[Major trigger warning: Recommended for readers who aren't bothered by much]!!!!! 🥹🫶
To reach the highest heights, one must first begin from the deepest depths., Thus Spoke Zarathustra, Book Three, 45: The Wanderer, Nietzsche
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A selfish bastard with a mouth tougher than his... & an adorable, obsessive, dark little worm
Pheromones: oolong tea & soil (??? scent)
The development of the L.0 gender-conversion serum made genetic modification possible, allowing people to freely choose their sex and begin a second life. But a cheap, highly effective counterfeit serum, L.0-1, has become widespread, serving as a tool for profit or revenge in the hands of some criminals.
During a terrorist attack, Alpha Xie Chen is injected with L.0-1 and saved by an Omega as he teeters on the brink of death.
After becoming an Omega, Xie Chen yearns every day to kill his enemies with his own hands, find an antidote, and become an Alpha again.
But on the night his heat arrives, he is forced by Zhou Yanchao, an Alpha who has been following and secretly watching him.
Xie Chen retaliates with vicious cruelty, savoring the pleasure of revenge as he watches Zhou Yanchao bleed and cry, unaware that those tears conceal overwhelming self-loathing.
They hate each other and hurt each other.
Their pain forges a misshapen cage that traps them both, leaving neither free.
Yet this twisted attachment brings their lives, which had been slowly fading away, to a halt before they can wither completely.
[Notes]
1. One-on-one, happy ending, switch, no children, both virgins. Both leads are beautiful, strong, and tragic lunatics (strong mostly in a psychological sense, and tragic in every possible way). The protagonists will not openly confess their feelings to each other, define their relationship, marry, or permanently mark each other.
2. Their genes are in disarray, and many characters' sexes in the story can't be classified according to conventional ABO categories, so there are no AA, AO, and similar tags. Interpret them as you like.
3. The characters' opinions do not represent the author's. Please don't apply them to real life.
4. This is not a redemption story, a healing story, or a depressing story. There will be no "complete salvation," but everyone will remain positive and hopeful.
5. Side characters have a lot of story time. Everyone is in a terrible mental state, and there are almost no normal people.
Hope you enjoy reading.
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Theme: Born for freedom
As soon as I find someone having random thoughts, I will criticize him ()
Can the teacher publish a book? 😭 😭 😭 I want to buy a physical book to collect
It's really over! 🥺 I can't bear to read the last chapter, so I'll save it for later and read it later. After that, my wife's pure enjoyment version [Let Me Be Well], give me a kiss and a hug, teacher! Teacher, you write really well! Forgive my poor language for not being able to describe how much I love this article, and how much I love you, the teacher who wrote this article! Finished scattering flowers [spreading flowers][spreading flowers][spreading flowers]
It feels like Xiao Zhou puts himself in a position of sacrifice. He regards himself as a sacrifice. His bones, his flesh and blood, and everything about him can be sacrificed just to make Xiao Xie better, but his god just wants to make them all happy 😭
[Orange Candy] Got it, it smells so good! So much love! My wife is really an excellent cook. I really like, like, like, like this article. I really like Xiao Xie and Xiao Zhou! I used to follow the series and wonder when it would be finished, but when it was about to be finished, I felt that it was so fast. In fact, I wanted to make this article longer 🥺. Seeing Xiao Zhou and Xiao Xie go from pain to ordinary happiness now, I felt that it was really hard-won. Both of them were covered in bruises. Their encounter They could not make the broken people whole, but acquiesced to each other's incompleteness. They sat side by side on the ruins, watching the grass grow tenaciously from each other's cracks. They were reluctant to say goodbye to Xiao Xie and Xiao Zhou, hoping that they could continue to be happy like this and express their love to my wife again [Spreading Flowers]
It's so good. People who watch it feel warm in their hearts... As soon as Xiao Xie said he didn't forgive Xiao Zhou, Xiao Zhou immediately started to move, hahahaha
Very reluctant to give up. In fact, I agreed in the middle that this book was boring. I am a reader who likes to watch emotional dramas, so when the plot and other people's stories were described in the middle, I never read it. I didn't start watching it again until the emotional drama came out. This also caused me to miss a lot. Zhou's character is actually quite beyond my expectation. I have been following my wife since the first book. After reading the first book, I read Rang Yirang again. Of course I knew this book from the beginning. When I was reading the copy (a short clip I wrote with my wife in Big Eyes), I thought Zhou had a cynical character on the surface. I don't know if I missed the cynical part in front of him or something. Zhou was completely different from what I had imagined at the beginning. It was quite surprising and unexpected.
I have been following a serial for a long time and I saw my wife saying that it will be finished soon. I feel very sad. And I feel that the couple has not become sweet yet. Can my wife do more cooking?
At the end, thank you to the author for bringing such a special work and writing such a character as Xiao Xie Xiao Zhou that I didn't expect. I was very surprised when I read it. Although the last few stabs made me cry a little, and the ending was not sweet enough to heal in just a few chapters, the emotional intensity of this article was really satisfying.
The young couple wants to be happy 😭 😭 😭 (Shake) Is there any extra? (Shake again) You must have written 10,000 words of extra, right? 🥺 🥺 🥺