Falling Toward the Sun

This story about the "Holy Father" instructor and the rebellious girl, after reading the whole story, makes people feel heavy and sad but also a little romantic like black humor, which makes people think about it again and again. I personally feel that the ending is the author's tenderness and soft-heartedness, because there were many opportunities to slide into the dark abyss, but because the author, the god, gave Miya and Rimbaud the opportunity to move towards the light. In this world that tortures everyone with high-pressure terror, Miya and Alyosha are like two little fishes in a rut, sticking together to share the last moisture. They (they) don't feel like lovers, nor friends, nor relatives. The story feels to me as if it contains some of many emotions. Alyosha protected Miya in the cage because his aura of self-destruction was too strong. I was pitiful and felt that the ending of his destruction was not surprising. I also felt that his self-destruction would ignite the fuse of Miya. In the end, it was really close. He was very gentle, and various factors prevented Miya from burning up. (Great) Alyosha finally came to the end of dying of thirst alone. He weakly but powerfully shocked this miserable society. This life was filled with many tragedies. Meeting Mia must be a lucky thing for him. Miya has many tragic pasts that make people pitiful, and she also has an identity that makes people fearful. She fell into the unknown abyss under malicious persecution, but she was strong enough to seize every opportunity to prevent herself from falling. She suffered a lot of injuries and had no choice but to explode and destroy herself, making a life already full of pain even more painful. The author's superb and delicate writing style makes people feel her pain, which is really suffocating. In this world, she screamed for rescue, but no one listened. At this time, Alyosha's slender spider silk hung down from the abyss, and she caught it. Together, their wet and dry hearts and bodies become accomplices in a world that no one knows. In the year when Miya was about to collapse into adulthood, Miya met Rimbaud. Rimbaud was more like a little fish in another puddle with a little more water than a rescuer (fisherman?). After all, he had received a lot of love, and after losing a lot, he was confused and changed his mentality, forcing his wounds to look better. He "generously" shared the small amount of water with Miya, a little fish, even though he himself was very sad, because the other little fish couldn't breathe. I was pleasantly surprised by the appearance of Rimbaud after the "Saint"'s skin was torn apart by Miya. It's been a long time since I've seen such a core and amazing male protagonist. Rimbaud is a typical rich and kind man who I guessed and finally confirmed. The great changes he encountered transformed this man. I don't know if it's good or bad. At least Mia was saved, and he himself was finally redeemed. It's a two-way street! Thank you so much for this "saint". I also thank the author for finally giving these lucky two people the opportunity to escape and head to the blue sea together. The dryness in the past may still haunt them for a lifetime, but they are free now. It is always better to face pain together than alone. The process of the male and female protagonists meeting and getting acquainted made me twist and roll on the bed and crawl in darkness. It ranks first with the article about the vampires by my favorite Mrs. Tree (I don't know if I can call it that)! In fact, the subtle feeling is that this article is also suitable for be, but the tree of mercy! I have been reading Mrs. Shu's novels recently, and I have tasted them along the columns. Some of them are particularly fond of some, and some of them are very popular. The control of the plot and characters is so wonderful, which allows me to focus on the story and forget about fear in lonely nights. It's a pity that it didn't get the popularity it deserved in Jinjiang. It's a pity that I met it too late, and some content had to be left behind during the viewing process... (Crawling in pain) I have been working for too long and can't think of anything nutritious in my mind. I want to come back to the author who makes me feel happy and sad when reading. I can only say that as a reader who has been reading for a long time and hopes to keep reading articles emotionally, I hope and wish that the author can always write what he wants to write happily and firmly. I'm really sorry for the long and messy stuff I wrote above.

Wow! ! ! That's it! ! ! I can't bear to part with it! ! ! To be honest, when I first read the script, I had no interest or desire to read the story about a saintly male protagonist and an evil female protagonist. But after you actually read it, you will find that the more you read, the more you become more and more involved. Over the years, reading novels has become more and more like just reading novels in a fast-food style. Only when I read my wife's novels did I regain the feeling of reading novels in the first place - truly feel a story, like watching an old movie, and be able to experience the joys and sorrows of the characters instead of false superficial emotions. My wife's story is a real life story It shows us a corner of a living person's life. This is a story that is completely created by people. I really admire my wife's ability to create characters. She has a style of an old-fashioned paper book author. I sincerely feel lucky and happy that there are authors like my wife publishing online. I also hope that I can continue to see my wife's works in the future.

I actually have quite mixed feelings about this book, probably because I won't be able to build up a tolerance for the core topics in it no matter how long it takes. I give this book five stars because I think the thoughts and struggles expressed in Miya are very real. Those of us who have not really experienced it can only feel helpless heartache while reading, but it is difficult to pick out a certain theoretical perspective and say that we can do better like we comment on other articles. All in all, I feel like this book was really thoughtful. After reading the story and asking twice, Alyosha or Rimbaud, to be honest, I personally feel that neither of them is a good match, and I have not changed my opinion until the end. Alyosha and Rimbaud both have positive and negative feelings for her, and both are strong. The emotions between these two people are not as pure as Clara, who was unfamiliar with each other at the beginning. Alyosha and she were in similar situations. They were both at rock bottom. Neither of them had the ability to love themselves, let alone infect each other with warmth. Therefore, it was impossible for the two of them to hug each other for warmth from the beginning, and the outcome would most likely be that both of them would freeze to death. For example, both of them almost died at the beginning of the story line. As for Rimbaud, I have to say that I have never liked the setting of "meeting the one you love when you are down and out" plus "being redeemed by the other person". It is easy for him to sink into the dust. The depth of the relationship between the two people and their psychological status in the relationship are obviously not proportional, and it is easy for them to look like Zhang Ailing and Hu Lancheng. In this state, whether the weak party will suffer emotional setbacks is almost a gamble with the remaining mental health and even life. Crispy people like us can't afford to gamble. Even when we read novels, we feel a dull pain in our hearts. When Mia first confessed to Rimbaud, I had the feeling that the love she expressed was greater than what she felt in her heart at the time. This is okay, I think she has not completely lost the initiative, and Rimbaud is sinking bit by bit, and everyone is similar. In the subsequent plot, Alyosha and Rimbaud's choices actually did not put her first, at least not at first. Her ultimate true redemption came through a self-destructive confession and sacrifice, which opened the hearts of the two men and allowed them to adjust their decisions. There's a sense of "why not give it up" among men. Joking. When faced with the situation of "grasping at straws or not", I might sink before her, but most likely I won't do better than her. Just speaking from the bottom of my heart, I really hope that love can be the icing on the cake, but don't rely on love to save you. On the one hand, I hope she can continue to study and truly have the job, status, and vitality to get out of the shadows, and be able to personally dig herself out of the quagmire. On the one hand, I hope that she can be like the person in "Black Box Diary" and take the attitude of a fighter to make the truth known to the public in a way that can obtain justice during the period when the incident is still influential. Not only to break through the accumulation and face the past, but also to "save other people facing the same situation." All in all, I hope she can take the initiative of "salvation" firmly in her own hands. But I know this is a demanding third perspective. So if she can be happy according to the established ending, then this is also the best arrangement.

I was really happy to find such a good article with such a strong psychoanalytic flavor on the current Internet. And the story also reminded me a lot of my own experiences (not the bad parts). The part that touched me the most after reading it was probably "Don't use Rimbaud's method to save others, because you will get yourself involved. But being involved means that the traumas of both parties are attracted to each other, so it doesn't really matter." Www. Anyway, thank you for your great contribution!

I really like this article. The poor data may be due to other reasons, such as the introduction and title of the book are not Internet-friendly enough, but after reading the full text, I think this is fine and there is no need to be more Internet-friendly. When looking for tweets, I would search for memes, such as Fallen Saint✗Evil Woman, etc., But this article cannot be summarized in this way, nor can it appear in the inventory of those types of articles. But this does not mean that those types of writing are better. On the contrary, this kind of writing is more difficult to write and cannot be easily reproduced. Therefore, there is no "genre" and there will be no "audience" or "gathering", which has nothing to do with the quality of the writing itself. If the data feedback still makes you feel regretful, then my suggestion is to improve the marketing method, but do not deny the attempt of this article.

I like this novel. I read it in one sitting this night. I cried so much that my tears probably wet a small piece of my pillow. I watched the people in the book struggling to survive in the ruins after the war (here refers to the spiritual world), from Miya's self-exile to Rimbaud's self-loathing, two injured people. Two people met like hedgehogs. The hugs of hedgehogs always hurt each other. They could only carefully find the most suitable way to hug each other. Although they were inevitably bruised and bruised in the process, they succeeded in the end... Although there were quarrels and frictions, there are still things in the world. Emotional entanglements are not like this. They started with two hedgehogs (Rimbaud is a gentle hedgehog), and they ended with the same thing. Fortunately, they changed from lonely hedgehogs to warm hedgehogs who can keep each other warm T^T. The same goes for others. Andrei will also have a new life... Mia Zengti I have wanted to fall into the sun and be burned directly. Now it seems that at the end, they are slowly walking hand in hand towards the place where the sun is. They are no longer destroyed, but melting into each other's hearts warmly. T^T Thank you, madam, for writing such a novel. I love Miya very much. Thank you.

Every time, every time, when I accidentally or intentionally unearth a novel that conveys ideas that are very consistent with my own, I hate and lament more than one thing - why do I want to write my superficial comments and express my excitement and joy even when I have not thoroughly analyzed its central idea? I feel sad that although I can resonate with it, I can't really tell myself deeply and tell everyone that I know it is good, but I haven't really slowed down to find the beauty of it. I know that this is a vulgar and ordinary act of eagerness, because not most people have the determination and patience to completely solve one thing, even if that thing is of great significance to people, and I am one of them. Moreover, I also know that perhaps the content of my sincere speech may have tragic deviations from the author's original intention or the core of the work that I am not aware of. I may even have failed to make the point, and wrote stupid and unsatisfactory facts that I will not look at calmly until my withdrawal reaction is over. But I still sincerely hope to follow my current desire when I finish reading, tell the author the limited things I know, and write down my gratitude for giving back to the work, because this means that I have left my own traces in the article that I feel happy. I hope to realize how excellent your work is, and how hard-working and talented you are in writing. Let's get to the main topic, which is "The reason for my pious attitude and shaking heart when I read" First of all, why do I have an attitude of affirmation in appreciation and awe in respect for this article? It's quite speechless. This article has been gathering dust in my bookshelf called "Gathering Dust" because of its too high-end title and copywriting. So when I was crazy and dizzy, and after reading all kinds of cool articles and routine articles, I decided to return to the real world of novels. Before I read it, I had this kind of mood: Well, I must savor this kind of reading. It is a very intelligent and high-quality article, but whenever there is a certain detail that is different or obscure, I need to stop and carefully figure out its connotation, because I know that when I come here, I need to read more about these special ideas that I didn't know originally, but I must know that it is useful, so that I can discover the true meaning of this type of article by making a positive comparison with the articles I have read before. Not just for this article, but for all articles that, from the name and copywriting, let people know that "the author has something." Second, if the previous point is my personal factor, then this aspect of the reason will begin to be completely implemented in this article. I have too many things to praise, so I will start with the relatively shallow, broad and easy to dig out things. The first point is the emotional contradiction - gentle compromise vs. Sharp force; the identity contradiction - the owner of a safe and smooth life descends to earth to actively intervene in the post-war social order, and spontaneously sympathizes with and helps the former imperial forces, vs. The owner of an ups and downs and empty life, gives up on himself, is tired of people and things that intervene in his own space, and resolutely opposes the idea of ​​​​saving and changing himself; the contradiction in expression - frankness and striving for balance vs. Harm, suspicion and avoidance turn on the reader's sensitive "switch to be attracted by contrast". The first two points of interest are the normal level that most good-looking articles should have, so the last one, "the way of love is to hurt" and "the way of love is to confess" that the author most wants to convey is the biggest discussion point of this excellent romance novel. Why do everything you can to hurt and escape? Because this is the only way to "love" that she knows; because she wants to use this extremely powerful way of self-disguise to test whether he really has the ability to redeem her; basically because she needs to gradually recognize her own heart through repeated pulling and pulling. Is she really active and indifferent, or is she forced to despair? Can she really revive her spirit and embrace an ordinary future? Why go with the flow and be frank and honest? Because he is trapped in the grief of losing his loved ones and kidnapped by his self-morality, he needs to use "confession", the only way that can touch her, to open her heart and save her, seeming to forgive everything and seemingly let go of everything; because his personality background is full of weird moral sense, he cleverly separates his noble and correct behavior from the sensitive goals in his heart, as if All his experiences have been relieved by him to the extent that he can express them casually, which just shows that he likes to control, control emotions, and control behaviors. Although he slowly fell in love with her and slowly lost control, he also insisted on controlling the seemingly balanced, but actually precarious and shaky situation, trying to digest it by himself, and return to the right track that he himself did not know the meaning of. Therefore, the emotional thoughts she and he summarized and combined created this extremely wise and rich main line. I think this main line contains great significance for the emotional changes and connections between her and him. It has always told "how people relate to each other." "They influence each other and generate love in this complex process." I think it's like Mia and Rimbaud, who met and influenced each other because of their personal personalities and past experiences, and developed love and impulse in the process of being uncontrollably attracted to each other's unique qualities. And what best embodies this theme I think must be the clearly structured conversations between her and him. This is the charm of the novel. Her and his expressions are constantly enriching the core of the character, and the main theme of the article, from her being irritating and ignoring him, to the established she relies on his tolerance, to the submissive she is attached to him and escapes, to her despair and he regrets, to the final she trusts him to give back. I can guarantee that every emotional turning point they have depends on the different environment and the thorough conversation of their state of mind. There is not a word of nonsense, the motivation of the action is reflected in the heart of the character. I have never seen such a clear and appropriate dialogue. Speaking of the character Alyosha, I think his existence is very special and ingenious. While looking at his unusual behavior and habits, and even thinking about logic, I have been thinking, what does he represent? What does it do? At first, I thought he was just a person who suffered the same misfortune as Miya and cuddled up with her for warmth. He played an ordinary second male role in this article just to promote the development of the main love line. Later, after learning about his past and the fundamental reason why he insisted on taking the blame for Miya, I vaguely felt that he should represent a group: people who are willing to sacrifice themselves to show their resolute attitude of resistance to injustice. The most tragic thing is that Alyosha is not constantly pulled up by others like Miya. The only time he can feel a sense of identity is when he gets along with Miya, the girl who directly and sharply opposes him. So he exchanged his reputation and life for her light, not only to help Miya, but also to do something meaningful to himself. His decision pushed Miya to a path without shackles, and indirectly resolved the most serious emotional problems between Rimbaud and her. So why does the name "Alyosha" symbolize "bravery and kindness", and why he did not choose to use his real name, because this is his rebellion against fate. I also thought about the author's explanation of the character Alyosha. He is an independent individual and should exist here like this. He has self-awareness and seems to guide the occurrence of his own story. It is very magical. There are also Clara, Andrei, the lady who helped Mia, the landlady... Every character is special, three-dimensional, and real. They are the indispensable soul of this story. I could analyze each of them eloquently, but I felt like my brain cells were exhausted and I couldn't define them in terms of languor. Finally, I can only say that this article is excellent in every aspect, with delicate emotional descriptions, solid knowledge base, and exquisite writing style. It is of the highest quality. There are so many aspects that I have slightly captured but have no way of studying. This is the advantage of good works and the source of withdrawal reactions.

Authors who write gentle male protagonists are all immortals

After four years, I belatedly finished reading this little book in the winter. I read a few parts of it about a year ago. I felt so sad that I couldn't bear to read it. But I picked it up again this time and unknowingly read it all the way to the end. The ending turned out to be so heartwarming and heartwarming even in winter. Looking back now, most of the stories about trees are like this. After the tears and flowing fire, there is a warm candlelight flickering in the end. This should be the unique gentleness of the tree. I really enjoyed this story and the two imperfect protagonists. From Evil Roman, The Ten-Year Pact to The Sun, you will gain strength every time you read the story of the tree. I hope that all Miyas in real life will have their own sunny tomorrow.

I love you so much. You are the best writer I have ever seen. It is also the most empathetic and empathic article I have ever read that allows me to understand the feelings of the protagonist. It seems that I am not a reader reading the text outside the screen, but have entered the world. A passerby who watches them beside the protagonist and goes through all this with them. In particular, the gradual change of emotions between the two people is a very natural transition, and the plot makes me somewhat unexpected every time. I thought it was a one-sided rescue, but I didn't expect it to be a mutual redemption between the two. I really like the two of them getting along, especially the sweet ending. I really like it.