My Road to Exploding Futures Positions

The futures market has been ups and downs for several years, and everything has turned into smoke. In the beginning, I traded frequently and watched the market day and night to earn hard money from the market, which contributed to my emotions, vision, and mentality. When you start swing operations, follow the trend calmly, reconcile with yourself, release yourself from the market, and earn profits that fit your own pattern. In the end, I went crazy and believed in my own judgment too much, thereby ignoring the market's own choices. The hardest thing to do is to follow the trend of the market, but go against the inner choice. After the madness, there is always dust. Only those who have experienced madness and mediocrity in this market can be awe-inspiring. After going through so much, I always want to leave something behind. The market never lacks talent, nor does it lack hard work. As an ordinary participant among thousands of traders, I want to record my past experiences and mental journey. Friends who have not entered the market are advised to never embark on this road of no return. The taste, hardship, too difficult to describe, pain, reconciliation, relief, madness, despair, relief, luck, fantasy, expectation, regret, self-blame, regret, unwillingness, helplessness, anger, grievance, sadness...