The Summer I Vowed to You

I saw a video on Douyin today where someone took medication for a mental illness but their best friend disappeared. A really poignant comment reminded me of this movie: "But it was that imaginary friend who made me take it..."

I was diagnosed with severe depression last April, but the seeds of the illness were probably sown much earlier. It was probably in the second year of junior high school; without realizing it, I gradually sank into despair. Perhaps it was rebellion, or the youthful, self-righteous loneliness—loneliness is like a drug, the deeper you sink, the harder it is to escape. I don't know if it was luck or misfortune, but I met my first love. A very ordinary girl, with a gentle smile, very thin. I always wanted to hold her tightly and say we'd never be apart again. But, truly, I was deeply insecure, ingrained in my bones. We dated for about a year and a half, but we never hugged, not even held hands. We went out together, and we...

Waaaaah

From the very beginning, this work clearly expresses that Xuan is a creation of Xue's split personality, similar to another book where the protagonist, dumped by his girlfriend, writes about his imagined girlfriend deceiving him about everything (including himself). Initially, I thought of the novel *Utsugi Melody*, where the younger sister, after a car accident with her brother, lies in a dream and slowly awakens to his music. I initially thought that Xuan would ultimately disappear because he was merely a substitute for Xue's loneliness, and also a reflection of herself. Therefore, he couldn't help Xue cheat or interfere with the outside world; everything could only be conveyed to Xue. Xuan would disappear once he received the friendship and family Xue craved. However, the author added love between Xuan and Xue, only...

I recently finished reading this book by He Xuexue. There's not much to say, He Xuexue is forever a goddess!!!

Consider this extra chapter a Christmas gift to everyone. I spent the whole day writing and revising it... Well, I think it's pretty good this way.

That's well written. I've always fantasized about the girl of my dreams.

I'm Dodo Bird, a semi-professional book reviewer. First, be wary of the prologue. In today's environment, if an editor sees the prologue, the book is basically doomed, because prologues are generally poorly written. A proper prologue should: establish the plot, setting, and tone; introduce the main characters; and show their psychology (desire, worry, fear, hope, etc.). If possible, add a antagonist (it can be vague, not necessarily a person, but perhaps an obstacle), and ideally, add some dramatic conflict to increase readability. The most striking feature of this prologue is the final twist—I didn't expect it! I thought it was a half-baked love story, but...

An Xuan was bored in the darkness, so he constructed a world using An Qingxue's memories (DIO: ???), And sealed his own memories (otherwise he could do whatever he wanted). However, his personality was very similar to An Qingxue's, and he was using her memories, so he was very lonely in that world. Therefore, he developed a split personality, creating an An Qingxue. In the end, An Qingxue helped him overcome his loneliness, and then in the darkness…

I'm dying, sob sob sob, why is it so touching, He Xue, sob sob sob, I almost made my mom cry again, you'll cry with me...