So What If I Can't Be Bothered to Talk!

After reading it, I will write something. Let me think about where to start. Let's talk about Xiao Ye first. Xiao Ye has a childishness that is incompatible with others. Even though he sometimes has to hide himself behind the decency and maturity of adults, it does not affect his uniqueness, which is like a piece of lost moonlight, beguiling people in the dark night. Some of the straightforwardness and magnanimity that are easily polished away by the world have been left intact in him. There is a set of stable and self-consistent operating logic in Hara Ye's universe, as well as the supreme courage to run this logic. Even when doing things seriously, a small piece of soul leaves the body uneasily to find freedom, wandering and unbridled fun. Compared to his uneasiness, Songzi is more inclined to be timid and uneasy. Song Qisong's world is divided into fixed rules. Unrest represents turmoil and uncertainty, just like the first time he met Yuan Ye, who could not read his mind. In my opinion, the encounter between such two completely different people should be like an asteroid hitting the earth or the Big Bang. But no, it was two gears that were not suitable at the beginning. Only by rolling forward can they fit together. After all, the arrival of love is a matter of an instant. It itself is synonymous with exceptions and accidents. All you have to do is get closer and closer. Songzi is very good at interpreting people, both in terms of super powers and his own abilities. Not being able to hear Xiaoye's inner voice fundamentally cut off his possibility of quickly interpreting Xiaoye. Xiaoye happened to be the one who was relatively difficult to understand among tens of millions of people, so the scale and time of getting closer were infinitely extended. There is a saying that "I see you" is a higher level of emotion than "I like you", because the essential need of human beings is to "be seen". Xiaoya is a living idiot in the secular sense, a human ghost who has failed in socialization and has only a little talent for loving people. There is no doubt that many people will like Xiaoya after getting to know him, but only Songzi falls in love with this strange stone at first sight. And, although Songzi has always called himself a perfectionist, sometimes his perfection in my eyes is a passive victim of the environment, "I must be the first" rather than "I want to be the first". Hara always said that it doesn't matter if the crane ends, but I think Matsuko must have heard similar words like "It doesn't matter" many times when he was growing up. He was so contradictory that he attributed it to pretentious or twisted words, and felt at a loss as to what it meant to be loved. At the same time, he longed to be loved all the time, like withered grass hanging on the rain. The so-called father planted the fatal seeds of error in the first interpretation of love in his life, killing all other possibilities. Then why does it matter if Hara is okay? I thought about it for the umpteenth time, and later got the answer in Xiaoye's blood lake. Hara's strength is not innate, nor does it even rely on gifts from others. In other words, his strength was just a manifestation of alienation revealed after the internal conflicts and struggles were exhausted. It was covered with dense cracks. He came out by being loved, but part of his heart was always left behind. Hesse wrote, "People live their lives alone, suffer taint, bear sins, drink bitter wine, and find a way out." There are no real complete saints or sinners in the world. Xiaoye accepts the opposite of love and everything about himself, and draws the courage to reinvent himself from being loved. What a lucky child we Songzi are to meet Xiaoye, who is the best at loving in the world. The magician makes the impossible possible. So Songzi learned from her mother to reconcile with love, because love has always flowed silently between them and has never been cut off, so thoughts and words can be conveyed across time and pain. From Song Ting, Songzi learned to make a decision because of not loving, and because of love, she gained the courage to cry and resist, to embrace Shi Guimingjian's fate, and to find a way out for herself and freedom. And the background of the subject of love is still filled with Haraya's name. After all, Koya is so powerful, powerful enough to make a fragile little tree like pine nut grow into a forest on Haraya's land. But I think the encounter is actually inevitable by chance, because Songzi is a good Songzi who deserves to be loved. As long as he is such a Songzi, the love of the whole world will naturally pour into him. And because of the presence of trees, this land can maintain the growth of grass and the flying birds in the wind and rain, and will not turn into a barren wasteland. Sometimes I have some nonsensical fairy tale ideas. For example, after a pine nut dies, it becomes a silent tree that stands somewhere for 3,330 years. The secreted resin drips from the branches without trapping any insects. However, the invisible wind in the world rushes around it, so it is sealed in amber and buried deep underground. At this moment, even the wind can be captured and becomes the treasure of the tree. Then the story comes to an end, and the lover is in love forever. I like the intentional or unintentional re-construction of mind-reading in this article. There is no need for physical contact to listen to the voice of the heart, and there is no need to rack your brains to figure out people's hearts. The meaning of mind-reading is that you look into my eyes again. I also like that the little boy will eat the gifts while waiting, and that Song Nu will try to express his feelings to the teddy bear. These details make me feel that they are so cute and alive. It's been a long time since I've seen such writing in an online article that removes the craftsmanship and impetuosity. Although it has some frivolous but not annoying flaws, such as a common problem when creators suffer from literary disease, such as running away to enjoy themselves when their thoughts are divergent, but what I feel more often is the naive sincerity in the writing, which is a very precious and precious thing. When I typed these words, there was actually no order in my mind. Just like when I read the article, the corners of my eyes would always get wet unexpectedly. This was not out of some concrete mood such as love or sadness, but because the emotions filled my heart and could only escape from my eyes. More than that, maybe it's just because I'm so happy reading this article at this moment. By the way, oh my, it feels so good to write and research. If I could be in this state when writing a paper, I would wake up laughing in my dreams. . !

Flowers are over, Matsuko-chan is happy 99! [Red Heart] I happened to encounter this article in winter. It's really great that the teacher can write such a first article. Sincerity is revealed between the lines, and sometimes it is true feelings. It made me feel extremely warm and happy when I read it. I only read a little bit every day because I couldn't bear to finish watching [Milk Tea]. The themes and sub-themes of love and death are also very cleverly conceived, and it's hard not to sympathize with it. Zuo Hua's interpretation of love and death was very, very precise and hit me. It also made me believe in the beauty of life more, and I have more courage to embrace, hate and then accept. Every character in the story is very vivid - Xiaoye, who seems to be wild and unconstrained, is actually a good lover and has accepted a lot of love that coexists with hurt; Songzi, who is calm and restrained, has clear plans and is beaten by a scumbag father and cannot believe that he can still be loved; the cousin, uncle, aunt and family who care about Songzi; Xiang Hui, who lives with regret and guilt for decades after being forced to make a choice; Wenxiu, who realizes that she has neglected Xiaoye's mental health in the past Chang Qing, Gan Shu who is ambitious and purposeful but not humane, Yu Ze who is ugly and jealous of others, Kang Jia who is afraid of the forces of fear and chooses to protect himself but always lives in guilt and finally stands up to testify, the class teacher who is very responsible for Xiaoya and Song Zi's cold and heartless robot scumbag father... Every character impressed me deeply [Red Heart] I think I will carry this happy memory of reading with me forever. (Sorry, I rarely post comments. I have long lost the ability to form words and sentences in the fragmented era, and my vocabulary is very scarce. However, I couldn't help but write a lot of immature paragraphs in this book. After reading the full text, I felt that I had to write something. I used the energy to take the exam and unknowingly wrote down so much. Don't dislike it^^)

The next chapter is an extra chapter, so I will write casually in this chapter. They are all subjective feelings and I will write whatever I want. First of all, I didn't expect it to be the teacher's first work. The teacher's writing is very good and deserves a huge praise. Although the main content of the article is about falling in love, it is more about the two protagonists and their self-growth. The plot of Songzi's father is a bit short and not as smooth as the mother line, but it is still very good. I don't want to let bad people affect my mood. However, this is indeed what Songzi must go through to make him a more mature self. After completing this resistance to his father and completely getting rid of him, he seems to be the real one. He is coming out of the frame and becoming an independent individual. Before, he saved himself in an eggshell. Live broadcast cooking and mind-reading were all helped by the influence of his father. Of course, although Songzi was unconscious before, his mother, aunt, brother and family have always given him warmth, as well as his stepmother and sister. They were all the gaps in his eggshell, making him a mentally healthy person who knows how to love, and a very good child! What he does more is to accept himself, allow himself to be imperfect and accept love clearly, and accept different kinds of love calmly. Original, most of the first half Pure and innocent heart, because of the foreshadowing, I thought he was too stimulated, and letting go was self-defense. It turns out that he really loves to be in a daze. Although he is the caregiver of Songzi in life, he is also Songzi's teacher, because he is pure enough, because he is in harmony with himself enough, and he understands that his lover will love himself. In fact, both of them are very lucky people. Although they have different setbacks and shortcomings, fortunately, there is still a lot of love that can warm them, and the family line is also completed very well. Among the four mothers, they actually like their stepmother and sister very much. She has goals, ambitions, means, strength, and firm and abundant love. She is very clear-headed in pursuing what she wants. Although she appeared late and not much, her image is also very distinct. The main content of the whole book for me is to accept myself. The teacher's writing is good, the story is complete, and the family line is smooth. Although I was a little stuck and didn't connect when I first talked about that part, but the main thing is that I can feel the flow of emotions from the teacher's words, and what I want to express is also very natural. The words are not dry and dry, and moist like a pot of cream soup (although I have never eaten it). Is this really the first book? The writing is very, very good, the details are very vivid, the story is not rigid, the characters are three-dimensional and distinct, and the emotions come naturally The overall tone of the book is warm, like sinking into a plush sofa on an afternoon after the first snowfall. The whole room is warm and relaxing. Reading this novel is like falling into a warm white dream. I am very grateful to the teacher for writing this story. It turned into a stream of consciousness in the end. Hahaha, that's all. Thank you again for your creation. I wish you write better and better.

High five with Ya Saibo! The story of Songzi and Xiaoye has great power in my opinion. Love is no longer an option that I choose to protect you but also leave you for you. Xiaoye's firm and brave attitude makes me enlightened. I can be so brave! Everyone, except Song's father, everyone touched me deeply: I have never found that the love around me has ever been so concrete, and I can't express clearly in words the inspiration that Ya's article has brought to me. Even though there are many problems in Ya's opinion, such as the wonderful metaphor, this clearly allows me to understand Song or Ye's psychology more vividly and deeply. This is really the most touching article I have ever read. (Praise your teeth, they are good teeth. Please mass-produce delicious food, even if it just makes me understand love a little better)

It's so well written... Reading this article feels like soaking in cotton. This is how love should be. Thank you.

Looks good! Super pretty! So happy to have discovered this treasure! You are very good at writing and very warm! ! ! ! ! !

What a happy couple, I wish you 99 [Fireworks]

The young couple should be happy for a long time [poor]

Oh my god, Hara is cute, pine nuts are cute, and good teeth are cute too [please]

A super chat has been built in Big Eye, everyone can come and play [Spread Flowers]