The Protagonist Is Depressed, Utterly Radiating Despair

1 人 A Human Cage Yan YizhiUrban539k WordsCompleted 121.6kReads9.5Score17kShelves

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After reading it, I found that no one recommended this book. The one that I could really hold back from crying after reading it👍🏻 is extremely depressing.

2 谁 Since When Does the Male Lead Hold and Kiss the Male Lead’s Doormat? Dreaming of Night Plays377k WordsCompleted 59.8kReads9.5Score7.3kShelves

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The netizens who had originally criticized him angrily began to think about various details, including various behaviors that were almost masochistic, an attitude of not caring about his own life, the doctor's declaration of his imminent death on a variety show, and the scar that almost severed his waist. They collectively fell into silence. "Wow, my wife has suffered so much. She suffers from a disease that makes her want to cry when she sees her. Where are the police! Who bullied my wife!" "My wife, please stop liking Fu Hanchuan and stay with us."

3 抑 Depression Since S Failed, He Regretted It Sealed by SwordModern Romance19k WordsCompleted 1kReads9.1Score—Shelves

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Some are, some are not (I cried when I read the second book for the first time, but I didn't recognize it the second time, and the system prompted me to read it, and then I read it again and cried again [face covering])

13 道 The Tao Can Be Taught, but She Cultivates the Ruthless Tao Teenage Mutant Ninja TurtlesModern Romance442k WordsCompleted 695Reads5.8Score135Shelves

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How could we not live without this book? It's a story of reunion after a broken mirror, the male protagonist is bipolar + has stomach problems, he is absolutely beautiful, strong and miserable, affectionate, broken and sickly!

14 为 In Order to Raise a Female Disciple, I Chose to Go Crazy YinhuojunEastern Fantasy134k WordsOngoing 31kReads—Score9.3kShelves

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This is a bit confusing, okay?

15 抑 After My Depression Died, Everyone Started Loving Me Xiao BaihuUrban224k WordsCompleted 11.6kReads9.2Score1kShelves

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Extreme despair.

16 炮 The Cannon Fodder Salted Fish Female Partner Became a Buddhist After Her Mind Was Read Lousy Idle FishModern Romance185k WordsCompleted 3.6kReads9.3Score365Shelves

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The female protagonist was read by the male protagonist, and she either wanted to die or wanted to die. One time she even jumped into a river, and the ending was he. The heroine who wanted to die was so cold and salty, VS the boss who was poisonous, tongue-in-cheek and ruthless in the eyes of outsiders.

17 厌 Her Brothers Go Mad After Hearing the World-Weary Heiress's Thoughts Mo Han Jing LanModern Romance2.8M WordsOngoing 2.6kReads5.8Score276Shelves

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The first, second, and third books will make you cry so much that you can't stop crying. Almost all the protagonists are depressed, and their whole bodies reveal despair. I highly recommend it! [Like][Like][Like]

23 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years Er QiaoModern Romance324k WordsCompleted 83.1kReads9.4Score7.2kShelves

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This one was so painful that I cried from beginning to end.

24 重 In This New Life, Brother Dian Regrets It Non-Common Name1.1M WordsCompleted 2.9kReads8.6Score226Shelves

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Afraid of being hurt again, so act like a hedgehog. [Cry][cry][cry]

25 恨 Do You Want Me to Die? How Can I Beg Me to Live If My Terminal Illness Is Exposed? Sweet Candy Baby185k WordsOngoing 107.6kReads7.4Score25.5kShelves

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I read this book at seven or eight o'clock, and I finished it in one go. It made me cry now, so just give it to me. I can't do it anymore. It's still being serialized. It's so hard.

26 震 The Cultivation World Is Stunned! The Laid-Back Junior Sister Draws Her Sword Li JiuAncient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted 13.1kReads9.2Score1.9kShelves

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You know, she wasn't like this at first, but too many cycles made her lose hope [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying]

27 就 Even as a Fake Heiress, I’ll Still Daringly Embrace Doing Nothing Ji FuranModern Romance659k WordsCompleted 140.3kReads9.6Score16.5kShelves

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This heroine hides her despair very deeply and will reveal it later. On the surface, she feels like she is sleepy, but in fact she is very desperate.

28 裴 Mr. Pei, Madam, He Is Going to Commit Suicide Again. Nan Xiaoji515k WordsCompleted 220Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Strong recommendation, strong recommendation! ! ! ! ! Nice

32 宠 The Imperial Consort Has a Few Screws Loose One Duck at EaseAncient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted 5.9kReads8.9Score597Shelves

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I really highly recommend this book. The heroine is really depressed and wants to die, but there are also many relatives and friends who are trying their best to save her. The title of the book is a bit cliché, but it is really super good-looking.

33 斩 Slay the Gods: I’m a Mental Patient from the Start Qiongshan Moon773k WordsOngoing 45.6kReads9.0Score5.4kShelves

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Are you talking about depression? Our Su Yan is

34 H HP: Bird of No Return Eternal Debtor2.4M WordsOngoing 5.1kReads8.9Score576Shelves

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The heroine travels back to her ancestral generation and cps with Tom Riddle. Voldemort is the villain from the beginning to the end. He has a very twisted love for the heroine. She is a spiritual PUA heroine. The author writes the despair of being isolated and helpless in a strange era very well. The heroine's mental state in the later period is not good, and she should have depression, dissociation, and hysteria.

35 诸 Riddled with Illness, I Refuse Treatment. Why Are You Crying? So, MisterUrban307k WordsCompleted 9.7kReads8.8Score594Shelves

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It's very realistic. There are many parents like this in reality. Except for the author who writes severe depression as late stage depression, they are all fine.

36 被 After Being Scolded for Pretending to Be Sick, He Had His Tube Extubated for a Minor Illness. Guguagua398k WordsCompleted 5.1kReads8.6Score476Shelves

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I'm all crying [crying] [crying] [crying] I'm still updating the first book, but I'm really crying

42 清 The Cool Roommate Is Drunk and Begs for a Hug! the Evil Dog Is so Happy That He Curled His Lips Sui Wang350k WordsCompleted 10.9kReads9.4Score1.8kShelves

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In this book, everyone in Master A knows that there is a flower on the high mountain, with silver hair as cold as ice and jade, and a smile with a ruthless look on his face, but no one knows that behind it, he is rotten to the core. His sister died in a car accident, his mother is mentally disturbed, and Wen Ling has been living in humidity, with a serious tendency to self-destruction.

43 鲸 Whale Falls into Abyss The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles39k WordsCompleted 29.5kReads8.1Score4.7kShelves

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Chapter 22, I will never be too little, it is really sad, Yu An is so good, he is only one day away from opening his own art exhibition. Fortunately, he later met Wen Zhihan, who gave him a little warmth

44 清 Qing Leng Tanhua, Was Forced to Love by the Crazy Criticizing Emperor Xiuchun Daohan655k WordsCompleted 40.9kReads9.0Score4.8kShelves

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There wasn't even a word for depression in their day, but I could feel his despair

45 入 Into My Lovesickness Pan, the God of Shepherd in Tianjun MansionAncient Romance132k WordsOngoing 79Reads—Score—Shelves

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Old adage, hand to mouth, low energy heroine

46 快 Quick Transmigration: Every World Starts in Hell Yin BingerAncient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 19.7kReads9.5Score1.9kShelves

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Volume 3: Depression makes me cry [cry]

47 琢 Zhuo Yun Wooden Masonry236k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads8.6Score211Shelves

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The protagonist was diagnosed with severe depression when he was 14 years old. He committed suicide many times and had many scars on his wrists. His suicide was also discovered several times. The illness was described very realistically. He posted a video on a social platform. The picture showed a small scar on the protagonist's wrist. The text was as follows: [What are freedom and love? I may never have it in my life. The butterfly stayed on my fingertips, and I admired its beauty. A butterfly's life is short, but it is beautiful and free. However, it is a scavenger, and its unbearableness radiates from the soul. But its external beauty made me forget its unbearableness for a moment. I am a bird bound by the innate rules of the world. I open my arms and want to fly freely into the sky, but reality will always hit me hard. The ridicule of language and psychological distortion make me close myself and become a bird locked in a cage for people to play with. From the time he and I met and fell in love, our fate was so unfair that I didn't quite understand it. I am twenty-two years old this year, and my life has been a mess. At the age of thirteen, I began to think about what the meaning of life is. Before I met him, I had been living in a state of confusion. After meeting him, I discovered why there are people in the world who are handsome and have good grades and have an enlightened family. Compared with him, I am like mud under the ground. That winter when my tears burned me to death, I compromised with my dad and left the country. Would he hate me for leaving without saying goodbye, hate me for walking away? Obviously a few months ago we were still telling each other our true feelings. I can't go back and there's no way I can go back. I didn't even have time to say to him, "I love you," before leaving. When I left him, I once wanted to leave him. I had no reason to live, I couldn't contact him, I hated my cowardice, my incompetence, and I hated myself. I was a dry land, but his presence made me rejuvenated. He pulled me out of the abyss countless times, but I had nothing to give him. The heartbeat of youth is pure and passionate, but I don't know how long this heartbeat can last. Maybe it's just young and frivolous. Will he already have a wife and children when I see him again? But he loves me so much, he won't. I don't know either. I wanted to curse him for being the only one, but that would be too selfish. Never mind. As long as he is safe. I don't know if you can watch this video. Today is your birthday, happy birthday. I miss you so much.

48 强 Strongly Doting on the Deposed Emperor Xuanlan450k WordsCompleted 2.9kReads8.6Score381Shelves

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The first one is the original book of deposing the emperor and making him a concubine. He bit by bit the hope of being defeated, and finally he died of despair and coldness. The previous life was be, and the next life is he. The second book is modern, forced love, abuse😢

49 牢 Cage Confinement Han Yuming806k WordsCompleted 14kReads8.4Score1.1kShelves

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Abuse, two men.

50 我 I Miss You so Much, but I Don't Know How to Rebirth and See You Again Tangerine Sand8k WordsCompleted 157Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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The protagonist is depressed and full of despair. In the early stage, the male protagonist longed for his deceased mother and ate the relics and was poisoned to death. After his rebirth, he thought there was hope to save her. He kept saving her countless times but the tears became more and more painful. He was just a person. He was so depressed and desperate. The world stipulates that men should not shed tears easily, but regardless of the fact that men will cry, they will also leave dry tears for their mothers.