I'm Not Gay
我不是男同
by Good Teeth (好牙齿)
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 393k Words
- Chapters
- 93
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Updated
- 8mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Stats
Tags
- ThemeLove Story
- POVTop-Lead (Gong)
- Age18+
- Destined Pairing
- Imagination
- Realism
- Sci-Fi
- The Future Is Empty
Synopsis
The text is in the third person, please support the genuine plz... Hello, I'm a human, and I'm still that kind of rat person^^ I am just nineteen this year, and I live in a strange world. The most important thing in life is to play bad jokes and live the life of a mouse. That day, I was walking along the river embankment with nothing to do. A boy with pink hair rushed in front of me, grabbed my hand and cried, "You don't want to die." Plop. I didn't stand firm. I fell into the water. I:? I didn't flutter, that would be too ugly, and I didn't want to be a duck. I floated calmly and landed calmly. "Classmate, calm down." I pulled away his hand and held mine, "I just look a little bit older, I didn't jump into the river." Hee hee, I lied to you. When I walked to the river that day, I really wanted to jump. - Unfortunately, that pink-haired boy invaded my life inexplicably. First of all, he gave me a million yuan and told me that the money was sufficient. The condition was that I could no longer ride a will-o'-the-wisp on the street. I didn't take it. It's a joke, I'm riding a will-o'-the-wisp and I'm not in the streets, I'm clearly a rat living the life of a rat. Seeing that getting money was not going to work, Fenmao began to pester me to and from school every day, insisting on seeing my bitter mother and weak and incompetent father. I couldn't bear it, so I took him there. Unexpectedly, the first thing he did was to throw hundreds of thousands of cash in their faces and say: -"I'll take care of your son." Oh my god, I held Pink Hair's hand and shouted, "I'm not a gay man." Okay, I lied to you again. Actually, I really am. Pinkfur is so good at chasing people that no rat man can control him. I'm serious. - If my life were to be written into a book, I would call it Zhengdezhengzhuan. Excerpts from "The True Story of Self-Delight": September 1 The meteor will come tomorrow night, and I want to die when the meteor comes. Before turning nineteen. September 2 He failed to die and was saved by Fenmao. Don't understand fate. Forced to grow up to the age of nineteen. September 17 Fenmao is so weird. He said he loves me and wants to chase me. Does this non-mainstream understand love? He doesn't want to have sex with me, I don't want to go down there. October 30 Fenmao said he was the one at the bottom. I told him that I am really straight. Fenmao kissed me. January 1st It's New Year, and Fenmao is very strange. He seems to be imprisoning me, and the chain is exposed. But I can't get what I ask for. February 14 Pink hair, I can't find him. I was defrauded by a gay man, right? February 20 Pink Hair is back. I hate him (black out) I want to beat up Fenmao (black out) Uh-huh, beat him to the bed. March 1 It is said that the world will end tomorrow. I feel a little regretful. I don't want to die, I still want to take a look at spring. March 2 It's the end of the world. I want to live. April 25 Mom, life is a lie. I really want to escape. Dead house, world-weary, mournful, rat-man attack x arrogant, rich, talkative young master, direct hit The protagonist's arrow is very thick, not suitable for control, it's just xql love! If there are any "party-controlling attributes", please don't watch it. I emphasize again, "Don't watch it if you control the party". I don't support any viewing that favors here and there, and I don't support any viewing that tries to figure out who loves more and who is more tired from the details. In essence, it's just two people falling in love. For other demining information, see Chapter 1. It's not suitable for party control. If you have any bias, please don't come to see it. I don't want to make you uncomfortable. Let's let each other go quietly. Please. Don't comment here if you are reading pirated articles. TT is so weird... Rehabilitation writing, let's let it fly. The [diary date] of the copywriting is not accurate. The specific diary date is based on the main text. 2024/10/22 I want to write the next book "After Being Bound by the Peerless Right System" There are three major characteristics: Cold, soft waist, easy to push down. And all these are easy and practical But what he wants to be is 1 - Yi Youxing is a well-known social otaku in the rock circle. At work, I talk crazy and abstract things, and the most common ones posted on Weibo are bass jokes. In private, he wears a black mask, black hat, black clothes, and cosplays as Hei Wuchang in the world. One day I woke up from a dream and heard the sound of a machine in my brain: [Congratulations, you have been selected into the Peerless Right Project. You can only live a normal life if you complete the task. If you violate the mission, different physical diseases will be triggered as punishment. ] [Task 1: Participate in variety shows to show your charming temperament to attract movie stars] Yi Youxing:? He fell asleep, only to wake up in pain all over. [Dip, because the host disobeyed the instructions, the pain was adjusted to level 1. ] Yi Youxing remained silent, turned around and went into the bathroom to take a cold bath. What kind of system, what kind of right bit. Yi Youxing slowly raised his fingers: I won't give in. - Yi Youxing does what he says. The system told him to go west, but he went east, and when it told him to go right, he went left. Once he got down, he suffered from fever, deafness and blindness. Missions were disrupted by him again and again, and the punishments became more and more severe. He no longer had the strength to hold the instrument, and he could no longer hear the notes in his ears. He groped in the darkness—— He couldn't stand it. So he chose to give up. Yeah, yeah, what you're giving up is your own life. Yi Youxing groped his way up to the balcony, and jumped expressionlessly—— Go to your father's world. Hey wait. Yi Youxing found himself stagnant in mid-air, holding himself up with a pair of hands. Hearing is restored first with touch. He heard the man say: "Yi Youxing, the protagonist of the world of novel number 001." Then his vision returned. He blinked in confusion: Blue sky, red sun, and eyes full of golden curls. The man took him back to the balcony and showed a very standard fake smile: "Hello, I am the world restorer. My name is Gui Ling. Since I have detected that there is..." Yi Youxing: "Damn, trapeze artist!" - Zero is a good guy. He said that his existence was to make Yi Youxing's life return to normal. Yi trusts again. Because Gui Ling told him: "You have your own will, and I can see it." The society is afraid of death. The house will never be attacked by the nanny. [Note: Gong is not weak, not delicate, but just a malnourished otaku. The three major characteristics are actually just that he has a bad face, is a nerd, and is too lazy to move. T. T does not eat weak attacks, but simply loves Yabi's mourning attacks.] Thanks to the ordinary poor teacher for drawing the circle! ! Very, very cute! It's all in the supporting role column! There are more interested adults on Wo Weibo who can check it out hehe Thank you, thank you, and wish you much happiness and a smoother life. Thank you Purpose: Face the setbacks of life and continue to move forward bravely
I actually cried when I saw it, I was so moved by Er Sha's seriousness
Hey, it's finally a happy ending! It would be nice to have more extras. I feel like there is still a lot to write, but my wife is not in a good mood these days. She always feels quite low. I will write a cookie in the next book to calm her mood!
Can you come to the volleyball and tennis team to see the extra story about the Generation of Miracles playing basketball [Star Eyes] [Star Eyes] I feel so sad to see it end [Crying] [Crying]
Are you going to finish it all at once, you guy?
It's a tie. Before I read the text, I thought it was in the first person, so I didn't plan to read it. Then I saw that my wife had updated so many chapters and I was determined to read it, but it turned out that it was not in the first person. Well, it was like finding a treasure. I've tied it up intermittently in the past few days, but I read the last 40 chapters in one go, and I kept crying (the pain of having too low a tear point), maybe because Zide and I are both at the same special age of 19, and we resonate with some of Zide's thoughts on mourning (but this resonance is not a good thing). We are about to enter a new stage of 20, as if we will grow up quickly after the beginning of 2, enter the big dyeing vat of society, and lose our innocence (a bit off topic). Complacency is a soft, sensitive and fragile child, who is used to arming himself with arrogance or poisonous tongue. He cannot let go of Zi Le's death. He believes that he, his mother, and everyone are murderers. He cannot interfere with other people's actions. The only thing he can control is himself. He also wants his own pain, and he also wants to let himself feel the pain of Zi Le in a superficial way. He cannot let himself go. Twins want everything to be the same to be fair. Although complacency and self joy are not, they are better. And actually what I want to say the most is to enjoy myself. Before returning to the Yan family proudly, he followed his mother's arrangements step by step and tried hard to do what an heir should do. Although it was hard and exhausting, at least he had a clear goal. But life is a drama. A younger brother who is loved and grew up freely suddenly appears, and a gap appears. Why can he live with his mother-in-law, praise her, read books, write poems, take good care of her, love her in every possible way, and be helpless in every way? None of it is mine, and it's not fair at all. At first, the jealousy can be hidden under the appearance of indifference, and he overextends himself in exchange for praise from his mother. But after seeing his complacent performance, he begins to wonder why he always resists. Shouldn't everyone live under the breath of their mother? You start to stare at yourself and start to resist, and your spirit to break free begins to sprout. However, a series of bad news surprises, the denial of identity, the diagnosis of a difficult disease, and the consequences are spread out directly in front of you, and the young man's spirit is directly extinguished. Fearful, doubtful, negative and with a certain amount of relief, you began to receive treatment, but at the same time you were questioning the meaning of life. You asked your mother, your annoying brother, and maybe your mother-in-law in your heart, but no one could give you a definite answer. You stumbled forward with doubts. But the arrogance and self-esteem brought by excellence make it impossible for you to accept an undignified end, especially in contrast to your younger brother who is gradually feeling happy. At this moment, you actually hate your own happiness, your unfair fate, your fate, your mother-in-law, your mother, and your complacency. Why is it that you are not the happier one? Finally, you are relieved. Dignity is more important than living without hope. You know that no one is wrong and everyone has their own helplessness. You knew more clearly that if Zide knew about your death, then Zide would definitely live with self-blame and guilt, so you hesitated but still wrote to hope that your twin brother would live a good life. There is a mixture of love and hate between Zi Le and Zi De, but the hate is not real enough, the love is not fake enough, and it is not pure at all... If Zi Le and Zi De grew up together, their personalities may be very similar to Zi De's, less stubborn, soft, sensitive and cute, perhaps a little more stable than Zi De'e. But there are so many ifs... Alas, I happened to read a lot of twin settings recently, and I was particularly touched by it after reading Self-Enjoyment and Complacency, so I wrote some of it casually (but after staying up all night, my brain was not clear anymore, and the writing was messy). In addition, I really think Mrs. Good Teeth's writing is very good, and I recommend it to my friends. I have read both books. They are a little sour but very warm. I hope she will keep writing [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying]
Oh my God, how could anyone write such tender and delicate words.
How to learn to face the mediocrity of children is a lifelong task for parentsTT
Lord Yaya, Zi Le has already died once in the personal world of the circle. You shouldn't let him die in the real world too, right?
Wow wow is a new chapter! I love their words. School starts today, Lord Yaya, I will also miss you, and I will also miss Quanwu.
The departure of a loved one is a long and humid experience. Although Xiaohuan's eyes did not shed tears, his heart was sad and crying, but the voice was too soft and was not noticed.
I cried when I saw it [ burst into tears ] I hope the circle will get better
Damn it, I haven't seen this yet, Yaya
Congratulations on the completion ~ I finally waited, it's really great!
2023.4.9 14:19, I finished reading. I liked this setting very much before, but now I have finished reading the entire article. Xi Xi and Zhan Zhan will always be together! !
A young couple who wants a lot, a lot, a lot, everyday [Prick-eared Rabbit Head]
Mrs. Good Teeth is a perfect girl. Why can she write so well? Both this book and the previous one feel warm but mixed with some sadness. They are super delicious. I look forward to Mrs.'S future works [hug][hug]
Oh oh oh oh oh ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah [spread flowers] [spread flowers] [spread flowers]
Please have more. It's so delicious. Wwwww My birth is so sweet. Good teeth are a god.
So there is a story about Min Shun and Peng Juan. I have wanted to read that one for many years_(:з∠)_
Well, time still proves that Little A's feelings for Little B are not just because of the movie. The interaction between the two is so cute... See you next time, the trio [lop-eared rabbit head][lop-eared rabbit head]
I like it so much. I am so excited to read this chapter. Everyone has different worries at different ages. They may be subtle or complicated, but they are all life issues that we need to face. If you are really worried, stop and take a rest, and then regain the confidence to start. I hope everyone can be peaceful and happy every day in 2026 [Fireworks][Fireworks]
Updated! ^O^/
The hoarding makes me unbearably hot.