
I’m Really Not Ragnarok
我真不是诸神黄昏啊
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 1.5M Words
- Subgenre
- Infinite Flow
- Updated
- 1mo ago
- Source
- Qidian
Synopsis
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Novels I've Finished Reading
Pretty decent, and easy to keep reading
A Casual Reading List: Either the Blurb or the Story Is Unbeatable
2024.11.5: I noticed something interesting. The review sections often have comments asking for a “shennong,” a reader who can test whether a book is worth reading, but comments like that can make authors defensive. Recently I saw someone write, “This book is pretty good. Why are so few people reading it?” That way, the author doesn't feel awkward responding, and it can bring out some genuine opinions. Pretty interesting. 2024.9.8: I just remembered I had a book list. Time to resurrect it. 2023.5
Just Sharing Some Books I'm Reading
I curate this list, but I don't babysit it. If a book gets abandoned, let me know and I'll remove it. A little rant: Why do you need fan points just to post a comment in the review section these days? Seriously, any book that does that gets a bad review from me.
My Bookshelf
These are books from my own shelf that I found interesting and wanted to share. I usually avoid grim, dark stories full of suffering and deep-seated hatred. I prefer something lighter. I also don't like protagonists who have no humanity and are proud of it. The streets are full of beasts already; when I read novels, I want to see people acting like normal human beings.
A Little Keepsake
There are too many books on my shelf, and I’m too lazy to organize them. I’m making a list so I don’t lose track of books I’ve been saving for later. I’m always in a reading slump, so I’ll take recommendations of any genre
A Bookworm's Reading Spree
Smart characters and exciting plots. The Greenleaf Office, The Three Laws of Mages, The Big Data World
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Just the ones I like
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I open a forum every day. If you have any comments, you are welcome to comment. Recently someone questioned what the character of the protagonist should be like after living for more than two hundred years. What do you think of a long-lived person? Calm, calm, and wise, why can't you lose sight of yourself when Mount Tai collapses? The famous developmental psychologist Erikson divided human psychological development into eight stages. The last stage Maturity (over 65 years old): It is a conflict between self-adjustment and despair Due to the aging process, the physical strength, mental capacity and health of the elderly deteriorate, for which they must make corresponding adjustments and adaptations, so it is called the psychological conflict between self-adjustment and despair. When old people look back on the past, they may say goodbye to the world with full feelings, or they may go to death with despair. Self-adjustment is a feeling of accepting oneself and acknowledging reality; a sense of transcendent wisdom. If a person's self-adjustment is greater than despair, he will acquire the quality of wisdom, which Erikson defines as: "treating life and death with a detached attitude." This is what you think of an old man with great wisdom. It is a kind of compromise and acceptance of life due to the decline of physical strength and spirit, looking back on life because life is approaching. But Char is an immortal species. Compared to normal humans, he is only in his twenties. He still has a long time before he needs to review his life, think about saying goodbye to the world, and there is no need to spend time accepting death. It would be the biggest unreasonable to set Char at this moment as a mature stage! It completely goes against the character of the immortal species I set! ! In fact, there are not many old people with great wisdom. In this world, the vast majority of old people are more desperate than self-adjustment. Looking back on their lives, they feel that this life was a failure. They did not enjoy what they should have enjoyed, and they experienced a lifetime of suffering and setbacks. Reluctance and pain will make their hearts choose to give up their restraints and choose to enjoy things they could not enjoy in the past. That's why there is a saying that the older you get, the more crooked you become, and that you are an old naughty boy. These old people are very receptive to new things and very active. Psychologically speaking, once a person's personality is formed, it will remain stable for a long time. So there is an old saying that it is easy to change on the river, but hard to change the nature. The role and significance of experience in the process of character formation is mostly to increase the success rate and reduce the error rate -Experience refers to the historical information that an individual has personally seen, done, or encountered certain types of events and stored in the memory. The human brain organizes this historical information and mainly forms it into knowledge, experience and lessons. Knowledge and experience can improve personal abilities, and lessons can always remind people not to repeat the same mistakes, thereby reducing the probability of making mistakes again; The experience of changing a person's personality is mostly due to suffering from one's own personality, and self-awareness deliberately corrects the personality. However, from a psychological point of view, most experiences that can be corrected are major events that are enough to collapse one's worldview. Moreover, a person's psychological endurance is also a crucial factor in changing his personality. But experience allows him to make relatively correct choices. This is also the reason why I set the protagonist as an immortal species. A social animal living in the city becomes decisive, calm and calm as soon as he enters the infinite world, and he knows how to scheming with others. Don't you think it's ridiculous?
Let me make it clear first that although the name of the protagonist is the same as the book, it is actually an independent world view. I don't like to write sequels, so many world views are independent, and some settings may overlap. The reason why I am called Xiaya is also the result of careful consideration. Because in this book, there may be Eastern and Western worldviews, such as steampunk or ancient style. If you give a name with a strong oriental flavor, it will be very embarrassing, and vice versa. So I thought of a name that looked both Eastern and Western. For example, Annie, Nancy, Joey. After much deliberation, Xia is the most suitable one.
. . . I really want to say that the author wrote the first two worlds very well, but I don't know why the third world was very closed. The author wrote a sentence for the protagonist, "With resurrection, I swelled up." Then he started to make the protagonist suffer in various ways, and also wrote a standard death The plot of "The Heroine is forced to marry someone else". I have been reading the book for more than ten years, and it has been at least five years since I have seen anyone dare to write this kind of content. The main reason is that the people who read this novel are the creation, behind-the-scenes, and pseudo-invincible audience that you paved the way for. How did you come up with this plot? . ?
What we want to read is a novel, not the Passion of the Christ
I just can't figure it out. The protagonist, a demigod born from an Eastern god, is mostly in the world of foreign gods. Don't you think it's strange? So is the protagonist a demigod born from a Chinese god? The gifts are all belonging to foreign gods.
After reading twenty chapters, I couldn't stand it anymore from the time the author started discussing humanity and divinity, reality and illusion. It's not that the author's writing is not good. It seems that the writing is good so far. It's just that my initial purpose was to read a refreshing novel where the protagonist pretends to be awesome, because the name of the book gave me the illusion of a pretend novel. When I saw the author seriously discussing philosophy in Chapter 20, I realized that I was wrong. Did he really want us to think? ? ? I think most people read novels because they want to have some mindless fun. They just want superficial and straightforward excitement and don't want to think about it. Otherwise, they would have read classics instead of reading online articles. The above is because the author Wen Qing is suffering from illness. This book is destined to be a niche reading. It is so long-winded that I really am not in the mood to read carefully what he said.
I saw more than 200 chapters, about the way of humanity and the way of heaven. If you don't know how to write about enlightened beings, just don't write about it. Sakyamuni cut off his meat and fed it to eagles. The protagonist in your story cuts rabbit meat and feeds it to eagles, expressing his gratitude for the generosity of others.
I really didn't expect that this book would be so different from before and after, which bit by bit eroded my expectations for this book. The most important thing is the protagonist's final B-frame? It's like a joke. Both frustrated and unhappy. If you can't write about daily life well, just let it go. If you can't write about real life, don't write about real life. If you can't create a B-square, then write more seriously. Sometimes he talks about human nature, and sometimes he talks nonsense. He also writes a bunch of Western myths that I don't know the so-called. In the beginning, the fairy grass, the second world is about food and grass, and then there is a tendency to veer towards poisonous weeds. I was recommended to watch it by a friend, but it double killed me. I sincerely hope that the author can absorb the lessons of this book and write better in the future.
Um, to be honest, I'm a little tired of watching updates now. Let's talk about the reason. The first thing I noticed when reading this book was that the protagonist, as a person who traveled through time and space, pretended to be forced to go back to the real world to die, and the follow-up of the protagonist's development and the protagonist's impact on the real world. However, due to the length problem of the current Empire War, the protagonist's hidden life is too long and not interesting. After all, the protagonist cannot stay in this era forever, so it seems too long-winded. In fact, most of the plot in the process is briefly mentioned without affecting the plot at all. It seems too watery, and as a novel, there is no need to discuss things like human nature too much. (After all, it is easy to check the water meter and get reported) In addition, the influence of divinity that the protagonist calls is actually unnecessary (I feel broken). First of all, we must understand that divinity often appears in Western mythology, but for us in the East, that thing does not exist (after all, the background is the heir in Eastern mythology). Moreover, it is very awkward, the system is also messed up, and there is no general idea of the protagonist's strength and ability. And it's too long, almost forgetting the protagonist's mission. Coupled with the pitfalls of the real world, it is too easy to collapse.
This book is really good. I think it can definitely be ranked among the top ten in monthly votes. But it's not well-known enough.