I Have Never Truly Lived

The author's writing style is very good, and the writing is very delicate and sour. Shen Du will always think that he is a waste, a speck of dust, not even as good as a small sparkle on the wings of a butterfly, but no matter how insignificant it is, it will trigger the "butterfly effect". The whole world will change for Shen Du's existence, and the whole world will be happy for Shen Du's existence.

The writing is very good, and the plot is very interesting, but I felt very heavy and dull after reading it. When I read this book, it gave me a feeling, but I don't know how to describe it. I can't express it in words. This feeling is generally quite sad. This is the second time I have read this type of book. I feel that this kind of book makes people sad, but I just want to read it. I am reading it. My heart throbbed during the process. I really like this feeling. I don't know why. It's so sad. I can't help but feel good after reading it. But I really like this type of reading. This is the first time I've posted such a long review. I'm absolutely positive about the author. I'm going to read the author's other novels. I feel like I quite like his writing style and style.

Very sad, this author's writing is really good! Very very good! It was very immersive when I read it. It's really beautiful. The whole book is sour, like an unripe green plum. It's sour (a characteristic of the article) and it's beautiful (it's really beautiful).

It's very depressing to watch, and sometimes I think of myself a little bit. When reading a book, I always hope that the protagonist will be bolder and leave a little mark on the heroine's life, even though I know it is unlikely to happen. The writing is very good and the emotions are delicate, but there are some repetitions and inconsistencies that could be changed. It's really a waste of money to put it on a cool text app like Tomato. I hope this work will become as popular as "Butterfly Dream Zhuangsheng" in the future.

Resonated deeply. I understand how tiring it is and how painful it is to pretend to be a "normal person" in the eyes of humans in a world that does not belong to me. I, too, have always tried to act like a "normal person" in the eyes of humans. My smile is fake, my happiness is fake, my gentleness is fake, my ideals are fake, my expectations for the future are fake... They are all fake and they are all performed by me. Only hatred for the world is real. I played the role very successfully and deceived everyone, even almost deceiving myself. Because I was tired from acting and found that I could no longer pretend. We are not sick, no. We just happen to be born into this world that does not belong to us. Human beings in this world measure us according to their own standards and conclude that we are "abnormal" and "sick". One day we will go home, and our home is not here, not in this world. So I never feel that I am bad. On the contrary, I am a very good person. I don't think it's me who doesn't deserve it. What I don't deserve is this world of nothingness.

The text description of the whole film feels light (?). The emotional line mainly describes the protagonist's longing and love for his grandma and the various conflicts in his heart towards the girl he likes. The protagonist is depressed, his parents are divorced, and the grandma who loved him passed away. All kinds of boyfriends are stacked up, and you will feel the oppression of the protagonist's real and spiritual world.

I had insomnia the night I finished reading this novel. How should I put it? After reading it, I couldn't calm down for a long time. When I read it, I felt an indescribable anger in my heart. I was very desperate. I thought Su Wanyin would lead him out in the end, but I didn't expect that it would just make him fall into a deeper abyss. Shen Du has been denying himself. As long as he is bolder, even if he is just a little bolder, the result may be different, but he didn't. He was really like what he said, curled up like a mouse and died in a corner where no one cared, as if no one cared. The most cruel thing is that Su Wanyin didn't know that Shen Du was a patient from beginning to end. If she had known about it, the outcome might have been different.

A novel is very long, long enough to write a person's life. A novel is very short, short enough to finish a person's life.

It's very beautiful. It brought me into it, and I just feel sad.

It describes the situation of patients with depression very realistically. It's a bit depressing. It's great. I hope everyone will know more about it.

I put myself into the role of Shen Du. He is really good but he keeps denying himself. After reading it, it was very interesting. Although it was a knife, I didn't cry during the whole process. I just felt pain in my heart. I really felt sorry for that boy. At the same age, I was doing my favorite things in my warm home and preparing for the next exam, but he died in an unknown corner. That girl will never know that there was once such a boy who liked her...

The emotion is real, the feeling of suffocation in the deep sea. There was no call for help and no one cared. Like dead leaves blown away by the wind. In the end nothing was left.

It's pretty good to watch, but to be honest, some of the content is like AI, some of the content is unreasonable, and some of the content is repeated all the time, which makes people tired of watching it, but it's still good to watch, maybe it's just that it's not written well, and the expression is pretty good and very depressing, but in the end I want to wish the protagonist Shen Du a good night, and he will be happy in his next life [crying]

It's very interesting, the author's writing style is very good, it's one of the best abuse novels I've ever read, but the author's writing is too real, like the self-narration of a person who has been living in darkness, hollow, numb... It's not as bitter as some abuse novels, this one is like a knife piercing the heart, the pain is deeper than the last, as if there is a fishy sweetness coming up from the throat.

I am a patient with mild depression, severe anxiety and mania. Like the protagonist in the book, I am also depressed and bipolar. In fact, we psychological patients are not as miserable as what is written in the book, but maybe this is just from my perspective. I am only a minority, probably. But I am very grateful to the author for writing the book from the perspective of a psychological patient. When he is ill, he really cannot control himself. There are many negative comments about psychological patients on the Internet. But I want to say that we just have to be ourselves and do what we want to do

The writing is very good. The author should have suffered from or at least have a deep understanding of depression. However, it is a pity that the author does not know much about bipolar and has not seen much of the manifestations of mania. The manifestation of the manic phase is not just an increase in mobility, but an elevated mood. For example, you feel that someone likes you and you feel happy about small things. This is where bipolar disorder tortures people, because they will suddenly feel happy and suddenly feel uncomfortable at the same time.

A very delicate and touching novel. Although the writing is very depressing, is this really be? 🧐A'Du is no longer in pain.

The writing is so real because I am almost the same person as Shen Du, but in my heart I am very similar. At least I have friends, but friends can also make me uncomfortable. Reading this book is like seeing myself in another world.

Shen Du is a person who hides in the dark side. No one really pays attention to him and cares about him except his grandma, but her grandma died of cerebral infarction. At a young age, she dared to love and did not dare to love. She chose to love secretly and love humbly. Just like the book said that Su was the light in his life, but for Shen Du who has been in the darkness for a long time, it may be hurt and burn his eyes. This book is too real and I gave it 5 stars. Good night Shen Du, be happy in your next life

The writing of this book is very good, but it is just too depressing. I feel not the pain of being cut open by a knife, but the pain of my own fall after my hope is shattered. When I first read it, I thought it would be a redemption story, but at the end, I realized that it is a self-interpretation of a mouse (not criticizing the author), which is very similar to most of reality.

Because I brought myself into the role of the protagonist, not as a substitute. This seems to be my life.

He is really good-looking. I don't know how to describe him. It's just me. I watched it on another account😓but I don't have much time to watch it when I go to school

The author's writing is very good, I think it is even better than many great writers. The most important thing is that the writing is so real, so real that it makes people scared and desperate. Anyway, it's very well written!

I really cried when I read it. I will also be a writer in the future and write novels as good as the author!

It's so well written, the writing is really great O_o

I was very depressed after watching it and felt that the tumor on my left chest no longer throbbed. It's good to watch, good news for people who like to read sadistic stories. I really feel like I can't breathe when I read it.

I cried after watching it, it made me so uncomfortable

The plot is very interesting, but this Shen Du, I feel like he has been denying himself [almost crying], he is a very good baby.

Very pretty really nice The writing is very good After reading it, I reviewed it again

Looks like I'm enjoying myself a bit