Lonely Wandering Star

That day, I made a bet with God. I bet I can bear the weakness of the world and not bow to the way home. Bet that I can live as my own star in the vacuum of the universe. I have countless reasons to go home But I only remembered it when I lost it It turns out that there were so many reasons why I rejected it. Just like the waves of loneliness on this planet Overflowing all the star ports I can turn back to Death is not as close to me as a black hole now The world ends in just a second I saw the end of the gamble clearly at the edge of gravity I won boundless freedom But I lost all the reasons to look back Unpredictable every moment The incomprehensibility and absurdity of the world It's all the words that God didn't say. Look, you've already planned your way back I endured the universe that trapped me