Are There Any Books Where the Female Lead Is Alive but Has No Desire to Live?

151 白 The White Moonlight's Guide to Fighting Back SanyingliModern Romance489k WordsCompleted 38.7kReads8.9Score6.2kShelves

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The heroine gives people the feeling that she is alive and slightly dead

153 如 If the Sun Embraces Me Give PriorityModern Romance706k WordsCompleted 153Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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I just finished watching it recently. They are all very interesting. The female protagonists all have different levels of mental illness, which makes people feel distressed. Fortunately, there are male protagonists who redeem them. My feeling after reading this is: I hope everyone can be treated gently by the world.

154 惊 Thriller: The Little Ancestor’s Grudge Runs Deep, and a Hundred Ghosts Dote on Her Rein In at the Cliff’s EdgeMystery1.1M WordsCompleted 14.3kReads9.4Score2.3kShelves

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The female protagonist in this book is quite miserable. She wants "the one". After entering the weird world, the weird people are afraid that she will turn into a ghost after death and they will pamper her.

158 白 Day Moon Thirteen SandalwoodModern Romance300k WordsCompleted 23.3kReads9.2Score3.8kShelves

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The male protagonist and the female protagonist are married, super good-looking

161 景 Jingnian Yun HuohuoModern Romance30k WordsCompleted 510Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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I just finished a short story, the kind that I can read within an hour. It's tens of thousands of words long, so don't worry about the rating. It's really sad. The male protagonist tortured the female protagonist for four years. The female protagonist drank medicine and jumped off a building to commit suicide. The male protagonist threw away the female protagonist's ashes. The affection is worse than grass. The male protagonist regrets and repented. Unfortunately, the female protagonist cannot come back. In the end, she tortured herself and died. The two male and female protagonists died. The third male and female protagonists all died. Everyone was sad. The original intention of the second part was difficult. Both the male and female protagonists died. In the third book, both the male and female protagonists died:

162 温 Temperature Raised Rose The Arrogant Sweet Romance KillerModern Romance145k WordsCompleted 443Reads5.8Score100Shelves

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🥀The first book: A genius girl with bipolar disorder ☣︎The affectionate and affectionate boss. The female protagonist has mental illness, and the male protagonist leads her step by step into the sunshine. She is affectionate, gentle and patient, and it's hard not to fall in love❗❗ 🥀The second book: The protagonist travels to a strange world, and in order to go home, even if he is wronged, he never explains it, and endures it silently [almost crying] Home is always the warmest harbor [crying] 🥀The third book: The heroine's growth experience is hard to describe. She is sensitive and has low self-esteem. The hero originally wanted to follow her into the abyss, but the heroine is willing to go to the light for the hero and treat the world tenderly [Sending Hearts]

164 患 I Passed Away After I Was Reborn from Cancer. Why Are You Crying? OrangeModern Romance550k WordsCompleted 761Reads5.6Score102Shelves

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Look, the heroine is so heartbreaking

165 重 The Reborn Buddhist Princess Just Wants to Be a Taoist Nun Four Green HoneysuckleAncient Romance511k WordsCompleted 544Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The heroine knew that she was poisoned by a strange poison and had no sense of survival. In the end, she just gave up. She thought that one more day would be enough to survive, and she would just make money. However, the more indifferent the heroine was, the longer she would live. In the end, the heroine could only point to the sky and curse God for his inhumanity!

166 隐 Hidden Pleasure A GingerModern Romance369k WordsCompleted 27.3kReads9.0Score2.4kShelves

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Jiang Xian tilted her head, and when she raised her eyes, she met Lin Yuanzhou's dark gaze. Jiang Xian's appearance was reflected in his pupils. Jiang Xian's heart trembled, and after a long time, she said softly: "Add one year, I want to live to be thirty-one." At this moment, the snow was white, the wind stopped, and the frost and snow were all still. Lin Yuanzhou lowered his head and kissed her, his love and paranoia condensed in one short word: "Okay." Today next year, Lin Yuanzhou hopes to hear Jiang Xian say to him - One more year, I want to live to thirty-two. Year after year, until the day they grow old.

167 言 The Romance Heroine Turned Black After Becoming a Tool for Selling Sex. Xiao Yi Xiao Garlic!Modern Romance1.3M WordsCompleted 30.5kReads9.1Score4.2kShelves

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This book breaks the mold! The romance heroine accidentally became a tool for selling sex. After she couldn't bear it anymore, she started a dark counterattack, slapping the stinky cockroaches in the face along the way. The heroine suffered from domestic violence by her father for a long time. She killed her father on the same day after she came back. She was world-weary. The heroine's character is really cool! ! His observation is very delicate, his mind is sharp, and he makes everyone applaud. It's just cool

168 小 Little Rose Warmth Care Manual Empty NineModern Romance472k WordsCompleted 3.5kReads8.9Score387Shelves

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The female protagonist suffers from depression. The male protagonist fell in love with the female protagonist at first sight three years ago. Three years later, they met and found that the female protagonist was not as lively and energetic as before, but lifeless.

169 盛 Dressed to Impress, Never Seeking the Spotlight Snow Chestnut TeaModern Romance350k WordsCompleted 13.2kReads9.4Score1.6kShelves

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The heroine is white and black, smokes, is super handsome, is ruthless enough to risk her life, has been plotting against others for ten years, including herself, and the male protagonist is handsome and not the boss type.

170 假 If Only I Were Allowed to Be Young Again Mori No YuModern Romance268k WordsCompleted 5.9kReads9.1Score375Shelves

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The female protagonist forced the male protagonist to get married for revenge, so the male protagonist hated her and didn't believe her. After the marriage, she was humiliated and made things difficult for her. In fact, the heroine was poisoned not long ago, and she worked hard to live for one thing [crying] [crying]

173 躁 The Manic-Depressive Beauty Is Crazy, He Puts His Arm Around Her Waist and Teases Her Little SimianModern Romance339k WordsCompleted 6.8kReads8.7Score527Shelves

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1. The young sect leader of our family has been struggling. The goal of the whole book is to let the male protagonist kill her. She eats poisonous plant spiritual herbs and elixirs as jelly beans. She eats them every day to see if she can poison herself to death. The whole goal of the struggle is to die. But in the end, when the male protagonist got angry, the female protagonist blew herself up in front of the male protagonist. She exploded into dregs, but she was still rescued. 2. Suffering from severe mental illness, no one will love her, and there is no meaning in living in this world. She often harms herself! Never take pain seriously!

174 白 Bai Yueguang, She Doesn't Want to Live Little Little AhwuModern Romance325k WordsCompleted 101Reads—Score—Shelves

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The female protagonist had no desire to live in the early stage, and worked hard just to numb herself. Later, she almost died suddenly and was forced to take a break and met the male protagonist. Later, she committed suicide by taking pills and was rescued. After her death, she began to try to come out of the shadows, reconcile with herself, reconcile with her original family, and accept the fact that her family members passed away. The story is plain and ordinary, there is no evil female supporting character, and there are no villains. The description of the scenery is not bad. After reading it, I wanted to see the snow-capped mountains.

175 谁 Since When Does the Male Lead Hold and Kiss the Male Lead’s Doormat? Dreaming of Night Plays377k WordsCompleted 59.8kReads9.5Score7.3kShelves

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World-weary, autistic

176 寻 There Is Always a Love-Minded Male Protagonist on the Road to Death An Ancient, Broken DreamAncient Romance446k WordsCompleted 617Reads7.3Score—Shelves

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The heroine keeps looking for death, but she can't. The hero is just a little wolfdog who doesn't understand love. He always follows the heroine and wants to kiss her. [Blow a kiss]

177 演 I Played the Emperor My Whole Life, and After Being Reborn, He Still Wants the Crown Prince One Little Sweet FishAncient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 34kReads8.9Score3kShelves

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That's right. The heroine was brought back from modern times. She had fetal transfusion. Once her mother died in childbirth, she was asked to live well, so she lived well, but she really just let herself live. The male protagonist of this book was reborn to make up for her and let her release herself.

178 她 She Stopped Comforting Him Autumn ChillModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 89.2kReads9.6Score15.6kShelves

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Come and see this! ! ! 🔅The first book: The heroine got a terminal illness. She didn't care at first, until she met him. She wanted to live well for the first time and hated herself for getting terminally ill. But God did not pity her. She endured until the end of his college entrance examination. The bell rang for the end of his exam here, and her electrocardiogram flattened over there. This day was her 18th birthday. It was midsummer when we met, and it was also midsummer when we parted. His little rose was always hidden in that midsummer [crying] 🔅The second book: The heroine's crush was left in the deep sea [almost crying] This day was his eighteenth birthday, and he asked the heroine to go diving. He wanted the heroine to witness the highlight moment of breaking his own record, and then confess to the heroine, but was detained in the deep sea due to equipment problems. The heroine felt that the accident was caused by her failure to check the equipment properly, and the complaints from the boy's family led to the mental illness. Maybe the boy fell in love with the girl miserably, so she sent the boy's friend Musinan to save the girl, but the girl wanted to go to the deep sea. In the end, the deep sea owes the girl a confession, and the girl owes the forest a response [crying] [crying]

179 明 Flirting Openly and Secretly It's Susu CandyModern Romance218k WordsCompleted 488Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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The female protagonist has a low desire to survive and is very crazy. No one understands her, and even the male protagonist was her experiment at first.

180 赎 Atonement Honey Grapefruit Iced TeaModern Romance587k WordsOngoing 161Reads—Score—Shelves

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The heroine knew that her illness was getting more and more serious, and she knew that she should go and see it, but treatment meant telling everything about the past. She didn't want to say it, and she didn't want anyone to know anymore. The new life that her grandparents had finally bought her with their lives, she couldn't let them sacrifice in vain, and how could her current pain be compared with the pain of the families of the victims? At least she was still alive in the world, and she deserved to suffer it.

181 装 After Pretending to Be Blind for Three Years, Bai Yueguang Said She Already Knew Bunny CornerMarriage & Romance38k WordsCompleted 3kReads8.9Score—Shelves

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I cried so much [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry]

182 我 I Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate You Don't Love Me Stealing Cables in the Middle of the NightModern Romance269k WordsCompleted 35kReads9.4Score6.2kShelves

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I was a little dog who was always looked down upon. I was dying, and one day I lived in a big empty house. The owner of the house hated the mud marks on my body and how I always stained his clean floor. But I was so cold that I couldn't help but want to be warmer. So I stole his key and stayed here temporarily. I broke his ornaments and started a bonfire in the hall without permission. I opened his door without authorization, lied to him that I liked it here, and told him "I will remember you well." I enjoyed myself, but I always knew that one day I would go back to my mud. I was not the fire, I was the ashes, the noise, the specks of mud that stained his perfect floor. So I left, and by the way, I quietly swept out the dust I brought in with my tail. I left one of my softest hairs, which was my all and cleanest gift. I thought that in this way, the house would return to the clean space he liked. But a long time later, I passed by here again. The door seemed to be always open for me. He didn't wipe the footprints I left, and there were still ashes on the fireplace tile where I lay. And the ornament that I broke was treasured by him. I forgot a lot of things, but he still remembered them all. He doesn't seem to like my clean hair. He always stares at my muddy footprints in a daze. It turns out that some people also like the mud on my body. I sat outside the window and watched for a long time. Then, I rushed up and hugged the owner of the house and said to him, "Let's make peace. Song Jinze."

183 大 The Senior Sister Is Crazy and Gloomy, She Just Wants to Burp Have a Bowl of Lotus Seed SoupAncient Romance945k WordsOngoing 1kReads8.1Score162Shelves

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I absolutely recommend these two books, the first one is a serial! This one is very good, that is, if you want to watch the kind of rhythm where you cut leeks very fast, and when it slows down later, it will be very coherent, I highly recommend it; the second one, the murderer fell in love with the person he was killed, and swore an oath that I will kill you, and in the end he asked her not to die (this is really the best among fairy tales)

184 落 Down and Out Darling Jiangnan DummyModern Romance211k WordsCompleted 40Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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🥀 (Wealthy family + Revenge + The male protagonist is crazy about being alone + The female protagonist is smart and tolerant + Light abuse + HE) When we meet again, everything has changed 🥀 [World-weary and cold wild rose × straight-faced math genius | Reunion after breaking the mirror × Sadistic sweetness × Yandere × Two-way redemption × Double clean HE] When we meet again, he is still waiting for you where you are as long as you bravely take the first step.

186 大 The Big Shot Is Always Digging into the Mad Heiress's Secret Identity Shu Nian Is SusuModern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted 11.2kReads9.1Score1.5kShelves

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This one has no desire to live at all.

187 原 It Turns Out There Is No Light in the Deep Sea Pian QianModern Romance233k WordsCompleted 225Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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It's really depressing. I cried many times while watching it. The rating is not high but it's really okay. The heroine is really difficult to cry, especially in the back, when everything is revealed and the truth is revealed, I really can't stand it. I suggest you not to watch it when you are in a bad mood recently. It will really affect you, but if you need a good vent, you can watch it. A good cry, it has great stamina. The tag is really awesome, "youth" and "sweet pet", it can't be affected at all [sad]

188 夫 When His Wife’s Depression Strikes, He Holds Her Gently and Soothes Her Muzi YingbaoModern Romance305k WordsCompleted 11.1kReads8.8Score899Shelves

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The heroine is depressed and has no desire to live, so read this book

189 诱 She Seduces Him, and the Hong Kong District's Little Tyrant Turns into a Lovable Goofball Not So Dark Under the LampModern Romance644k WordsCompleted 33.7kReads9.2Score4.5kShelves

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These are some super good books that I read over and over again as an old bookworm [laughing]

193 凌 Mr. Ling's Favorite Is the God of Killing Still Feeling ColdModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 4.1kReads9.2Score437Shelves

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The heroine lives only to vent her anger and kills people without blinking an eye.

194 为 To Marry the Prime Minister's Daughter, This Playboy Rose to the Highest Office Chi Yu742k WordsCompleted 24.2kReads9.4Score3.8kShelves

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9.5, Strictly recommended books, one, a young general disguised as a man and a cold and gentle young lady from the Prime Minister's Palace. Who knows the feeling of being pampered by a cold and gentle sister? It's amazing...

196 全 Everyone Was Reborn: My Little Sister Is a Sweet, Innocent Airhead Following the StarsModern Romance505k WordsCompleted 4.3kReads9.1Score343Shelves

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Su Muran lived cautiously for twenty years and died in an unusually cold sea water. Her mother was killed when she was born, and her father and brother resented her. "Dad, let me sort it out for you." Su's father drove her out angrily. "Brother, this is the cake Ran Ran made for you." She hoped with great expectation that her brother would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with disgust on his face: "Get out!" Su Muran was disliked by the Su family and could be bullied by the servants. She felt she was tired, and because her mother had given her life, she worked part-time and went to school at the same time, preparing annual birthday gifts for her father and brother. On the day she ended her life, her footprints were imprinted on the snow piled on the ground. She thought to herself that the sea water was really cold. When she opened her eyes again, she looked out the window with empty eyes. She was not dead, but she was dead. Everyone in the Su family noticed that the demon Su Muran suddenly became quiet. At first, they just thought that she had changed her method to attract their attention. But unexpectedly heard her voice. Later, they tried their best to get her attention...

197 女 The Female Supporting Role Doesn't Want to Be Favored by the Group Yu Yu Loves ChattingModern Romance312k WordsCompleted 49Reads6.5Score—Shelves

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✨①The heroine's family members are all interested in being nice to the heroine. The heroine suffers from depression🧸, but the only ones who are really good to her are Qin Zheng and her sister🙋 ✨②The heroine is a fake daughter,🌹because her family members were indifferent to her after the real daughter came back, so she suffered from depression and was sent to the field. 😭I once met the male protagonist when he was a child😳, because he was afraid of being hurt again, so he didn't open his heart to anyone🤐 ✨③Yuan Yi🙆 had not received any love since he was a child, and was accidentally killed by his mother. 😇I thought he was free😬, but he was reborn in the end of the world. Pay attention to Mo Bai. There are not enough wonderful things to watch.

198 摆 The Laid-Back Stepmom and the Not-So-Domineering CEO Scallion Pancake with an Extra EggModern Romance450k WordsCompleted 29.9kReads9.5Score3.6kShelves

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Watch me for 44,400 minutes, trust me. [Laughs][laughs] This is the best book on the Internet. The heroine wants to die every day. Her character is a bit crazy and different. After everyone heard her voice, they were so frightened that everyone came to play with her, fearing that she would commit suicide.

199 穿 After I Transmigrate into a Book and Return, the Fake Heiress Becomes the Beloved of a Powerful Family Paper TigerModern Romance546k WordsCompleted 13.7kReads9.2Score1.8kShelves

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The heroine is a fake daughter who was treated coldly after the real daughter came home. During this period, she hoped that her adoptive parents would notice her. Under the influence of depression, her family witnessed her doing wrong things such as cutting the real daughter's dress with scissors. The misunderstanding and neglect of her family members who were sent abroad made her feel helpless. She endured the pain while completing her studies. An accident happened in the book, and she met the male protagonist. When she was a child, she was afraid of being hurt by her relatives and had reservations about them. The mother in the book often said that the female protagonist lived very well and knew that she would only be hurt. The male protagonist is very protective of the female protagonist and they love each other. The male protagonist goes to war and brings back the original female protagonist (hostage) just like the original plot. They get along like happy friends and hurt the female protagonist. In line with the original plot, the heroine was tied to the city wall. The original heroine questioned whether the hero was more important in military affairs or the heroine. In the original book, the original heroine was shot to death by the hero's Wanjian arrows. She did not want to see the ending and committed suicide...