
The White Moonlight Wants Nothing More Than to Die
白月光一心想要求死
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- Completed
- Length
- 343k Words
- Genre
- Unknown
- Subgenre
- Unknown
- Updated
- 2y ago
- Source
- Fanqie
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A Protagonist Who Keeps Fainting, Coughing Up Blood, Nearly Dying, and Suffering Serious Injuries
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Looking for Stories Where the Protagonist Was Neglected in a Previous Life, Became Depressed, and Just Wanted to Die
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The male lead is sickly, and the other lead takes meticulous care of him. There must be lots of descriptions of the caregiving. Romance or a male-male pairing are both fine.
Looking for Stories with a Sickly Male Lead, Stomach Problems, and Him Getting Sick in Every Chapter. Thanks
I'd especially like a sickly secondary-perspective character, someone meek and vulnerable is fine too. I want to feel sorry for him. Thanks! ❛‿˂̵✧
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Looking for a Male Protagonist Who Is Many People's White Moonlight, A Sickly Beauty, Yet Extremely Strong
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The other person had originally wanted to make him wait, but seeing him like this, they couldn’t help feeling sorry for him. If she doesn’t love him, he’ll die. He doesn’t want to live, and she still has to beg him to keep living.
Two Male Leads, One With Mental Health Issues and Self-Harming Tendencies
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Really awesome! Forgive me for my quirks, I just like to treat weak patients [laughing evilly] Sisters, although they are a bit unpopular, believe me, just give me a try straight, straight, straight, straight, straight, straight! ! ! !
Really nice to look at. Later, he participated in a love show and played an episode of Script Killing. Lu Bao also wore a cheongsam and was super beautiful. The first 15 chapters are fantasies in the book. If you want to read the plot, you can start reading from chapter 16. The latter part is really sweet, and you need to hug him and kiss him. Unlike others, he is not shy to call you husband, and he got the certificate soon. Mother Lu also appeared, and she did not abandon him because his father hid him. I would like to add that he really takes good care of him and is very attentive. Later, I went to the cemetery and saw his father. He made a few cuts and they were gone.
Not bad, not bad. It's the one I like. It's a bit sad at the beginning, but not too sweet at the end. The author is also very good and will come back to readers! [The author will reply to me when he sees it! Otherwise I will go crazy]
It's very interesting. Really, I like this kind of articles. This book ranks among the top three in my heart. I cried when I read it in the first part, and laughed again in the second part. It's a two-way journey between two people. It's really the best to go in both directions. The author is also very lively! (*^▽^*)
I really love this book, Lu Xiaoxi is so cute! ! At the same time, I felt sorry for him, but with Jiang Yan accompanying him, the deputy CP also had a good time! ! I really love eSports CP! Where is the text! There is no sloppiness at all, I really like it. The first comment on Tomato is dedicated to my favorite article! ! The author updates very quickly, I love you [adoration]
I'm not very good at writing long reviews, so I don't know how to express my love for this book. The little deer is really super cute, sometimes a little naughty, and sometimes so sensitive that it makes people feel bad. Jiang Yan dotes on Xiaolu very much. This book makes me think that the sentence "There will always be someone who will always love you" is true. They must be a very happy couple over there [shy][shy][shy]
I love reading it, but the author is very disappointed. The main CP and deputy CP are both very sweet, and they feel sorry for my baby who has suffered those disgusting things [crying]. Fortunately, I have his old boss to accompany him now.
Don't be imbecile, sir. I came here because I read too many sadistic articles and came here for the sweet ones. But in the end, you made me break my guard. My little Lu Zaizai, why are you living so hard? Wow wow wow wow wow wow [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying] (The author greatly compensated me for crying out loud and updated twenty chapters)
The slowest pace is not a step, but a rhythm; the fastest pace is not a sprint, but persistence. Keep writing! ! !
Okay, I like it quite a lot, but at the beginning, I can write it a little more cruelly, and then there will be a big contrast, haha😊