Looking for Angst-Filled Romance Between Two Men, with Mental Illnesses Like Depression, Schizophrenia, or Hallucinations 找双男主虐的，有心理疾病如抑郁精神分裂出现幻觉

1. 1 踹 I Dumped My Ex-Husband, and Now He Won't Leave Me Alone 踹了前夫后，他开始死缠烂打 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads361k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Love After Marriage + Second Chance at Love] A sweet-faced but scheming bottom, and a fatherly top who's a little lovesick, but not too much. No one knew that Shang Jingchuan had carried a secret love for ten years. The moment he first saw his sister-in-law, he fell in love at first sight, and even went so far as to marry a stand-in who looked eighty percent like her. Chen Nuo was the illegitimate son of the Chen family. He carefully schemed his way into Shang Jingchuan's heart 13.4kReads8.9Score1.6kShelves

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   My Lemon is new, it's so beautiful! I'll follow Lemon forever! It's the most mentally unstable character in this series. Lemon and Coke, I love you!

2. 2 初 [Fan You] Restarting the First-Encounter Instance 【樊游】初见副本重开 Kapila Ge Bala卡皮了个巴拉Two Male Leads226k WordsOngoing Volume One: After half a lifetime of entanglements, Fan Xiao and You Shulang finally reconciled and found happiness together. But their happiness lasted only a few short years. When they opened their eyes again, both had returned to the day they first met. Volume Two: Having survived the calamity, Fan Xiao made his way back from the abyss to the mortal world. Trauma etched into his very bones swept over him again and again, like the tide. He shut himself away, sinking into endless darkness. [Ea 1.5kReads—Score179Shelves

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3. 3 游 You Shulang, May Your Life Be Peaceful 游书朗，只愿你此生安好 Kapila Ge Bala卡皮了个巴拉Two Male Leads211k WordsCompleted [The new book is complete. If you like angst, take a look.] After everything settled, the Fan family fell, and Fan Xiao disappeared from You Shulang's life without a trace. But You Shulang felt he was always nearby, and there was now another shadow by his side... (OOC warning: I know the characterization has gone off the rails. If that bothers you, please don't read~) You Shulang: Actually, I kind of miss him. As always: sickly Fan Xiao x softhearted Shulang~ It's angsty at the beginning and sti 2.8kReads8.3Score198Shelves
4. 4 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 15.9kReads9.2Score1.2kShelves

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   This was the first book by Lemon Goddess I read, and the plot really resonated with me. I reread it every time I think about it. The character of the uke (bottom) is so deeply ingrained in my mind. This is a "white moonlight" level book. If you like school-themed stories, you should definitely give this one a try. It's so sweet and satisfying. I could really feel how psychologically devastated and suffocated the uke was, yet he still tried his best to live and explain the misunderstandings. This pitiful yet strong character really broke my heart. [Crying][crying][crying]

5. 5 滴 Ding! A Taste of the Tycoon Life 滴！豪门体验卡 Carrot Terminator胡萝贝终结者Two Male Leads416k WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book + healing + everyone dotes on him + mutual devotion] Two male leads! Two male leads! Gentle, mature CEO top × sunny on the outside, depressed on the inside bottom I got rich overnight, but I'm no country bumpkin! Zhou Mo was a poor little cabbage with no parents. His only asset was his good looks, and he had to haul bricks at construction sites every day just to scrape together his college tuition. Then one day, while happily hauling bricks, he got hit on the head with 13.9kReads9.5Score2.2kShelves

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   🐉🐉The wives in every book have some psychological issues. My favorite is the fifth one, a rebirth novel. It's about a real and a fake young master. In his previous life, his life was stolen, and he was used as a substitute for someone else, ultimately committing suicide by cutting his wrists. He returns to his past, but still carries a host of psychological problems. He seems to be pretending to be a "green tea" girl, but it's just a cover for his true self. He suffers from bipolar disorder and self-harm.

6. 6 谁EN Whose Simp of a Male Supporting Character Gets Held and Kissed by the Male Lead? 谁家舔狗男配被男主抱在怀里亲啊 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Irresistible bottom, bittersweet romance, angst first and sweetness later, livestream variety show, a chaotic love polygon, two male leads, both virgins, happy ending] Wen Yanyu, a universally hated supporting character who hounded the male lead relentlessly and dragged himself into a storm of public outrage, suddenly awakens to his own consciousness. The System binds him and sends him off on missions. After countless cycles of torment leave him exhausted in body and mind, Wen Yanyu returns wit 57.3kReads9.5Score7.4kShelves
7. 7 豪 My Wealthy Nemesis Lost His Memory, and I Took Over the Entertainment Industry 豪门死对头失忆后，我躺赢娱乐圈 Yan Ze颜泽Two Male Leads444k WordsCompleted [Book 1 of 4] [Two male leads / Entertainment industry / Mutual pining and illness / A story of redemption] [A frail beauty who can kick someone three miles away × an aloof and untouchable heartthrob turned master of the green tea act] Back in school, Yu Li was the little tyrant of the capital's elite circle. He loved picking on the cold-faced young master, but never once got a kind word in return. Refusing to give up, he kept provoking and flirting with him... until he successfully gained a swo 11.8kReads9.3Score1.7kShelves
8. 8 说 Weren't You Supposed to Be a Cool Beauty? Why Do You Blush Whenever I Tease You? 说好的清冷美人，怎么一逗就脸红 Meizi Went Blind梅子瞎了Two Male Leads577k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance with two male leads, both each other’s only partners; a dirty-talking, devoted top and a cool, beautiful bottom; reborn pursuit of his wife + showbiz + ridiculous comedy + everyone’s favorite + healing + intense push and pull + face-slapping feel-good story + mostly everyday life, and once you get through the first chapter, it’s sweet romance] After his beloved dies, Young Master Zhou is consumed by despair. By a twist of fate, he is reborn and wastes no time setting out to w 62kReads9.6Score9.8kShelves
9. 9 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? 漂亮宝贝这么会钓，不要命啦！ Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich菜菜要发财Two Male Leads546k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + satisfying face-slapping + intense push and pull + both devoted only to each other] [An alluring, hot-tempered flirt of a bottom X a celibate powerhouse top with an overwhelming possessive streak] In his past life, Lin Que was framed maliciously and eventually died a miserable death from severe bipolar disorder. Only after his death did he learn that he was the true young master of a wealthy family, his identity maliciously switched at birth. The one who framed him was the fake 26.9kReads9.5Score3.7kShelves
10. 10 电 Esports: Wild God, Your Marksman Has Jumped Off a Building Again 电竞：野神，你家射手他又跳楼了 a Sheng Never Restsa笙不息Two Male Leads403k WordsOngoing (The main story is complete, everyone, so enjoy without worry.) [Depressed beauty (bottom) x unruly loyal puppy (top)] [1v1 + redemption + esports + happy ending] Chi Yunshuo had planned to take a few jobs, pay off his debts, and then say goodbye to the world. But the second he stepped onto the rooftop, he received a message inviting him to join a team. Looking at the words "tryout" on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had agreed to try out for Team AT not long ago. Chi Yunshuo: Maybe.. 37.7kReads9.0Score7kShelves

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    This is an e-sports forum, and I think it's super good!! The two male leads, Yun Shuo and Yun Shuo, both have depression and later engaged in unconscious self-harm. I think they're both very strong and powerful! There's even a side couple!

11. 11 哥 Bro, Give Me a Hug 哥抱抱我吧 Gardenia Cools the Blood栀子凉血Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted [Both are devoted to each other!!! Each other’s first love!!!] [Please don’t relate any illnesses in this story to real life. If you feel unwell, make sure to seek medical attention and take good care of yourself. If you have depression, please make sure to get help❗❗❗❗] One more thing: this is my first time writing a novel, so please forgive its many shortcomings. Thank you, everyone. Lin Xu went missing. His father tricked him into going to a youth training camp, where he was subjected to se 3.3kReads9.1Score353Shelves

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    Highly recommend! The first book wasn't too angsty, but the later ones are really angsty. You can check them out; all three are written by Lemon. If you want to read even more angsty stories, check out hers. She's written many books, but I've only read these three—super angsty! They even cover characters with illnesses and depression [crying].

12. 12 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.5kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
13. 13 爆 An Upset Victory: A Top-Tier Star Gets Swept Away by a Nobody 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 8.9kReads9.3Score745Shelves
14. 14 万 Everyone Hated Her, Then She Showed Her Face and Took the Internet by Storm 万人嫌露脸后全网爆火 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads] A sickly, universally despised bottom; A seemingly cold and heartless top who has fallen deeply in love. A year ago, Xu Mian was rumored to have thrown matches, and was boycotted by the entire internet. He retired early. With his mother seriously ill and his right hand partially disabled, he became the target of abuse from everyone in the esports scene, like a rat crossing the street, and endured it for an entire year. Caught between life and death, he struggled to stay alive: 12.6kReads8.3Score1.1kShelves
15. 15 无 I'm an Innocent Bystander, So Why Did They Turn Me into a Criminal Mastermind? 无辜路人的我却被迪化成犯罪大师 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Urban287k WordsOngoing [Male lead, no CP, not a romance-focused all-around charmer, live comments, suspense, crime, mistaken identity, succubus persona] Xie Qihai was the young master of a wealthy family. He received millions in spending money every month, and his greatest ambition in life was to be a rich layabout. Until one night, he opened his eyes to find himself lying beside a corpse. As the only living person at the scene, he became the prime suspect. [The stream is finally live. Is this the cannon-fodder lit 102.8kReads9.3Score22kShelves

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    I highly recommend the first book. Although it doesn't involve depression, it's absolutely amazing! After reading it, who wouldn't want to say, "Long live Nekogoro!!!"

16. 16 星 The Stars Return Home 星归故里 Can Be Thought, But Not Spoken, Ah可念不可说吖Two Male Leads263k WordsOngoing [The rating just came out and will go up] [EABO, Two Male Leads, Reconciliation After a Breakup, 1v1 and Both Untouched, EO Romance, Happy Ending!] Ji Xingchen, the most doted-on little Omega of the six great families, is secretly framed and undergoes a drastic change in temperament. Then, at his twentieth birthday banquet, his grandmother has an accident, and his grandfather casts him out. Everyone thinks he left with the family's money. From then on, he disappears from everyone's world. When t 85.9kReads8.2Score13.9kShelves
17. 17 恨 You Want Me Dead? Why Beg Me to Live After My Terminal Illness Is Revealed? 恨不得我死？绝症曝光怎么求我活 Rong Zit​​ang冗子糖Two Male Leads249k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + from universally hated to universally adored + everyone faces a redemption arc, heartbreaking, 1v1] In his previous life, Ye Shuran learned he had a terminal illness, and was kidnapped not long afterward. No one came to save him, and he was eventually tortured to death. Unexpectedly, he was bound to a System, and only then learned that he was the real young master everyone hated in the book, while his younger brother was the fake young master everyone adored. After being reborn 121kReads8.8Score23.8kShelves

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    I cried so hard I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't sleep at night.

18. 18 残 The Disabled Tycoon’s Ex-Boyfriend Is Seriously Unwell 残疾大佬的前男友他是真有病啊 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads407k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + melodramatic angst] After an accidental kidnapping, Huo Zhiye loses the use of both legs and is cruelly abandoned by the man he has loved for four years. They began by choosing to love each other despite their families’ bitter feud, but it all ends with them leaving battered and broken. Reunited three years later: Qiao Xi knows he has committed unforgivable sins and tries every possible way to make amends. Naively, he thinks that if he hurts himself enough, 19.1kReads8.8Score2kShelves

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    Then I have to bring out Lemon and Cola. Books 1, 2, 3, and 4 were all written by Cola, and there are many more. These are the ones I'm currently reading or have finished. Books 5 and 6 are also super good! I highly recommend every single one; you won't regret getting into this hobby!

19. 19 用 I Risked My Life to Transmigrate into a Book, and the Whole Internet Begged Me Not to Die 用命穿书后，全网发弹幕求我别死 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted On-screen comments + System + true young master + sweet on the outside, dark on the inside + transmigrate into a book + everyone’s favorite + intense push and pull + seductive beauty A frail, ill, sweet-on-the-outside, dark-on-the-inside true young master VS the obsessive, volatile heir to a powerful Beijing family Xiao Qingye was a powerful young master with a terrible reputation. Almost nobody liked him, and his parents treated him like a thorn in their side. Everyone told him to be kind, but 12.2kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves

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    A devoted fan of feigning illness and death...

20. 20 小 That Little Trouble-Maker Is Absolutely Unhinged 小作精他超疯的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads249k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + rekindled love + entertainment industry + happy ending] A volatile, depressed, troublesome, sickly bottom in public and in private, A top who is emotionally impaired but an outstanding actor. Jiang Li is a madman. During a sugar-baby arrangement, he was the first to fall in love and become obsessed. He knew Yi Zhen didn't love him, yet he kept clinging to him, his body covered in wounds. He said, “I supported you for two years. Now it's your turn to support me for two years! 10.9kReads9.3Score847Shelves
21. 21 不 Was It Just for Fun? Why Are You Crying Now That I Have a Terminal Illness? 不是玩玩而已？我得绝症你哭什么 What a Big Cabbage好一颗大白菜Two Male Leads327k WordsCompleted Original title: Can You Leave a Sweet Orange by My Grave? Cool boxer bottom × seemingly nice-guy but actually wicked, flirtatious top (First person + chasing the spouse into the crematorium + melodrama + tragic ending) Li Feng is a coward. After learning he has a terminal illness, he decides to earn enough money and then die. Before then, a man named Qin Xiao suddenly barges into his life. Suddenly, he doesn’t want to die anymore. He wants to live. Just as he’s about to tell Qin Xiao ever 17.7kReads9.2Score2.4kShelves

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    Sour and bitter, both sides are dead.

22. 22 被 Adopted by a Foreign Billionaire, the Frail Little One Is Spoiled Rotten 被国外富豪认养，病弱崽受宠了 Berry Meow莓莉喵Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted [Raising a Child + Rescued and Spoiled by an Old-Money American Family + Frail Child + Everyone’s Darling] [There will be a romance after the child comes of age. Two male leads. Proceed with caution if this bothers you.] Throughout his short twelve years of life, Wutu had always envied other people’s happiness. He couldn’t understand why his parents loved only his little brother and not him. His parents would rather drive for more than ten hours to take his brother to buy a limited-edition game 27.3kReads8.2Score3.5kShelves

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    This book is both heart-wrenching and exhilarating. The protagonist is sickly, depressed, and has severe self-destructive tendencies. It gives foreigners a shocking experience of Chinese education. His daddy, who finds him, feels sorry for him, and he finally begins to be loved.

23. 23 直 A Straight Guy's Awakening: I Got Busted Selling My Roommate's Stuff 直男觉醒：倒卖室友私物翻车了 Sweet Potato Isn't a Yam红薯不是地瓜Two Male Leads525k WordsCompleted [Completed] [Silly Comedy] [Love Rivals] [Straight-Talking, Smooth-Talking Straight Guy] [Making Money] [Self-Conquest] [Unhinged] Straight guy Lin Tian suddenly awakens to the fact that he is a cannon-fodder character in a campus novel, destined to die without a whole corpse after offending his three all-powerful roommates. After awakening, Lin Tian decides to make a quick fortune overnight and run for it. He discovers that the school is full of girls who are obsessed with the three big shots, 18.3kReads8.9Score3kShelves

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    My tears are worthless; on the surface, it's a humorous story. But at its core, it's a tragedy.

24. 24 穿EN After Transmigrating into a Novel and Marrying the Male Lead, I Became a Variety Show Sensation 穿书和男主结婚后我上综艺爆红了 Tianyue Zhou天月舟Two Male Leads367k WordsCompleted [Both are each other's one and only + mutual devotion + healing each other + happy ending + bittersweet romance + no angst in the love story] Gu Nian'an transmigrates into a novel about wealthy families fighting for power, becoming a little-known, universally disliked celebrity who has a contract marriage with the male lead. During a slice-of-life variety show, everyone realizes that the supposedly arrogant, diva-like pretty face who looks down on her teammates seems to have become a different 17.9kReads9.4Score2.2kShelves

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    I've personally tested it, and it looks great!

25. 25 穿EN After Becoming Everyone's Most Hated, I Slayed with My Peerless Beauty 穿成万人嫌后我靠盛世美颜杀疯了 Frost Pavilion寒霜榭Two Male Leads370k WordsCompleted [Irresistible Beauty That Kills / Live-Streaming Dog Training / Love Triangle Drama] Shen Shuangjian transmigrated into the body of a man hated by the entire world, someone everyone despised. Because he was an illegitimate son, his powerful, wealthy older brother ignored him. Because he had a crush on the capital’s heir apparent, everyone in their circle openly mocked and targeted him. And because he was frail and sickly, the show he was supposed to appear on had been postponed, earning him onli 25.7kReads9.2Score3kShelves
26. 26 负 The Evil Dao Ancestor Pays Off His Underworld Debts Online After Going Five Million Yuan in Debt 负债五百万后邪道老祖在线还阴债 Chu Xijin楚熙锦Two Male Leads428k WordsCompleted Female-audience novel with two male leads!!!! A seemingly bankrupt lawyer who's actually an unorthodox sect patriarch × a broad-shouldered, narrow-waisted, upright criminal investigation captain A genuinely hot-tempered police captain x a laid-back but ruthless lawyer Episodic supernatural cases + a main plot about earning merit to extend one's life. One ghost-catching tip every night. When Jin Chuan woke up, he had gone from a mighty patriarch of an unorthodox sect to a bankrupt lawyer with fiv 1.6kReads8.3Score239Shelves
27. 27 你EN You Go Crazy, I Go Crazier, Side by Side on a Dating Show 你发癫，我更癫，恋综上面肩并肩 Six-Six Fruit六六果Two Male Leads640k WordsCompleted [Audio drama now available~~~] [Dual Male Leads + One-on-One Romance + Dating Reality Show, Hilarious, Sweet, and Satisfying] [Unhinged Young Heartthrob VS Even More Unhinged CEO] He transmigrates into a book and immediately gets pressured by a scumbag into breaking off their engagement? Shen Yan goes berserk on the spot: “If you want to save face, you have to give some too. Having a mistress doesn’t make you right. Pay me four million, or I’ll see you outside the proctology clinic!” Early i 25.3kReads9.5Score3.6kShelves
28. 28 被 After They Called Him a Faker, the Sickly Boy Pulled Out His Life Support 被骂装病后，小病秧子他拔管了 Croak Croak, Gourd Gourd咕呱咕瓜Two Male Leads398k WordsCompleted [Two male couples + Pure love + Reconciliation after a breakup + Happy endings for both couples] [Cold, determined, action-oriented pursuer & Broken, self-destructive assault team member] [Earnest, conspicuous techie pursuer & Gentle, heartbroken doctor pursued] The night their campsite came under attack, Shen Zhiyan took a knife meant for Lu Xing. Blood soaked through his jacket, and pain radiated from his abdomen and lower back, but he refused medical attention, saying it was “just a small wou 5.1kReads8.6Score429Shelves
29. 29 万 The White-Haired God of War, Hated by All, Can No Longer Hide His True Self 万人嫌的白发战神藏不住了 Mu An Xiyu木安西雨Two Male Leads253k WordsCompleted #ABO #Interstellar Era #Scorned by All, Revenge on the Trash #Secret Identity Revealed Powerful, protective, fatherly Alpha top × beautiful, strong yet tragic, sickly Omega bottom #He is the Yun family’s most shameful good-for-nothing eldest son, and the most formidable weapon on the battlefield against the alien species When Yun Ji crawls back from the abyss with a broken body, he is full of fury and has a head of white hair. On the battlefield, he is the famous “Immortal” general. Not wanting 5.1kReads8.9Score732Shelves
30. 30 万 The Universally Hated Young Master Reborn 万人嫌小少爷重生以后 Known to All众知Two Male Leads170k WordsCompleted Gu Xingqiao is a little simple-minded. He was born after a difficult labor that cost Lady Gu her life, and a few years later, his older brother and father abandoned him. The unwanted Gu Xingqiao met the powerful, gentle Lin Xiujin. Lin Xiujin was a ray of light in his miserable childhood, and as time passed, that light reached into his heart. Lin Xiujin came across a little bundle of misery with nowhere to go. He took him home, doted on him, and protected him. But he never expected the little on 7.6kReads8.1Score426Shelves
31. 31 分 After the Breakup, I Chased My Ex 分手后我倒追前男友 Qing Ling Tong青陵童Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted The rating just came out!! It’s going up!!! If you like it, give it a read!!! [Two male leads + school life + broken up and reunited + healing + devoted to each other + happy ending + friendship and family] Jiang Zihuai never imagined that a fake courtship, begun as a prank, would leave him hopelessly in love. He approached Shen Zhinian with teasing intentions, using his ardent advances to break through that icy exterior. But just as Shen began to trust him with his heart, the cruel truth came 6.7kReads8.5Score759Shelves

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    This is exactly the same book, you absolutely have to read it! It's incredibly good, you absolutely have to read it! It's so good! I'm suffering from depression, anorexia... It's super good, you absolutely, absolutely have to read it!!!

32. 32 够 So Wild! The Little Psycho Can't Escape After Meeting the Big Psycho 够野！小疯批遇见大疯批逃不掉了 It's Erliang是二两吖Two Male Leads238k WordsCompleted "He runs, I chase, and he can't escape even with wings." [Psychologically unstable, unhinged, sickly beauty bottom x chaste, gentle, older, fatherly film emperor top] [Two male leads, intense push and pull, entertainment industry, ABO, System, healing, bittersweet romance, a different kind of groveling redemption, mutual firsts, happy ending] Jiang Yi died. Then he came back to life. He was also forced to bind himself to a lecherous System that ordered him to win over the aloof film emperor Ying 4.7kReads9.0Score533Shelves
33. 33 偷 I Died After Getting Caught Stealing a Kiss From the Big Shot 偷亲大佬被发现后，我死了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads329k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads, Extra Sweet!!] A ruthless, deadly bodyguard who can take on a hundred men, but sneaks kisses from his boss in private and gets incredibly jealous, as the bottom. A very rich, unbelievably rich, No. 1-ranked tycoon as the top. Jian Xingyi fell in love with Li Tingshen at first sight. He spent five years quietly working his way into the man's life, becoming his personal bodyguard and lifestyle assistant. Every night, while his boss slept, he would sneak through the window into hi 6.9kReads9.1Score684Shelves
34. 34 病 The Frail Beauty Is All Sweetness and Scheming, and the Madman Bends for Love 病美人又茶又娇，疯批为爱折腰 Hmph Hmph Ji哼哼唧Two Male Leads361k WordsCompleted Complete [beloved, universally adored protagonist + a deliciously dramatic love-triangle showdown] A coy, delicate, sickly beauty of a bottom x a fake-it-till-you-make-it, cocky mad-dog top Xie Zhenyun was ignored by his parents in the countryside for eighteen years before learning he was the true young master whose life had been stolen. At long last, he was brought back to the manor, only for his birth parents to warn him not to compete with the fake young master. Who could have guessed that al 14.7kReads9.4Score2kShelves
35. 35 前 My Ex Is a Killer, Fierce, Ruthless, and Violent 前男友是杀手，又凶又狠还打人 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads461k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + groveling pursuit + happy ending] A beautiful, strong, tragic assassin uke, A ruthless, cold-blooded CEO seme. Xiao You'en has died three times. The first time, he was seven and nearly beaten to death fighting over a steamed bun. The second time, he was locked up and nearly starved to death by the person he trusted most. The third time, he simply didn’t want to live anymore. The pain of bullets tearing through his body seemed to rip his soul to pieces. One shot, two shots, thr 5.6kReads8.9Score540Shelves
36. 36 欲 A Secret Mission 欲潜 Jie Yi解亿Two Male Leads335k WordsCompleted [Complete + two male leads + school life + secret crush + happy ending + love at first sight + reunion after years apart + bittersweet] Mainly told from the pursuer's perspective, with a slow pace. “The Milky Way is clear and shallow; how far apart can we be?”, Lin Qieqian “Summer's charm lies in the sparse shadows; wave a fan and listen to the lotus leaves.”, Xia Yunlian A depressed, withdrawn boy × a sunny, cheerful boy Because of his parents' jobs, Xia Yunlian transfers to the school Lin Qieq 188Reads6.8Score108Shelves

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    Depression, dysfunctional family, reconciliation, school life, happy ending

37. 37 谁 Who Still Cares Whether Their Ex Lives or Dies After a Breakup? 谁家分手后还管前男友死活啊 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + seductive, treacherous shou + devoted, fatherly gong + rekindled romance + a groveling pursuit] The biggest mistakes Song Qingyan ever made were acting on his own, making the first move, exposing their relationship, breaking up, and then trying to get back together without asking! He successfully drove himself to the brink of death over and over. The first time, his heart stopped for five minutes. The second time, his heart stopped for ten minutes. The third time, he nearly die 8.5kReads9.3Score671Shelves
38. 38 段 Mr. Duan, Stop Tormenting Him. He Doesn't Have Long to Live 段先生别虐了，他命不久矣 Mr. Cheese奶酪先森Two Male Leads750k WordsCompleted [One-on-one, both sexually inexperienced + male-male romance + second chance love + devoted and ruthless x frail and pitiful + happy ending] Duan Lin hated Wen Yu'an with all his heart. He hated him for turning against him when he had nowhere left to go, and for exposing his whereabouts, nearly costing him his life. He swore to make the traitor pay, never knowing that the earth-shattering betrayal had been a life-for-life gambit from beginning to end. When they met again after years apart, the s 11.8kReads7.4Score1.4kShelves
39. 39 腺 After His Glandectomy, President Pei Faces His Reckoning 腺体摘除后，裴总火葬场了 Villain Cathead反派猫头Two Male Leads239k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + ABO + getting back together after a breakup + S-class Alpha top who cries × cool, brilliant, elite bottom] Lu Ci had worked at Changrong for three years. Everyone knew him only as President Pei’s most capable chief secretary. Always impeccably dressed in a suit, he never forgot a figure once he’d seen it, and even after working past midnight, he kept his tie perfectly straight. No one knew he was an Omega. No one knew he bought his five-thousand-yuan-per-dose suppressants on th 3.2kReads6.1Score237Shelves
40. 40 能 Could You Please Not Leave Me Behind? 能不能别丢下我啊 Little Horse pp小马ppTwo Male Leads230k WordsCompleted [Chasing his husband] [Two male leads] [Happy ending] [Intense push and pull] [Both are each other's first and only] A story about taking the love you're given for granted, and only learning to cherish it after it's gone. “Xiao Ci, do you hate me that much?” “Jiang Yanbai, if I told you I regretted it, would you give me another chance?” In the first part, the one being pursued doesn't know how to cherish what he has. In the second, he devotes himself to winning his husband back. Friends, the pur 6kReads8.2Score481Shelves
41. 41 小 After the Little Fool Ran Away, the Big Shot Went Mad 小傻子逃跑后，大佬他疯了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads319k WordsCompleted [Two male leads, ultra-pampering] A silly bottom who thought he was pretending to be dumb, only to discover he really was dumb, and a fatherly CEO top who thought he was aloof but turned out to be hopelessly in love. Chi Tang died, and then Chi Tang came back to life! There was a pileup on the highway. Chi Tang’s last memory was being crushed between two cars and dying a gruesome death. He closed his eyes, opened them again, and discovered that he had been reborn in the body of a fool with the s 3.1kReads8.6Score340Shelves
42. 42 苏 After Young Master Su Stopped Caring About His Life, the Cold-Hearted Tycoon Went Mad! 苏少不要命后，薄情大佬疯了！ Tender Eyes and Brows, All Dispersed眉眼温柔皆散Two Male Leads252k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + rekindled love + regretful pursuit + happy ending] A ruthless, cold-blooded CEO who loves deeply A sickly, tragic beauty, aloof in public and gentle in private Two years ago, Fu Yunche’s company was hit by a devastating leak and plunged into crisis. At the same time, a family member was kidnapped. The mastermind turned out to be Su Qinghe, the lover who had been by his side day and night. The kidnapping led to his family member’s death. Torn between fury at his lover’s betrayal 229Reads6.7Score109Shelves
43. 43 厉 Mr. Li’s Darling Is Such a Handful 厉先生的宝贝太磨人 Mr. Silly范二先森Two Male Leads522k WordsCompleted [Completed] ♡ [Cold and devoted top vs. sweet, frail bottom] ♡ A hypocritical top who only says cruel things, and though he carries a grudge, can't bring himself to take revenge ✨ Three years ago, Yu Sinian, who was “greedy for wealth and disdainful of poverty,” cruelly broke up with Li Yunting and left for a foreign country. After the breakup, Li Yunting thought the traitor was living it up overseas with a rich second-generation heir. He hated him for three years, never expecting that when they 1.6kReads7.3Score118Shelves
44. 44 绿 The Wild Little Tea-Green Psycho Can't Keep It Up Anymore 绿茶小疯子他野不动了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads, Happy Ending] A handsome, bad-boy school bully as the pursuer, A sickly recipient who plays the pig to eat the tiger. When Wen Mo was nineteen, his parents brought him back home. His mother gave him his very first gift. He wore it with delight. A year later, a confirmed diagnosis made him realize it was his mother's death warrant for him! A genetic mutation, organ failure, and paralysis on one side of his body. In just two short months, he'd gone from full of life to nearly at 3.6kReads9.3Score319Shelves
45. 45 独 Exclusive Devotion: The Unhinged, Lovesick Big Shot Is Irresistible 独宠：疯批病娇大佬惹人怜 Jiang Jiang Bao姜姜寳Two Male Leads557k WordsCompleted [ABO + two male leads + two strong leads + opposites attract + healing + sickly character + physical angst] A ruthless yet frail, unhinged big shot Omega x a rebellious, straight male Alpha school bully - Gu Siye, 26, is a ruthless, unhinged big shot who rules both the legal and underworld sides of Nancheng. The heir to the Gu Group has a powerful underground network backing him, and no one can match his brutal methods. But no one knows that beneath his tough exterior lies a frail body and a sha 6.4kReads9.2Score587Shelves
46. 46 他 He's So Upset 他好难过 Ming Shiyu明释予Two Male Leads143k WordsCompleted (Don't read this. It's not good.) Fu Yi'an fell in love with Jiang Yan. When he first realized it, he was overjoyed. He wanted to tell Jiang Yan, but was pushed away and rejected time and again. Heartbroken, Fu Yi'an couldn't bring himself to say a word as he looked into Jiang Yan's cold eyes. After enduring a year of bullying, he was finally found out by Jiang Yan and driven from the house. The next time they met, Fu Yi'an was picking up a drunk Jiang Yan to take him home. The two of them made 1.4kReads8.2Score105Shelves
47. 47 A ABO: After the Canary Left ABO:金丝雀离开以后 Song Tutu宋兔毛Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted A sweet, soft, silly little husband x a volatile, possessive wife-spoiler Complete Meng Shuqiao was inherited by a man as an extra condition of a will. He thought he and his husband would have a bright future together, but it turned out he was only a substitute. He became the man's canary, yet the Alpha wouldn't even give him his pheromones. The Alpha despised and humiliated him, even trampling him underfoot... Meng Shuqiao couldn't understand what he'd done wrong. Hiding in a corner with red-ri 643Reads6.7Score115Shelves
48. 48 病 The Frail Second Young Master Is So Appealing, and the Wolf Cub Can't Stop Kissing Him 病弱二爷惹人怜，狼崽子他亲亲亲 Chao Ning Mu Qing朝宁慕卿Two Male Leads212k WordsCompleted An aloof, proud, obsessive, sickly top × a wolf cub who doesn’t realize he’s in love and thinks he has a cold heart (The rating just came out and will rise) [Older man, five years older] + [He chases his husband] + [An adversarial couple] Rumors in the business world had it that the second son of the Si family, Si Qin, was a “sickly man.” His back and legs hurt so badly he couldn’t get around without a cane. His stomach was so weak even a sip of cold water gave him acid reflux. His poor immune s 2.8kReads8.7Score226Shelves
49. 49 病 When the Terminal Diagnosis Came, He Was with His One True Love 病危通知书下来时，他在陪白月光 A Bowl of White Frost一碗白霜Two Male Leads187k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + marriage before love + chasing his wife to hell + old-school melodrama + scumbag top and doormat bottom] [Cold, stubborn top who realizes his feelings too late + sickly but resilient bottom who makes the best of hardship] With the last hundred days of his life ahead of him, Li Shuchen wants to turn every trace of his existence into something useful to Jin Yiyang. He secretly earns money, prepares funds for a concert tour, sorts out his belongings, and changes the beneficiary on 481Reads6.9Score106Shelves

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    My girlfriends, I've got my hands on the two most heart-wrenching books I've ever read. The first one isn't finished yet, but it's a fantastic read. The second one, starting from chapter 75, is absolutely agonizing!!! Highly recommended!!

50. 50 破 After My Bankruptcy, My Ex-Boyfriend Became My Boss 破产后前男友成了我老板 Little Future Predictor预言小未来Two Male Leads625k WordsCompleted [Alternate Universe | Two Male Leads | Reunited After a Breakup | Redemption, Sweet and Angsty] The day Cheng Xi went bankrupt, he finally learned what it meant to have everyone turn against him. His parents and older brother fled overseas overnight and vanished without a trace. His fair-weather friends blocked him. And Gu Yun, the poor student he had once “forced” to live with him, was laughing and chatting at a café with a younger schoolmate. Cheng Xi quietly left the city. Three years later, 2.9kReads6.5Score190Shelves

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    Shuangnan, a tragic love story, the protagonist has a mental illness but is unaware of it. He still thinks he's the most normal person.

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