Any Stories About Depression, Where One Person Wants to Die and the Other Is Trying to Save Them? 有没有抑郁症文，一个想自杀，另一个忙着救赎他

1. 151 裴 President Pei, Your Wife Is Trying to Kill Himself Again 裴总，夫人他又要自杀 Nan Xiaoji南小寂Two Male Leads515k WordsCompleted Beneath the polished facade of an illustrious family, Lu Yu’an is a broken soul on the verge of going dark. Severe depression and emotional disorders imprison him in endless darkness, and every outside stimulus drives him to inflict pain on himself in secret. His family sees him as defective, and a marriage arrangement pushes him toward Pei Yanzhi, the business world’s most sought-after and celebrated CEO. To Lu Yu’an, this marriage is an inescapable cage, but also a long-buried hope he doesn’t 192Reads7.5Score—14d adds
2. 152 我 My Most Outgoing Friend Died by Suicide 我最活泼的朋友自杀了 A Passing Guest in the Flow of Time往事流年稍作客Mystery98k WordsOngoing My most vivacious friend killed herself. The news headline was restrained, just one line: “Teenage girl falls to her death, suspected academic pressure.” But I knew that wasn’t true. Lin Miaomiao was the kind of person who would hum and spin around twice just to go downstairs and pick up a delivery. How could she have quietly jumped from the eighteenth floor? Stranger still, on the day she fell, she was wearing a white dress, fully made up, with even a smile on her lips. The coroner said it 3Reads—Score—14d adds
3. 153 隐 [ABO] Secret Delight 【ABO】隐愉 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted [ABO] Two male leads x mutual pining fulfilled + mutual healing + melodrama + happy ending. [Scheming seductress] x [obsessive man] S-rank Alpha Ren Congshu was reborn in the body of Cao Ye, the rich kid who had killed him, right in front of his own corpse. In an instant, he became the murderer. From poverty and desperation to assets worth tens of billions. From a high-ranking Alpha to a defective Omega. From the bottom of society, forever unable to stand before Chen Youjin, to someone of equal 14.2kReads9.5Score1.8k14d adds
4. 154 刺 Scandalous! The Sick, Possessive Love of Someone I Pretended to Be a Pitiful Sweetheart 刺激！伪装小可怜被病娇偏执爱了 Moonlight Soda月亮汽水Two Male Leads443k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, two male leads, quick transmigration, a sweet and satisfying story] Li Yang was born unable to feel pain and emotionally detached. By chance, he gets bound to the Pitiful One System. “You must transmigrate through different worlds and play roles such as an orphan with albinism, an autistic patient, and a young master whose tears are uncontrollable. Max out each target's corruption score in every world, and you'll be rewarded with emotions and the ability to feel pain.” Li Yang nods 6.2kReads9.2Score85414d adds
5. 155 他 He's Depressed, and He's Also Secretly in Love 他是抑郁症患者，也是暗恋者 Not Wood, Not Wood不可木可Two Male Leads152k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Campus] [Mutual Salvation] [Top Students] [Happy Ending] [Family Bonds] A love story about two little sad sacks. An optimistic, sunny bottom and a melancholic, icy top. In the night sky, the stars keep the moon company. 48Reads—Score—14d adds
6. 156 别 Don't Call Me a Child of the Moon 别叫我月亮的孩子 Xiaomi Is Me小米就是我呀Modern Romance996k WordsCompleted [Gloomy, Insecure Moonlit Boy × Warm, Radiant Little Sun] Jiang Jinye is the quietest shadow in school. Bruised all over, he lives with his father’s alcoholism and beatings. Everyone calls him gloomy, broken, and beyond saving. Until one day, Wen Fengqing, the top student in his year, sits beside him and becomes his “little tutor.” She sees the bruises beneath his uniform and says softly, “Jiang Jinye, you’re like a child the moon forgot here on earth.” He has spent so long curled up in the dark 170Reads—Score—14d adds

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   "Don't Call Me the Moon's Child" - Wen Fengqing x Jiang Jinye. She's the dazzling sun always sitting in the front row; he's the insecure boy hiding in the corner, afraid to look up at the light. Everyone calls him "the moon's child," avoids him, and gossips about him. Only Wen Fengqing would force a piece of candy into his mouth in the afternoon classroom and deliberately take a detour to accompany him home after evening self-study. She spent three years telling him: You are not the moon's child; you are my precious person. Later, the person who never replied to his messages posted only one sentence on their social media: "She is my Qing." #MutualRedemption #Reconciliation #HappyEnding

7. 157 我 I Want to Leave 我想走 Little Fox Cub狐狸崽崽崽Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted After ten years of marriage on paper, Yu Shuyi still couldn’t make it to the end of the contract. At first, he begged his husband to look at him, just once. Later, he begged his husband to come home and have a meal with him. In the end, he begged him to let him go. He said there was a saying: Better a brief pain than a long one. So I’ve let myself go. Please let go of me, too. I’m not asking you to love me or forgive me. I’m only asking you to let me go. Don’t save me anymore… Setting: Same-sex 4.2kReads8.4Score39914d adds

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   I don't know if it's depressing or not, but it's a novel that's heart-wrenching from beginning to end, making you cry uncontrollably. [Crying][crying]

8. 158 身 I Was a Veteran Member of a Superpower Organization, but It Turns Out I'm the Villain 身为异能组织元老的我原来是反派 Xuan Wuyou玄乌有Modern Romance400k WordsOngoing [Elders of an Esper Organization + A Pitiful Nobody in the Villain Organization + First Person + Possessed by a Villain + Fake Amnesia and Villainous Turn + Twisted Affection from Teammates, Including Locking Me Up + Constantly Switching Sides + No CP, and the Protagonist's Gender Is Not Emphasized + Popular for Friendship] One day, I suddenly learned that I was going to become a villain. That was after I had become an elder of an esper organization and its head of logistics, and had already sp 2.2kReads8.3Score38714d adds
9. 159 少 The Young Master Takes What He Wants, Then Insists on Being a Dog 少爷他强取豪夺非要当狗 Tea Number Two茶个二Two Male Leads150k WordsCompleted Complete! [Double male leads, a sweet little romance | 1v1 + devoted to each other + both leads are each other's first + a touch of bittersweetness + healing] [Honest, steady, emotionally stable bottom x generous, protective top who doesn't hesitate to fight] Fang Zhi x Mu Jingci Fang Zhi had been a nobody in the entertainment industry for nearly ten years, quietly doing his job. Then someone spent a night with him and still wasn't satisfied, barging headlong into Fang Zhi's cramped little world 17.3kReads8.8Score2.1k14d adds

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   This should be considered a mutual redemption [almost crying][almost crying] two little bitter gourds

10. 160 重 Reborn: The Hated Real Heir Wants Only to Die 重生：万人嫌真少爷一心等死 Spring Dawn at Mingtang明棠春晓Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted Lin Xi was the true young master of a wealthy family, but he was accidentally switched at birth. He grew up abused, and the Ye family found him when he was eighteen. He thought he would finally have a loving family and a peaceful life, but instead he was misunderstood and neglected. The Ye family favored the impostor young master, and their cold indifference made Lin Xi lose hope little by little. Then he was kidnapped and abandoned, and poisoned. His heart died, and he left for a distant land. 8.7kReads8.9Score76914d adds

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    Very good and very heart-wrenching.

11. 161 陷 Trapped in the Abyss of Depression, My Husband Saved My Life 陷在抑郁深渊，老公救我一命 Chen Mengla陈梦拉10k WordsCompleted Trapped in the depths of depression, my husband saved my life 740Reads—Score—14d adds

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    New articles about depression

12. 162 电 Esports World Champion, Survival Show Center 电竞世界冠军，选秀C位出道 Winter Melon Fart冬瓜屁Modern Romance412k WordsOngoing (The rating has just been posted, so it's on the low side) [No CP + gorgeous but tragic + everyone’s favorite + esports + idol survival show + doted on by everyone + secret identity exposed] He is River, the legendary esports player renowned across the scene, who reached the top of the world at just seventeen. But behind the glory lies severe psychological illness and the agony of sleepless nights. His arms are covered in scars no one knows about. After winning the championship, he hides all his 8.5kReads9.2Score1.1k14d adds
13. 163 那 Those Years! Losing My Mind! Chasing Her Through Hell! A Childhood That Went Wrong 那些年！精神失常！追妻火葬场！小时候过不好的经历 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Those Years! Mental Breakdown! The Wife-Chasing Road to Ruin! A Troubled Childhood 297Reads—Score—14d adds
14. 164 恶 After My Evil Spirit Brother Was Banished, My Archenemy Became My Boss 恶灵弟弟退散后死对头成了我老板 Riding a Cat Beneath the Stars星空下骑猫Two Male Leads125k WordsCompleted [Flirting with each other, unhinged, pure love, mutually faithful, secret identities, absurd, comedy, sweet romance, guiding, healing, positive energy. Title: How to Become Part of Chen Yin's Life] My name is Chen Yin. In my life, I met two people who mattered deeply to me. One has an anniversary of death the day after my birthday. The other said he wanted to take me with him when he died. You said all that mattered was that they were happy. He said all that mattered was that we were happy. “Yo 1Reads—Score—14d adds

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    [Flirting, quirky, pure love, both characters are virgins, multiple identities, silly humor, sweet romance. Title: On How to Integrate into Chen Yin's Life] Judging by the title alone, you might think this is a clichéd workplace novel. But the core theme of this story is: freedom and art (and abstract concepts). The author's writing is delicate yet light, with appropriate detail and natural shifts in perspective. Target audience: Slow-burn psychological descriptions, social metaphors, and strong plot conflicts. The characters' traits change gradually with time and environment. As long as the tag isn't "grossiness," the other main characters all have some elements of this, so readers shouldn't argue about it.

15. 165 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: A Marriage That Spoiled Its Sweetheart 追夫火葬场:养成系婚姻“宠坏了” Chen Mengla陈梦拉Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted The Wife-Chasing Road to Ruin: A “Spoiled” Grooming-Style Marriage 234Reads—Score—14d adds
16. 166 保 After Early Admission, the Top Student and the School Bully Become Desk Mates 保送后，学霸和校霸成同桌了 Shallow Summer of Southern Gardenia南栀浅夏Two Male Leads289k WordsCompleted With the sunshine at your side, even the abyss is nothing to fear. The top student, who had ranked first every year, stubbornly transferred to the bottom-ranked class after being admitted to university. No one knew the real reason. No one had any faith in them, but, not wanting to disgrace their academic god, this group of underachievers soared to the top. The class bully at the bottom of the rankings rose even higher, becoming a second legend. One top student, one school bully, raised into a to 883Reads8.7Score11314d adds

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    Both books are good, although the ratings are a bit low, they're quite enjoyable. If you can't handle angst, try to avoid the first one, as it's very angsty (no offense intended).

17. 167 恶 Diary of a Villainess in the Making: Obsessive! Niche! Powerful Family! Childhood Sweethearts! 恶女养成日记:病娇！小众！高干！青梅竹马！ Chen Mengla陈梦拉Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted Diary of a Villainess in the Making: Obsessive Love! Niche! Powerful Family! Childhood Friends! 163Reads—Score—14d adds
18. 168 炮EN After Her Mind Is Read, the Slacker Cannon Fodder Supporting Character Adopts a Zen Attitude 炮灰咸鱼女配被读心后她佛系了 Lousy Idle Fish烂烂的闲鱼Modern Romance185k WordsCompleted A aloof, genuinely carefree heroine who wants nothing more than to die × a domineering CEO who’s sharp-tongued and merciless in everyone else’s eyes, but turns into a pathetic, lovesick puppy around her Shen Zhiyi awakened to her own existence after a car accident. She realized she was a minor character in an old-school CEO romance, an NPC who appeared for one second and then vanished. As a disposable side character, all she wanted was to finish her part in the story and wait quietly for death. 2.3kReads9.3Score27014d adds

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    Let me push this again. [Thinking][Thinking]

19. 169 第 The He Family, Book One 《何家》第一部 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The He Family, Part One 77Reads—Score—14d adds
20. 170 假 The Fake Young Master Awakens and Wins the Real Young Master's Affection by Doing Nothing 假少爷觉醒后靠摆烂被真少爷娇宠 Whiling Away Time with Corn消磨玉米Two Male Leads225k WordsCompleted The setting is full of my own headcanons. I'm open to suggestions, but I'm emotionally fragile. No female lead!!! Not recommended if you're extremely protective of the bottom. A pitiful fake young master × a true young master who says one thing but means another Yi Bu is a fake young master. After bullying the true young master, he gets kicked out and becomes hated across the internet. He spends every day thinking about how to turn things around, until one night he dreams that he's in a book, an 1.1kReads8.9Score14614d adds

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    This book is seriously amazing! Huo Ye was so annoying in the beginning!!!

21. 171 小 Married Life of a Little Lamb and a Big Bad Wolf 小绵羊与大灰狼的婚后生活 Chen Mengla陈梦拉Modern Romance58k WordsCompleted A sheepish woman with only a middle school education, and a big bad wolf with a high school education. They have a three-year-old son and two elderly parents at home. A story of everyday life, told in a simple, warm style, about married life. 30Reads—Score—14d adds
22. 172 把 After I Brought My Amnesiac Archenemy Home 把失忆死对头捡回家后 xp Supremacistxp至上主义Two Male Leads408k WordsCompleted Just started ranking, so it may rise. [Two male leads + top's perspective + healing + mutual devotion + pure love] I wasn't there for your past, but I'll clear away your hell for you. A volatile, possessive, flamboyant, love-struck, loyal-dog top VS a bottom who is innocent and confused after losing his memory, then broken and self-destructive as a CEO Jiang Yu had hated Chu Xiaoji for three years. He hated how Chu Xiaoji was always perfect, how he never let a single weakness show. Then Chu Xia 3.6kReads6.9Score51214d adds

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    [Sending hearts][Sending hearts][Sending hearts]

23. 173 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: A Portrait of a Married Woman's Growth 追妻火葬场:已婚女性的成长图鉴 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The Wife-Chasing Road to Ruin: A Portrait of a Married Woman’s Growth 28Reads—Score—14d adds
24. 174 我 The Tyrant in My Mind 我脑子里的暴君 Xiang Er襄儿Modern Romance305k WordsCompleted Shen Si, a top painter, never imagined that after dying, he would open his eyes to find himself trapped in the body of a painter with depression. One could not go on living; the other could not bring herself to die. Watching Xu Zhao nervously paint in safe colors, watching her apologize even after her coworkers humiliated her and drove her to the rooftop, he was so furious his soul nearly smoked. “Useless! Give me the brush!” When the bullying began again, he took control of her body and unleash 13Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The female protagonist suffers from depression, which the male protagonist cannot explain; the truth only gradually emerges in the latter half of the novel.

25. 175 关 A Collection of Stories About A Nuo 关于阿诺的故事合集 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted A Collection of Stories About A Nuo 19Reads—Score—14d adds
26. 176 宠 The Imperial Consort Has a Few Screws Loose 宠妃她脑子有病 One Duck at Ease一鸭悠Ancient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted (Audiobook version now available) [Transmigrate into a book + not a mutually exclusive first-love relationship + heroine adored by everyone + redemption + devoted love from the middle to later stages] Just as Ji Yuehuan's life was about to reach its peak, she suddenly died. After death, she transmigrated into a book. Unfortunately, she became a cannon-fodder character who was destined to die two years later according to the original plot. What? You think she can rely on knowing the story in adva 3.3kReads8.9Score35614d adds

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    Both fit the description, and they're very well written, it's just that the second book was discontinued.

27. 177 高 Powerful Family: A Letter to My First-Love Senior 高干:写给初恋学长的信 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Powerful Family: A Letter to My First Love, Senior 41Reads—Score—14d adds
28. 178 队EN Captain, Can I Pet Your Tail? 队长，尾巴给我摸一下？ Shi Yunyun拾运运Two Male Leads734k WordsCompleted [Fatherly team leader top vs. unruly, defiant bottom] Two male leads, post-apocalyptic, older top, one-on-one, both devoted to each other, powerful pairing, supernatural abilities, partial beast transformation, modern fantasy, playful and sweet. The top's beast form is a flying snow leopard [a gigantic kitty]. The bottom is a bit unhinged [an Alpha who thinks of himself as the top]. The snow leopard raises the Alpha as his little brother, doting on him like a spouse. The Alpha keeps the sno 8.5kReads9.5Score1.5k14d adds
29. 179 从 From School Uniforms to Wedding Gowns: Mr. Gu, Stop Fighting 从校服到婚纱:顾总，别打了。 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted From School Uniforms to Wedding Dress: President Gu, Stop Hitting Me. 32Reads—Score—14d adds
30. 180 硝 The Smoke Hasn't Cleared, but Love Runs Deep 硝烟未尽，爱意甚浓 Autumn Again秋一秋Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted Set in an alternate historical world. Xing Ye: Nicknamed Master Xing, formerly a captain in M Nation’s Eagle Eye Special Forces. Cheng Gu: Nicknamed A Gu, formerly a deputy captain in M Nation’s Third Special Forces. When the smoke of battle clears, those who survive are the real prisoners. A single denunciation from his captain turned Cheng Gu from a hero who had faced a hail of bullets into an “outcast” scorned by society. He hid among the backstreets, armoring himself with strong liquor and n 4.4kReads9.3Score61414d adds
31. 181 出 Rental-Apartment Romance: Sweet! Devoted! After Making It Big, I Spoil My Wife 出租屋文学:甜宠!双洁!创业成功之后我特别疼老婆 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Rental Apartment Romance: Sweet and Fluffy! Both Pure! After Building a Successful Business, I Spoil My Wife Rotten 37Reads—Score—14d adds
32. 182 顾 After Gu Xingyao's Miscarriage and Suicide, Mr. He Regretted Everything 顾星遥流产自杀后，何总后悔了。 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted After Gu Xingyao miscarried and took her own life, President He regretted everything. 53Reads—Score—14d adds
33. 183 将 After Turning My Beautiful Deskmate into My Wife 将美人同桌养成老婆后 Tihen體痕Two Male Leads255k WordsCompleted Complete. Two male leads, both sexually inexperienced, sweet romance. Content warning: one of the love interests has depression. There are two side couples. This is my first attempt at writing a novel, so I can’t vouch for my prose. If you don’t like it, feel free to find another book to read. ՞••՞ (? Gentle?) Long-haired beauty 1 x sensitive, cold-faced 0 How do you care for a sensitive little cat? 1. Give him lots and lots of love. 2. Believe in him unconditionally and make him feel secure. 3. 3Reads—Score—14d adds
34. 184 禁 No Bad Endings 禁止be Ying Mufeng应沐风Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted [Sweet, easygoing bottom × attentive, doting top] [Two male leads + sweet romance + devoted to each other + unconventional dating livestream show] After a car accident, Yuan Mu gained a new set of memories and learned that this world was actually one giant romance novel. Shen Heng, who had doted on him for five years of marriage, was really the devoted second male lead who loved the novel’s protagonist, the bottom, without hope, could never let go, and ultimately chose to live out his days alone 45.5kReads9.5Score6.1k14d adds
35. 185 破 Mending a Broken Relationship: After Cheating and Lying to His Wife, Young Mr. Jiang Wept and Begged on His Knees 破镜重圆:出轨欺骗老婆后，小江总哭着下跪 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Rekindled Love: After Cheating on and Deceiving His Wife, Young President Jiang Wept and Fell to His Knees 34Reads—Score—14d adds
36. 186 重 Reborn as a Concubine in the Su Household 重生之我在苏府当小妾 Shangguan Loves to Drink Water上官爱喝水Ancient Romance377k WordsCompleted Nontraditional rebirth + women's self-rescue + psychological healing + original poetry + metafiction Don't let the title fool you. The original title was Dawn's Clear Light. Rebirth is the ultimate act of self-rescue. A profound story that is both heartbreaking and healing. Zheng Ming awoke after transmigrating, only to become the concubine of a powerful minister. She navigated the storms of political rivalries and stirred the winds of change across the realm, believing she was carefully plan 261Reads8.8Score—14d adds

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    This book has just been released, but its scope and depth have absolutely exceeded expectations. On the surface, it's a historical romance about domestic intrigue, but at its core, it's a psychological epic about trauma and self-healing. The rise and fall of the Su family mansion, centered on the protagonist Zheng Ming, is actually an intricately crafted dream of her broken heart. The power struggles are intricately interwoven, and the real suspense lies in when she will see through everything and how she will reconcile with her painful past. The author's writing is calm and collected, with foreshadowing throughout; only by the final chapter do you realize that all the details are interconnected. It doesn't focus on a sweet, indulgent romance, but rather delicately portrays the path to rebuilding a strong heart, leaving a lasting impression and making it suitable for quiet contemplation.

37. 187 小 The CEO Panicked When the Little Tyrant Became Critically Ill 小霸王病危后总裁他慌了 Yu Zi萸籽Two Male Leads283k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads, reconciliation after a breakup, sickly, regret and pursuit, happy ending!] Cool CEO gong × depressed, sickly shou Mu Ning was once the most doted-on young master of the wealthy Mu family, as well as a notorious little tyrant in their social circle. But falling in love with Gu Yanchu changed the course of his life forever. His own father personally sent him to hell. After that, he became insecure and sensitive, burdened with injuries and illness. When he finally fought his way o 2.7kReads8.2Score17814d adds
38. 188 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: The Campus Heartthrob Pursues His Wife Through Tears 追妻火葬场，校草边哭唧唧边追老婆 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The Ex-Wife Chase from Hell: The Campus Heartthrob Chases His Wife While Sobbing 19Reads—Score—14d adds
39. 189 绝 After My Terminal Diagnosis, My Contract Boyfriend Chased Me to the Crematorium in Tears 绝症后，契约男友哭着追进火葬场 Eighteen Bronze Walnuts十八铜核桃仁Two Male Leads291k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, Old-School Angsty Drama, A Real Pursuit After the Breakup, Scum Top Transformed into a Crying, Devoted Dog, Angst Before Affection, Both Reborn, Happy Ending] [Stoic Bottom with a Terminal Illness & Hard-Mouthed-at-First, Tender and Affectionate Top] Lin Shi'an was diagnosed with lung cancer, with only three months left to live. Seven years ago, when Li Feng's mother was gravely ill, Lin Shi'an paid two million to buy ten years of his time and personally made him a popular movie 5.4kReads8.9Score54914d adds
40. 190 墨 Sweet Potatoes Stewed in Ink 墨汁炖红薯 Li Liangliang凉凉李Modern Romance404k WordsCompleted [Brooding, possessive man + warm and healing romance + sweet enough to make you feel like an auntie] He suffers from severe depression and has been rescued after three suicide attempts. He fears crowds and hates the sunlight. All he wants is to hide in his dark world until the day he can finally be free. But that changed when he followed the family driver to the countryside. “Pig, want a sweet potato?” “Good, mean chicken.” “Ah, that goose bit me!” He stared wide-eyed in fright and turned to run 4.3kReads9.2Score47914d adds

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    Super, super good! The male protagonist suffers from depression, and the female protagonist redeems him. Every detail and plot point is written incredibly well; it's not dragging at all, and I didn't skip a single chapter. [Thumbs up][Thumbs up][Thumbs up]

41. 191 病 After the Frail Real Young Master Gives Up, He Begs to Die Every Day! 病弱真少爷摆烂后每天疯狂求死！ Yu Jia豫佳Two Male Leads212k WordsCompleted [Open Ending] [Even if you hate me, I’ll still tell you I love you] In his life before last, Fang Kesi was recognized by the Jiang family and worked tirelessly to inherit the family business. He got nothing for his efforts and eventually died of sheer rage in bed. In his previous life, Fang Kesi was reborn into the world of cultivation and practiced the Heartless Dao. After enduring ninety-nine heavenly tribulations and three stages of lightning tribulation, he would ascend and become an immorta 1.8kReads6.1Score14414d adds
42. 192 程 Boss Cheng's Depressed, Beloved Husband 程大佬的抑郁症小娇夫 Loves Pudding爱吃布丁Two Male Leads203k WordsCompleted Zhuan Jin grew up abroad, but his father forced him to return to China because of his depression. His senior labmate, Cheng Zhi, taught him how to love someone, but not how to face family ties. As two single-parent families collide, how will Zhuan Jin choose between family and love? “Will you leave me?” “I will be faithful to you, always!” 57Reads—Score—14d adds

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    I've learned it! [I've learned it!] [I've learned it!]

43. 193 白 White Moonlight, Close to My Heart 白月近心扉 Miss Vera Doesn't Like Fish薇拉小姐不爱吃鱼Modern Romance226k WordsCompleted [Mutual healing between the male and female leads, in the style of the Love Trilogy] * [Romance between the second male lead and the heroine’s older sister] A chance encounter is merely a detour in life, but when you look back on it, it becomes fate. A PhD in international relations from Northeast China vs. a Shanghai finance hotshot vs. a college guy from the Greater Bay Area. Lu Xinfei and Shi Jin first met in Teriberka, Murmansk, where they watched the aurora and fireworks together. A late-ni 11Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The female protagonist has no intention of redeeming the male protagonist. The backstory can be found in the chapter "Your Name Is the Anchor Point of My Life".

44. 194 一 I Accidentally Became the Tsundere Employer's White Moonlight 一不小心成了傲娇雇主的白月光 Little Words, No Worries小字无忧Two Male Leads602k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + tragic romance + the one who was left behind pursues his lover through hell + equally matched leads] [Two male leads + warmth] [Dark imprisonment, brutal torture, memory control, stealing someone's lover] Volume One: First Meeting in the Jungle focuses on daily life as they struggle to survive in the jungle, with scenes of being shot, poisoned, treated for injuries, and fed. It's a bittersweet but lighthearted read. Volume Two: The Ordeal of Captivity includes deception, dark i 1.5kReads8.1Score11014d adds

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    Ji Ying, a top assassin, was betrayed and, after the torture in Volume Two, became a helpless cripple... Volume Two: Imprisoned in a secret room, tortured to the brink of death; imprisoned in a manor, humiliated and sexually assaulted (attempted), framed, and forced to drown until he had no breath or pulse; imprisoned elsewhere, driven to madness... Wei Yihang was determined to die, which Li Yin only thought was a ploy, when in reality Wei Yihang had been tortured to the point of no return... Volume One is slow-paced, with sweet and sour daily life; shot in the jungle, still having to scout, find food, and care for his employer... In the end, he almost died from being treated by a "quack doctor," falling into a coma, fever, vomiting blood, and even having trouble drinking water and taking medicine... Volume Three is about reconciliation, bittersweet, slightly angsty, and filled with unrequited love...

45. 195 是 I’m the One Who Doesn’t Want to Love You Anymore 是我不想再爱你了 He Riling禾日玲Modern Romance200k WordsCompleted [Read with care: an ordinary story about ordinary people] [He said sunflowers meant, “I’ll always belong to you. Never doubt my love. What’s yours, I won’t share with anyone.”] [She believed him.] [Later, when her depression returned, she realized she still liked lisianthus. She wasn’t a princess in a fairy tale or the heroine of a movie. She wanted to live in the sunlight, too, but all she had was hopeless love and a broken, fragmented first half of her life.] 17Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Just finished watching it. The female lead suffered from depression and couldn't be saved. The second male lead was her doctor, and he eventually resigned.

46. 196 强 The Campus Hottie I Forced to Love Me Was Bitter and Cold, So She Stopped Chasing Me After Being Reborn 强扭的校草酸又涩，重生她不追了 Dao Shangxie刀上邪Modern Romance300k WordsCompleted [Reborn + devoted one-on-one romance + both leads are pure and each other's first + a long road to winning her back] In her previous life, Su Jiani fell in love with the campus heartthrob at first sight. She pursued him for years without success, then resorted to despicable tactics to get pregnant and marry him. Knowing he didn't love her, she gradually lost hope. Reborn before the college entrance exams, she no longer clings to him for help with homework. She gets high marks, but doesn't apply 50kReads8.9Score4k14d adds

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    All are completed novels, so you can use them with confidence (the first three are dual male leads, and the last one is heterosexual). The first one is about bipolar disorder, rebirth, and face-slapping (with a bit of a fake young master). The second one is about depression (cold and aloof uke vs. Tsundere seme with self-conquest strategy). The third one is about a sunny, depressed uke who transmigrates (transmigration + system + redemption). You can read it with a critical eye; the values ​​are positive. The first three are dual male leads [exploration] (important!!!). The last one is heterosexual with rebirth, but the male and female leads remain the same. After rebirth, it's the man pursuing the woman.

47. 197 顶 The Top-Tier Star Is Reborn: I Disguise Myself as a Man at the Audition 顶流重生，选秀现场我女扮男装 Wild Hibiscus野芙蓉Modern Romance139k WordsCompleted Top-tier star singer Shen Yao × wealthy family’s adopted daughter and songwriting genius Xu Xiangyang Parallel worlds | Time travel | Entertainment-industry romance and suspense | System missions | Mutual pining and healing | Disguised as a man | Mystery of death Songwriting genius Xu Xiangyang and top-tier star Shen Yao were childhood sweethearts at an orphanage. Because of her rare blood type, she was adopted by a wealthy family, while he was kidnapped by drug traffickers and narrowly escaped 21Reads—Score—14d adds

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    (The female lead is the male lead's little sun in this reborn life...) Genius songwriter Xu Xiangyang and top superstar Shen Yao were childhood sweethearts from an orphanage. One was adopted by a wealthy family due to her special blood type, while the other was kidnapped by drug dealers and narrowly escaped death. A time-space rift trapped them in separate alternate worlds. She was a wealthy adopted daughter who perished while chasing the light, while he was a light chaser who fell into darkness to protect his beloved. Ultimately, both met tragic ends. When the two timelines merge and restart, Xu Xiangyang, with her memories intact, disguises herself as a man and enters a talent show, where she meets Shen Yao, a mentor who has lost some of his memories in a car accident. The scheming of the entertainment industry, the conspiracies of capital, and the trials of the system's tasks cannot stop their mutual, unrequited love. While working together to build their careers and show their affection, they also join forces to uncover the shocking mystery of the deaths in both worlds.

48. 198 疯 My Crazy Roommate: Love Me Without Stopping 疯批舍友：爱我别停 The Withered Leaves Are Shattered枯叶碎啦Two Male Leads101k WordsOngoing [Both Pure]+ [One-on-One]+ [Sweet Campus Romance]+ [Sweet Story]+ [Straight-Laced Bottom]+ [Crazy Top]+ [Female-Oriented]+ [Romance]+ [Puppy]+ [Owner]+ [Taming]+ [Push and Pull] Please don't miss out on me! Skimming is fine! The rating is low because it's a new book! It gets more and more interesting as you read! There are lots of foreshadowed clues, so keep an eye out for them~ No angst, pure sweetness, no AI additives. Enjoy with confidence. Based on a true story, though some parts may be slig 296Reads—Score—14d adds

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    I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

49. 199 情 A Troubled Soul Meets a Living Mystery Box 情绪有问题的人，遇上会动的盲盒 Ten Fingers十只手指11k WordsCompleted Someone with emotional issues encounters a moving blind box 4Reads—Score—14d adds

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    There's a short story you can take a look at.

50. 200 钓 Why Does This Flirtatious Top Keep Wanting to Die? 钓系攻今天又想轻生 Eat a Bite of Paper to Stop吃口纸止Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted [Top, dual male leads, strong x strong, 1v1, reborn, sweet and angsty, gloomy beauty who cross-dresses as the top x straight guy who pretends to be a playboy but is truly devoted] The first time Ting Shisang saw Huo Li at the school gate, he etched the other man's face firmly into his mind. As soon as he got home, Ting Shisang drafted a plan and wrote several big words at the top: Revenge Plan. He thought it over. The other guy was straight, and as it happened, he liked wearing women's clothes, 860Reads—Score12614d adds

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    This looks pretty good, it's just a bit short.

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