Suffocation

I still feel that they were rushed, with too many gaps in between, making it difficult for me to believe that they who were once hysterical would return to "normal". Fang Qiushui is like a pool of stagnant water that can drown people, and their relationship is like a twisted maggot hiding in the shadows. The other party is living in disgust with each other. The only support of the world, Jiang Chunzhou also completely drowned. His little boat was completely swallowed up by the mire. In my opinion, they were entangled and jumped off the rooftop together. In the end, their burning love only left a pile of coke, becoming an oxidized apple and the remains of maggots.

I really hope that Qiu Shui commits suicide. Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. If possible, I hope Qiu Shui never knew Chunzhou. He might have committed suicide early due to emotional breakdown, but at least he would not have lived in pain and turned into an empty shell. Chunzhou would not have become what he is now. He is cheerful and optimistic and can have a good life. To be honest, this is the first time I wish one of the protagonists would die early. Unfortunately, I felt even more depressed after watching the ending.

Why does the boat in spring flood the water in autumn? It may be like midsummer for a short time, but it is ultimately different from midwinter. Living together for two seasons, how can we depend on each other?

Alas, it looks uncomfortable. Everyone should pay more attention to the depressed group. I don't mean to care for them deliberately, but don't be so malicious, speculate and cynic against them. Some patients with depression posted some videos on social platforms, and some people said, "It's all staged" and "It's just a show for who to see." It's really not good. I am not a patient with depression, but I once saw a sentence that was really shocking. The general meaning is that for patients with depression, "suicide" is a physiological instinct. We can never empathize, but don't be cynical.

It feels like the autumn water has not healed, it is just a numb shell, and the inside is already rotten, and sooner or later this layer of skin will be corroded. In the end, they will most likely torture each other. In the end, Qiu Shui will probably not live to his old age, and will probably die in his thirties or forties due to illness or health.

In my heart, they have already jumped off the rooftop... I feel that Qiu Shui is just dissociated, not as extreme as when it is extreme. I feel that the ending is particularly depressing... I always think that at this level, I might as well just end it.

When things crowd up your time. You will forget that heart-stopping feeling of suffocation.

I understand why the book is called Suffocation...

Oh My God! ! ! ! I almost guessed the ending! ! When I was reading the previous chapter, I was thinking that if the two of them did not die in love, it would be because Chiang really couldn't hold on and sent Fang to a nursing home to see each other again for the rest of his life, or Fang gradually lost his memory and finally forgot that Chiang would never meet again.

This article is so suffocating. Why should my little penguin and little bird be separated forever when everything is the best (╥_╥)