Are There Any Books Where the Female Lead Is Alive but Has No Desire to Live? 有没有女主活着但没有活着的欲望的书。

1. 101 他 He Won't Be Tamed 他不驯 Dai in Her Boudoir呆字闺中Modern Romance366k WordsCompleted [Powerful leads + both leads are faithful + pursuing his wife + mutual devotion + redemption] [Powerful man who crashes into her life for love x movie queen who keeps saving herself] One-line summary: A story about two people who don't know how to love, clumsily learning to love each other. Synopsis: Jiang Jin was the world's ultimate calamity. He commanded the worlds of finance and arms dealing, reveling in the thrill of destroying everything. But Shen Yang had transmigrated into a book and 12.6kReads9.3Score1.5k14d adds

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   This one is definitely the one. The female protagonist has little will to live; it's a story of redemption, redeeming every patient suffering from depression.

2. 102 刺 The Assassin Big Sister Is Back, and the Capital Is in for a Shake-Up 刺客姐姐回来了，京城要变天 Lotus Seeds and Longan莲子桂圆Ancient Romance2.1M WordsCompleted [Strong female lead + satisfying revenge + political intrigue + wuxia style + humor + very little romance + memorable male supporting characters] From the moment she was born, Lü Shangen, the second branch’s young lady in the Hanlin Academy residence, was regarded by her grandmother as an ill omen. When she was just over a year old, she was sent far away. The servants responsible for raising her were greedy to the core. They pocketed the money meant for her upkeep, let their own daughter take Lü 7.2kReads8.9Score82614d adds

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   Give this book a try. It's not highly rated, but it's a decent read, a niche assassin story. The female lead is intelligent and skilled in combat. It's a fast-paced, action-packed novel, half court and half martial arts world. There's no time travel, no rebirth, no cheat codes, and no simplistic plot points. The story is tight and doesn't drag. Everyone is intelligent, and it's humorous and engaging. It gets better as you read on; you won't want to skip any chapters and will want to read until the very end.

3. 103 红 Red Mushrooms 红蘑菇 Li Xun荔薰Modern Romance237k WordsCompleted 𓋼𓍊𓋼𖥧𓍊Ⱄ𓅪🍄.*⁀➷♡ I stole a top-tier star's boyfriend-- Sweet Crystal's founder | A languid, aristocratic CEO Depression and revenge | Seducing someone else's partner | The powerful one bows down School bullying | An ordinary girl takes revenge on a top-tier star | Forbidden tension The prettier the mushroom, the more poisonous it is, because it wants to attract you. Shen Tianwu was as beautiful as a red mushroom, with a deadly allure. Lu Ciheng knew her seductive advances had a clear purpose, yet 9.7kReads8.1Score1.1k14d adds

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   The female protagonist becomes depressed after being bullied at school by the heiress of a wealthy family.

4. 104 生 A Song of Life's Sorrows 生命悲歌 Fate Be Like This缘来灬如此Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Human nature + family + first person + male and female audiences] (Adapted into an audio drama with real voice actors; a motion comic is in production and coming soon.) Fate is never set in advance, yet it always pushes people toward unknown wilderness when they least expect it. The Ballad of Life uses simple, heartfelt storytelling to unfold a journey through hardship, perseverance, and struggle, revealing the most moving strength found in an ordinary life. There are no earth-shattering legend 10.9kReads9.2Score90714d adds

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   Despair after despair, hopelessness after hopelessness, it's too tragic! How will it end? I can't imagine it, I can't accept it, yet it feels so real!

5. 105 老 Don't Be Afraid, Honey. I Have a Redemption System to Help Me Win You Back 老婆别怕，我有赎罪系统换我追你 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance203k WordsCompleted “Runaway Heiress x Possessive New Money Peacock” “Mind Reading + Both Reborn + Wife-Chasing System” * In her previous life, Song Yi was an untouchable heiress who treated Jiang Lin like a plaything. She took him by force, abandoned him, then left the country without a second thought. Later, when the Song family went bankrupt, he was the only person who could save her. He trapped her in a five-year marriage, holding her captive. Everyone said Jiang Lin was a distant, untouchable flower: cold, ele 3.1kReads—Score12614d adds

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   They were childhood sweethearts, but the female lead forced him into a relationship and then ran away. They met again when the female lead's family went bankrupt, making them enemies. The male lead forced her into marriage, but the female lead was clear-headed and ruthless; she even dared to jump off a building while pregnant, determined not to let the male lead have his way. The female lead is reborn with mind-reading abilities, while the male lead, equipped with a system, obsessively pursues her.

6. 106 全 The Whole School Spurned Me? I Turned the Tables Against the Crown Prince 全校唾弃？踩着太子爷逆风翻盘 Yao Chenmin姚琛敏Modern Romance164k WordsCompleted [Beautiful but Tragic] + [Carefully Calculated Moves] + [Revenge] + [Only Ever Loved Each Other] + [Plot Twists] Steady, domineering, power-hungry heir to the throne × Cunning, sensitive, frail woman pretending to be an innocent white lotus The white lotus everyone despises quietly writes down several plans for revenge but still needs one final pawn The capital’s most powerful young heir despises his family’s sordid drama. His grandfather gives him a chance to investigate his mother’s death in —Reads—Score—14d adds

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   In this book, the last person in the revenge plan is herself!

7. 107 母 A Mother and Daughter’s Crossing 母女渡 Sunward Branch沉枝向阳Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted She is a daughter of Tibet, stolen away by fate. He is a swindler from another land, cloaked in kindness. One lie, half a lifetime in captivity. Amid yellow earth and snowstorms, she becomes a shore her daughter can call home. From Lhasa to Linxia, from despair to being reborn, they make their way through the darkest night, all to return to that first ray of light. 11Reads—Score—14d adds
8. 108 慢 Drifting Slowly Through Passion and Desolation 慢慢走过热烈与荒芜 Sunward Branch沉枝向阳Modern Romance248k WordsCompleted From high school to the working world, three gentle, untroubled relationships unfold in a journey of growth and healing. She passes through the fervor of first love and the desolation of regret, slowly becoming a clear-eyed, independent person. 2Reads—Score—14d adds
9. 109 病 The Frail Powerhouse Is Determined to Play It Safe 病弱大佬她一心求稳 Dirty Winter Noodles污冬面Modern Romance520k WordsCompleted [Reunion x Both Leads Are Chaste] She was the “traitor” he had spent eight years searching for and eight years hating, and also the protector who had never left his side. Eight years ago, Tang Ling was plunged into despair and broke up with Jiang Huaizhi, determined to end things. She thought it was the only way to protect him. Eight years later, after enduring countless hardships, Tang Ling joined Yantong Tech as an ordinary programmer, appearing before Jiang Huaizhi, now the group’s CEO. She w 168Reads—Score1214d adds

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   Look at this book, investing in it won't hurt.

10. 110 穿 After I Transmigrated, I Gave Up, but My Target Started Pursuing Me Instead 穿越后摆烂我被攻略对象反攻略了 Jiang Li Jiang Li江黎姜离Two Male Leads1.4M WordsOngoing Dual male leads, everyone's favorite, cultivation, System, angst first and sweetness later, reincarnation, amnesia, twists. I transmigrated into a hidden extra, and not just any extra, but a crucial one! The original story never even mentioned me! The calamity that will destroy the world is fast approaching, yet the System's missions are utterly baffling. Am I supposed to form a friendship bond with the child of destiny? Or win over the world-ending villain? And there's more than one child of de 460Reads9.4Score11014d adds

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    The first book is a female-transmigrated male-dominated cultivation novel, initially 1vN, later 1v1, with a angsty beginning and a sweet ending, and many plot twists. The second book is also a female-transmigrated male-dominated cultivation novel, 1v1 with angst, and is a prequel to the first book. Don't worry about the tags; male body, female soul—it's inherently difficult to define the gender. If you insist on being precise, I can't help you; you're right. 🤦🤦🤦🤦

11. 111 十 Ten Lifetimes of Entanglement, All Ending in Tragedy 十世纠缠皆成殇 Jiang Li Jiang Li江黎姜离Two Male Leads300k WordsOngoing Dual male leads, one-on-one romance, a love full of hatred, cultivation, transmigration, reincarnation, and heartbreak. He transmigrates in a dream, taking over someone else's identity. The moment he opens his eyes, he finds the original owner's enemy standing before him. And that enemy is none other than the supreme ruler of the Demon Realm! At first, Jiang Li thinks it's all a dream. Carefree and sharp-tongued, he eventually enrages Shang Ying and gets a thorough beating. Only then does he rea 147Reads8.9Score10114d adds
12. 112 我 I Escaped the Mountains 我逃出了大山 Nine Fields Neurotic Frog九野神经蛙14k WordsCompleted I Escaped the Mountains 9Reads—Score—14d adds
13. 113 锁 Betrayal Beneath the Collarbone 锁骨之下的背叛 Nine Fields Neurotic Frog九野神经蛙Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Betrayal Beneath the Collarbone 67Reads—Score—14d adds
14. 114 女 The Female Side Character Is Too Radiant, and the Villain Can't Stop Kissing Her 女配太明媚，会被黑化大佬亲上瘾 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance383k WordsCompleted I got a low score because someone sabotaged me. Kids, don’t read this. “Bright, charming, and bold villainess × a gloomy, unhinged big shot who pretends to be deaf” The moment Song Chuntian opened her eyes, she found herself in the role of the vicious female supporting character who tormented the future big shot. The original owner of her body had committed countless evil deeds. Now reborn, Fu Shen had fallen completely into darkness. He locked her away in a private sanatorium and tortured her 14.1kReads5.8Score79214d adds

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    A story of a henpecked husband, a transmigrated, delicate, and spoiled girl versus a domineering, aloof, and ruthless male lead. The female lead is constantly running away, but the male lead punishes her when necessary and spoils her endlessly. It's a very good read! ❤️

15. 115 京 The Tide Between Beijing and Hong Kong 京港澜渡 A Book Worth a Fortune一本千万利Modern Romance631k WordsOngoing [The rating just opened, slowly climbing] [Hong Kong old-money style vs. Beijing political circles] [Intrigue and covert battles among the wealthy] [High-IQ business and romance] [Slow burn, not a fast-paced power fantasy; feel free to skip chapters] Four pairs of hunters, four hunts. The rain pours over Hong Kong. Come enjoy a TVB-style romance, business-war, and suspense drama! Sweet nothings go beyond “Stay a little longer” and “I adore you” to include “I’m crazy about you.” Duplicity is the 8.5kReads8.9Score77514d adds

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    It captures the true essence of "old money," with meticulous attention to detail in its portrayal of style and niche interests.

16. 116 玄 The Metaphysics Master Cleans Up the Entertainment Industry, and the Nation Spoils Her 玄学大佬整顿内娱，被国家宠上天 Thick Ink, Bitter Tea浓墨苦茶Modern Romance270k WordsOngoing [Reborn + entertainment industry + strong female lead + special constitution + double identity + hidden big shot + satisfying career story] “In this life, you’re not getting a divorce unless I’m dead!” In her previous life, she made herself small and compromised for love, shouldering her scumbag husband’s million-yuan debt. In the end, she was left with nothing. Reborn, she becomes the most inconspicuous nobody at a music conservatory and awakens heaven-defying abilities: [Word Magic] can alt 40Reads—Score10314d adds
17. 117 想 The Plain Girl Everyone Loves: She Wants to Die 【普女万人迷】想死的她 Preface to Her序以她Modern Romance194k WordsOngoing Synopsis: Xu Wu is an unlucky ordinary person. After transmigrating into a top-tier Mary Sue novel where handsome men and beautiful women are everywhere, all she wants is to lie in the ground and sleep forever. So why does everyone keep stopping her from dying? Theme: Keep living. Tomorrow isn’t so bad, either. /Some say the highest form of love is feeling heartache for someone. [Reading guide: A dozen or so male leads who fall in love at first sight + no female rivalry + plenty of male rivalry 316Reads7.6Score11814d adds

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    Do you have any similar recommendations? This book really suits my taste.

18. 118 我 Caregiving at the Mental Hospital 我在精神病院当陪护 Dian Lan滇岚Modern Romance156k WordsCompleted A troubled heart can be healed with medicine. A troubled mind means something is wrong with your mental health. The moment I walked into a psychiatric hospital with my daughter, my world collapsed! As I stayed by her side through treatment, for a moment I wondered: Why did I have to come into this world? Why was I given a family like this? Why did I have a child like this? When all these questions surfaced, I wanted to cry. I didn't want to live! 183Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Once a person catches a mental cold, they will lose interest in everything in the world.

19. 119 孽 Reborn from a Twisted Branch 孽枝重生 Tangerine Sand桔沙6k WordsCompleted Reborn Wicked Branch 73Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Even after being reborn, she has no desire to live. The female protagonist is ruthless and cruel, killing and torturing others. Growing up in a patriarchal family, she was unloved and neglected. She hated it, she suffered terribly. She and her mother died unnoticed. After her rebirth, she possesses superpowers, allowing her to kill without hesitation, but she must pay a price. She is willing; she kills her stepmother, happily paying the painful price. She hates that her younger brother can have a wedding and be valued. Why is there such a preference for sons over daughters? Why is her brother's daughter valued by their father? Why can't she receive her father's favor, even though she only wants it? She is unwilling to accept this. She wants everyone to die; she wants everyone related to her by blood to die. She wants revenge, she wants to kill them all! Will her ending still be so unbearably bitter?

20. 120 涅 Nirvana: Journey to the Isle in the River 涅槃：走向在河之洲 No Idea What to Call Myself不晓得叫啥名Modern Romance731k WordsCompleted (An interschool secret-crush story. Come see whether it’s to your taste.) Is it a crime to love Shen Tingzhou? Why did this sincere secret crush become a joke? Is it a crime to want to become a better person? Why have all my efforts been in vain? Is it a crime to long for someone’s true affection? Why do those smiles conceal betrayal and scheming, again and again? Yes, she is guilty. From the moment she bubbled in the wrong answer on her test sheet, she was already beyond forgiveness. 14Reads—Score—14d adds

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    The female lead was constantly bullied

21. 121 哪 Forget Who Came First. It Has to Be You! 哪来的先来后到，只有非你不可！ Bai Sanqianqian白三千千Modern Romance385k WordsOngoing [Mutual devotion + redemption + reunion after years apart + a broken relationship put back together] [Male lead: Possessive, obsessive, the sort who breaks into your home Female lead: Clear-headed, aloof beauty who neither fights nor fusses] Four years ago, Meng Qingying: “I’m sorry, I don’t like you!” Ye Mufeng: “That’s okay. I have all the patience in the world.” Four years later, Meng Qingying: “Why is it you again? I told you it could never happen.” Ye Mufeng: “Playing hard to get? I like it 97Reads—Score—14d adds
22. 122 我 My Unrequited Love Doesn't Count 我的暗恋不算话 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted My Unrequited Love Doesn't Count 381Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Living without the will to live, she suffers from unrequited love in school. Should she confess if she likes someone? After much thought, she decides to confess. A love triangle involving one girl and two boys begins to break down in their senior year of high school. She has secretly loved him for a long time; a young girl's unrequited love is hard to fathom, and she can't tell if he loves her or not. She musters her courage to confess, but he treats it like a truth or dare. In their senior year, they dream of applying to the same university, hoping to protect him from being taken away by someone else. She asks her best friend if he has someone he likes, but his friend gives a bitter smile and says, "You'll know when we get to university." Some loves are about to be revealed. She felt his best friend's tenderness and care, and even nestled in his arms, finding it very comfortable. But he seemed jealous of her unrequited love, questioning his best friend about his feelings for her. His best friend denied it. At the end of senior year, she was moving her books home, and both he and his best friend helped. He offered to take their first post-graduation trip together, but because he didn't reciprocate her feelings, she angrily asked his best friend if they wanted to go on the trip too. He became even angrier seeing her and his best friend so close, and he threw a book at her. She closed her eyes, opened them, and saw his best friend had blocked it. She was anxious... She took her best friend to the school doctor, and began to question whether she truly loved someone else. She kissed him, but her heart didn't race; yet, kissing her best friend made her heart flutter. At that moment, she realized who she truly loved, but she couldn't accept the truth. She blocked him and his best friend, refusing to see anyone. But then his best friend contacted her, confessing his feelings. She was at a loss. She thought that going to university would mean she had nothing to do with them anymore, but she overheard their confessions. Everyone envied her. Her heart was in turmoil; the bittersweet feeling of unrequited love was replaced by the agonizing indecision. She chose to ignore it all. That person she loved most... Her mother, filled with resentment, called, saying her grandmother was hospitalized and needed money. Before she could even return home, she missed seeing her grandmother one last time. The White Rabbit milk candy her grandmother had given her was her favorite. Her beloved grandmother was gone. She hated her mother for making her a left-behind child, bullied and alone in the countryside. He was the first to stand up for her when she was being bullied, and the second was his best friend. Some heartbreaks cannot be healed by love; the pain of losing a loved one was unbearable. He and his best friend comforted her. Should she choose one of them and put an end to her unrequited love?

23. 123 警 Officer, Stop Guessing! I’m Really Innocent! 警官别猜了，我真的是无辜的啊 Cloud Bao Tangtang云宝糖糖Mystery212k WordsOngoing Everyone thought Jiang Yi was quiet and ill-tempered, but no one expected her to be decisive and cool-headed. When a case came up, she calmly analyzed the situation and offered to act as bait to help the police catch the killer. When they asked what she used to do, Jiang Yi said, "Maybe I was an assassin." Police officer: "?" The word "maybe" really carries a lot of weight. Later, after the police became her colleagues, her talent for solving cases was impossible to miss. Her coworkers nearly we 1.9kReads—Score23014d adds

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    I looked up in surprise. The female lead was incredibly cool, and her investigations were efficient and decisive. I just thought it was quite good. However, the female lead wasn't entirely innocent; she was a forensic assistant. The second book was also about forensic medicine. There wasn't much romance.

24. 124 真 The Real Heiress Remarries with Her Mother, and Her Beast-Talking Shocks the Entire Army 真千金随母改嫁，通兽语震撼全军 Luan Jing峦镜Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Space, stockpiling, period setting, building wealth, medicine, beloved by the whole family, heroine can speak with animals] Lu Yunsu was mistakenly summoned by an underworld intern and sent into a period novel, where she became a capitalist's daughter who had followed her mother into a new marriage and risen from rags to riches. The moment she opened her eyes, her spineless younger brother-in-law had brought a task force to raid their home. Stay calm, don't panic! This is nothing. Lu Yunsu open 29.1kReads8.1Score3.8k14d adds

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    😘I'm dying of laughter! The villain in this novel is completely outclassed by the female lead! Lu Yunsu: I died, but I'm alive again. She transmigrated into the body of a capitalist's heiress, only to find her home being ransacked the moment she opened her eyes. No big deal, she has a spatial ability! She packed up all the supplies and took nothing. The ingrates were stunned, the Zhou family panicked, but their daughter took them on a life of luxury: catching spies, treating snake venom, understanding animal language—the village's darling. Later, she joined the army, where the cold-faced Officer Chu chased after her every day—the "I was wrong" moment was hilarious!

25. 125 我 I Died and Came Back Again [Infinite Flow] 我又死回来了【无限流】 The Paper Book Never Ends纸书未央Mystery122k WordsCompleted [Infinite-flow] [Max-level powerhouse] [No romance] Ji Shuang had cleared countless infinite games and finally obtained the key to return to the real world. But just after she got back, a sudden earthquake buried her beneath the rubble, turning her into a ghost. The System didn’t recognize her as a newly dead ghost. Instead, a trash-picking System scooped her up and brought her back into the infinite games. In the game instances, Ji Shuang hacked away at monsters with a blank expression, whil 1kReads8.2Score18614d adds

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    There are similar ones; you can mainly tell them by their names.

26. 126 开 From the Start, I Beg for Death, and the Whole Sect Reads Too Much into It 开局求死，宗门全员脑补 A Veteran Bookworm of Ten Thousand Hours1万多个时辰的老书迷Xianxia211k WordsCompleted Lin Fan transmigrated to the cultivation world and was bound to a Merit System from the start. His goal was to become the leader of the greatest immortal sect. But all he wanted was to die! Once dead, his soul could return home and claim the lottery prize of tens of billions waiting for him! From then on, the cultivation world had one more lunatic sect leader. He provoked the Demon Lord: “Old geezer, do you dare kill me?” The Demon Lord ended up kneeling, saying Lin Fan was unfathomable. He barg 8Reads—Score—14d adds
27. 127 别 Don't Bother Me While I'm Dying, I Just Want to Leave in Peace 别打扰快死的我，只想安静的离开 Codename Is a Bit Long代号有点长Urban223k WordsCompleted "Jiang Yuan, think it over carefully. Even if chemotherapy can't cure you, it could extend your life by three years!" "Doctor, how long do I have if I don't undergo chemotherapy?" "Three to six months." "Thank you, Doctor. Please prescribe some painkillers for me. I won't have chemotherapy." "Why? You're still young, and medical science is advancing quickly. There may be a breakthrough in three years!" Jiang Yuan shook his head, calm and composed. "I'm afraid that if I go see Grandpa in three ye 170Reads—Score—14d adds
28. 128 我 I Cough Up Blood, and My Powerful Family Begs Me Not to Die 我一咳血，全家大佬求我别死 Chen Zili陈子离Historical444k WordsCompleted [Transmigration] + [System] + [Ancient Times] + [Political Intrigue] + [No Heroine] I transmigrated into the second legitimate son of the Minister of Rites’ household. I planned to be a happy wastrel, living carefree and lying flat with a powerful father, a capable older brother, and a crown princess for a sister. Who knew the family would suddenly face utter ruin, with the whole clan about to be executed! As an aristocratic clan with generations of distinction came crashing down, its immense we 2.5kReads8.6Score42314d adds
29. 129 临 Before I Died, I Had the System Bring Back Everyone's White Moonlight 临死前，我让系统带回了所有人的白月光 Quiet Joy清欢11k WordsCompleted The day I was brought home as the real heiress, the fake heiress jumped into the river and became the moonlight in everyone's heart. I began studying the subject she loved, married the man she loved, and took her place as the well-behaved daughter in our parents' hearts. After three years of playing her stand-in, I was finally exhausted. So when the System once again offered me a hint in exchange for watching an ad, I refused. My mission failed, and my life entered its final countdown. To make i 61Reads—Score—14d adds
30. 130 为 To Save the World, I'll Die First 为了救世我先死一死 Flying Cub飞崽吖Modern Romance175k WordsCompleted The world forgot the grace of the grass spirits. With the oceans polluted and the world on the brink of extinction, a young woman awakens the spiritual roots of plants and trees, reviving a thousand-year-old healing tradition. In the end, her grass-spirit companions concoct a medicine to cleanse the entire world, and the young woman uses herself as its catalyst, scattering it across the globe to heal everyone. 1Reads—Score—14d adds
31. 131 开 Stabbed Three Times from the Start, I Really Want to Die 开局被捅三刀，我是真的求死 Xiao Shizi小十子Eastern Fantasy441k WordsCompleted [System, fantasy, invincible, scheming] Bai Qian gets a System from the start that makes him invincible after death. What will he choose to do? Ji Chen: “A bronze mirror shows a man's appearance, while Bai, my esteemed subject, shows the way a nation rises and falls. With your unyielding integrity and frank remonstrations, you are the most loyal and upright official in all of Great Jin.” A certain immortal sect leader: “Young friend Bai, speak your mind without fear of death. You have returned t 18Reads6.1Score—14d adds
32. 132 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Determined to Die 快穿：宿主她一心求死 Nine Thousand Years九千岁Ancient Romance2.1M WordsCompleted Troubled girl Ruan Xiaoli committed suicide, then inexplicably got bound to something that called itself a System. It said, “What’s the fun in dying? I’ll take you to three thousand worlds to be the villain, destroy heaven and earth, and unleash chaos and bloodshed.” Ruan Xiaoli thought that sounded pretty interesting, so she agreed. But... hey, hey, hey! System, wasn’t the deal that I’d just play the villain? I’d destroy heaven and earth, then once I got bored, the world’s male lead would kill 13.3kReads9.5Score1.4k14d adds
33. 133 这 This Time I Desperately Want to Die, but My Family Has Started Caring About Me 这次我一心求死，全家却开始在意我了 Gu Maoqing Loves Chocolate骨毛清爱吃巧克力9k WordsCompleted This time, I wanted nothing more than to die, but my whole family started caring about me. 5Reads—Score—14d adds
34. 134 系 The System Said I Could Go Home If I Died, but After Three Attempts to Die, I Realized They Were All Lying to Me 系统说身死可回家，可三次求死后，我发现他们都在骗我 Have You Counted the Tomatoes?番茄数了没Ancient Romance20k WordsCompleted The System said I could go home if I died, but after trying to die three times, I realized they were all lying to me. 49Reads—Score—14d adds
35. 135 拥 I Have an Immortal Body, Yet I Seek Death with All My Heart 拥有不死之身的我，却一心求死 Shan Tong山同Urban109k WordsCompleted Zhao Ming, a poor young man, turns out to be the long-lost son of a billionaire. He makes a dazzling comeback, rises to become the heir to a wealthy family, and prepares to marry Yandu's most beautiful woman. But then a mysterious man in black takes him away. When he wakes up, he finds himself in a bizarre world with an immortal body. Determined to return to his original world, Zhao Ming begins trying to get himself killed, only to stumble upon the secrets of this world. He turns the bizarre wor 18Reads—Score—14d adds
36. 136 全 The Entire Sect Thinks I’m Dead 全宗门都以为我死了 Fishing at Night渔夜12k WordsCompleted The whole sect thinks I'm dead. —Reads—Score—14d adds
37. 137 挡 Whoever Stands in My Way Home Dies 挡我回家者死 Double-Eared Peach双耳桃Ancient Romance329k WordsCompleted Bai Li accidentally transmigrates into a book and gets struck by two bolts of heavenly lightning right from the start. As all her lovely fantasies shatter, she passes out, crying, "I want to go home!!!" When she wakes up, she meets a System that looks like a golden finger but turns out to be nothing more than a lucky charm. "Hi~ I'm System 0233." Bai Li: "I want to go home." System 0233: "The data is lost, so I can't send you home directly." "..." She picks up on one key word. Bai Li: "'Directly 8Reads—Score—14d adds
38. 138 遇 I Found My Dream Guy, but He's Not Straight 遇到了天菜，但他不是直男 Sugar-Free Glass无糖玻璃Modern Romance142k WordsOngoing [Slow-burn bittersweet romance / mutual devotion / both leads are emotionally guarded] [A seemingly fragile, depressed woman meets a genuinely devoted but prideful man; later, he becomes an older lover who guides her] A few things to know: 1) This is a very, very slow burn. The early chapters are a little bittersweet and full of tension, because falling in love isn't easy. 2) Both leads have their issues. The heroine's emotional walls take even longer to come down, but this is definitely not a p 1Reads—Score—14d adds

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    In this book, the female protagonist suffers from depression and anxiety. Her depression stems from feeling abandoned by her entire family; her father lied to her, her mother cheated on her, and her father also started his own family. Living alone, she enjoys company, prefers living in an older neighborhood, and always turns on the TV when she gets home. However, she doesn't eat properly and doesn't take care of herself, seemingly content with just existing. The male protagonist is her unconscious savior; he enjoys feeding her, cooking for her, and walking the dog with her, making her feel warm and loved. Their interactions are very sweet, but the female protagonist's attraction to him is primarily based on his looks.

39. 139 阁 The Mad Mother in the Attic 阁楼上的疯妈妈 Lan Jinglin蓝精林Modern Romance207k WordsOngoing “Ah!” “Ah!” The first cry was filled with despair... It was Mu Li. The second was filled with pain... It was Xiao Chen. The madwoman in the attic. Mu Li, the woman whose embrace and kisses he longed for so desperately, his mother... They would never have believed that the aloof, distant, yet medically gifted First Lady of five years ago could become so vacant and foolish. She was ill, and had been for years... 1Reads—Score—14d adds

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    When they were reunited after a long separation, she had gone mad.

40. 140 心 May Your Heart's Desires Bring You Peace, Day and Night 心有所妄，朝暮皆安 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted With a Heart Full of Longing, Peace in Every Dawn and Dusk 324Reads—Score—14d adds
41. 141 叶 Where Falling Leaves Return 叶落归芷 Quan Xin荃昕12k WordsCompleted When the Leaves Fall, They Return to Zhi 149Reads—Score—14d adds
42. 142 尘 Fragrance of Dust, Like the Days of Old 尘香如顾 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Scent of Dust, Like You 472Reads—Score—14d adds
43. 143 大 The Imperial Consort of the Great Sheng Dynasty 大盛皇妃 Shu Yiyu书亦娱Ancient Romance1.4M WordsCompleted Ensemble cast + revenge + black lotus + multiple couples + intense push and pull + a sense of fate + not mutually chaste + high-IQ palace intrigue escalating into political schemes + tragic romance + fictional history + a battlefield of love rivals The main battleground is the imperial court: beneath its glittering, splendid facade lie witty, amusing daily life and a brutal, blood-soaked core. The palace secrets are depicted in detail. Some content may be disturbing. This is a bad ending. If you 835Reads—Score10214d adds

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    The female protagonist attempts suicide after entering the palace. It's a traditional palace intrigue story with elements of brain-teasing angst. She cleverly uses schemes to achieve multiple goals with a single act of revenge. It's an ensemble piece with both joy and sorrow. Have you ever seen a palace intrigue story where both men and women are involved in the struggle? This story depicts the tragedy of ancient feudalism, showcasing the brutality of court struggles and the complexities of human nature. Each character is well-developed, with their own goals and principles. It's not a story of two virgins; the female protagonist experiences a tumultuous love triangle with the male lead and the second male lead.

44. 144 魂 Reincarnated as He Daqing, I Marry Huairu and Change My Foolish Son's Fate 魂穿何大清娶淮茹为傻儿子改命 User88002538用户88002538Urban1.2M WordsCompleted “Seven-character Regulated Verse: Reflections on Transmigrating into He Daqing” Within the courtyard, schemes bring both warmth and woe; Reborn, one hand can turn grief to joy. With clever plans, grain and meat nourish a thousand heirs; Careful mending brings two phoenixes together beneath love’s sky. Hidden talents flourish amid the bustle of the streets; A home rich in virtue opens a new path. Looking back at the lights and kitchen smoke, The He family’s branches thrive, leaning on the railing 3.2kReads6.6Score10814d adds

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45. 145 一 Xu Damao, the First-Blood Champion 一血达人许大茂 User88002538用户88002538Male-Channel Fanfiction823k WordsCompleted Crossing Between Worlds: Xu Damao's Modern Comeback Xu Damao, a top literature student, couldn't find a job after graduation and became obsessed with the TV drama Love in the Courtyard. He especially envied the womanizing, cunning “Xu Damao,” jokingly calling him a master of getting women into bed. Then one day, he transmigrated and became the very Xu Damao he “admired,” just as he was about to marry the wealthy Lou Xiao'e! Faced with a courtyard full of beastly neighbors, including the calc 2.3kReads5.7Score13314d adds
46. 146 我 I’m Really Not a Scumbag Pillar 我真不是渣柱 User88002538用户88002538Male-Channel Fanfiction1.5M WordsCompleted Zhang Baoshi, a young man from the modern world, unexpectedly finds his soul transported into the body of Silly Zhu, a sixteen-year-old character from Love in the Courtyard. Having read plenty of fanfiction, he immediately swoops in on Qin Huairu and activates a pocket-dimension System, hoping to live a quiet life. But fate has other plans: Qin Huairu ends up marrying Jia Dongxu, leaving him utterly disheartened. Remembering how the Jia family drained him dry in the original story, until he froz 25Reads6.1Score514d adds
47. 147 写 A Writer's Soul Reincarnates as Silly Zhu, Living However He Pleases 写手魂穿傻柱之随心所欲 User88002538用户88002538Male-Channel Fanfiction1.2M WordsCompleted He Yuzhu woke up in the body of Silly Zhu from the Siheyuan, determined not to repeat his past mistakes. But when Qin Huairu came over looking pitiful to borrow some food, he lost his head for a moment and pulled her inside. As he was feeling refreshed and getting his memories straight, he suddenly realized it was 1958. Jia Dongxu was still alive, and Qin Huairu wasn’t a widow yet! Just then, Jia Dongxu’s anxious shouts came from outside the door: “Huairu! Huairu, where are you?” 31Reads6.1Score—14d adds
48. 148 穿 Transmigrated to the Siheyuan, Where I Married Huaihua 穿越四合院之我娶了槐花 User88002538用户88002538Urban1.1M WordsOngoing Modern young man Tian Xuyang is betrayed by his girlfriend and humiliated by his rival, but in his darkest hour he fights back and makes his enemies pay dearly. Just as he is sinking into a luxurious life supported by a rich woman, he suddenly discovers that his "sugar mommy" is actually Yu Li, the restaurant owner from Love in the Courtyard. He has accidentally transmigrated into a book and landed in a Beijing courtyard in the early 1980s! Among the gray tiles and brick walls, the sounds of Sil 3.7kReads—Score12914d adds
49. 149 魂 Reborn as Qin Huairu: A Woman Must Stand on Her Own 魂穿秦淮茹之女人当自强 Having Seen It All, Enjoying the Cool阅尽清凉Modern Romance423k WordsCompleted After waking up, Qin Ru, a business queen worth billions, found herself turned into Qin Huairu, the timid, tragic heroine of Love in the Courtyard! Fresh from tearing into a cheating jerk and his mistress, she faced the whole courtyard full of shameless parasites and sneered, “Let's see how you like playing with me.” In the technical workshop, she modernized the production process and quickly rose to become a senior-grade worker. In management, she led sweeping reforms with an iron fist, stampin 720Reads—Score—14d adds
50. 150 魂 Reborn as He Yushui: Little Cop, Hurry Up and Wash My Feet 魂穿何雨水小警察快来给本宫洗脚 Having Seen It All, Enjoying the Cool阅尽清凉Modern Romance606k WordsCompleted He Xiaoyu, a mechanical engineer, suddenly died after working late night after night to finish technical drawings. When she opened her eyes again, she had become an eight-year-old girl named He Yushui, a pitiful little character with barely any presence, swept along by fate in the story of Love in the Courtyard, which she'd stayed up late reading. Looking at the small, thin figure in the mirror, He Xiaoyu took a deep breath. Since heaven had given her another chance at life, she would never let 12Reads5.8Score—14d adds

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