A Field Journal on Observing Scotland's Daffodils

Expanding the if line of chapter 125 of the brother chapter in the main text for my own entertainment. Thanks to the author's wife for providing the platform. It snowed lightly in Tokyo today, and the sky became dark before evening. Zhu Fu Gaoming was sitting at the dining table next to the bed, and he couldn't even see clearly the figure of his brother a few steps away. Fortunately, the coffee machine indicator light flashed, depicting a green silhouette on Zhu Fu Jingguang's body. Zhu Fu Gaoming smelled a mellow aroma, and then his younger brother gradually walked in with two cups of coffee, blocking the last bit of light. "Brother Gao Ming, do you want some sugar?" "No need." In fact, he prefers tea. But this is my brother's residence, so naturally guests can do whatever they want. After identifying it for a while, he found the handle of the coffee cup in the darkness. He reached out and fumbled around, and was about to pick up the cup when he noticed his brother's unusual pause. The younger brother seemed to be lowering his head to listen, and then showed an expression of realization. He said apologetically: "It was indeed my mistake. I'm sorry. I'm used to living like this before... I'll turn on the light." Zhufu Gaoming knew that his brother was explaining why he didn't think of turning on the light. Thinking about it, in the past few years of his life, he probably had to pretend that no one was in the room... But his brother's speech was still confusing and full of weirdness, as if there was another person talking to him in his world. This is a typical symptom of auditory hallucinations. In fact, Zhufu Gaoming is not unprepared for this. As a public security policeman, he naturally knows the hardships and dangers of undercover work, not to mention that his brother lost someone so important to him in the decisive battle. That kid named Yuuki. A few days ago, he discovered the emotions buried deep in his brother's heart. He liked Yushu and had twisted feelings for him. At that time, Zhu Fu Gaoming's heart was complicated and difficult to describe. He didn't know if his brother knew - ——Do you know that Yuuki may be more than just a similarity in appearance to him? Zhu Fu Gaoming truly treats Yushu as his own brother. This is not only because of his similar appearance to Jing Guang, but also because of their common blood... It is impossible for the public security police to turn a blind eye to such doubts. Then he became a member of the public security and saw the confidential document and learned the truth... Yushu and Jingguang have exactly the same DNA. This is no longer the result that identical twins can bring. Even identical twins should have differences in the expression of some RNAs. But Yushu, he is like another scenery in the world. The police department was also shocked when they received the inspection report. They corroborated this result with more information within the organization, and came to the conclusion that Yushu was the product of a tissue cloning experiment, and the gene donor was his younger brother Zhu Fu Jingguang. Fate is so tricky sometimes. Yushu obviously has the same essence as Jingguang, but he has embarked on a completely different life due to different environments. He heard that blood relatives who had been separated since childhood might develop feelings for each other beyond family affection due to genetic attraction after reunion, so when he discovered the ring that Jingguang bought for Yushu, he felt it was absurd but reasonable. It's just that things in the world are unpredictable. Now that things have happened, how should Jingguang face this reality. Zhu Fu Gaoming had a thousand things to say in his heart, but even if it was not voluntary, he was not able to participate in his brother's life. He was absent during the growth stage when he needed his brother the most... What qualifications did he have, and what position did he have to point fingers at his brother who owed him such a debt. Zhu Fu Gaoming took a sip of coffee, and it was bitter in his mouth. He opened his mouth, but bitterness choked his throat, preventing him from saying anything. The younger brother was always considerate and noticed his hesitation, so he took the lead in opening the topic. ——But dropped a thunder without any buffer: "Brother Gao Ming, do you know that he is not from our world?" He didn't say who [he] was referring to in his words, but Zhu Fu Gaoming could certainly understand. He subconsciously thought that this was because his brother could not accept Yushu's death, so he once again used metaphors to deceive himself, but looking at Zhufu Jingguang's extremely solemn eyes, something seemed to flash through his mind in an instant. Countless past inconsistencies emerge, details and clues are connected one by one, and an unbelievable guess is about to be revealed. "I know the speculation from the police. My brother thinks so too, he is my clone. Haha, I have to say that without breaking through the limits of imagination, this is already very similar to the truth. He said that it is good for my brother to think so. After all, the truth is beyond reality, but I am not willing to just prevaricate it and keep my brother in such a misunderstanding." "This is too unfair to him, to him who is also [Zhu Fu Jingguang]. Brother, this is why I must tell you." "He is not Scotland, and he is not [Hiroki]," the younger brother said, calmly placing his right hand on the table and clasping it gently, as if there was another invisible hand intertwined with his fingers. "He is also [Zhu Fu Jingguang], he is another me from a parallel world." For the first time, Zhu Fu Gaoming felt that his mind was not so bright. He seemed to understand everything all of a sudden, and yet he seemed to suddenly understand nothing. He understood more deeply that he felt towards Yushu, no, it was another Jingguang, he understood the source of his familiarity and intimacy with him, and he understood why he couldn't let go of that child... But he didn't understand, if he was also Jingguang, why he would be so different from his own Jingguang... He seems to be missing the most critical stage of personality development. Sometimes he is very gentle, and sometimes he reveals a kind of innocent cruelty. The dark aura about him is difficult to hide. In Zhufu Gaoming's understanding, this is inevitable, because [Hiroki] is a clone created by the organization, and naturally he has been deeply involved in the organization since he was a child... But if he is not [Hiroki], but [Jingguang]... Does he also have a mother who is as gentle as water, a father who is occasionally strict, and another person who fails to fulfill his duties as an elder brother? Did he once have the exact same life as Jing Guang, and then at a certain moment enter a major turning point, causing everything to slide into another irreversible abyss? Zhu Fu Gaoming's lips formed a straight line, facing his brother with a firm expression, and suddenly he didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. Recalling the eager and hopeful eyes of another Jingguang when he wanted to call him "brother", he suddenly realized the weight of the emotion contained in it very clearly. Although his younger brother did not suffer that fate, it seemed that no matter where he was, he was not a competent brother. That Jingguang must regard the encounter with him as an extremely cherishable miracle. But in the end of the miracle, I didn't even have time to say goodbye to him properly. Zhu Fu Gaoming felt his chest was so tight that he could hardly breathe. But the younger brother in front of him didn't seem to think this was a heavy regret. Zhu Fu Jingguang raised his empty right hand and stretched it out in front of him. With a smile in his eyes, he said gently and without any sadness: "He is here, right here..." "Hey, don't hide. It doesn't matter. Brother Gao Ming is a very gentle person. He will not reject you." He put his hand in the air in front of him, as if there was really another person holding it there. Zhu Fu Gaoming didn't know what kind of expression he wanted to put on, but in the next moment, he felt an inexplicable touch. Zhu Fu Gaoming opened his eyes wide in shock.

Xiaoqin also found someone to play the boss. It seems that his bottom line is much more flexible than Daqin 🐶

But don't organizations know what Scotland looks like? The exact same appearance is the biggest suspicion, right? Scotland still needs to undergo research, so it's impossible to keep her disguise for a long time.

In fact, if emmm Jiang Gu knew that Scotland was Fu Zhu's peer, would he feel distressed if he took a different path due to different choices? And will you persuade him to do good?

It's bad, it's so twisted that I bumped into it (confession jpg.)

There is a feeling... The puppy's companion is looking at the puppy's collar and missing the puppy, but the puppy is playing happily elsewhere.

Oh my God 🥺! It's so embarrassing, so twisted, so twisted ahhhhhh 🥺 🥺 🥺

I can't imagine that people who don't know the inside story would think that Jingguang became mentally separated because of his brother's death. I think of a story I read many years ago. One male protagonist died, and another male protagonist felt that he was still alive by his side. However, relatives and friends knew that all the traces of the dead male protagonist in the world were unconsciously pretended by the living male protagonist. After you die, I will live like you. Wow, luckily our Xiao Su just turned into a ghost 😭 😭 😭

Yes, it's me! (Raise hands) I like this kind of courage for each other in ordinary life, and I also like this kind of thoughtfulness in daily life! (Nod) Everyone grows through experience, and Shinichi-kun is just not mature yet ()

When the law cannot protect the victim, the courage spawned in the darkness will bring about resistance. The fate of the perpetrator is already doomed when he becomes the perpetrator.