Looking for Angst-Filled Romance Between Two Men, with Mental Illnesses Like Depression, Schizophrenia, or Hallucinations 找双男主虐的，有心理疾病如抑郁精神分裂出现幻觉

1. 101 被 After a Transmigrator Took Over My Body, They Drove My Beloved Insane 被穿越者夺舍后，逼疯了我的爱人 Flameless Qin Mo无焰秦漠Two Male Leads354k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + extreme physical and emotional angst + proceed with caution + mutually exclusive first times + first life has a bad ending + second life has a happy ending + sweet romance in the second life + equally matched leads] Jiang Yuci is the leader of the Demonic Cult, a proud man who rules the world. He and a young Sword God fall in love and vow to spend their lives together. But their happiness doesn't last. A System claiming to be the fated ultimate villain brings a transmigrator w 274Reads—Score—Shelves

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   This is incredibly heart-wrenching, but also incredibly beautiful.

2. 102 万 After the Most Hated One Returned 万人嫌穿回来后 Old-Fashioned Brother Daolong古香古色的道龙哥Two Male Leads234k WordsCompleted The rating is low because the novel was just listed. [Cheerful in public, depressed in private bottom x Cold at first, clingy later top] Both are each other's only partner. The bottom has depression early on, and the top suffers from memory loss at first, but this story is definitely sweet!!! Song Shiqing had been the young master of the Song family for over a decade. He thought he had a happy family and a perfect life, until his mother fell gravely ill and his father brought home his mistress a 3.7kReads8.7Score308Shelves

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   [Thumbs up][Thumbs up][Thumbs up][Thumbs up]

3. 103 商 The Business World's Young Master Is in Tears: Why Did His Wife Stop Flirting? 商圈太子哭唧唧：老婆怎么不钓了 Mr. Gemini双子先生Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Rebirth, low self-esteem and depression, a guiding lover, bittersweet and heartwarming] [Cool, composed, and unknowingly flirtatious receiver × aloof, double-standard, pouty love interest] (Author’s tip: I personally don’t think it’s angsty! There’s really no angst!) The dead cannot come back to life, but Shi Ling was reborn. In his previous life, he was the real young master of a wealthy family, unwanted and constantly targeted. In this life, he would take back everything that belonged to 29.7kReads9.4Score4kShelves
4. 104 离 We Got Our Happy Ending After Signing the Divorce Papers 离婚协议签字后，和白月光HE了 Autumn Wind from Above the Clouds云上挽秋风Two Male Leads268k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + entertainment industry + transmigrate into a book + mutually devoted + sweet romance + healing + happy ending] A cool, aloof idol with a secretly adorable side, the pursued one VS a gentle, doting, award-winning actor, the pursuer * Yun Zhan, a top-tier star in his previous life, transmigrates into a book, landing in the role of a fussy little cannon-fodder character in a melodramatic CEO romance. He's now the obstacle in the CEO's love story with his beloved first love, and 914Reads8.9Score224Shelves
5. 105 疯 When the Mad Dog Shows Its Fangs, the Cowardly Dog Bursts Into Tears 疯狗一呲牙，怂狗就吓哭 I Just Don't Get It欣赏不来咯Two Male Leads547k WordsOngoing [Apocalypse] [Cold, Antisocial Top x Short-Tempered, Spitfire Bottom] [Both First Loves] [Both Virgins] [No Moral Compass] [No Golden Finger] [No Special Powers] [Coercion] [Stockholm Syndrome] [Pure Hatred] On the first day of the zombie outbreak, Zhou Yu'an ran into the person he hated most, Chen Yu. "Bitten?" Chen Yu asked, gripping him by the throat. "No!" The next second, Zhou Yu'an was shoved outside to serve as zombie bait. Zhou Yu'an: ??? Even worse, the man tied him up like a dog, 18.6kReads9.2Score2.5kShelves

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   This is genuinely quite heart-wrenching. It's set in a post-apocalyptic world with zombies, and the protagonist is truly insane. Some of them are genuinely daring, and it's not exactly heart-wrenching.

6. 106 急 Urgent! My Wife Lost Her Memory and Won’t Kiss Me! 急急急！老婆失忆不亲我怎么办！ Su Luo苏雒Two Male Leads197k WordsCompleted Ling Yao searched for Su Chen for a year. When he finally found him, Su Chen asked, “Who are you?” He brought him home and cared for him attentively. When Su Chen’s illness flared up and he was on the verge of breaking down, Ling Yao finally brought him back with one sentence: “I am your home.” His memories returned little by little. In a photograph, one half was covered in blood, while the other showed a spotless, smiling face. It had been Su Chen’s only source of comfort through a year of d 17Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Completed story, read with confidence.

7. 107 他 He Said Elves with Pointed Ears Are Selfish and Unfaithful, So I Deserve to Die? 他说精灵耳自私多情，所以我该死？ Hong Ao弘骜Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted He Said Elf Ears Were Selfish and Promiscuous, So I Deserve to Die? 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
8. 108 小 The Foolish Boy Died, and He Went Mad 小傻子死了，他疯了 Hong Ao弘骜Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted The Little Fool Died, and He Went Mad 6kReads—Score101Shelves
9. 109 气 Fate Was Transferred, Yet He Thought I Was Heartless 气运转移，他却以为是我薄情 Hong Ao弘骜10k WordsCompleted My Luck Was Transferred, Yet He Thought I Was Heartless 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
10. 110 小 After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 小傻子重生后，我成了他的狗 Hong Ao弘骜8k WordsCompleted After the Little Fool Was Reborn, I Became His Dog 1.5kReads—Score—Shelves
11. 111 奴 Just a Slave. So What If He Dies? Why Are You Crying? 奴隶而已，死就死了，为什么哭 Hong Ao弘骜15k WordsCompleted Just a Slave. So What If They Die? Why Are You Crying? 2.4kReads—Score—Shelves
12. 112 我 I Don't Know. He's Dead 我不知道，他死了 Hong Ao弘骜Two Male Leads187k WordsCompleted [Calm and composed top]+ [A timid little bunny at first, then a dark, unhinged, smiling tiger]+ [Angst]+ [Ghosts and lovers beyond death]+ [Supernatural]+ [Reborn]+ [Workplace]+ [Business rivalry]+ [Xuanhuan]+ [Mutually devoted]+ [Rekindled romance] When he dumped me, he said he was tired of playing with me. He deleted every message we’d shared, sold our home, and erased all our memories. It took me two years to find out that he’d spent four years preparing that villa. One entire wall was line 314Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 113 重 Reborn: I Don't Want You This Time, So Why Are You Panicking? 重生，这次我不要你了，你急什么 Hong Ao弘骜9k WordsCompleted Reborn: This Time, I Don't Want You Anymore. Why Are You in Such a Hurry? 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
14. 114 劣 Defective Omega 劣质omgea Sleepy Tangerine困桔了Two Male Leads246k WordsCompleted Their marriage was in name only, and it lasted four years. “Your pheromones disgust me.” Four years together couldn’t melt the ice between them. What was the point of desperately trying to save the relationship? The seeds of their separation had taken root long ago. Correction: The novel’s actual title is “Inferior Omega.” It can’t be changed after signing the contract, but feel free to dive into the story! 5.6kReads8.2Score543Shelves
15. 115 丧 Stray Dog 丧家犬 A Bite of Coconut Jelly吃一口椰冻Two Male Leads317k WordsCompleted [Reader advisory: A cruel lover faces retribution in this angst-heavy story. First person, bad ending.] [Contracted for publication] [Cold, elite, callous top x rough, middle-aged bottom] Zhou Xian was reborn. In his previous life, he died like a stray dog on the day his former lover Shen Wen married the man he had always loved. This time, he was reborn three months before his death. To get revenge, he asked Shen Wen to date him for one last three months. * Successful in his career, Shen Wen had 494Reads9.3Score105Shelves
16. 116 愿 May You Be Safe Year After Year. May We Never Meet Again, Alive or Dead 愿君岁岁平安，你我生死不见 Tea Tea the Little Salty Fish茶茶小咸鱼25k WordsCompleted May you be safe and sound year after year. May we never meet again, in life or death. 655Reads—Score104Shelves
17. 117 恨 Who Can I Tell My Grudge To? 恨谁诉？ Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads122k WordsCompleted Each chapter is a standalone tragic love story with an open ending, so use your imagination. Some stories are set in ancient times and others in the modern day, but they're all tragic. If that's not your thing, feel free to skip them. 683Reads8.7Score135Shelves
18. 118 容 Mr. Rong and the Little Prince 容先生和小王子 Green Beans, Green Beans, Green Beans四季豆豆豆Two Male Leads291k WordsCompleted [The initial rating is a little low, but it'll go up later!] [Two male leads + Love at first sight + Possessive, coercive love + Both are inexperienced + Happy ending] [Compromise and coercion, an eight-year age gap, older love interest, Hong Kong circle] Xu Zehao had a dream, a dream about college and his aspirations. He was an excellent student who got into the university of his dreams as the top scorer in his city. He would become a wonderful host, find someone to love and spend his life with 11.2kReads8.5Score748Shelves
19. 119 爱 Love Like an Abyss, Suffocating 爱如深渊，窒息 Liang Hong of Cannes戛纳的梁红Two Male Leads570k WordsCompleted A sweet story about two men, an age gap, a difference in status, coercion, and being unable to resist, so you’re forced to lie flat? What is love? Shen Shiyuan says love means possession, a treasure held tightly in your hand. He has the power and wealth to protect what’s his. Nan Ke was born a sparrow. He once naively believed that if he worked hard enough, one day he would become an eagle and make a brilliant life for himself. Unfortunately, he met Shen Shiyuan. Before he could become an eagle, 23.8kReads9.3Score1.5kShelves
20. 120 我 My Two Dads 我的两个爸爸 Water Cup Water Cup水杯水杯Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted My name is Gao Lele. I have a secret: my Omega dad, Gao Tu, is a “liar.” He always says he’s an ordinary Beta, but I know he stares at an old phone late at night and holds me extra tight during thunderstorms. He smells like lovely sage, but he lies and tells me it’s energizing essential oil for Betas. Then one day, a tall, cold Alpha uncle, as imposing as an iceberg, found us. The way he looked at Dad Gao Tu was like a wolf staring at a rabbit that had been lost for a long time. Dad Gao Tu to 75Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 121 欲 Wild Desires 欲野肆望 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads222k WordsCompleted Already signed for print publication: The Handsome Neighbor and the Dark Pervert Are the Same Person An extremely twisted story! Extremely twisted! Coercive love + confinement + one-on-one romance + intense push and pull + yandere + time-space displacement Original title: Tonight, the Deity Kneels to Kiss Him A beautiful, dark, unhinged schemer with a sweet, innocent facade VS a gorgeous, depressed radio host who only pretends to be proper Chen Sizhuo had been stalked by a pervert for three m 27.1kReads9.5Score3.9kShelves

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    These are all a bit angsty, and feature two male protagonists with slightly yandere and twisted personalities. You should check them out, especially the fourth one, which was the one that got me hooked.

22. 122 情 A Guide to Sweet Talk 情话指南 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads302k WordsCompleted A flirtatious green-tea beauty who barely speaks vs. a slightly dim-witted, spoiled puppy The serious blurb: My beloved is perfect in every way. His only flaw is that he doesn’t love me. As a veteran simp, I spent ten thousand yuan to bring my beloved home and keep him. I have to pamper him and give him his allowance on time, or he’ll stage a dramatic runaway. One day, I really ran out of money and couldn’t give him his allowance. Would he still stay by my side? As it turned out, he had more mo 7.4kReads9.2Score807Shelves
23. 123 被 Delusion of Being Loved 被爱妄想 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads233k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] Sister-in-law, open the door. It’s your brother-in-law Powerful coercion + unconventional happy ending + ultimate love triangle drama + unhinged characters + groveling redemption + melodrama galore + substitute romance A cruel, unhinged, sickly scumbag top VS a cool, ruthless bottom who delusionally believes he’s loved I catered to his every whim and granted his every request. He mocked and tormented me at every turn. But I stayed by his side, never leaving no 5.4kReads9.4Score699Shelves
24. 124 无 The Affliction of Silence 无言之症 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] His Love Is Deafening Dual rebirth + mutual salvation + realism + happy ending + extreme madness Antisocial, cold and aloof heartthrob vs. beautiful, quirky little troublemaker After being imprisoned for three months, Xu Mi was killed by Chen Huangnian over a single breakup. Only in his final moments did he realize that the boyfriend he had spent every day with had an antisocial personality. When he opened his eyes again, he was back ten years ago, at the time whe 14.9kReads9.6Score2.5kShelves
25. 125 甜 Sweet Trap! The Lovesick Puppy Wants to Cuddle Up to His Boss 甜蜜诱捕！病娇小狗要跟老板贴贴 Get-Rich Little Panda暴富小熊猫Two Male Leads693k WordsCompleted [Psycho + male/male romance + two strong, devoted leads + sweet romance and a happy ending] [A sickly, lovesick wreck meets an even crazier powerhouse. Two negatives make a positive, and they heal each other.] “Hello, Mr. Tang. My name is Jiang Nan.” Jiang Nan, who developed a mental illness after being abused as a child, happens to meet the owner of a spirit-hunting agency. A sickly little dog who's never been loved gets a hug, and goes crazy for him. He stares at Tang Yan with shining eyes, de 1.2kReads9.3Score185Shelves

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    This is so good! It's so satisfying to watch! 😳😳 [Masterpiece by Sparrow Eater]

26. 126 把 After I Brought My Amnesiac Archenemy Home 把失忆死对头捡回家后 xp Supremacistxp至上主义Two Male Leads408k WordsCompleted Just started ranking, so it may rise. [Two male leads + top's perspective + healing + mutual devotion + pure love] I wasn't there for your past, but I'll clear away your hell for you. A volatile, possessive, flamboyant, love-struck, loyal-dog top VS a bottom who is innocent and confused after losing his memory, then broken and self-destructive as a CEO Jiang Yu had hated Chu Xiaoji for three years. He hated how Chu Xiaoji was always perfect, how he never let a single weakness show. Then Chu Xia 3.6kReads6.9Score513Shelves
27. 127 久 After Years Apart, My Mortal Enemy Wants to Take Me Home 久别重逢后，死对头要带我回家 Fu Xingyi浮兴逸Two Male Leads403k WordsCompleted [Esports] [Two Male Leads] [Power Couple] [Devoted to Each Other] [Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic] [Bickering Couple] [Disability] A former champion becomes a wheelchair-bound streamer, only to catch the eye of his archenemy, who wants him on his team? The whole internet is waiting to laugh at me, but he says, “You were born for the battlefield.” Ye Buqi, known by the ID “Seven,” was an LPL-certified prodigy and legend, skilled in every lane. He led STAR to three consecutive domestic championship 16.2kReads9.1Score3.6kShelves
28. 128 琢 Carving Clouds 琢云 Mu Qiqi木砌砌Two Male Leads236k WordsCompleted (A little angst + happy ending + rekindled romance) Lin Zhuoxun x Xiao Yunshen A seemingly cheerful but secretly depressed bottom x a devoted, innocent top The first stirrings of love in youth are pure and passionate. I was once barren earth, but your arrival brought me back to life. 957Reads8.6Score150Shelves
29. 129 惊 Goodness! The Sickly Beauty Is Crying in My Arms Again 惊，病娇美人又在我怀里哭了 A Cup of Autumn Moonlight一盏秋月Ancient Romance358k WordsCompleted [From the start, straight into a hellish love triangle + Both Pure, One-on-One Romance + Focus on the Romance] [The rating is low because there aren't many ratings] Jiang Jiu is dragged back by the System once again to win over Song Zhiqing. She still remembers the first time she chose a target. The moment she laid eyes on the gentle beauty with his peerless looks, she threw herself straight into the romance. She never expected that after they fell in love, the gentle beauty would turn into a si 4.8kReads9.0Score445Shelves

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    The male lead is extremely yandere, spoiled, and mentally unstable. The female lead abuses him and runs away, but is later sent back by the system.

30. 130 娱 The Entertainment World's Dark Moonlight Is Back 娱乐圈的黑月光杀回来了 Secret Recipe Diary秘方日记Two Male Leads210k WordsCompleted [Everyone's darling] [Beautiful but tragic] [Sickly] [Top/dom + submissive, receptive] [The bottom is not pure] Three years ago, a shocking exposé sent Xie Xingyu plummeting from the top to rock bottom in an instant. A month ago, the mastermind behind it all captured him and took him to Yulou, where he was tortured and humiliated for a month. He killed himself, but didn't die. He learned that this world was nothing but a novel, and that he was the white moonlight the protagonist could never have 1.4kReads—Score193Shelves

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    Can I take a look at this book?

31. 131 迷 The Mist Rises Again, I’ll Kiss You When the Wind Dies Down 迷雾再起，风停时吻你 Peachwood YouyouEL桃木呦呦ELTwo Male Leads421k WordsCompleted While carrying out a mission, Li Yu, second-in-command of the international organization “Lizard,” rescues a boy being harassed by Liu Jingchuan, the young master of the Baichuan Group, at the entrance to a bar alley. This sets off a series of dark events orchestrated by the mysterious organization “The Mist,” including the Baichuan Group's suspected corruption and political deals, as well as secret human experiments. Qin Xiao, the adopted son of a former high-ranking bureau director, works as 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Written by a newcomer, the structure seems quite good.

32. 132 云 Yun Luo: Atonement, Saving the Fallen 云落【赎罪，救风尘】 Li Mu Mu Zi栗木木子Two Male Leads268k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + dark, twisted angst + physical and emotional torment + major angst + coercion + switching love interests + redemption + saving a fallen soul] Content warning: The protagonist has an unfaithful past! Bad ending. Four volumes: Prologue, Imprisonment, Atonement, and Redemption, with the story focusing mainly on Redemption. The protagonist goes from heaven's favorite to universally despised, then universally adored. The prologue is a slow burn; the angst begins in the imprisonment 2.8kReads—Score280Shelves

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    This book is quite angsty, but the bottom is impure.

33. 133 十EN Ten Days to the End 十日终焉 Pest Control Team Member杀虫队队员Mystery3.2M WordsCompleted 2024 Tomato Novel Annual Peak Rankings TOP 1 | 2024 China Online Literature Influence List | 2024 China Good Novel Award | Over 2 million copies sold (No harem, no formulaic tropes, no invincibility, no System, no mindless antics, no wish fulfillment. Read with caution if these bother you.) Just when I thought it was an ordinary day, I discovered I had been captured and taken to the End. Just when I thought I could escape by continually taking part in death games, people began awakening supernat 1.7MReads9.9Score206.4kShelves

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    The plot is mind-bending and fast-paced, with two male protagonists who fantasize about challenging gods.

34. 134 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 323Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is a BL (Boys' Love) novel with two male leads and a tragic love story. The truth only becomes clear at the very end; it's so heartbreaking! [Crying]

35. 135 欲EN Boundless Utterance 欲言难止 What About the McChicken麦香鸡呢Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted Just as life was starting to get better, Xu Ze and Lu Heyang faced a new challenge. After graduating, Xu Ze became a doctor who saved lives, while Lu Heyang became a well-known figure in the Interstellar Federation. But misfortune struck Lu Heyang, and he lost his memory. During a crucial period in his treatment, circumstances forced the two apart, and Lu Heyang completely forgot Xu Ze and the friendship they had shared. Their friendship faced an enormous test. When fate brought them together ag 71.3kReads9.7Score16.1kShelves

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    The second book, with a 9.9 Score, is definitely worth reading. The first one is relatively more immature but still enjoyable. As for the others, it depends on your taste.

36. 136 病 Critical Condition! My Ex Says He Can't Live Without Me 病危！前夫哥说他非我不可 A Smile Is Hard to Come By一笑难逢Two Male Leads210k WordsOngoing [Two Male Leads + Both Pure + Soapy Drama + Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium + 1v1] Tsundere Director Gong × Gentle, Beautiful Pianist Shou Song Shijin is dying. Onstage, he’s a pianist admired by all, but offstage, he’s a patient kept alive by medication. He loved a man humbly for ten years and ended up battered and bruised. After he asked to break up, who would’ve thought the other man would panic… 6Reads—Score—Shelves
37. 137 普 An Ordinary College Guy Transmigrates into a Book and Turns from Cannon Fodder into Everyone's Crush 普通男大穿书后，炮灰成了万人迷 Clouds Blue, Jade Feathers云青青兮玉羽Two Male Leads345k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + transmigrate into a book + bottom protagonist + universally adored + romantic rivalry + unrequited feelings everywhere + possessive pursuit + all top protagonists are virgins + handsome, tough, straight male bottom + no CP in the main story, open ending + one-on-one alternate ending in the extras] After his roommate felt up his abs, Yu Yue found himself in another world. He was told that he had to complete a supporting male character's role before he could return to his origina 11.8kReads9.4Score1.5kShelves
38. 138 他 He Didn't Comfort Him 他没哄他 Nine Leaves九叶叶叶Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + campus + lighthearted + unrequited love + a touch of bittersweetness + BE + short story] (Soothing someone = comforting them = deceiving them) Gloomy top student [Mu Qi] × doomed delinquent [Ling Shu] Every relationship needs someone to make the first move. That's inevitable. So Ling Shu spent two years preparing before stepping back into Mu Qi's life. Liking someone doesn't guarantee you'll end up together, and love doesn't have to be earth-shattering. So Mu Qi kept watch ove 170Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It might not be obvious at first.

39. 139 我 Caregiving at the Mental Hospital 我在精神病院当陪护 Dian Lan滇岚Modern Romance156k WordsCompleted A troubled heart can be healed with medicine. A troubled mind means something is wrong with your mental health. The moment I walked into a psychiatric hospital with my daughter, my world collapsed! As I stayed by her side through treatment, for a moment I wondered: Why did I have to come into this world? Why was I given a family like this? Why did I have a child like this? When all these questions surfaced, I wanted to cry. I didn't want to live! 172Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Do you want to watch a story about two women? [Facepalm][Facepalm] It's about the female lead's hospitalization for depression.

40. 140 等 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me 等你回头说爱我 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Boys' love + emotional torment + physical torment + a perfect deception + innocent on the outside, dark within + obsessive and twisted + bad ending + strong characters + yandere] No one is simple. Please don't look at people too naively, especially those who seem harmless. Shen Yan is the child of a wealthy family. In other people's eyes, he's nothing but a commodity with a price tag, something to be passed around and bullied at will. He tries with all his might to learn how to love others and 881Reads9.2Score118Shelves

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    This book is absolutely amazing! I love the story. I consider myself pretty easily moved to tears, but this guy read it in bed late at night, crying his eyes out. My heart was aching terribly, and I still can't shake it off. This book remains my absolute favorite.

41. 141 偏 The Price of Favoritism 偏爱的代价 IWonderTwo Male Leads1.1M WordsOngoing In the fifth year of his escape, Shi Fengyu returned to the country. He knew the price he would pay for coming back, but for that person, he had no choice. Two male leads, modern fantasy, powerful leads, plot twists, and a touch of angst. 1.2kReads6.7Score106Shelves

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    The protagonist is the young master of an ancient organization.

42. 142 E E's Golden Cage: A Love Prison for a Broken Old Beta E的黄金笼囚爱老Beta残鸟 Shuizezhou水泽州Two Male Leads614k WordsCompleted [Complete] The groveling pursuit begins in earnest from Chapter 61 [Entertainment industry | EABO | Younger man | Status gap | Rivals in love | Raising a child] Main story, EB | Qin Jian × Mu Yansheng (amnesiac, cold-hearted, crazy, controlling top-tier star enigma seme | honest, domestic older beta uke, disfigured) At nineteen, Mu Yansheng was disfigured in a fire while saving Qin Jian. His dream of becoming an actor was shattered, so he could only do odd jobs and work as a script supervisor on 2.9kReads—Score204Shelves

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    This book almost made me cry [crying][sad][heartbroken]

43. 143 W WYLM Miao Aoo苗嗷嗷Two Male Leads505k WordsCompleted Boy Band / Everyday Life / ABO / AA Romance / Idols / Friendship / Healing / Gender Swap / Happy Ending Synopsis: If love can't keep me alive, then hate can. But later, there was love, too. “Linlin, your big brother loves you.” “Jinglin, Tongtong will protect you.” “Cheng Jinglin! Look at me! Only look at me!” “Linlin is so pretty. I like you so much~” Ten years of protection, a warm embrace, a blazing fire, and a gentle deception. Do they love Cheng Jinglin, or just this beautiful body? On the 405Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 144 借 Moon-Lending Teahouse 借月茶馆 Shi Yi Onze拾一Onze22k WordsCompleted Moonlit Teahouse 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is practically a split personality! [Laughing][laughing][laughing] A traveler wanders around and forgets he's already dead. Oh, it's a tragedy.

45. 145 重 After I Was Reborn, the Movie Emperor's White Moonlight Turned Dark 重生后影帝的白月光黑化了 Baili Cha Cha百里茶茶Two Male Leads1.6M WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Entertainment Industry] In her previous life, Gu Wangyan was manipulated by a scumbag and lost his life! Before he died, he discovered that he was movie emperor Shen Xiangting’s white moonlight! Reborn in a new life, the white moonlight turned dark! Scumbag ex: “Wangyan, I fell out with my family for you.” Gu Wangyan: “Oh, the weather’s turning cold. The Lu family should go bankrupt.” Possessive older brother: “My little brother wouldn’t hurt a fly. Don’t you bully him.” Th 19.4kReads9.5Score2.7kShelves

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    It smells so good and makes me feel safe.

46. 146 锈 The Rustbone Theorem: Doomsday 锈骨定理【末日】 He Jiuisui禾九岁Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted 02 Brains: Can generate images with AI / apocalypse / two male leads / separate stories with dual perspectives / unconventional / ruining the plot just to give the CP a happy ending (◕ᴥ◕) / questionable morals / bad writing!!! [g Cai Sheɣ Qi Shi s] [s Qi Shiɣ Cai She g] [Later-stage Qi Shi: white hair, red eyes, long hair, handsome with Western features] Aboard the rusted wreck of the apocalypse ship Rustbone, Cai She, captain of a scavenger crew sorting through loot, catches a weakened data rat 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A little bit of angst, a little bit of angst [eating melon emoji]

47. 147 要 Even If I Die, I Must Live 要死也要活 Bei Fa悲发Two Male Leads150k WordsCompleted [Second chance at love x older love interest x doctor x photographer x everyday life x healing each other] [Cold-faced, quietly adorable, depressed and aloof independent type Jiang Mu VS handsome, talkative, older healing doctor Xu Chengye] Jiang Mu is sick with an illness that sometimes makes him want to die. In December, he gets a phone call. His father, Yan Shu, has been in a car accident and is unconscious. He rushes to Moshan City without stopping, wondering if the father he hasn’t seen in 263Reads—Score100Shelves

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    These books are quite good; they all involve some degree of mental illness, but they're not very angsty.

48. 148 分 Breakup Contract 分手合约 Farewell to Joy Beneath the Mountain Moon山月辞欢Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Ten years ago, Xu Yuan was the darling Qiao Yu cherished in the palm of his hand. Ten years later, he was just a useful commodity Qiao Yu bothered to look at when they were in bed. 10.4kReads—Score714Shelves
49. 149 盛 Peace in a Flourishing Age 盛世有太平 Lord Ninghan凝寒君Two Male Leads431k WordsOngoing [Two Male Leads + Master and Disciple + Political Intrigue + Ensemble Cast + Mutual Healing] After losing his job, he takes in a boy. After he leaves, the scheming boy makes his mark on the world. The boy's life is the only move that can save this game from certain defeat. With only two years left to live, imperial physician Du Taiping wants nothing more than to pass away in peace. On the night he leaves the palace, he finds a boy who can see the colors of people's souls, and discovers the deepe 73Reads—Score—Shelves

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    To be honest, I feel like everyone in this book has some kind of problem.

50. 150 盛 Madness Reigns in This Golden Age, and I'm the Only One Saving People 盛世疯批，只有我在救人 Lord Ninghan凝寒君259k WordsOngoing [Everyone Is Unhinged | High-Quality Political Intrigue and Ensemble Cast | Intense Emotional Push and Pull] In a dynasty where the princes and the emperor are bound by a blood feud, I, Du Taiping, became the only normal person. The Crown Prince is a lone wolf bent on revenge, my senior brother is a madman devoted to order, and my disciple can see the colors of people's souls. I wanted nothing more than to die in peace, but was dragged into another high-stakes gamble over this so-called “golden 20Reads—Score—Shelves

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