The Road for Patients with Depression

[Advance collection of "I can survive by sticking to my opponent" and "My mental state is very good"] Lou Zhaolin had a crush on Lian Xingye for the entire three years of high school, but he was so slow that he didn't even notice it. He thought that after the college entrance examination was over, he might ask Lian Xingye which major he wanted to apply for. He wanted to go to the same school as Lian Xingye. However, on the day when the results of the college entrance examination came out, along with the good news that Lian Xingye was the top pick in high school, came Lian Xingye's obituary. Lian Xingye jumped from the top floor of the experimental building and died on the spot. He deliberately chose late at night and called the police in advance. The body was collected that night without disturbing anyone. He is like this, silent and indifferent, even when he leaves, he is so quiet. At that time, Lou Zhaolin was still holding his mobile phone happily, turning over and over to admire the newly acquired mobile phone number of Lian Xingye. He didn't know that when he finally organized his words and sent out the first message coquettishly, Lian Xingye was standing alone on the roof blowing the wind. The phone in his pocket vibrated, and Lian Xingye was stunned for a moment, then took out the phone and placed it on the roof, and then took a step into the air without hesitation. He didn't see whose news it was, it wasn't that he didn't care, it was just that he didn't think anyone would be thinking about him. Later, Lou Zhaolin found out that Lian Xingye suffered from depression. Later, Lou Zhaolin realized that he actually liked him. But they didn't even say a decent greeting. If he could turn back time, if he was lucky enough to see Lian Xingye again, he would hold Lian Xingye's hand carefully and tell him word for word: "Who said no one cares about you? Am I not a human being? You don't like Lian Xingye, but I do. You don't know how to love Lian Xingye, let me teach you. " Also, Lou Zhaolin, don't forget to say to Lian Xingye: "Hello, classmate, my name is Lou Zhaolin." "I like you." This time, I will try to hold your hand. Depression suffers × rebirth and infatuation attack [Note] 1-31 will die, 32 will die once, and 33 will start from death to life and officially receive correct medical treatment. This article contains a large number of descriptions of real symptoms, including detailed self-injury processes and extreme psychological monologues, full of depression, anxiety, panic, guilt, self-blame, grief, hopelessness and other emotions. Contains verbal violence and physical violence, which may make people feel angry, helpless, tired, tortured, useless, incomprehensible, moaning for no reason, irritable, frustrated, pretentious, capricious, etc. If it causes discomfort, please protect your physical and mental health and stop losses in time! Your own physical and mental health is the most important! Save your money to buy what you like to eat and read novels that make you happy! You really, really, really don't have to force yourself! It's better to use these few dollars to recharge a game gift pack than to come here to suffer! · This article does not accept any questions about the plot, because most of the details are from my personal experience. Many places may look a bit magical, but they really happen, especially the part about going to the hospital to see a doctor. In fact, the real world is more magical realism than fiction. · This article is of great significance to the author. It is not an ordinary Internet fast food redemption article, but a true process of digging into and describing the inner behavior of patients with depression. Starry Night Baby is not a fictional character to me, but a friend who lives in another dimension and I am helping him through his difficult times. If you can't relate to this, it proves that you have not suffered similar injuries and are healthy physically and mentally. I am very relieved. If a baby is stressed or recalls similar experiences in the past, I will feel very sad. · The protagonists have been growing together throughout the story. There may be some immaturity in the early stage. If there is any offense, it is due to the author's limited ability and not the children's fault, so please be gentle. You can freely judge the author's writing level. If there are any comments that are not good for the protagonist, they will be deleted as appropriate, because Baby Starry Night will be sad to see them. I'm sorry. And if you don't understand or feel uncomfortable, you really don't need to tell me specifically. I naturally know how difficult it is to expose depression to the public in its true form, so this article is considered a very niche article. · But if we can take this as an opportunity to slightly increase our understanding and attention to depression, the significance of this article will be achieved. It needs to be emphasized that depression is a brain disease, not a purely psychological factor. Patients with depression want to die because they objectively cannot control it and are driven by the disease, just like a broken leg objectively hurts. It is not subjectively because they can't think about it or have a bad mentality. They need drugs to treat the brain's structure. So please try not to judge them from the perspective of a healthy person. The sun does not understand the troubles of the stars. It doesn't matter if you don't understand. Quiet company is the best medicine. · In addition, depression is a repetitive process. Every time it seems to be hope, the next second may be new despair. If you are expecting a cure in one go, you may be disappointed. The process of treatment is a cycle of starting over again countless times, which can only guarantee that the final outcome will be good. The process is really bumpy. If you feel that your heart has been bruised and you feel that you cannot accept it, please stop your losses in time! ! ! · I feel deeply guilty for the above, and I sincerely thank you. Whether you stay for a second or an hour, thank you for your brief companionship on behalf of the children. Thanks for meeting. This chapter is dedicated to oneself to help oneself and to this world to help others. May you all be free from illness, may you be blessed with good health, and may everything you wish come true. May the best wishes in the world come to you! Thank you, I love you, respect you, and thank you. Then bless you. [The main recipient has pre-received "I rely on my support to keep my life alive"] Top idol An Zhitu and Sanqi actor Lu Zhaoye are well-known rivals in the entertainment industry. One day, An Zhitu suddenly died, and before his death, he was bound to the life extension system. Hold hands for 1 second, live 5 seconds longer. Hug for 1 second, live 10 seconds longer. Kiss for 1 second, live for 1 minute longer. … In short, the closer you are, the longer you will live. The ultimate life-sustaining method is the great harmony of life. Every second, you live 10 more minutes! An Zhidu: ... Can you pick it a little more? ! * During the live variety show, fans from the two families were gearing up to fight. As a result, when the two met for the first time and greeted each other, An Zhitu shook Lu Zhaoye's hand, as if it was stuck to 502 and never parted again. During lunch, An Zhitu stood up to pick up food ten times, and accidentally fell into Lu Zhaoye's arms nine times. He waited for ten seconds each time before getting up reluctantly. On the first night, An Zhitu secretly got into Lu Zhaoye's bed in front of the national audience. And every night from now on, he would sleepwalk into Lu Zhaoye's bed. Lu Shiye: "..." The agent exploded. Fans went crazy. Netizens were dumbfounded. What a cunning little Shou! * Lu Zhaoye has a secret. He is actually An Zhitu's crazy fan. It turns out that the actor, who looks like a tough guy on the outside, is actually the ultimate cuteness manipulator behind the scenes. What I can't stand the most are soft and cute little creatures like An Zhitu. Lu Zhaoye had reason to suspect that the little cutie was secretly in love with him. Because he would secretly kiss him while he slept; Take off his clothes and touch his abs quietly; I especially like being skin-to-skin with him without clothes on. Seeing An Zhitu's little hands becoming more and more unrestrained, Lu Zhaoye finally couldn't help but forcefully kiss her. "Do you like me? Actually, I also-" Unexpectedly, An Zhitu was so frightened that she turned pale, holding up her pants and running away: "I don't like you, you are crazy!" Lu Zhaoye was stunned for a moment, then chased after him, as if he had been eaten up and abandoned by a scumbag in disbelief: "Are you just playing with my body?!" An Zhitu: "..." Now the misunderstanding has become clear. He is really not a pervert! An Zhitu had no choice but to talk about the system. I thought that I would be regarded as a lunatic, but I didn't expect that Lu Zhaoye just gave him a dark look, and then gave him a deep kiss worth one hour: "When you want to kiss me, just kiss me directly. You don't have to kiss me secretly while I'm sleeping. I'm willing to do that." An Zhitu: "!!!" He is really a good man, I misunderstood him before! An Zhitu: "Then... Then I'm not welcome!" * Later, I did everything I should and shouldn't do. An Zhitu lay happily in Lu Shiye's arms and heard Lu Shiye bit his ear and said: "Do you... Want to try the ultimate life-sustaining method with me? You can live for 25 more days just once." An Zhitu's face turned red: Have you ever confessed like this? ! An Zhitu: "Then... Remember to be gentle." //// By the way, how long does it take to convert 25 days into task length? * The entire entertainment industry knows that the Tuye family will not deal with it. Until a certain variety show, Lu Zhaoye was asked to call the first friend in his address book. An Zhitu's anxious voice came out: "Lu Zhaoye! You only kissed me for half an hour the day before yesterday, and now it's been a day. I can't live any longer. Come on, kiss me. Please help me!" Audience:? ? ? The director fainted. That night, Weibo exploded. Clingy, straight-ball, cuteness, perfect score, sweetness beyond standard, idol shou × iceberg crazy man, doting on his wife, crazy man in love, brain actor attack [The Lord received the advance collection of "My Mental State is Very Good"] Lin Qingyao woke up. It turns out that he is the cannon fodder of a bloody Marissa novel. It is a love-loving brain-licking dog who is unable to fall in love with the protagonist. It is a mobile blood bank and a petri dish for humanoid organs that the protagonist loves. In the end, he was tricked by the scumbag into going to the operating table, where he died to change Bai Yueguang's heart. Lin Qingyao after awakening: I want to kill everyone equally :) * Scumbag mother: "This is one million, leave my son!" Lin Qingyao: "Is your son worth this little money? Ten million! Don't let me look down on you!" … Lin Qingyao and cannon fodder went to the airport to pick up Bai Yueguang and return home. Lin Qingyao pushed Zha Gong away, hugged Bai Yueguang, gently raised his chin, and whispered: "Baby, long time no see, you are still so cute." Bai Yueguang stared at Lin Qingyao's charming smile and slowly blushed. Zha Gong: "???" … Stepmother: "Your brother wants to audition for this role, but you don't have any acting skills anyway, so let him do it." Lin Qingyao threw the rice in her stepmother's face on the spot. Before her stepmother could get mad, Lin Qingyao lay down directly on the ground. (Grabs the younger brother's ankles) (Years) (Screams) (Crawls darkly) (Climbs onto the younger brother) (Grabs a handful of rice from the ground and stuffs it into the younger brother's mouth) "I know my acting skills are terrible. I've worked hard. Why do you still laugh at me? Why don't you give me a chance? Why ahhhh-" The whole family was frightened and thought he was possessed by evil spirits, so they packed him up and threw him out overnight. Lin Qingyao regained his freedom: Plan √ * Lin Qingyao finished creating a wealthy family and continued to create the entertainment industry. The investors made unspoken rules, so Lin Qingyao called fifty big men on the spot to live stream the flower handshakes to the investors. When Xiaohua was being made things difficult by her seniors, Lin Qingyao grabbed the bugs in the box and threw them in everyone's face while running around the stage. The director team abused small animals. Lin Qingyao turned into a monkey and grabbed vines to swing around, kicking everyone into the water. How can a person not be crazy? # Mental state is playing me# became a hot search topic. Lin Qingyao became famous overnight. * On this day, Lin Qingyao conducted a live broadcast to appraise beautiful men. At that time, he had already offended most of the ugly men in the entertainment industry with his ruthless and vicious tongue. Opposing fans deliberately posted photos of Lu Yanting, the boss of Lin Qingyao's entertainment company, waiting to see Lin Qingyao's jokes. Lin Qingyao raised his eyebrows and shouted: "Husband, please x me face to face!" The people in the live broadcast room were so scared: Wake up, that's a big boss! Lin Qingyao didn't care: "What about the boss? As long as he's handsome, I'll lick him without discrimination!" Everyone: ... Lin Qingyao has gone crazy to such an extent that even the boss won't let him go! Black fans mocked: Lin Qingyao is finished! I heard that Mr. Lu is a big iceberg who is not close to women. He hates the colorful entertainment industry and is just waiting for Lin Qingyao to be banned! However, five minutes later, Lu Yanting personally tweeted at Lin Qingyao on Weibo. Lu Yanting V: I'm at your door. Please open the door. The whole network exploded. Lin Qingyao: Where is the Iceberg God that we agreed to not approach women? ! Oh, I'm sorry, he's a pervert. : P Zha Gong, who was chasing his wife at the crematorium, was so jealous that his eyes turned red. He sent a private message to Lu Yanting on his trumpet—— Not only does he roar in a distorted way, but he also crawls in a dark way, and is just crazy. What do you like about him? Are you blind? Lu Yanting: I love you even more:) Scumbag:? * Face slap theater: Scumbag: Is Qingyao willing to donate his heart today? Butler: No, but your Mr. Bai Yueguang is on his way here with a knife, saying that he will cut your heart and give it to Mr. Lin. Scumbag:? ? ? Let yourself be free and be happy. The biggest little sun dog Shou × Gentle pampering filter 800 meters thick. I think Shou is so cute even when crawling in the dark. * Intention: Since suffering has pushed me to the edge of the cliff, I will sit down on the edge of the cliff, look at the mist flowing under the cliff, and sing a song to you.