I'm Supposed to Be the Host of a Xianxia System, Yet I Tore Up the Script

[Early work. Not recommended.]

[Early work. Not recommended.]

The good news: I transmigrated into an otome game where the heroine seduces men and keeps a whole pond of fish. I became a female cultivator of the Hehuan Sect.

The bad news: I offended someone, and it was none other than the Sword Master of Wanjian Mountain, whose cultivation was second to none.

If I had the chance to do it over, I'd never have killed his beloved in a fit of momentary pleasure.

But if I did get another chance, I'd rather never see him again. I don't want to grow fond of him, lose my dignity, and give him my body.

[Sword Master x Demoness]

"Are you coming to my Daoist couple ceremony?"

"Oh? Then I might have to tell your bride that her new wife likes to bite in bed."

Reader's guide:

Authorized by the original author, Shuixie: Notes of a Certain Female Cultivator of the Hehuan Sect

Both leads are virgins.

Original title: The Female Cultivator of a Certain Sect, Who Was Supposed to Kill the Beloved, Became the Sword Master's Darling Instead

[A writing partner's novel: danmei sweet romance, aloof and self-possessed gong who pretends to be tough vs. obedient shou who doesn't realize he's flirting: After the Poor Little Guy Cross-Dressed and Dated a Big Shot Online, by Sha He Shang Shang]

Please Kill the Obsessive One Yourself

[Old-school angsty romance / no getting back together after the breakup / incurable illness / coercive love]

1-

Shen Ji was refined, courteous, and an excellent student. He was even rumored to be connected to the wealthy Shen family. He was perfect in every way.

Only Moli had stumbled upon his secret.

On a rainy night, the boy knelt on the ground like a stray dog. His gleaming, icy eyes stared straight at her.

It was nothing but a pretty mask, concealing endless cruelty beneath.

From that day on, darkness followed her like a shadow.

She was cornered in a pitch-black alley. Her cramped phone screen showed her ugly smile and the boy, his face brimming with malice.

"You understand what you should and shouldn't say, right?"

He stroked her gently, as if teasing a kitten.

2-

It was the year Moli planned to leave through an early university admission offer.

The host onstage read out a speech identical to the one she'd written, while below, Shen Ji tore the flimsy pages to shreds, his eyes dark with menace.

"You've got nerve." He pinched Moli's chin. "What does he have that I don't?"

Moli kept shaking her head, her damp eyes full of resistance.

His voice lingered in her ears.

"Don't dream of getting rid of me."

"We've got all the time in the world."

3-

So, under Shen Ji's contempt, Moli endured humiliation and hardship until she finally got her revenge and watched Shen Ji fall from his pedestal.

As she left, his lips moved as if he had something to say.

Moli walked in the opposite direction without looking back.

The following winter, she chased after the person she'd had a crush on for years, all the way to a foreign country. But she kept hitting dead ends and ended up helping him get together with someone else.

With nowhere to go, she accepted a woman's offer of a tutoring job.

She skimmed the contract as usual. The only unusual thing was that the client's name was blank.

She signed without a second thought, but a hand with long, distinct knuckles reached from behind, took her pen, and wrote two characters in sweeping strokes.

Shen Ji.

"I told you, we have all the time in the world."

He gripped her waist tightly, his large hand stroking upward.

Then, as if to punish her, he bit her cold ear hard.

"I won't let you off easily."

4-

The sixth year of using Shen Ji.

In her dreams, the same scene from that day kept flashing before her: flowers raining down from the sky.

He pressed a sharp object to his heart, his eyes reddened with despair.

"I want you to love me."

His voice was hoarse.

"Please."

/Title inspired by the song Wild Moli by Shisan/

/The heartless gale snapped the jasmine flower/

/The worst of men still begged for her love/

[Reader's guide]

Not a traditional reverse chronology. Follows them from their school years into adulthood.

A kink-focused story, very melodramatic and angsty.

No acceptance of emotional abuse. Every villain gets what they deserve.

The female lead is no damsel in distress. The couple does not get back together after the breakup.

Truly unhinged, truly dark, and everyone gets their own groveling arc.

Theme: Live as your true self