With 3S Level Talent, I Will Eventually Become a God

What I awakened was not the well-known SS-level talent of death prediction, but the 3S supreme talent that surpasses all living beings. I have never revealed this power that is enough to aspire to the throne of God. The only people who know my true trump cards and secrets are me and my childhood sweetheart. Every time I use my true power, there is a 20% chance of completely losing my memory. I can only disguise myself as a person with predictions of death and hide in hiding under the gaze of everyone. The outside world only thinks that I rely on predictions to survive in danger, but they don't know that on the road to becoming a god, I bet on the past and memory every step of the way, and under the disguise, I am accumulating the power to ascend to the throne of God.