The Protagonist Is Depressed, Utterly Radiating Despair

51 被 After Being Forced to Become the Protagonist of a Hot-Blooded Comic, He Immediately Escaped to Death A Moon RabbitUrban1.0M WordsCompleted 24.2kReads9.1Score3.2kShelves

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Relatively consistent, but not depressed, just daily thoughts

52 电 E-Sports: Ye Shen, Your Shooter Jumped Off the Building Again A Sheng Never Stops388k WordsOngoing 21.3kReads8.9Score2.6kShelves

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See👀, an honest person like me never gets rewarded for doing good deeds. If he does a little bit of bad deeds, he will get retribution immediately.

53 读 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite Hui LiModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 11.4kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves

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I cried so much that I wanted to die while watching it.

54 丧 The Depressed, Wicked, Sickly Villainess Gives Up Lousy Idle FishModern Romance339k WordsCompleted 11.3kReads9.3Score1kShelves

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The heroine has been tortured by illness and has no desire to live. The male protagonist begs the heroine to have more desire to survive and love him more, so that he can support the heroine's treatment and survival! Very beautiful, highly recommended!

56 黑 The Beautiful, Powerful and Miserable Vest of Hei Ye's Family Is No Longer Guaranteed! Heated Lemon Water341k WordsCompleted 22.6kReads9.5Score3.5kShelves

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To be honest, when I saw this title, all I thought of were Tomb Raiders fanfics. These books are really cruel. The three books 456 and 5 are the same work, and the fourth and fifth books are in the same world. They are so cruel that my heart aches. The first one is a little off-topic. I think the first reason I want to recommend is that the author's writing is good. The second reason is that at the end of the story, the original Prince Chengqian returned. After experiencing the Three Lis and Three Wastes, he was full of gloom, but was finally cured by his family. Although the pain could not be transferred, at least it gave him a good ending. As you can tell from the title of the second book, the male protagonist vomits blood every time he saves someone. But it can be considered as satisfying some of the regrets of book fans. In the third book, the male protagonist blocked everything for Wu Xie. Wu Xing used just twenty years and the soul he gave up to successfully protect the stability of the five of them in this life. In the end, when he drew a sword against him under the control of the plot, he directly chose to give up.

58 丧 A Zombie's Hiking Diary Li JiuSci-Fi & Apocalypse296k WordsCompleted 33.1kReads9.6Score5.2kShelves

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The first book is so beautiful and powerful

59 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: Yin-Yang Twins Playing with the Setting SunMystery223k WordsCompleted 9.8kReads9.3Score1.6kShelves

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These two books are by the same author. I have finished reading the first one, which is particularly sad. The second one has more at the beginning and redemption at the end.

60 当 When Patients with Depression Encounter Love Brain Spring Mountain EmptyModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves

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The heroine's depression ✨✨① [The love brain school girl from the computer department VS the depressed fairy from the liberal arts department], the misfortune of the native family can really affect a person's life. The heroine is so gentle, everyone knows that she is afraid of pain, but she still commits suicide. 🤧The male protagonist thinks that the female protagonist doesn't love him, and the female protagonist thinks that the male protagonist wants to break up. Just like that, the two started a cold war. One is like a turtle with its head shrinking, just thinking about escaping. The other one is just waiting for the other person to apologize! ! 🍂Later, the heroine had a dispute with her father, and a girl answered the call to the boy. The heroine thought that the hero had a new love, and felt that everyone had abandoned her. Her depression relapsed, and she chose to go to her grandma's cemetery to study purple sand...🌸Fortunately, her good friends found her, fortunately the male protagonist accompanied her, and fortunately she was rescued.

62 顶 A Top-Tier Star’s Career Crashes? I Strike Back and Make the Whole World Cry! Kui AchaUrban2.6M WordsOngoing 23.4kReads8.7Score2.2kShelves

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He suffers from depression, but he still loves the world deeply, but it was during the period when he was suffering from depression that he was really sadistic and very beautiful.

63 弟 My Little Brothers Are So Fierce! I’m Clearly the Eldest Lu ZhiguiModern Romance535k WordsCompleted 92.7kReads8.8Score14kShelves

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Super beautiful [admiration][admiration][admiration][anger][anger][anger][anger]

64 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither29k WordsCompleted 15.3kReads8.2Score2.9kShelves

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In despair, this is the one that will keep you from crying after watching it [Like]

66 穿 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Daughter, She Won't Be Able to Live Any Longer! Sitting up in Shock While Dying of IllnessModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 10.7kReads8.9Score865Shelves

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It was very cruel in the front, I finally died, and I was abducted to another world, but Wantan is a good baby

67 别 Stop Making Trouble! How Can My Wife Be Mentally Ill If She Is so Good? Moon Light Shadow509k WordsCompleted 7.9kReads8.7Score1.2kShelves

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I really feel sorry for Qi Changning. Even though he suffers from severe depression, he still grows into a magnolia blooming at the top of power! He has been alone for 18 years. It is very painful, but he is really strong!

68 胃 When I Was in the Early Stage of Gastric Cancer, I Relied on the Girl Group Talent Show to Survive. Bingwangzai Milk539k WordsOngoing 311Reads7.0Score—Shelves

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The heroine's parents divorced and started their own families. She left her with her grandma and her grandma left. On her 20th birthday, she was diagnosed with cancer. Her complexion was extremely bad. After her system awakened, she went to the show to sing "Keywords" to gain fans! !

69 小 The Little Rascal Will Soon Die. Lemon and Cola273k WordsCompleted 19.5kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves

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Lemon's book is really, really beautiful! Now there's a new one out!

74 我 After CCTV Exposed Me, the Entire Internet Was Left Devastated My Dream Is to Be a LandlordUrban251k WordsCompleted 28.1kReads8.8Score1.7kShelves

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The author said what he wrote was "sweet"

76 疯 They Can Hear My Thoughts and All Think I’m a Pervert, Right? Leisure TimeModern Romance760k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads8.5Score1.2kShelves

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These are a few books, okay

77 我 My Love Story with Mr. Pei A Jiu0921125k WordsCompleted 11.7kReads9.5Score2.1kShelves

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I don't like to read that kind of literature, but I can recommend you two pure love books. But the person who posted the topic said you don't want bisexuality three times, but no one seemed to hear it, it was all about bimas ヽ(๏~๏)ﾉ

78 一 One Child After Another, Who Said the Chief Is Too Cold? Sweetie XiModern Romance262k WordsCompleted 10.1kReads8.0Score328Shelves

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It was very suffocating, and it was particularly tear-jerking at the end. It was heartbreaking to cry [crying]

80 久 Reunion After a Long Separation: Dr. Chen Begged Me Not to Cry with Red Eyes Lunar YearModern Romance192k WordsCompleted 13kReads—Score1.9kShelves

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Hey guys, this, the heroine suffers from depression, she has a touch of melancholy every day, and looks at things very pessimistically.

81 一 A Flower, a Jug of Wine, an Immortal; Sleeping or Drunk, I Live Forever Eat a Billion LessEastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted 220.4kReads9.5Score26.7kShelves

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The protagonist is immortal. Because of this, he watched the people around him die one by one. The eldest apprentice died of exhaustion and was not seen for the last time. The protagonist could not even take away the body. The second apprentice is because of the death of the eldest apprentice, so the protagonist is very indulgent towards the second apprentice. He kills many people for the sake of the second apprentice. After killing the people, the protagonist will remember that when the second apprentice died later, she was poisoned. She was willing to take poison and imprisoned the protagonist. Her body is the only one buried on the mountain. The third apprentice and the fourth apprentice are siblings. The third apprentice is the sister who is the most like the protagonist, not the real sibling. The third apprentice saved the fourth apprentice. The parents of the fourth apprentice killed the parents of the third apprentice. In the end, the third apprentice was poisoned to death. The fourth apprentice later committed suicide by taking poison. The five apprentices had their memories tampered with and killed their benefactor. They could not live long after taking the poison. She was the liveliest one, but she changed when he became the head of the 12 guards. She was also the only one who was willing to stay with the protagonist. If not for the cure of the poison, she might have stayed with the protagonist. I haven't finished reading and there are three apprentices left. The protagonist has nine apprentices in total.

82 她 She Said She Loved Me, but She Broke My Dragon Horn with Her Own Hands Don't Eat the Grass on the Edge of the Nest?550k WordsCompleted 7.5kReads7.7Score733Shelves

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This book definitely meets the original poster's requirements! The middle and later stages definitely reveal despair [face-covering][face-covering]

83 重 Reborn: The Hated Real Heir Wants Only to Die Spring Dawn at Mingtang1.4M WordsCompleted 13.8kReads8.9Score1.2kShelves

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Very relevant, worth a look

84 阴 Don’t Turn Evil, Gloomy Male Lead, Your Strong One Is Here Hu YuModern Romance569k WordsCompleted 33.8kReads9.5Score5.1kShelves

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The heroine redeems the hero, which is sweet and funny. In the first book, the female protagonist pretends to be a pervert who covets the male protagonist in order to survive. In order to impress the male protagonist, she does some weird little tricks. She pretends to be a "pervert" [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying]

85 青 After Losing Her Memory, the Childhood Sweetheart Became the Young General's Cherished Love KelisitingAncient Romance223k WordsCompleted 52.4kReads9.3Score5.2kShelves

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The heroine before she lost her memory was really desperate, and I couldn't breathe.

87 以 Sacrifice One's Body Toast a Glass of Wine314k WordsCompleted 10.4kReads8.5Score974Shelves

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That's so desperate

90 我 I Was Treated as a Boy in My Youth Go and See That SeaUrban383k WordsCompleted 282Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The protagonist is quite depressed, but fortunately there is a ray of light that belongs to her. This is a transformation novel, which is quite niche. The writing style is delicate and the logic is smooth. It is a treasure novel worth reading.

91 竹 The Bamboo Horse Is Always Afraid That I Will Break into Pieces The Moon Is Sinking795k WordsOngoing 1.5kReads8.6Score118Shelves

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Don't look at his low rating for this book. It is simply a treasure novel. The only bad thing is that "Invincible" is really super good. I actually stayed up all night to read it for him last night. It is really super good. You must read it. He is really a super "super treasure" author.

92 得 Knowing That I Was Disliked by Everyone, I Decided to Show Off Nine Wines380k WordsCompleted 4.5kReads8.2Score395Shelves

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Maybe not every book is good to read, but some are really sad. Sensual treasures should read less [crying]

95 去 Go See the Aurora Shi Zi13k WordsCompleted 145Reads9.8Score—Shelves

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I post this romance casually just to tell everyone not to post double-nans. The poster said not to post double-nans. And if you are interested in this romance novel, you can read it.