My Childhood Friend Is Always Afraid I’ll Break

Five-star praise! 🌟 The reasons are as follows: 1. The author did not give up (this is already amazing!) 2. Although the protagonist is miserable, he is still alive at least (there is hope when alive!) 3. Pei Sijin deserves this five-star rating (after all, he is an ideal in the world) 4. If I don't give myself five stars, who will give me five stars? Thank you to all the readers who have followed the update, shed tears, sent razors, and continued to follow the update. This story is complete because of you. Love you! ❤️

The writing is really good. For a weak novel, there are many interesting points (blessed if you like reading about depression). Shou is a very cold person (especially very cute in the later period) but he likes Gong so much. The love on the screen is almost overflowing. His eyes almost never leave Shou. Gong is also very doting on Shou. Gong treats Shou with almost every detail (Gong also has some husky attributes). He is indeed a very great guiding lover. It is really special and beautiful. With a strong personal touch: Next, I want to introduce an important person to you. This is Shou's brother. In the early days, he had ignored Shou. The brother gradually became distant and focused on his own studies and career. He never paid much attention to his younger brother, so he didn't know that his younger brother had a psychological problem. Later, because of some things, he realized his own mistakes and began to gradually change his attitude towards his younger brother (he is a suit boss, and he feels that he is gentle and elegant. I like it very much) If it weren't for the fact that Tomato doesn't have ten stars [crying], the writing is very, very, very good. The psychological description is also very detailed. One hundred points, must be one hundred points [love] [love] [love] [love] [love] [love] [love]

😱I posted it twice before but I can't see it. Post it again. When reading a book, don't just focus on the ratings. This book is really great. The writing is exquisite, the characters are three-dimensional, and small dramas are dropped from time to time. The psychological description of Mianmian (Shou) is very detailed. I highly recommend this book if you like reading about depressed Shou. Gong also really loves Shou. He wants to learn all kinds of knowledge about depression for Shou. He can not get too close to Shou and make Shou feel nervous and suffocated, but also give Shou a sense of security. There is no bloody misunderstanding of the plot or a green tea plot. Gong is a walking green tea appraiser. In fact, Shou's father and brother also love him very much, but they don't know how to love him. In Shou's words, the rope is too tight, and the person opposite forgets to loosen the rope, suffocating him. However, fortunately, everything will be fine. Shou's brother and father are working hard to change. Shu's brother has changed more than half, and his father... Is working hard. What I like most about this book is that the author is very lively. You can often see the author in the comment area, so those who like interaction are in luck. The atmosphere in the comment section of this book is also very good. Book friends actively interact with each other, and everyone is versatile. The author asked friends to help draw fan art, and some book friends also wrote fan art and drew fan art (I can't find fan art in other circles). In short, this book is really great, come and read it! You won't regret seeing the package!

Just give it a 3.5. The author is actually the kind of person who speaks eloquently. I quite like it [Send Heart]. But from my personal point of view, I know that 1 is better for 0. Looking at 0's mobile phone is also a last resort. It is a mentality of eager to know what's going on with 0. But when you know he doesn't want you to see it, it's very rude for you to "steal" it because of your own concern. In fact, 0's attitude softens and his mental state relaxes. It's still a bit unrealistic to take care of him. This can't be alleviated by a few powerful words, but the author is also very careful. It only alleviates it a little. The writing is still good [punch]... It will really break down if a person shows his most vulnerable side to the most important person without any defense. But overall it's still good and worth a try

! ! ! I love you, the author (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ It's really beautiful＼(°o°)/The feeling of reading this book is very different from reading other books (≧▽≦) It's that kind of gentle and gentle style~ I don't know how to describe it (╹▽╹) It's like the breeze of spring, the dusk of summer, the moonlight of autumn, the fine snow of winter. This is the first time I've felt this way after reading so many articles( ꈍᴗꈍ) The writing style has its own sense of atmosphere. It is gentle and long, with a little sourness. There is sweetness in the sourness, and there are glass shards hidden in the sweetness. My writing style is not good, so I may describe it a bit strangely, but it is really beautiful! ! ! There is also this sentence "The sun can't understand the coldness of ice for a lifetime, but it never stops shining." It really touched me... It was the first time I saw such a fitting sentence in a salvation article. Baby Yumian, get well soon ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶

The author writes very well, and analyzes the symptoms of depression very aptly. However, there is one symptom of bipolar that has been somewhat overlooked. Depression means wanting to hurt yourself, while bipolar means wanting to hurt not only yourself but also others. The protagonist will be a little unable to control himself if he is affected to this extent. Although he hears words that have a great impact on his mood. It is good for oneself. For example, when his father asked him in the hospital why he stopped taking medicine, his behavior may be to a large extent yelling to stop talking, and then reacting with panic and guilt, and then developing respiratory alkalosis. He will try to be restrained towards his family and friends, but towards those who have hurt him, he will want to die together.

The writing is very good, with a sense of narration, the logic is clear, and the plot is not procrastinating. It describes the symptoms experienced by patients with depression very well. The plot progress is not abrupt. It is really important to guide lovers. Si Jin's existence is not so much Mianmian's salvation as it is the sunshine that Mianmian deserves. Mianmian is good, but the environment will affect a person's life. Fortunately, Mianmian is not alone from the beginning to the end.

The author's writing is very good. I feel really sour after reading it. Mianmian will definitely get better slowly. Pei Pei is also a very good lover. He is really accompanying me. I respect the emotional needs behind Mianmian and hope that Mianmian can get better and better. "Healing is not a physical war, but a reconciliation with oneself."

I caught up to the latest chapter in one go, my eyes turned red several times, I really felt empathy. I wanted to write something for this book, but I had so many words stuck in my chest that I only had four words left. Feel the same! Not the empathy as a reader, but the empathy of being seen and understood as a person who has also struggled in the darkness. Mianmian reminds me of a sentence: Depression is not sadness, it is drowning every second of life. I saw Mianmian smiling blindingly in the excitement of the manic stage, and curling up in the darkness of the depression, unable to move. Every moment when he fell, ran away, or became speechless, I seemed to see my former self. I don't know what the author has gone through to be able to write about depression so realistically [almost crying] At first, I thought Brother Jin was a perfect male protagonist who healed everything with love, but as I read on, I realized that he was not. He is selfish, gets jealous, does stupid things, feels helpless and scared, posts anxiously asking netizens what to do, makes mistakes, and turns the food into a crime scene (bushi) It is these imperfections that make him more real. To be honest, I almost gave up when I saw the scene where Brother Jin peeked at Mianmian's phone. It was too out of bounds! ! You are completely stepping on my minefield. I really hate doing things that hurt others under the banner of being good for you (I have had similar experiences) But! As I read on, my attitude began to become complicated. I saw Brother Jin's struggle. He didn't feel confident enough to read it. He was hesitant and guilty. I saw him torn between "worry" and "respect." He lost to the fear of the unknown. I can understand this fear. When I looked back at that paragraph based on this understanding, I suddenly realized: He didn't want to pry into privacy, he just wanted to confirm, confirm whether you are okay? Are you really okay? ? Can you let me know! I can't blame you for feeling that way [almost crying] Next, let's talk about my brother! Brother, I feel very, very sad! ! When everyone was feeling sorry for Mianmian, I suddenly thought that my brother had come here the same way. He was only a teenager when he lost his mother. He had no father to comfort him, and he had to shoulder the responsibility of the eldest son. Wuwuwuwuwu my tears are worthless [cry][cry] Finally, let's talk about Father Ruan! He is like the epitome of many Chinese fathers, serious, silent, and always busy! ! What makes me most uncomfortable is not his indifference, but that he clearly loves his children but doesn't know how to express them. He was obviously scared and regretful, but he would only stand at the door and look at it from a distance. This kind of love is more heartbreaking than complete indifference. Because you know he loves you, you know he is in pain, you know he wants to make up for it, but he just can't! ! I have a mother with the same style, who is exactly the same as my father Ruan. The suffocation was given by her, and the love was also given by her. Depression cannot be cured by love and family affection, but love can give people the courage to continue living. It is not the light itself, but it can be the hand reaching out from the darkness. Come back to review after it's finished! Author, I will always follow you! !

The story of Zhuma Zhuma's redemption is relatively slow-moving and the writing style is relatively depressing. Jiang Yumian's self-injury, rejection, and struggle are repeatedly pulled and pulled. It is so delicate that it makes me want to cry for him🥹 The world is big, but I guarantee that Pei Sijin is Jiang Yumian's only angel🪽 The first one to protect him, the first one to discover that he was sick, the first one to grab his hand and pull him back from the abyss to the world... When true love comes, they will be happy forever! 🩵