣)Ψ

18. 68 杀 He's Gone Wild! The Sickly Beauty Transmigrates into a Book and Drops the Act 杀疯了！病美人穿书后他不装了 Li Qibai栗七白Two Male Leads234k WordsCompleted (Complete) [Dual Male Leads + Transmigrate Into a Book + Face-Slapping, Sweet and Satisfying + Mutual Firsts + Mutual Healing + Lighthearted and Lively + 1v1] [A sickly beauty who doesn’t overthink and only gets stronger when challenged, as the recipient × A scheming, seasoned, deeply devoted top, always faithful] Su An had heart disease and knew he wouldn’t live long. His motto was to make the most of each day, but he never expected to transmigrate into a book. The good news: He was alive agai 14.5kReads9.3Score2k14d adds

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    These books are all a bit weak or sickly, so please choose whichever you like, kids! [Kissing emoji]

19. 69 总 The CEO's Wife with Autism Has Run Away from Home Again 总裁的自闭症老婆又离家出走了 Autumn Again秋一秋Two Male Leads504k WordsCompleted The CEO’s Crybaby with Autism (Also known as: The CEO’s Autistic Wife Ran Away from Home Again) [Marriage Before Love] Rational top x needy bottom (both are each other’s first) When a CEO meets his arranged-marriage partner, who has autism and doesn’t know how to express love, their relationship becomes a slow journey of growth and nurturing. Sheng Bolang nurtures Wen Yunshi’s growth with love. Under his attentive care and guidance, Wen Yunshi becomes the CEO of the Katie Group. Love is Sheng Bo 17.5kReads9.3Score2k14d adds
20. 70 暗 The Rose in Code 暗语玫瑰 Xia Mian Huimeng夏眠绘梦Two Male Leads230k WordsCompleted [Both reborn + mutual secret crushes + bittersweet + fiercely restrained] Main characters: Shen Mozhou and Chi Huai. (Told from alternating perspectives.) Most secret crushes never see the light of day. Thirteen years of secret love finally ended in an accidental death. In his previous life, Chi Huai had no regrets. He only thought that perhaps at last he could be free... That day, Shen Mozhou watched a truck hurtle toward Chi Huai, powerless to do anything... The lights of the emergency room we 2Reads—Score—14d adds

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    This setting exists, but it's not very strong. (Written by myself)

21. 71 未 The Flowers Faded Before Spring Arrived 未见春来花已逝 Li Yidingxing李一定行Modern Romance209k WordsOngoing [The main story has a tragic ending; the bonus chapters have a happy ending. Both are complete.] [Pure love + romance + angst + school life + a touch of ensemble cast + slice-of-life + depressed heroine Gu Xihuan and sunny hero Liang Suian] Gu Xihuan thought she would remain in pain like this forever, until the day she died. After entering Ling'an No. 1 High School, she meets many kind and lovable classmates. Most of all, there is Liang Suian, her friendly deskmate and class president, whose 437Reads6.4Score10214d adds

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    The female protagonist suffers from depression, and the male protagonist and his friend try to save her, but fail. It's too late. She's lost all hope. But their appearance brings a ray of light into her dark world.

22. 72 老 My Husband’s So Stubborn: Two Kisses and He Melts 老公的嘴太硬？亲两次就软了 Shun Jiu舜九Two Male Leads338k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance + both leads are each other's first and only + happy ending + mutual salvation] Pei Yunqiao somehow ended up saving someone. Before dawn, the man had already fled far away. At the recording of the first round of the audition show, he clutched his sore waist and stared from afar at the aloof, ascetic man seated among the judges. His vision went black, then black again. After the performance, Producer Shen pulled him into a corner and gave him three warnings in a row. - Put awa 9.3kReads8.7Score1.1k14d adds

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    Aqiao was in very poor health, but fearing being disliked by her adoptive parents, she always pretended to be a normal person, her heart riddled with wounds. It wasn't until she met her loving husband that she realized she also had the right to be sick.

23. 73 屿 Island Mist at Dusk 屿沫夕晖 Warmth Hides in Tenderness温暖藏匿于温柔Modern Romance1.4M WordsOngoing They first met on a rainy night, when he collapsed in front of her. She took him to the hospital and became a fleeting ray of light in his dark world. His confession from inside a music box was drowned out by his family calling him home. She only said, “I’m going back to China,” and he thought it was a gentle rejection. From then on, they became strangers, each drifting through their own abyss. Years later, they met again. He was the cool-headed associate chief physician in cardiac surgery, an 974Reads—Score10114d adds

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    The female lead, unable to bear her mother's control, attempted suicide but was saved and became the male lead's father's patient. Her suicide attempt was very similar to that of the male lead's mother, causing the male lead great inner pain. He watched as the female lead pretended not to know him and refused treatment, so he could only silently stay by her side, trying to alleviate her pain and slowly make her feel better.

24. 74 无 No Official Relationship 无实名关系 Three Three Days三三日Modern Romance349k WordsCompleted New rating just in: [Brooding, insecure sweetheart vs. aloof on the outside, warm-hearted young master] [Rekindled romance | School life first, then city life | Each other's first love | Happy ending] * Cheng Zhike witnessed a farcical debt-collection scene in a dead-end alley. He was just an onlooker enjoying the spectacle, but somehow ended up taking home the filthy schoolmate who was being hounded for money. The schoolmate was beautiful, with sparkling, limpid almond eyes that seemed able t 17.8kReads8.1Score1.7k14d adds

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    The female lead later suffers from depression and hallucinations, almost dying (actually, it feels like she already had depressive tendencies in the early school days). The male lead goes from being indifferent to the female lead at the beginning to unconsciously feeling sorry for her, which is super sweet 🥹🥹🥹. Later, the male lead takes the female lead to see a psychologist, and it feels like the male lead is about to break down, especially when the psychologist says, "She resists systematic psychotherapy because she doesn't want to lose the hallucinations about you."

25. 75 我 I'm a Corporate Drone Who Transformed into a Broken Girl and Clung to My Brother 我，社畜，变身破碎少女赖上兄弟 Pisces' Sheep双鱼的羊Urban1.2M WordsOngoing [Gender transformation + pure romance + slight angst + healing + a broken girl + both leads' first love] “Gu Feng, I have nowhere else to go. Could you... take me in?” Late at night, Gu Feng opened the door. The person waiting outside wasn't his good friend Su Yu, but a beautiful girl in an oversized hoodie, her face as pale as paper and her frail body looking as if it might snap in two. The sunny young man who had once stood 179 centimeters tall had become a broken, sickly thin girl, just 167 c 81.9kReads9.4Score9.4k14d adds
26. 76 穿EN After Transmigrating into a Novel and Marrying the Male Lead, I Became a Variety Show Sensation 穿书和男主结婚后我上综艺爆红了 Tianyue Zhou天月舟Two Male Leads367k WordsCompleted [Both are each other's one and only + mutual devotion + healing each other + happy ending + bittersweet romance + no angst in the love story] Gu Nian'an transmigrates into a novel about wealthy families fighting for power, becoming a little-known, universally disliked celebrity who has a contract marriage with the male lead. During a slice-of-life variety show, everyone realizes that the supposedly arrogant, diva-like pretty face who looks down on her teammates seems to have become a different 17.8kReads9.4Score2.2k14d adds

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    It's great; you can tell from the rating: 9.5.

27. 77 别 Don’t Cry. Come Here and Let Me Hold You 别哭了，过来抱抱 Qi Yi Zai七一仔Two Male Leads278k WordsCompleted The rating just came in, don’t mind the low score~ Puppies and their big brothers are the best! [Rekindled Romance + Mutual Firsts + Age Gap + Younger Man + Sweet Romance] [Younger Crybaby Puppy Top x Guiding, Supportive Bottom] On the first day back in the country at age thirty-three, Wen Haoxing unexpectedly runs into the scruffy puppy he took in six years ago. The puppy has grown up. He’s a little troubled, a little crazy, and still cries easily! … At twenty-five, Jiang Yan gazes up at Wen H 10kReads9.2Score88814d adds

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    What a great guiding lover! [Crying][crying][crying]

28. 78 小 A Kitten Care Manual 小猫饲养手册 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads228k WordsCompleted Two male leads + older seme + happy ending + monogamous couple + heartwarming, sweet romance + unrequited love comes true Living alone nearly drove him into depression (uke) Qin Shizhao × Beloved voice-acting teacher (seme) Wen Chuyue Obedient (×) boy & Gentle (✓) older brother “I really am not mad. Let me be by myself for a while. Once I'm feeling better, I'll come make it up to you, okay?” “Good boy, take your medicine first.” When next year's Awakening of Insects comes, spring is warm, fl 7.6kReads9.0Score1.1k14d adds

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    No need for further explanation, just look.

29. 79 假 After the Fake Young Master Left, President Chi Couldn't Stop Pursuing Me 假少爷走后，被池总缠上了 Wen Chun温纯Two Male Leads250k WordsCompleted Shang Chushi was once a spoiled rich heir: arrogant, unruly, and useless, the kind of scoundrel everyone loved to hate. Then one day, the real young master of the Shang family showed up. Shang Chushi was thrown out and left destitute and humiliated. He thought Chi Ting would look after him for the rest of his life. But at the engagement banquet he had eagerly awaited, Chi Ting humiliated him without mercy, ruining his reputation. Like a beaten dog, Shang Chushi fled and vanished without a tra 5.5kReads8.3Score62614d adds

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    Highly recommended!

30. 80 哥 Bro, Give Me a Hug 哥抱抱我吧 Gardenia Cools the Blood栀子凉血Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted [Both are devoted to each other!!! Each other’s first love!!!] [Please don’t relate any illnesses in this story to real life. If you feel unwell, make sure to seek medical attention and take good care of yourself. If you have depression, please make sure to get help❗❗❗❗] One more thing: this is my first time writing a novel, so please forgive its many shortcomings. Thank you, everyone. Lin Xu went missing. His father tricked him into going to a youth training camp, where he was subjected to se 3.3kReads9.1Score35314d adds

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    Is the uke (bottom) suffering from moderate or severe depression? There's some abuse directed at the uke earlier in the story (not from the seme, but from the uke being taken to an illegal school and then being abused; it shouldn't count as abuse, but the uke definitely had a tough time).

31. 81 老 Wife, Where Can't I Touch You? 老婆，你哪里我不能碰？ Xun Gu荀故Two Male Leads355k WordsCompleted [Gentle older professor pursuer x recipient who avoids physical contact + seven-year age gap] He Zhuqing runs a guesthouse. He's handsome and quiet, keeps to himself most of the time, and occasionally makes an appearance for guests. He never accepts confessions, flirtation, or intimacy, and is especially resistant to physical contact. Then one snowy night, a professor named Yan Qu arrived at the guesthouse. Yan Qu was gentle, refined, straightforward, passionate, and even proactive. After a brie 4.7kReads9.4Score65114d adds

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    A redemption story about an older male psychologist; the guiding lover is the greatest premise; a gentle, fatherly older man; warm and healing. [Sending hearts][Sending hearts][Sending hearts]

32. 82 老 Darling, They’re Perverts. I’m Just a Hopeless Romantic 老婆乖乖，他们是变态我是恋爱脑 Admiring the Falling Blossoms繁花落慕Two Male Leads429k WordsCompleted (The rating just came in, and it's still only a tiny baby ⦁⩊⦁) [Two male leads! Sweet romance + both each other's first and only! Healing + love at first sight + marriage before love + older man raises his younger love interest + happy ending + powerful man bows to love + the whole family gets their comeuppance, and he never looks back] Thuggish home-invading top × sweet, barely-alive bottom When Wen Shi'an first met He Qinian, he thought the man looked like a prince from a fairy tale, with a pa 9.4kReads8.9Score1.3k14d adds

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    Looks amazing!!! "Li Chishu, the first step in embracing the world is embracing Shen Baoshan."

33. 83 商 The Business World's Young Master Is in Tears: Why Did His Wife Stop Flirting? 商圈太子哭唧唧：老婆怎么不钓了 Mr. Gemini双子先生Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Rebirth, low self-esteem and depression, a guiding lover, bittersweet and heartwarming] [Cool, composed, and unknowingly flirtatious receiver × aloof, double-standard, pouty love interest] (Author’s tip: I personally don’t think it’s angsty! There’s really no angst!) The dead cannot come back to life, but Shi Ling was reborn. In his previous life, he was the real young master of a wealthy family, unwanted and constantly targeted. In this life, he would take back everything that belonged to 29.3kReads9.4Score3.9k14d adds

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    I cried the whole time I read the first one 😢😢

34. 84 傅 President Fu, Your Wife Is Back for Revenge Again and Again 傅总，夫人又又又来报仇了 Qi Yu柒聿Two Male Leads332k WordsCompleted [Cold-blooded business tycoon seme vs. beautiful, tragic, revenge-driven madman uke] [Revenge, equally matched leads, exclusive devotion, redemption] Five years ago, on his eighteenth birthday, the young master of the Shen family received an unforgettable gift: his father, dead in a car crash and covered in blood, and his older brother, left in a vegetative state by the same accident. The culprit behind it all turned out to be his mother. Overnight, the Shen family fell from the heights of power 734Reads6.9Score—14d adds

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    Highly recommended! Dual male leads, strong protagonists, redemption. Five years ago, on his 18th birthday, the young master of the Shen family received an unforgettable gift: his father, covered in blood, died in a car accident, and his older brother, who became a vegetable due to the accident. The mastermind behind this tragedy was none other than his own mother. The Shen family plummeted overnight, and Shen Shiqing was confined to a mental hospital by his mother. From then on, Shen Shiqing's plan proceeded methodically. He wanted Fu Changhan to know that he was merely a pawn in his revenge, and that Fu Changhan, knowing everything, still willingly succumbed to his delusion. Until that one painful experience, Fu Changhan dared not love again, and Shen Shiqing later realized how deeply he had hurt him.

35. 85 我 Can the Things I Draw Really Slay Gods? Mo Shangchan 我瞎画的东西能弑神？墨熵禅 Mo Shangqianyi墨熵千燚Urban196k WordsOngoing Ink Entropy Zen [Ensemble cast] [One female lead: Yu Ke] [Protagonist with a split personality: Zhu Ye and Chaos] [Infinite Flow] [Supernatural powers + Cthulhu] [Ink Entropy, Mixed Colors, Karmic Embers] Also known as: Record of Salvation, Seven Delusions of Karmic Embers, Painting Above the Embers, Record of Ink Entropy and Mixed Colors, Chronicle of Entropic Delusions, Weaving Delusions from Karmic Embers, Karmic Embers: Salvation Requires the World’s Destruction As the energy of the layers 8Reads—Score—14d adds

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    He suffers from both depression and suicidal ideation, but is unable to commit suicide.

36. 86 怎 Why Am I Still Playing the Stand-In After Being Reborn? 怎么重生后还拿的替身剧本 Ninety-Nine Percent百分之九九Two Male Leads218k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Both Reborn + System + 1v1 Happy Ending] After a godawful life of drowning in debt, finding a sugar daddy, and getting kidnapped as a stand-in, Xie Jueqing chose his own ending: jumping into the sea to kill himself. But he never expected to open his eyes and find himself back three years in the past. As the price of being reborn, he still has the stand-in script, but things seem to be spiraling out of his control. Deep in debt, he runs into Qin Bian, just back from overseas, at 250Reads8.3Score10214d adds

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    Two male leads, a rebirth story, the protagonist suffers from depression.

37. 87 我 My Lover with Depression 我的抑郁症情人 Let's Raise a Cat ba一起养猫baTwo Male Leads745k WordsCompleted [Redemption through obsessive love] Just before a depressed Omega plans to end his life, top Alpha Shen Yan takes him in. Lin Yu has only a few hundred days left to live and plans to jump into the river at night. Then he meets Shen Yan at a club during his heat. The Alpha’s pheromones quiet all the noise in his mind. Shen Yan proposes a deal: one year of companionship in exchange for resources and protection. Lin Yu thinks he has stolen a little time for himself, but fills his diary with all h 1.7kReads8.6Score21814d adds

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    Although it hasn't been rated yet, it's truly a masterpiece; the writing is incredibly detailed. [Crying emoji][thumbs up emoji]

38. 88 不 An Inappropriate Relationship 不恰当关系 Peach Pastry桃图酥Two Male Leads493k WordsCompleted Shi Gu lived for twenty years, ten of them tormented by post-traumatic stress disorder. At ten, his twin brother was kidnapped and met with disaster. At fourteen, his father died in a car accident. At fifteen, his mother remarried, and Shi Gu moved into his stepfather’s home. His stepfather’s son pinned him underwater in the pool, nearly drowning him. At eighteen, Shi Gu went abroad to study. At twenty, he met Wen Hanzhou in Paris. Wen Hanzhou was like a block of ice that could never melt. His 3kReads9.3Score42514d adds

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    🌐Did you know? He gets sick every time the seasons change; he used to barely even catch a cold.🌐True love is heartache; I've relied on his name to support me through countless days and nights.🌐Actually, I've loved you for two lifetimes, but in my last life, I didn't have the chance to stand before you and hold your hand tightly.

39. 89 分 After Breaking Up and Running Away, My Ex Caught Me and Forced Me to Love Him 分手跑路后，被前任逮回强制爱了 Freshly Clad, Riding a Fine Horse鲜铱怒马Two Male Leads242k WordsCompleted [Male-male leads | young lovers | rekindled love | both protagonists are each other's only ones] Innocent, silly beauty on the receiving end × devoted, scheming elite on the pursuing end _ Ji Tong and Qi Yang fell in love when they were young, supporting each other for nearly ten years. But when Ji Tong brought up marriage, Qi Yang brushed him off with a single sentence: “I have no plans to get married.” - Three days later, Ji Tong threw a million yuan in breakup money at Qi Yang. “A rich man wa 8.5kReads8.5Score1.2k14d adds

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    The divine quality is absolutely terrible!

40. 90 一EN The Unconventional Path to Immortality 一本不正经的修仙感悟 A Wisp of Clamor一缕喧嚣1.9M WordsOngoing [Fantasy] [Xianxia] [Xuanhuan] [Comedy] [Urban] After three lifetimes, I finally attained the Dao, Roaming the mortal world, laughing at its vicissitudes. I ferry souls across the River of the Underworld, following fate, But whoever the hell dares lay a hand on my people, I’ll beat you to death, you little bastard... 1.7kReads9.2Score12014d adds

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    Feeling lost and confused about life? Read this book! After reading it, I felt like I was on a roll! The author's amazing writing completely changed my mindset and attitude. I'm invincible, you can do whatever you want! Ladies, let's go!

41. 91 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3k14d adds
42. 92 被 A Heartthrob Takes Over His Body, and the Timid Doormat Takes the Whole School by Storm 被男神魂穿，软糯受气包飒翻全校 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance231k WordsOngoing The refined, scheming crown prince VS the soft, timid little bunny with an inferiority complex Healing | Unrequited Love Comes True | Soul Transmigration | Reborn and Pursuing His Wife Xie Yanci opens his eyes and finds that he has transmigrated into someone else’s body! He has ended up in the body of Song Qiwan, a girl who lets everyone walk all over her. The girl clutches a diary filled with his name as her bullies pin her down in the restroom and pour dirty water over her head. The school’s 4Reads—Score—14d adds

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    She's a painting prodigy, but her family background is extremely poor, and she suffers from depression and is covered in scars. The male lead is a pampered young master, a guiding lover who gradually redeems the female lead. [Almost crying]

43. 93 黑 Hei Ye's Gorgeous, Strong, Tragic Beauty Can No Longer Hide His Secret Identity! 黑爷家的美强惨马甲不保啦！ Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Two Male Leads341k WordsCompleted [Secret identities + universally adored + shipping your own CP] Many years ago, Jiang Xu transmigrated into the body of Hei Xiazi’s younger brother. In the end, however, Hei Xiazi killed him amid the curses of everyone around him. After the System brought him back to life, Jiang Xu geared up from head to toe, donned a secret identity, and joined the main storyline so he could destroy the Wang family’s computational system. He’d planned to push Wu Xie to grow while posing as a stranger, and sneak 19.6kReads9.5Score3.2k14d adds
44. 94 九 The Merciless, Mad Eunuch Is Truly Beautiful 九千岁狠毒疯批，却实在美丽 Rice-Loving Dumpling爱干饭的团子Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [A print edition has been signed for publication] [Self-directed conquest x emotionally detached recipient + equally matched, devoted couple + reunited after a breakup, happy ending] Xie Yu, the most beautiful man under heaven, is frail and sickly, with weaknesses all over. Every prince and noble sees him as the ultimate plaything. The newly appointed top scholar can harass him, but will be dead by the next day. The imperial concubine can frame him, but her entire clan will be executed for it. A 12.6kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds
45. 95 明 An Honest Person Doesn't Keep a Secret Crush 明人不搞暗恋 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Print edition officially signed] Homeless, I Was Taken In and Raised by My Archrival Original title: No Secret Crushes for Honest People Campus romance + secret crush + happy ending + rivals to lovers + growing up together + third-person narration Benevolent, compassionate top VS unruly, stubborn, insecure bottom My father didn’t care for me, my mother didn’t love me, and somehow I got saddled with the blame. After my landlord kicked me out, I stood alone on the street and began to questio 23.7kReads9.5Score4.2k14d adds

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    I highly recommend it.

46. 96 暗 Joy Blossoms in a Dark Alley 暗巷生欢 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed: @Youyu Ru Zhou] [Healing + Devoted Couple + Intense Push and Pull + Bittersweet, Over-the-Top Drama + Major Twists] [Cold-Blooded Big Shot × Frail Beauty, A Clawed Cat Toying with a Tiger] Xia Xunqian was sickly and had depended on others since childhood. Even as an adult, he still had nowhere of his own. When his father sent him to live with Feng Lin, Xia Xunqian chose to obey. He was docile and compliant, and knew every trick in the book when it came to staying aliv 15kReads9.6Score2k14d adds

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    I cried the whole time I read the first one. [Crying][crying]

47. 97 老 Don't Be Afraid, Honey. Your Reborn Husband Is Here to Save You 老婆别怕，老公重生来救你 Hot Dog with Egg热狗加蛋Two Male Leads270k WordsCompleted Restaurant owner vs. freestyle fighting trainer Everyday life. Older male lead. Devoted couple. Equally matched leads. Reborn. Mutual devotion. Healing A sick father, a mother who ran away, and a life in pieces. Every melodramatic plot twist from a trashy novel had befallen Xiao Qi, who was only nineteen. But even under tremendous pressure, he refused to be crushed. He stayed busy with his studies during the day and worked part-time at night, never wasting a moment of his free time. His father’s 1.3kReads8.3Score16414d adds

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    Xiao Qi, suffering from depression, committed suicide. Meng Lingchuan was reborn when Xiao Qi was still in school. He found Xiao Qi and moved in across the hall to protect and help him. In his previous life, Xiao Qi was a cold and aloof beauty; now, Xiao Qi is a wolf cub. Meng Lingchuan pursues and dotes on his wife.

48. 98 霍 The Huo Family’s Little Troublemaker Is Reborn! 霍爷家的闯祸精重生了！ Seven O'Clock七点钟Two Male Leads497k WordsCompleted [Mature, steady top × troublemaking, hot-tempered bottom] Happy ending + bittersweet romance + one true pairing + teasing affection + sweet and angsty Ling Zeyu was murdered. Looking back on his life, there were two people he hated most. One was the person who killed him. The other was a name he could never bring himself to say aloud: Huo Yuan. He was a dog Huo Yuan kept by his side, coming when called and dismissed when unwanted. Huo Yuan took him when he wanted him, and discarded him when he d 12.4kReads9.0Score1.7k14d adds
49. 99 白 The White Moonlight Wants Nothing More Than to Die 白月光一心想要求死 Little Half-Moon半月牙子Two Male Leads343k WordsCompleted A depressed, suicidal bottom × a gentle, attentive top Lu Xi × Jiang Yan Jiang Yan... or Jiang Yan? It's hard to tell. After a car accident, Lu Xi thought he had transmigrated into a book, but in reality, he was only imagining the book's plot and casting himself in it. Jiang Yan happened to meet Lu Xi after he was brought to the hospital. He personally cared for him while waiting for him to wake up, only to find that the awakened Lu Xi was afraid of him. But when Lu Xi saw the name he had writte 642Reads8.8Score10514d adds

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    Follow me, follow me, you won't get lost!

50. 100 装 I Pretended to Be a Sweet White Lotus, but After Winning Him Over, Everything Went Wrong 装成白莲，攻略成功后翻车了 Time Passes时走Two Male Leads255k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, Early Story Set at School, Melodrama, Second Chances, Happy Ending] [Cold and Cruel Yet Attentive Top, Sweet-on-the-Surface but Dark Within Bottom, Flawed Characters] [The Bottom Has a Contradictory Personality. Angsty, Focused Mainly on the Bottom. Extreme Top Fans or Bottom Fans, Please Don’t Read] Don’t lie to yourself. Or, if you really might leave one day, keep lying to yourself forever. While he was with Chi Xiao, he did keep lying to himself. But after they broke up and h 414Reads8.7Score12014d adds

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