Are There Any Books Where the Female Lead Is Alive but Has No Desire to Live?

1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years Er QiaoModern Romance324k WordsCompleted 83.1kReads9.4Score7.2kShelves

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①In the first book, the heroine lives only to atone for her sins, and finally chooses to jump off the roof of the hospital. ②The mathematical genius founded a business empire, and when the heroine wanted to commit suicide, he was prepared to die for his love, and prayed that the heroine could live for him. ③In the third book, the heroine Xiao Yue suffers from depression and often self-mutilates, but she meets her own salvation and leads her out of the abyss.

4 厌 Will the World-Weary Rural Girl Also Be Forced to Love by the Young Master? Day DreamModern Romance418k WordsOngoing 109.2kReads9.0Score18.6kShelves

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Rural Girl and Dragon Man | World-weary and intelligent wooden woman × arrogant and nasty peacock man | Micro-forced love | Double cleanliness | Really fragrant pursuit of wife · Yeman rescued a young man in the mountains who came from the city to film a variety show to experience rural life. Yi Yan thought she was vulgar, ugly, and stupid, but he avoided the camera, pressed her against the door panel at the back of the house, and kissed her lips hard. A year later, she went to college in the city. At the opening ceremony, Yeman saw Yi Yan standing on the podium, looking at her with a half-smile. Yi Yan used some tricks to easily let Yeman stay with him. Yeman is world-weary, withdrawn, and always wants to die, but Yi Yan always misunderstands her as some tough little white flower from the countryside. The first time she laughed was in bed, and the young master was so angry at her cold reaction that he went berserk. Yi Yan pinched her chin, with a dangerous light in his eyes: "Don't talk anymore?" Yeman looked at him as if he wanted to kill someone, met his gaze and asked expectantly: "Are you going to kill me?" Yi Yan was so angry that he gritted his teeth and leaned into her ear: "Okay, if I kill you here, does it count?"

5 放 Love Wildly Tong, Just One TongModern Romance500k WordsCompleted 15.7kReads8.8Score1.2kShelves

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1⃣️ The heroine suffered from severe depression. One time, the hero's mother came to her door and said harsh words, which made her suffer from depression. She felt that there was no point in living anymore, so she committed suicide by slitting her wrists in the bathroom. 2⃣️ After hearing that her father was the indirect murderer who killed her beloved aunt, and the male protagonist said that he only played with her in order to get revenge on her father, in order to atone for her sins, she knew that the catkins would be fatal to her, but she still did not hesitate to fly towards the place where the catkins were flying, and fell down in front of the male protagonist and her father!

8 穿 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Daughter, She Won't Be Able to Live Any Longer! Sitting up in Shock While Dying of IllnessModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 10.7kReads8.9Score865Shelves

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The heroine is alive, but has no desire to live. The heroine is about to die at the beginning. She committed suicide in her last life, and she is terminally ill in this life🌱 She does not want to spend a second of the half year. [Host, do you have any requirements? I will try my best to be satisfied. ] [I want to die, can you change me? ] System 1111: [...] I want to be quiet.

9 入 Into My Lovesickness Pan, the God of Shepherd in Tianjun MansionAncient Romance132k WordsOngoing 79Reads—Score—Shelves

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As the old saying goes, the heroine is bland, has low energy, and has no desire to live, but she is quite difficult to kill.

10 丧 The Bereaved and Viciously Beautiful Female Partner Is in a Bad Position Rotten FishModern Romance339k WordsCompleted 11.3kReads9.3Score1kShelves

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The heroine has been sick, very serious, and it is very painful for the heroine. In fact, the heroine really wants to be free, and she really tries! ! ! Fortunately, the hero and the others found out in time, and the hero never gave up... I really cried [crying] several times during that part. The following is a partial introduction. Yun Nuan's body started to hurt again, and she gave up her life after suffering from the pain. Always aloof and alienated from others, he hugged her tightly with red eyes, and begged her in a low and hoarse voice, "Nuan Nuan, please be more attached to this world, love me more, please don't give up."

11 读 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite Hui LiModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 11.4kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves

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Let me read this book! Very nice, wow, but it's a new article now. The heroine has a bipolar antisocial personality. She wants to die every day. She rushes into a group of cars and is rescued. In the fifth chapter, she goes to the emergency room because of stomach bleeding.

12 N No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! Chen WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads9.1Score418Shelves

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The heroine of this book is reborn, depressed, has no desire to live, and finally dies. The friendship between the heroine and her friends is also very touching

13 炮 The Cannon Fodder Salted Fish Female Partner Became a Buddhist After Her Mind Was Read Rotten FishModern Romance185k WordsCompleted 3.6kReads9.3Score365Shelves

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This is true that the heroine has no desire to live anymore [crying] [crying]

14 误 She Accidentally Walked into the Tianjia Boss and Reported to Mrs. Li That She Wanted to Escape from the Marriage. Tangerine Sand13k WordsCompleted 57Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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She was alive but had no desire to live. She was hard and tired in the early days. She was so tired from working hard at her mother's sales job. She also had to apologize for making excuses to prevent male customers from being mean-spirited. After finishing her work, she had to accompany her mother and take care of her and sleep on the ground every day. She had had enough of this kind of life. She committed suicide, but was saved by him who fell in love with her at first sight. He wanted to save her but was opposed by her stepmother. She lost her memory. She married him after losing her memory. He was afraid that she would regret it, but he married him selfishly. After regaining her memory, she wanted to escape from the wedding at the wedding. Can he let her escape from him?

15 厌 After the World-Weary Daughter's Mind Was Read, Her Brothers Went Crazy Mo Han JinglanModern Romance2.8M WordsOngoing 2.6kReads5.8Score276Shelves

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The first book is true, very sad, it makes me feel that everyone is better off dead than alive. It really frees me. I have always felt that there is hope for people living, but she is no different from the living dead. For the first time, I hope she can be freed and die soon.

16 每 Every Day People Worry That I Will Commit Suicide Alice's Forest HouseModern Romance334k WordsCompleted 5.7kReads9.0Score403Shelves

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The heroine committed suicide in her previous life, and her family was reborn. They were afraid that the heroine would commit suicide again. She was excellent, polite and gentle to others. Everyone liked her very much, but they didn't expect that she would commit suicide. She really... I cried to death

17 当 When Patients with Depression Encounter Love Brain Spring Mountain EmptyModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves

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The female protagonist suffers from depression and she seems to be very good. After her grandmother passed away, she lost the desire to live. She met the male protagonist in college 💘. Chapter 72: The heroine is suffering from depression and wants to die. The hero is super distressed. He stays with her all the time and has good friends by his side. It's really sweet and cruel. The heroine is covered with injuries. The hero is super distressed and makes her cry. 2️⃣The heroine jumps into the sea and commits suicide in real life, and passes through the dying person [Host, do you have any request? I will try my best to be satisfied. I want to die, can you change me? ] System 1111: [...] I want to be quiet.

18 我 After I Chose to Leave, Everyone Started to Love Me Cheese MuffinModern Romance10k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads9.8Score—Shelves

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The heroine already knew that she was leaving, and she was disheartened and felt that other people were not worthy of her love.

21 快 The Quick Travel Host Has a Low Desire to Survive and Always Wants to Be a Villain Swimming Brocade Like HeartAncient Romance183k WordsOngoing 50Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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[Quick travel + dual strength + crazy criticism + the heroine is addicted to the hero + unlimited streaming + games + apocalyptic management + god-level status] Lin Zhijing is a perfumer. Love purple becomes a fetish, world-weary addiction. The biggest goal in this life is to create the most amazing incense in the world, and then - stop living. Until the system appears. System painting: Complete the task and you will be rewarded with all kinds of rewards. After hearing this, Lin Zhijing smiled and stabbed herself in front of the system. Brother Ba screamed until his voice broke on the spot. [Warning: The host's desire to survive is too low and cannot be bound. ] [Current desire to survive: 10%. When the system promised to help her restore her divine power. Lin Zhijing reluctantly nodded. The quick journey begins. Wearing in various worlds, specializing in grabbing villain scripts. The prepared incense has become a nightmare for many people! The system crashed: "Please! I can't kill!" Lin Zhijing wiped her sword: "I am both the heroine, let's see who has the greater aura of the protagonist." [Desire to survive: 8%] Naobao: The host he loves has to kneel down to take care of her. Work on it all the way. Until you enter a certain world and the rules change. [Warning: Unlimited streaming mode is on. The copy's mortality rate is 99%, and death is a real death. It is no longer a play-house task, it is really a matter of death. Lin Zhijing raised her eyebrows. Finally something interesting. There is a person who has been following her with royal purple eyes and fragrant iris body fragrance. She likes them all. Xiao Ziheng chuckled: "We are a match made in heaven." Lin Zhijing smiled calmly, raised her hand to pull out her love string, and raised the corners of her mouth little by little, revealing a crazy arc. "Try?" She said, "see if you can make me really fall in love with you."

22 奇 Weird Haha Poor Little Leftist240k WordsOngoing 690Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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It's quite interesting and pretty.

23 非 Not Relatives, Not Friends, Not Strangers Mori No YuModern Romance211k WordsCompleted 7.9kReads8.8Score350Shelves

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He Qian kept saying that she owed three lives, forced her father to death, and tortured her for 13 years! Later, pregnancy became the last straw. She couldn't bear it anymore and took poison: "He Qian, I gave you three lives back..." [Crying] [crying] On the day when the heroine decided to die, it was the hero who came back to her with the truth, but she could never hear it again... [Sad] [sad]

24 无 Infinite Heart-Burning Madness Tangerine Sand7k WordsCompleted 13Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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The heroine is alive but has no desire to live. In the early stage, the heroine was required by the system to use her super power to resurrect her kindness and avenge her other relatives regardless of past grudges. There was no reward. If she failed to resurrect her mother, she would rather die.

25 万 After the Family Scapegoat Gave Up, Her Brothers Wept and Begged for Forgiveness A Scoundrel Who Just Eats and DrinksModern Romance567k WordsCompleted 11.6kReads9.2Score1.1kShelves

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The heroine has no desire to live, and she is seriously world-weary🍑🍑Her world is dark, she cannot calm down, and her depression kidnaps her, making her life worse than death. 🍇 The strong physical reaction made it impossible for her to control her words and actions like a normal person. She could only cry, and she could only cry, and could do nothing. Her hand shook slightly, and it was pressed against Liang Ji's back, and Liang Ji could easily feel it. Liang Ji realized something and slowly let go of Xu Li, trying to grab her hand. Xu Li wanted to resist, but she was too weak to resist. She only looked at Liang Ji with her empty eyes, looking sadly and hopelessly. 🌶️

26 虐 He Cries and Pampers the Baby, Master Li Is Extremely Paranoid. A ZhiyaoModern Romance723k WordsCompleted 9kReads8.9Score565Shelves

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The heroine is well-behaved, sensible and a pitiful little crybaby. The story is sweet and abusive, and she even loses her desire to live later on. The male protagonist feels distressed while being tortured. Although it is not to the point of chasing his wife to the crematorium, it is almost there, hahahahahahahaha, hehe.

27 豪 The Favorite of a Wealthy Family, the Little Zombie Wants to Commit Suicide Every Day Fox WhiteModern Romance342k WordsOngoing 2.3kReads8.8Score162Shelves

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This is very consistent with [Note] [Love] The girl has no desire to live. After she was reborn, the fake daughter became the group favorite and she was about to be kicked out, so she waited for death every day. [Thinking] But the system allowed everyone to hear her voice, so she was coaxed to live a good life every day, and the group favorite became herself? ? [Understood]

29 恶 Is the Villainess Still Causing Trouble Today? Qi GuangModern Romance349k WordsCompleted 6.4kReads9.2Score483Shelves

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The third book is so easy to cry that I recommended it to my roommate, and she cried after reading it. These three books are all very easy to cry, and the feeling of being absorbed in the soul. The details are superb. I highly recommend this book! ! ! !

30 红 Red Mushroom Li XunModern Romance183k WordsOngoing 3.5kReads—Score397Shelves

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The heroine becomes depressed after being bullied on campus by the wealthy daughter of a chaebol.

32 回 Making Dirty Money Through Recycling? No Pawns Will Be Collected Today, Only Your Tears Will Be Collected Tangerine Sand8k WordsCompleted 112Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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She was alive but had no desire to live. In the eyes of profiteers, her foreclosure of the RV, gold bracelet, and mobile phone totaled 860,000 yuan. In the end, she even lost her mother and died. The profiteers were all because of her kindness.

33 京 After a Flash Marriage, a Big Shot in the Beijing Circle Was Completely Ruined Qi ChengModern Romance368k WordsCompleted 3.5kReads9.2Score322Shelves

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The heroine is a world-weary novelist who has no desire to live anymore. Later, the male protagonist influenced her with love!

34 离 Divorced CEO, Deeply in Love with No Regrets XiaociModern Romance1.4M WordsCompleted 934Reads7.5Score—Shelves

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1: He Qian kept saying that she owed three lives, forced her father to death, and tortured her for 13 years! Later, pregnancy became the last straw. She couldn't stand it anymore and took poison: "He Qian, I gave you three lives back..." [Crying] [Crying] On the day when the heroine decided to die, it was the hero who came back to her with the truth, but she could never hear it again... [Sad] [Sad]

35 听 Hear the Color of Your Heart A Piece of Sticky Rice CakeModern Romance320k WordsCompleted 55.8kReads9.4Score10kShelves

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The first book is because of blindness, and the heroine is delicate and weak in Jiangnan style. The second book has a heroine who has little desire to live because of physical pain. They are all highly rated. Just read them. One of them is silent [shy]

36 饲 Breeding Dog Spring Mountain EmptyModern Romance500k WordsCompleted 4.4kReads8.9Score521Shelves

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🌸The heroine's adoptive father wanted to invade her, but she put her in jail. Her younger brother, like her adoptive father, was not understood by her biological mother, which caused the heroine to suffer from depression. When she went to college, the heroine got rid of the suffocating family and met The heroine fell in love with her very much. In the middle, the heroine's adoptive father was released from prison and found the heroine again. The heroine couldn't bear it and jumped from the fifth floor. The hero was panicked to death. The ending was hey. The heroine didn't die. I felt very sorry for the heroine. It was very interesting to watch this.

37 只 Only This Sentencecampus Su MucheModern Romance307k WordsCompleted 3kReads8.7Score600Shelves

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The female protagonist in this book is really pitiful, she is just holding on to herself, and the male protagonist is a great guiding lover! [Code hold]

38 她 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It You QianModern Romance209k WordsCompleted 4.5kReads9.1Score607Shelves

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Of the three real books, I really burst into tears, especially the third one. In the first book, the heroine is a sunshine type of depression. Although the heroine is reborn, her depression has not improved. People around her don't know that the heroine has depression. When the heroine is sick and the hero discovers it, I really wet the pillow with tears [almost crying]. The second book tells the story of the heroine's active and strong fight against depression. It is very touching and very erotic and makes me cry [almost crying] The third book, I think, is the ceiling of sadistic writing. This is the only one. I hope the heroine dies at the beginning, because living is too painful for the heroine. Because of the guilt for her sister Guan Min, she lives her life as Guan Min, because of her sister's instructions, She asked the male protagonist to marry her, but the male protagonist who did not love her tortured her severely. In the end, the female protagonist suffered from hallucinations and schizophrenia. In the end, she finally became herself, wore her favorite clothes, jumped from a tall building, and she was finally free...

39 魂 Can You Get Salvation After Soul Piercing? Suoda's WifeModern Romance274k WordsCompleted 3.6kReads9.1Score269Shelves

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So beautiful🤩, I'll make you cry

40 我 My Host Doesn't Want to Live Anymore Autumn OakModern Romance576k WordsCompleted 985Reads6.6Score101Shelves

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[The introduction is for reference only, if the content is inconsistent, it means I haven't written it to that point yet] I have never seen a host with such a weak will to survive, but I don't want to. I just want my host to live longer than the bastard. Xu Ke, the fake daughter of the Xu family, okay, the popular article about the real and fake daughter, she was indifferent, so be it.

43 全 The Whole Family Is the Protagonist, but I Am the Real Cannon Fodder! HeartbrokenpuppyModern Romance1.9M WordsOngoing 2.2kReads7.3Score195Shelves

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In the first book, the heroine suffered cold violence from her family, and in the end she had no hope of survival. The heroine in the second book is very world-weary

45 恶 Maliciously Lured Song on the EavesModern Romance307k WordsCompleted 10.9kReads9.1Score1.3kShelves

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The heroine has hereditary depression and committed suicide many times. During the relationship, the heroine's mother committed suicide due to depression. The heroine felt that it was unfair to the hero that she had depression, so she broke up and went abroad. The hero investigated on his own and learned about the heroine's situation, but he did not dare to provoke her. In the past few years when the heroine went abroad, he focused all his work abroad. After the heroine returned to China, the hero pursued the heroine "with shameless face"

46 她 After She Died, Lord Bo Knelt Before Her Tombstone and Cried Like a Dog Lu JinyeModern Romance1.8M WordsCompleted 36.4kReads9.3Score3.7kShelves

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The first book is like this. The male and female protagonists have misunderstandings and are in love with each other. However, they are in love with each other. The female protagonist is raising their cub, Xiao Hongdou, and the male protagonist is raising their kitten. The female protagonist is finding out that it's really good to cry.

47 捡 If You Pick up the White Villain, I Will Rebel and Support You. Qian ZhixingAncient Romance393k WordsCompleted 2.1kReads8.3Score296Shelves

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In the first book, the female protagonist is tired of the world and wants to die, but she has an immortal body and cannot commit suicide. The male protagonist can kill the female protagonist. In the second book, the female protagonist is reborn countless times. She is tired of it and wants to die. However, this rebirth allows others to hear the female protagonist's voice, and the female protagonist's family slowly changes their fate.

49 妈 After My Mother Died, I Was Haunted by My Sick Male Mother Star CrocodileModern Romance730k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads9.0Score849Shelves

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①The female protagonist was originally a skiing genius, but she was set up by someone to have a physical problem, and then she no longer had the desire to save life. Later, the male protagonist used his perverted character to enlighten the female protagonist bit by bit.

50 人 Human Daylight Qiqi49Modern Romance320k WordsCompleted 4.9kReads9.4Score811Shelves

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The first one I highly recommend is that the heroine is tired of the world and contemplates suicide, but almost succeeds.