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  1. 251 I Want to See Her 【我想见见她】 Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted BE / angst / modern romance / campus / pure love “Xu Guannan x Xia Ying” Before I leave, I want to see her... She likes blue. She likes Fulilian. I want to... take her to Hitachi Seaside Park in Japan. I hear it's covered in nemophila, a sea of blue flowers. 7Reads—Score—Shelves
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  2. 252 Quick Transmigration: She Has Dissociative Disorder, But Doesn't Care 快穿:现实解离患者她不在乎 425k WordsCompleted “Jing Ci has no heart, yet they insist on demanding one from her.” Born without emotions, she is like a deity carved in stone, untouched by joy or sorrow. Yet the quick transmigration System selects her to win over obsessive, deranged male leads and supporting characters. The System wants her to act devoted. She simply gives up. The male lead waits for her in the rain? She closes the window and goes to sleep. The male supporting character turns evil and imprisons her? She exchanges points for 61Reads6.2Score—Shelves
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  3. 253 Sheesh! A Romance Show Gets Steamy! The Rebellious Top-Tier Star Wraps an Arm Around Her Waist and Kisses Her 斯哈!恋综撩爆!桀骜顶流揽腰吻 Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted [Rekindled romance | He pursues her | Entertainment industry showbiz story] [Cool, gloomy little princess X rebellious top-tier star] When Jiang Ning returns to the country, a rumor spreads through their circle: “The young master of the capital's elite, Xi Yue, hid his identity and dated her, but she thought he was a poor guy and dumped him.” On the first day after returning, she politely turns down the blind date her father had forced on her. After a meal with the man, she is about to leave whe 8.3kReads9.1Score661Shelves
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  4. 254 A Disastrous Start: One Song, Wandering, Made the Whole Internet Cry 天崩开局,一首流浪记唱哭全网 Urban2.6M WordsCompleted [Singing + Acting + Charity + No Romance + Everyone’s Darling + Fake Angst + Misunderstandings + Frail Hero] After waking up, Li Ruoxun transmigrates into the body of a disgraced top-tier star. His mother runs off with the family money, then breaks down in tears on a variety show, accusing him of being unfilial. People despise and loathe him, wishing he would leave showbiz for good. A born actor and schemer, Li Ruoxun figures he can still turn things around. “Under the Sea,” “The Wandering Song, 23.1kReads8.8Score3.2kShelves
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  5. 255 I Became a Beginner in Sky: Children of the Light, Yet Somehow I'm the One True God! 光遇萌新化,我竟成唯一真神! Sports149k WordsOngoing (The rating isn’t low because it just came out. It’s because the story is genuinely... 🤤) (Brain-off, low-IQ, female-oriented, second-person, no romance) You’re a laid-back Sky: Children of the Light player who finishes a map in 59 minutes and runs through all the candles just before the daily reset. One night before bed, you casually make a wish: I hope everyone in the world wakes up with their Sky skills a hundred thousand times worse! The next time you run a map, you’re bored enough to start 642Reads7.1Score102Shelves
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  6. 256 I Want to Leave 我想走 Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted After ten years of marriage on paper, Yu Shuyi still couldn’t make it to the end of the contract. At first, he begged his husband to look at him, just once. Later, he begged his husband to come home and have a meal with him. In the end, he begged him to let him go. He said there was a saying: Better a brief pain than a long one. So I’ve let myself go. Please let go of me, too. I’m not asking you to love me or forgive me. I’m only asking you to let me go. Don’t save me anymore… Setting: Same-sex 4.3kReads8.4Score402Shelves
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  7. 257 Showbiz: After Being Diagnosed with Depression, I Used Music to Heal the World 娱乐:确诊抑郁后,用歌治愈世界 Urban1.3M WordsCompleted [Entertainment + healing + livestreaming + redemption + no System + no heroine + no harem] Su Chen, who suffers from severe depression, decides to jump into the sea and end his life. But by chance, his soul transmigrates into a parallel world with a barren entertainment industry. The original Su Chen in this parallel world also suffered from severe depression. Having never known love, he decides to heal the world with his songs. One song, “Murmurs,” resonates with the entire internet. One song, 6.7kReads8.4Score639Shelves
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  8. 258 The Immortal Venerable Is Still Working Toward Retirement 仙尊今天也在为退休而奋斗 Two Male Leads847k WordsCompleted Yun Qingshan’s mission is to play the part of Qingwu Immortal Venerable, the heavenly beauty of Lingxiao Sect who acts like a madman. He has planned for everything, including his own ending: leaping from the Immortal-Slaying Platform to forge the protagonist’s legend. But he never accounted for his senior brother Jiang Zhiyu, a benevolent soul of noble character, looking at him with a gaze that had long since changed. Nor did he expect that, as he leapt from the platform without hesitation, The 736Reads8.9Score122Shelves
  9. 259 Wasteland Reboot: Paradise Restoration System! 废土重启:乐园修复系统! Sci-Fi & Apocalypse175k WordsCompleted Worldbuilding: In 2077, the Great Annihilation disaster erupted (nuclear war + a genetic virus leak), turning the surface into a wasteland. Cities collapsed into jungles of steel and concrete, radioactive dust blanketed the land, and mutated creatures (sand locust beasts, iron-shell rats) took over the ruins. Humanity retreated to underground shelters or formed armed settlements. Only fragments of the old world's civilization remained (rusted amusement park rides, faded fairy-tale murals, defunc —Reads—Score—Shelves
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  10. 260 By the Time He Kissed Me, I Was Already Cold 他吻我时,我已冰冷 Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted He kissed me when I was already cold. 221Reads—Score—Shelves
  11. 261 I Cleared My Name One Second Before I Died 临死前一秒我洗白了 Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Initially uncaring, later devoted attack × socially savvy, checked-out receiver; one-on-one, equally matched, both chaste] [The first dozen or so chapters focus on the plot, but at heart this is a groveling romance; Jian Huai is the attack] As the last descendant of the Vermilion Bird divine clan, Gu Yi'an's duty is to protect the Fallen Spirit. But in this life, the Fallen Spirit has not only gained sentience, it has also taken human form and become Jian Huai. Gu Yi'an: “...” How am I supposed 4.3kReads9.4Score561Shelves
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  12. 262 Two Critical Condition Notices, One Boat Ticket, and an Elopement with No Tomorrow! 两张病危通知书,一张船票,和一场没有明天的私奔! 9k WordsCompleted Two critical condition notices, one boat ticket, and an elopement with no tomorrow! 703Reads—Score—Shelves
  13. 263 Reborn in Senior Year, the School Hunk Has My Back 重生高三,校草为我撑腰 15k WordsCompleted Reborn in My Senior Year of High School, the School Heartthrob Has My Back 15Reads—Score—Shelves
  14. 264 Boss Cheng's Depressed, Beloved Husband 程大佬的抑郁症小娇夫 Two Male Leads203k WordsCompleted Zhuan Jin grew up abroad, but his father forced him to return to China because of his depression. His senior labmate, Cheng Zhi, taught him how to love someone, but not how to face family ties. As two single-parent families collide, how will Zhuan Jin choose between family and love? “Will you leave me?” “I will be faithful to you, always!” 62Reads—Score—Shelves
  15. 265 He Traded Heart for Heart 他以心换心 7k WordsCompleted He Repays Heart with Heart 715Reads—Score—Shelves
  16. 266 Bitter Medicine, Deep Love 药苦情深 Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted Bitter Medicine, Deep Affection 34Reads—Score—Shelves
  17. 267 Lin Ayue and the Light 林阿月与光 7k WordsCompleted Lin Ayue and the Light 6Reads—Score—Shelves
  18. 268 He Really Took the Bait and Can't Stop Grinning 他真被吊成翘嘴了 Modern Romance288k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available. Book title: Orange Coffee] Pei Shuang first met Li Changying at Xiyuan North Station. He was very tall, with a long, well-proportioned build and a striking presence. Slicked-back hair, black leather jacket, black sunglasses, and vintage gradient-ripped jeans. A male celebrity. A cool guy. A fashionista. That was Pei Shuang’s first impression of him. And it was mostly accurate. On the first day of freshman registration at Xiyuan University, he became famous. Rumors r 37.2kReads9.5Score5.4kShelves
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  19. 269 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It 她好甜,她装的 Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Male lead is a fake playboy + Female lead has sunny-type depression] [Reborn + School life + Saving each other] Xu Li was reborn. In this life, she was still a fun-loving party girl who liked pretty young women and had a smile sweet enough to make your teeth ache. Liang Ji had never met anyone who smiled so sweetly and seemed so carefree. Before he knew it, he was drawn to her sunny aura. The more he got to know her, the more deeply he fell, until he was hopelessly in love with her. L 4kReads9.2Score440Shelves
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  20. 270 I’m His Third Substitute 我是他的第三个替身 9k WordsCompleted I’m His Third Replacement 112Reads—Score—Shelves
  21. 271 Lingering Warmth on a Spring Night 春夜余温 Modern Romance348k WordsCompleted Multiple short drama adaptations are now available. The story features a reunion after years apart, rekindled love, a devoted couple, and sweet married life. A beautiful, down-on-her-luck heiress x a powerful man who loves her deeply but keeps his feelings buried. In high school: a proud rich girl x a cool, poor boy. Wen Yu reunited with Song Qingshu at the lowest point in her life. The poor boy she'd once dumped had become the chairman of a publicly listed group worth tens of billions. Wearing 67.9kReads9.3Score8.7kShelves
  22. 272 Neither Family nor Stranger 非亲非故非陌生 Modern Romance211k WordsCompleted For thirteen years, Song Li endured He Qian’s torment and humiliation, walking on eggshells every single day. The truth finally came to light in the year He Qian loved her most, but by then, nothing could change Song Li’s resolve to die... Only when He Qian held the blood-soaked woman in his arms did he truly understand what despair meant. 6.6kReads8.8Score276Shelves
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  23. 273 I Was Dead for Seven Days Before Anyone Found Me! 我死了七天才被发现! 8k WordsCompleted I was dead for seven days before anyone found me! 5Reads—Score—Shelves
  24. 274 Little Farmer Girl of the Eighties: Going to School with My Pocket Dimension 八零小农女,带着空间去上学 Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted A Little Farm Girl in the 1980s: Taking Her Space to School 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  25. 275 Black and White Keys 黑白键 Modern Romance35k WordsCompleted [The seemingly forward but actually oblivious fake heiress Zhuyuan x the seemingly reserved but actually earnest poor boy Chenshu] [Modern romance + quality fiction + sweet romance + reunion after years apart + healing each other + secret crush + devoted love interest + heiress + youth] Zhuyuan isn't really a young heiress. She's a fake one. Chenshu, on the other hand, really is a poor boy. They met during the summer vacation after the college entrance exams. Soaked by the rain, Zhuyuan stood ou 179Reads9.0Score—Shelves
  26. 276 The Code I Wrote Wiped Out the Heavenly Tribulation 我写的代码把天劫干没了 12k WordsCompleted My Code Wiped Out the Heavenly Tribulation 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  27. 277 A Sweet Tooth's Patient 嗜甜患者 Modern Romance355k WordsCompleted At the first exam after National Day, a prodigy suddenly appeared at No. 3 High School. She was unnaturally pale and drifted along when she walked, so the second-year science students privately called her “the female ghost.” At first, Pei Ji thought it was terribly rude to call a girl that. Then one night, after partying late, he ran into her on his way home. She was wearing a long Republican-era dress, her hair loose over her shoulders, holding a burner full of incense ash. She turned her eyes 564Reads9.3Score113Shelves
  28. 278 You Betrayed Me, So I’ll Bring You Down 你负我,我覆你 Ancient Romance11k WordsCompleted You Betrayed Me, So I’ll Bring You Down 6Reads—Score—Shelves
  29. 279 Keeping a Dog 饲犬 Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [A sensitive girl with depression vs. the finance department’s campus heartthrob + mutual devotion + healing + both leads’ first love] Her father died young, her mother had ignored her for years, and her stepfather harbored ill intentions. Jiang Yao’s life was unbearable. She could never escape the shadow of her family, and her pain grew so great that she could no longer go on living. Her life was so awful that she wanted to end it early. She climbed out of the abyss, only to be forced back into 4.9kReads8.9Score610Shelves
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  30. 280 My Cold-Shouldered Deskmate Is a Little Mean 冷漠同桌有点坏 Modern Romance39k WordsOngoing Has someone like this ever appeared in your life: someone as cold as an iceberg, yet someone you can’t help wanting to melt? He was aloof and withdrawn, but also steadfast and gentle. No matter how often she backed away, he kept closing in. On the second day Zhou Xiyue had been avoiding him, he finally couldn’t take it anymore. When everyone had left after PE class, he grabbed her and cornered her against the wall. “Why are you avoiding me?” “Have you ever thought about going to the same univer 1Reads—Score—Shelves
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  31. 281 He Lives in the Moonlight 他住在月光里 Urban216k WordsCompleted A moving story about a young woman with depression who gradually finds the courage to confront it and fight back. 213Reads9.4Score—Shelves
  32. 282 I Use My Harem Protagonist Aura to Crush My Coworkers 万人迷光环,我用来卷死同事 9k WordsCompleted I Use My Harem Protagonist Aura to Outwork My Coworkers 6Reads—Score—Shelves
  33. 283 Broad Daylight 人间白昼 Modern Romance320k WordsCompleted [Rebellious, Streetwise Boy × Grumpy, World-Weary Girl] [Healing Romance | World-Weary Martial Arts Girl | Devoted First Loves Only | Happy Ending] The first time Xu Cheng saw Zhou Shuang, he thought she looked like a soft, timid rabbit raised in a sheltered mansion. He couldn't stand people like that. The second time he saw her, he was certain she'd been sent by the heavens to make trouble for him. She made him want to break his own rules and throw a punch. The third time, he thought: Wait, is 4.9kReads9.4Score866Shelves
  34. 284 My Domineering CEO Experience Card Has Expired 我的霸总体验卡到期了 15k WordsCompleted My Overbearing CEO Experience Pass Has Expired 1Reads—Score—Shelves
  35. 285 Eloping With the Stars 与星星私奔 Modern Romance212k WordsCompleted After suffering abuse at home once again, Xu Guican runs into Huo Xingye on the way back to school. One word, “Uncle,” catches his attention. After countless trials and tribulations, Huo Xingye finally wins the girl’s heart. But before long, on a night of torrential rain, she stands under an umbrella and dumps him with a cold expression. They meet again five years later. During an emergency call, Xu Guican sees her ex-boyfriend lying in a pool of blood and breaks down. Huo Xingye strokes her fac 1.1kReads9.4Score118Shelves
  36. 286 She, Too, Is a Memento 她也是遗物 Modern Romance269k WordsCompleted Cool, aloof girl × carefree boy “He didn’t leave behind much. I was one of the few things he did.”, Source: the internet I gave everything I had to live this life, only for it to end in regret. Cicadas sing without pause, and we meet again in the height of summer. … Fang Xieyang thought her life was over, that she would spend the rest of it “following the rules” just as she always had. But then Xia Qianli came along and upended everything she thought she knew. He was so gentle, so good to her, 7.8kReads8.9Score2.2kShelves
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  37. 287 My Conquest Notes with My Ghost Roommate 我和鬼室友的攻略笔记 12k WordsCompleted My Conquest Notes for My Ghost Roommate 2Reads—Score—Shelves
  38. 288 Is the Wind Still Blowing? 风还在吹吗 Modern Romance321k WordsCompleted [Bisexual, Mutual Secret Crush] [Male Lead Dies/Female Lead Dies for Love] Their similar names were a red thread secretly tied by the Matchmaker. Chen Shuye often felt secretly delighted by how much her name resembled Cheng Shuye's. Their similar names seemed to draw them closer and deepen their bond. In their senior year of high school, he said, “Chen Shuye, I’ve helped you so many times. So, can I copy your college application form?” Chen Shuye smiled. “Sure.” But after she called the police 3.5kReads9.2Score854Shelves
  39. 289 I’m Monopolizing the Cultivation World by Selling “Harem Protagonist Auras” 我靠卖“万人迷光环”垄断修真界 9k WordsCompleted I Monopolized the Cultivation World by Selling “Harem Protagonist Auras” 19Reads—Score—Shelves
  40. 290 Not the Wood in the Forest, but the Grain with an Extra Stroke! 不是森的木,是木多一撇的禾! Modern Romance100k WordsCompleted [Secret crush + intense push and pull + playboy + heroine dies + hero marries + second male lead dies for love + tragic ending] The roses are in bloom, and I miss you. Jian He kept a diary. It was opened after she died... You were like a book. I read it from cover to cover, only to find myself back on the first page. Your kindness was too gentle. Did you remember me? When someone appears too often, even a coward can fall for them! * Jian He loved Ji Senshu. She fell for him again and again, and 10Reads—Score—Shelves
  41. 291 The Overtime Pay Was Hell Money, But I Signed Anyway 加班费是冥币,但我还是签了 10k WordsCompleted The Overtime Pay Was Ghost Money, but I Signed Anyway 14Reads—Score—Shelves
  42. 292 Sickly, Beautiful, and Tragic [Immersive Quick Transmigration] 病弱美强惨【沉浸式快穿】 Ancient Romance488k WordsCompleted [The ratings don't tell the whole story, okay?] An angst-heavy story! The male lead suffers, and there are depictions of poor health. If that's not for you, run now!! [Male lead transmigrates + entirely fictional setting + immersive roleplay + strong protagonist with few golden fingers] [There seems to be a CP, but in practice there might as well be none. Ensemble cast, so ship whoever you like.] The story of Chen Yanzhi, young master of the Chen family of Jiangnan, and System 995 (Save Me), as 9kReads8.6Score541Shelves
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  43. 293 Something Seems Off About My Sect 我的宗门,好像不太对劲 18k WordsCompleted My Sect Seems a Little Off 15Reads—Score—Shelves
  44. 294 Snow Festival! 雪祭! Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted Snow Festival! 104Reads—Score—Shelves
  45. 295 Quick Transmigration: After the Tragic Novel's Heroine Fakes Her Death, the Male Lead Goes Mad 快穿:虐文女主死遁后,男主疯了 Ancient Romance231k WordsOngoing System Tangyuan: Host! Our mission is to enter tragic romance novels as the heroine and collect enough love and regret points from the male leads. Yu Jiao: A tragic romance? Don’t worry, I’ll make it tragic. After faking her death in several worlds, the System’s heart trembled with fear: Host, please stop making things so tragic! The male leads have already wrecked several little worlds trying to find you! Yu Jiao, who flirts and runs, never takes anything to heart: Hehe! What a thrill! * Yu Jia 26Reads8.0Score—Shelves
  46. 296 Divine-Grade 神品 Eastern Fantasy691k WordsCompleted Three Law Secret Realms have appeared in the underground city of the East Sea, sparking a fierce scramble among countless factions. The reason is that the protagonist possesses the divine ability to make his words come true! He can complete alchemy and artifact crafting with just a thought. And since he also has an immortal artifact, he joins the competition for the secret realms! 384Reads—Score—Shelves
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  47. 297 [Quick Transmigration] The Pitiful One's Guide to Crushing Scumbags 【快穿】小可怜虐渣指南 Two Male Leads299k WordsOngoing 112Reads8.4Score—Shelves
  48. 298 Quick Transmigration: The Modern-Day White Lotus Teaches Online 快穿:现世白莲在线教学 Two Male Leads173k WordsOngoing Bind to a System and activate White Lotus mode. Who cares if I'm a substitute or a mere tool? I'm going to turn things around and become the one and only! We're serious about face-slapping bigwigs from every walk of life. Film Emperor: I have no feelings for you at all. You just happen to look a little like him! Little White Lotus: Oh? Is that so? Cue the nostalgic flashbacks and sowing discord~ Big brother, can you see his true colors now? What if I accidentally let something slip? Big brother, 547Reads7.2Score102Shelves
  49. 299 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.8kReads9.3Score3kShelves
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  50. 300 After I Got Into Trouble, My Ex-Husband Returned Home to Bail Me Out 闯祸后,前夫回国给我兜底 Modern Romance543k WordsCompleted [World-weary, people-hating heiress & gentle yet stern daddy boss] [Max possessiveness, older man] By chance, Min Xi discovers that she is the villainess in a romance novel: she falls for the original male lead, schemes against the original heroine, and drives her husband, whom she married for business, to divorce her and leave the country. With the story nearing its finale, the male lead plans to make a move against her to prove his feelings. Her fate is to be thrown out of the house, saddled w 20kReads8.9Score2.1kShelves
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